So after Lin Yi thought of this, he immediately replied: "There is one thing that you may think wrong, not everything is as it appears or follows people's first instincts. ”

"I don't think my funeral will be as glamorous as you think."

"There are a lot of people who are very lively."

"When the time comes, I think my funeral should be relatively cold and simple, just like many ordinary people."

When Lin Yi said this, Chu Hua seemed to want to say something.

But Lin Yi hurriedly interrupted him and said, "You don't need to make deliberate arrangements, just do what we said in advance." ”

"I also want my future funeral to be like that, and I don't want too many people to disturb my rest."

And Chu Hua, somehow, at this moment, there was a sour feeling in his heart.

The staff member was also extremely surprised at the moment, he had seen too many similar incidents.

But every time, it should be those who are in good health, comforting those who have run out of life.

But now the scene is completely reversed.

Lin Yi continued: "I really don't think it's a big deal, haven't you noticed that all the words I said came from my heart? ”

"I'm sure you should know that death is indeed a relief for me."

"And I'm completely trapped in that little place now."

"My body has also been limited a lot because of various diseases."

"So wouldn't it be nice to get out of time and move on with your life in a different place?"

"At least I think this place is pretty good, at least it's a lot bigger than my little world."

"And if a person can really see the picture around me after death, then I can still see pedestrians coming and going every day, I think at least I am a little more comfortable than my current life."

Chu Hua fell silent again, he no longer knew how to answer Lin Yi.

And when the staff still wanted to continue to persuade Lin Yi, it was here, when they chose the cemetery.

Lin Yi was already ready to turn around and leave.

"Actually, I don't think there's any need for it," he said. ”

"Because I feel like I'm better off standing in any place than where I'm now."

"So I don't think there's any need for a choice."

"After I die, you can find me and bury me in this place."

"I don't think the death of a person like me needs to have much sense of ritual."

After saying this.

The staff member was a little unhappy in his heart.

Because he heard Lin Yi say that his cemetery should be dealt with casually.

Then it shows that he will not deliberately choose any cemetery.

Then it is very likely that his commission will not be obtained.

But the staff didn't dare to show it at all.

After all, he knew that a big boss like this he would never be able to provoke.

After that, Lin Yi suddenly fell silent.

He looked at the lake in the distance, as if in a daze.

Lin Yi didn't speak, and Chu Hua naturally wouldn't break this tranquility.

The staff member didn't know whether to open his mouth or break the atmosphere.

So the three of them just stood side by side and were stunned.

At this moment, Lin Yi felt that everything around him was so quiet, and there was no sound of those doctors talking.

There were also no messages of various that required him to sign documents.

There is also no sound of medical devices colliding.

Lin Yi felt comfortable at this moment.

He thought that he would be comfortable after he died, and he had slept in such a place for a long, long time.

So Lin Yi was still in his heart, and he was looking forward to it.

He began to look forward to it all.

I began to look forward to my own loss.

And since he had a physical problem, he had never had such a kind of tranquility.

......

And at this moment.

Many netizens on the Internet, after seeing this scene, they not only remembered the picture when Lin Yi received a letter from his daughter again.

"I now think of that memory fragment at that time, when Lin Yi donated his bone marrow to his daughter."

"He received a letter from his daughter, but her daughter said in the letter that he hated the father who had abandoned his mother."

"Lin Yi also fell into a collapse at that time."

"Yes, it was from the beginning of that memory fragment that we all understood what Lin Yi cared about the most?"

"His biggest concern was the fear that he would be forgotten by his family when he died."

"He endured too much because of it, and his physical condition became worse and worse after that."

"And now at this moment, he has accepted his death, and he has even begun to look forward to his death."

"Maybe the only thought in his heart at the moment is to worry about whether his family will remember him."

"Then I think that in this situation at that time, Lin Yi must not think about it."

"Because in his perception, there are too many misunderstandings between him and his family."

"If he thinks about it, he will definitely think of his family and forget him."

"Then I think if Lin Yi was entangled in this issue at that time, then how miserable his future life would be, and how uncomfortable he would have to be at that time."

"But actually, I don't think that's it, right? His life was already full of despair, so what could he do? ”

......

in the picture.

Until Lin Yi's ears rang with those familiar tinnitus again.

Lin Yi had to come out of this state that made him feel extremely peaceful.

Then Lin Yi turned around and began to walk towards the outside of the cemetery along the road he had come.

This made Chu Hua a little worried, and he hurriedly followed.

And the staff member also wanted to follow, but Chu Hua signaled that he didn't need him to continue to follow.

On the way.

