At this moment, after many guests on the scene heard the professor's words, each of them also showed an extremely complicated look on their faces.

Because these people have had that experience before.

is also because of his extremely strange and ridiculous self-esteem, so he made a move to hurt his parents.

And they also feel that the psychological state that the professor said is also very true.

When the professor couldn't see his parents come to pick him up at the school gate, he was disappointed.

His heart will long for his parents to pick him up.

But when his parents came, he found that the image of his parents was not what he imagined.

In this way, he will have concerns, and even think that his father's image will make him embarrassed, and he will be laughed at by his classmates, so he will long for his father to leave quickly, hoping that his father will not recognize him.

So these guests thought again: the professor must be very uncomfortable at the moment, right?

Now he has a different world view, and he looks at things more comprehensively.

If he were standing at the school gate and seeing his father now, he would never have been so resistant again.

Even for the sake of his own face, he longed for his father to leave quickly and let him not appear in front of him.

Because now he can know how ridiculous those so-called faces and other people's opinions are.

This is his father, this is an ordinary and great father, he should not be looked at strangely, he should not be ridiculed.

And at this moment, the professor is indeed as the guests at the scene thought, he is very remorseful about his past.

He picked up the microphone and continued: "If I appear in the scene of the year again, I will definitely take the initiative to call out that Dad." ”

"I would never do that because I was afraid of being ridiculed by my classmates and losing face."

"Now I don't think my father should be ridiculed, if I shouted that father sentence again and attracted the ridicule of my classmates around me, I would immediately cut off all contact with those classmates, and do my best to correct my father's name, my father is not inferior to anyone else, he is a great father."

And after the professor said this, he shifted the topic back to the original questions from netizens.

He said to the camera: "I have read all the questions from these netizens, and we have just talked about what Lin Yi chose at that time." ”

"So I'll tell my own personal story."

"You should also find that people are extremely complex, sometimes not as you think, things will not end up as you think, there will be many factors that will change the final outcome."

"Chen Chuxue was like this back then, her longing for her father, the desire for a simple father's love did exist, and she always had this thought, it can be said that this was the thing she cared about the most at that stage."

"But it's not that when Lin Yi says everything in front of her and says that he is her father, she will immediately accept it."

"The biggest possibility is that she will be the same as me at the beginning, and she will let herself act against her heart for various reasons."

"And I think Lin Yi, a poor man, will definitely not get out of the car to meet his daughter at that time."

"Except that he wants to maintain the only bit of self-esteem, and he doesn't want his daughter to see what he looks like now, the reason why he can live forever is this."

"At the moment, I believe that he no longer knows why he is still alive, he has become physically damaged by those diseases, and his mental level is suffering every day."

As the professor said this, his mood suddenly became a little lower again.

After relieving himself, he continued: "I once had a very good friend who suffered from depression due to mental stress. ”

"And for various reasons, his symptoms were not alleviated by treatment, and then because of the pressure of reality, his depression became more and more serious, to the point that suicidal thoughts would rise every night."

"So I used to accompany this friend of mine for a long time, talking to him, chatting with him, hoping that he could get out of this haze."

"And when I was chatting with him, he also told me what it was like to be tormented in the spiritual world."

"He told me that it was like there were thousands of threads in my mind that were constantly fluctuating and pulling, and each thread represented an emotion, a feeling."

"And these emotions and thoughts will emerge in the middle of the night, which will make you insomnia, make you extremely depressed, make a person unable to feel the meaning of their life, make you have a splitting headache, and choose suicide."

"And what a terrible thing it was, I had insomnia due to the stress of work for a while, and I think my situation at that time was similar to what my friend described."

"But I also know that it's far less than my friends can bear."

"So even if there is a big problem in the spiritual world of a healthy person, it will trigger a very strong chain reaction, it will be like tormenting in hell, and in many cases there will be suicidal thoughts."

"But Lin Yi is not only like this in his spiritual world, but also in his body, and under the double torment of physical and spiritual levels, I think he must have thought about suicide countless times, and denied the meaning of his existence countless times."

"So the thing that supports him to go on must be extremely strong, and this thing is also the meaning of his life."

"So I think Lin Yi would never dare to leave these things, leave this meaning, and get out of the car to explain everything to his daughter, because he was a person hovering on the edge of life and death at that time, even if he didn't want his daughter to be sad, he would definitely not do it."

After the professor said this, he continued to talk about his own experience, and he continued to the camera: "I didn't know my father at the time, and he saw me when my classmates said that. ”

"But he guessed what I was thinking, and now that I think about it, I think how sad and sad my father must have been."

