So Chen Chuxue regained her self-confidence at that moment,

She also walked out of this knot,

But in another picture.

Lin Yi's mood became a little heavy at this moment.

And he thought that his time might be running out, so he began to shut himself in that small room again, and wrote silently.

What he wrote this time was what he felt he was most qualified to write.

It's his whole life.

And Lin Yi, even when he was writing these things,

He is also trying to make his daughter feel what he wants to express in each story.

So when he was describing his own experience, he couldn't help but think about this example in his hand.

Can you become the one who educates your daughter?

He felt that he had experienced a lot of things in his life, and that he could discover many good qualities in them.

He felt that if his daughter could have all these things, he would learn them all.

Then he will definitely not have such a problem after that.

Surely you won't be unconfident in yourself anymore.

However, Lin Yi felt that he couldn't treat his daughter as himself.

He can accept so many things, but he also knows that after accepting so many things, isn't his life just a mess like this?

Lin Yi suddenly discovered that a person's pursuit was actually endless.

He had so many things, but he was never satisfied.

He is still regretting all the time, and he is still regretting.

......

And the netizens who are watching this memory fragment at this moment.

I felt sad about what Lin Yi was thinking.

What they felt was not at all what Lin Yi thought.

"It is true that everyone's desires are endless, and what you get will not make your heart completely satisfied, your heart will continue to have the motivation to drive you forward, but Lin Yi is completely different."

"yes, what does he have? He didn't even have a basic, healthy body. ”

"Yes, in fact, there are many people who strive for the goal of a person's life, which is to have a complete family, but Lin Yi has never had these things, which is too bitter for him, and his life is too desperate for him."

"But when I was looking at so many memory fragments, I suddenly envied Lin Yi for a moment."

"And I know that I can't be like him, the way he educates his daughter, and the success in the end, is beyond too many people's expectations, and what he does is undoubtedly very successful."

......

The footage of the memory continues to play.

It was some time again.

Lin Yi got up very early today.

And maybe this is the only time he's going to go out this year.

It's not because his body has improved, it's just that today's temperature is relatively suitable.

And there's not going to be a lot of people where he's going.

After putting on and changing his clothes, Chu Hua had already arranged everything for him.

He got into the car.

Today he is going to the cemetery and picking his own cemetery.

And because Lin Yi actually didn't know what kind of cemetery he was going to choose.

What kind of cemetery is suitable for you?

He had never thought about it before.

So at this moment, he doesn't have a clear choice of goals.

So he was going to go around with Chu Hua first.

However, Lin Yi also knew that he didn't have much opportunity to choose, after all, with his current body, it was impossible to stay outside for too long.

Maybe it's just that after entering the first cemetery, his body reacts.

Thus had to terminate today's outing.

In the car.

Lin Yi saw that the atmosphere around him was a little solemn, so he opened his mouth and said, "Which cemetery are we going to now?" ”

When Lin Yi said this, Chu Hua immediately took out a notebook and flipped through two pages.

After that, he said, "Let's go to a park in Lingshan District first. ”

"That's what you told me yesterday."

"The first cemetery we see tomorrow is near the sea, and you said you like to see the sea."

After Lin Yi heard this, he nodded.

And at this moment, he was surprised to find out.

When did I become like this?

With this kind of thinking about the world after death.

Lin Yi knew very clearly.

Before him, he was full of disdain for those who discussed whether to go to heaven or hell after death.

In his world at that time, he thought that death was death, and that there was no other world.

But now he is still struggling with choosing his own cemetery.

I even felt that I could see the scenery around me after I died, and I wanted to be buried by the sea.

Chu Hua saw that Lin Yi fell into deep thought, and he didn't reply for a long time, so he also thought that it was Lin Yi's body that caused discomfort.

So he asked softly, "Mr. Lin Yi, it doesn't matter, right?" ”

"Actually, this kind of thing...."

After Chu Hua said this, he suddenly realized that it seemed unreasonable for him to say this.

He originally wanted to say that he could do this kind of thing by himself when it came to choosing a tomb, and he didn't need Lin Yi to do it himself.

But if his ideal is really like this, if he really says this kind of thing, is it too cruel for Lin Yi?

His life has been hard enough, and he is already full of despair.

Doesn't he even have the right to choose his own cemetery?

And Lin Yi also understood what Chu Hua meant, and he immediately replied: "It's okay, I feel that my physical condition is still quite good today." ”

"I don't know if it's the reason why I really let go of the things I think and worry about."

"After confronting death, I felt like my head wasn't buzzing like it normally would."

Chu Hua was very distressed when he heard this, but he didn't know what words to use to comfort Lin Yi.

Because he'd said so many, too many things like that before.

But every time things developed, it was the exact opposite of his comforting words.

Lin Yi's future is not getting better and better.

On the contrary, his future days are becoming more and more difficult and desperate.

Along.

The driver's skills are very good, and the car is very smooth.

And Lin Yi also let go of too many things.

I fell asleep in a daze in the car.

When he woke up again,

The vehicle also happened to be parked at the entrance of the cemetery.

Chu Huaxian's car greeted the staff of the cemetery.

Then he turned back to Lin Yi and said, "Mr. Lin, we have arrived, this is it." ”

Lin Yi nodded after hearing this and got out of the car.