"He obviously paid so much for this family, and he obviously worked hard for me every day."

"But even so, he took the time to wait for me to go home at the gate of my school, but in the end it ended up with such an ending, I think this is ridiculous, and I was really bad at the time."

After many guests at the scene heard these words, some people felt the professor's emotions, and there seemed to be a great fluctuation.

So he persuaded him: "Yes, we were so ridiculous at that time, in fact, many people will do some very ridiculous actions because of their immaturity. ”

"And I think these things are also the experience of growing up as a person, so if it's in the past, and you've grown from it, you understand what you did wrong."

"In this case, I think it's okay to look at the future instead of looking at the past."

"So now that you've become such a good professor, and you understand your father at the time, and you figured out what you should have done right at the time, I don't think you have to dwell on it for too long."

"I'm sure your father must have forgiven you."

When the professor heard this, he was stunned for a moment and then showed a self-deprecating smile: "That's right, my father forgave me. ”

"Although he didn't tell me personally that he forgave me in this matter, what he did was not a kind of forgiveness."

"Or maybe he didn't take this little thing to heart at all."

"And the whole truth of this is what I learned from my father many years later."

"He saw me at first sight when I found out, not that he didn't find out as I thought."

"Even in order to make this matter a little more real and let me not have any burden in my heart, he didn't go home at the same time as me that day."

"It's a person who sits outside for two hours before returning home."

"And he didn't complain when he went home, I didn't find him standing at the school gate waiting for me today."

"It's a strong self-blame, a strong self-talk, as if it was deliberately said to me."

"He kept saying that he was so stupid, obviously thinking that he would pick me up from school today, but he was distracted at the end of school, and he didn't see me walking out of the school gate, and he waited stupidly for several hours after that, so he didn't go home so late."

"And after I heard these words, the last bit of tension in my heart disappeared, and the last bit of burden in my heart also dissipated, I thought at the time that I was so lucky that I was lucky to have such a happy ending to this matter, my father at the school gate did not recognize me, and he did not blame me for not finding him waiting for me at the school gate."

The professor sighed as he spoke, then smiled helplessly.

He said to the camera: "So, how can there be so much luck and coincidence, this is just the fatherly love that my father gave me at that time." ”

"And I also know that my father, although he has always been strict with me, will let me go as far as possible by raising me, so that we can all be pure, and then you will not have to listen to my nagging."

"But I know that my father will watch every episode of my show on time in front of the TV, and I believe my father must be watching this live broadcast today."

"So I want to take this opportunity to say sorry to you, I am sorry for my sincerity at that time, if time comes again, I can have another chance to regret it, I will definitely call you Dad, and then throw myself into your arms."

"I don't care about anyone's eyes, and I tell them that I have a great father."

......

meanwhile

An old man who already had a lot of gray hair was watching a show on the TV at the moment, as the professor said.

And at this moment, he has been in tears because of his son's words.

Because of his son's words, he recalled a memory of his own time.

Although he looked free and easy back then, he turned around and left after guessing his son's thoughts.

And he also said something like that later, dispelling his son's last concerns.

But when he saw the panicked look on his son's face, he was really sad.

The reason for his sadness was not because of other people or any external factors.

He was saddened that his fatherhood seemed to be denied by his own son at that moment.

And the reason why he does so much and pays so much is because this identity drives him to act.

He wanted to take that responsibility.

Because he is a parent, he protects his children and helps them grow up until they can be on their own, that's all.

And his son's behavior made him instantly feel that what he was doing was a little boring.

He felt hesitant and confused at that moment, but this emotion was quickly suppressed by himself.

Then he continued to think about his children.

That's why he made that series of moves after that.

And over the years, he has already put this matter down.

Or he was afraid that this incident would affect his son at the time, so he put this matter down that year.

And then he saw that his son was getting higher and higher, and his life was getting better and better, and he reaped the same joy.

So he also forgot all about the little mustard before.

He thinks that his son can live well, and that incident was nothing at all.

But when he saw these children turn this matter out after many years, and still explained the story and various details of this incident so clearly in the show, and solemnly apologized to him.

He recalled the memory again.

He felt a sense of accomplishment again.

And his son's apology also made him feel that his identity was recognized.

I feel that those efforts I have made are remembered by my son.

So at this moment, how could he not forgive his child.

And he is such a father.

Obviously, he is accepting an apology at the moment, but he thinks in his mind that it is indeed his son who said this on the show, will it affect his career.