Then the two stepped into the cemetery under the guidance of the cemetery staff.

Along the way, the staff enthusiastically introduced the cemetery information to the two.

Because that staff member received the news from their leader told him almost half a month ago.

said that when a person named Lin Yi came to the cemetery, he must be well received,

And the other party will contact you in advance on the same day, so you have to prepare in advance.

Originally, after hearing what their leader said to him, the staff member was still a little disdainful and felt that it was quite troublesome.

But when their leader made that phone call, he transferred 20,000 yuan to him on the spot.

The staff immediately felt motivated, after all, his monthly salary was only 5,000 yuan.

20,000 yuan is equivalent to four months' salary.

So at this moment, when the staff was receiving Lin Yi, he was also very enthusiastic.

Along the way, the history of this cemetery and what is said by Master XX is a treasure of feng shui.

However, Lin Yi seemed to be a little absent-minded after hearing the staff member's explanation.

His attention at this moment was not in this area.

After he walked a distance, Lin Yi's body was a little unbearable.

So he had to stop.

And as soon as he stopped, he realized that he had felt very strange since he stepped into this place.

Lin Yi realized at this moment that he basically didn't see anyone else except for his own group.

Even the staff in their overalls, or the security guards in charge of security.

Although it was broad daylight, Lin Yi still felt a little strange and scary.

So Lin Yi asked, "Why is it so lonely?" Isn't there usually no one in this kind of cemetery to sweep the graves? ”

When the staff member heard this, he immediately replied: "No, Mr. Lin Yi, it's because our leader notified me in advance." ”

"When you come to the cemetery, close the cemetery in advance, usually there are quite a lot of people in our cemetery."

"Basically, every day, you see people coming in groups to visit the graves."

And when Lin Yi heard this, he didn't say anything.

He also immediately understood that this must have been arranged by Chu Hua in advance.

Of course, Lin Yi can also understand, after all, with his current body, it seems that he has too much contact with these outsiders, and there is also a great risk.

But Lin Yi still felt a little sad.

He originally thought that this outing, he would be able to get out of that small blue sky.

See more fireworks in the world.

But it was only now that he realized that even if he had temporarily escaped from that small piece of Taidi.

But it seems that he is still imprisoned in it.

And after that.

When Lin Yi rested, the three of them began to move forward again.

By the time they got to the area, near the lake.

The staff said to Lin Yi: "Mr. Lin Yi, the cemetery you picked is for..."

Lin Yi replied very calmly and quickly.

Before the staff member could finish the question, he replied, "I personally chose this cemetery for myself." ”

When the staff heard this, he looked a little surprised, but he felt that it didn't seem good to show this kind of expression, so he immediately began to adjust his emotions.

Pretending to be calm, he continued: "Mr. Lin Yi, you are really extraordinary, there are too few people like you who can face life and death directly. ”

"And it's even less for a person like you who has the economy and status to face his own death."

"Because the rich people I know, they're terrible to death."

"Even if I say a word or two that they feel is unlucky, they will be furious with me."

"Not to mention how annoying that is."

"But you can face up to all of this, what everybody has to go through, and choose a cemetery for yourself."

"I think you're a lot better than those guys."

"I think Mr. Lin Yi will definitely miss you by then, many people."

"Even though I'm just a layman, I've heard a lot of news."

"It shows that you have done a lot of charity, and while you have made money, you have been giving back to the whole society."

"I believe that someone as gentle as you must be very good to his family."

"And if you are good to them, they will help on the day of your funeral."

"It's going to make the scene look good, too."

After Chu Hua on the side heard the staff member's words, he frowned slightly.

He wondered why this man was saying something so strange.

However, Lin Yi didn't seem to care, so Chu Hua didn't say anything.

Lin Yi said: "It's just some trivial things to do. ”

But when Lin Yi said this, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

And at this moment, he felt that he was suddenly not so open-minded.

He heard the staff member say that many people must have come to see him off on the day he was buried, and it must have been a very beautiful scene.

He suddenly felt that this scene should not exist.

He felt that the scene should be extremely deserted by then.

Because Lin Yi just wanted his family to send him.

So he arranges himself.

On the day of the burial, let Chu Hua make simple arrangements alone.

But in his heart, he actually longs for more family members to be able to send him.

Lin Yi first thought of the word "parents".

And he felt that this word was so familiar to him, but it was so unfamiliar.

He hears it all the time.

He has always considered himself a father, and he has always added responsibility to himself.

But neither in the previous life nor in this life, he himself did not have parents.

So he felt a little regretful.

However, Lin Yi thought of another angle.

He thinks that this may be a lucky thing.

Because he has lived such a miserable life in his life, he is only in his thirties and lives like an old man, so he has to choose his own cemetery.

Then maybe their parents will be healthy and healthy, but they can only see their son with their own eyes.

Buried in the ground.

They must be very uncomfortable in their hearts.

So this ending is pretty good.

And then Lin Yi thought of his other two family members, and he thought of Chen Yuwei.

He felt that he was actually very sorry for Chen Yuwei.

Recently, my feelings for her have not risen to the level of responsibility.

He just has a playful attitude with the other party.

But the other party has always treated him with great sincerity.

Lin Yi also thought of his daughter.

Like Chen Yuwei, the two have too many misunderstandings about themselves now, so how could they appear at their funeral.