Chu Hua was a little worried, Lin Yi's state at the moment.

So he said, "Mr. Lin Yi." ”

"I feel that since you have accepted your death, since you have let go of so many things, I also feel that this is a good thing for you."

"At least you can learn to let go."

"So you can feel the peace and ease of life."

"So you must not let go of your belief in life because of this."

Chu Hua is very clear about this.

He knew very well what was the reason why Lin Yi was still alive at this moment?

If he let go of that breath.

The day of death will truly come.

Unexpectedly, Lin Yi was still open-minded at the moment.

Then he spoke, "I know, I know that the world after death is at least better than where I am now. ”

"But I also know that when a person dies, there is nothing."

"Even these sufferings that make life worse than death, as if they are tormented in hell, can not be felt."

"And that place is just the world after death, since I'm still alive, I won't let go of my attachment to life."

"I'm going to keep going, and I'm still able to educate my daughter."

And when Chu Hua heard these words, his heart was also extremely complicated.

Because he not only knew that Lin Yi had begun to face his death.

He also knew that Lin Yi was still obsessed with those things.

He hadn't let go of those things yet.

And after Chu Hua thought of this, he suddenly felt that since he hadn't let go of those things, he hadn't let go of his attachment to his daughter.

So did he really let go of everything?

Chu Hua didn't know, but the only thing that made him happy at this moment.

That is, Lin Yi still didn't let go of that breath.

Didn't let go, the breath that kept walking forward from him.

That's why Chu Hua's mood at the moment is so complicated.

But suddenly he thought of another angle.

He suddenly thought that since the breath that had been supporting Lin Yi to go on, it was precisely because he was concerned about his family.

If he really let go of everything, wouldn't that breath be dissipating with it?

And this Chu Hua found out.

Lin Yi will never be able to really let go and enjoy the last period of his life.

Because when he really lets go, it means that he is not far from death.

So when the two walked out of the cemetery, because Lin Yi already felt that his purpose didn't matter.

Or rather, at this moment he thinks he's let go.

Actually, it didn't let go.

So he didn't care about these things, so today's trip ended here.

On the way back, Lin Yi looked at the pedestrians on both sides of the street, who had begun to change their clothes.

Building after building is under construction.

Lin Yihe suddenly thought of whether he was out of this era now.

The estrangement that has arisen from the outside world.

He still thinks that the current world is the same world as before.

But times are moving much faster than he expected.

.....

And at this moment.

In another picture of the memory fragment,

Chen Chuxue is at this moment because of all the aura on her body, as well as some voices that have recently appeared and she have received rave reviews.

She seems to have truly triumphed over those capitals at this moment.

And she has also been praised by countless people for her excellent works.

Whether on the Internet or at school, she seems to hear compliments all the time.

Seeing the envious eyes of others on her, she seems to be the kind of high-profile existence wherever she goes.

So this time Chen Chuxue suddenly wanted to grow up,

She felt that the only thing she could limit now was her age.

She feels that when she grows up, she will be able to become a big star completely, and how beautiful she will be when the time comes.

In the recent past, though.

Chen Chuxue also found that she was much more relaxed.

She also knew that she had a lot of people staring at her now.

This made Chen Chuxue dare not stop his steps.

So on this day, she suddenly found that there are one genius after another on the Internet, and one excellent singer after another.

The sense of crisis she felt on this day.

Because she's already experienced that feeling of loss once.

So at this moment, she has obviously achieved such high achievements, and she has received so many praises.

But her body actually had a feeling of being empty and empty.

This feeling made her extremely insecure, and she was afraid that one day she would be afraid.

will be like the period after she won the Golden Melody Award that day.

Since then, it has been reduced to mediocrity, and no one knows.

So Chen Chuxue, who is in the second year of junior high school, has actually abandoned the fun of many peers at this moment.

When she saw her class group chatting about some new games and the plot of those bloody TV series.

She was always dismissive.

When she met her classmates on the weekend and asked her to hang out.

She also felt that she was not interested in it at all.

She thinks these things are just killing time.

So she usually refuses tactfully.

Chen Chuxue even asked her mother to accompany her on the weekend and go out for a walk.

Chen Chuxue's expectations in her heart were not so high.

At the moment, she is in a bit obsessed with her musical path.

So, Chen Chuxue prepared to lock herself in her room today.

Think about what you want to do next.

She felt that her father still didn't take the initiative to find her, just because she wasn't good enough.

If she really became a big star, her father would apologize to her mother, and she would not forgive her father.

That's sure to be the picture when the time comes.

Chen Chuxue thought so in her heart at that time.

......

And at the same time, in another picture.

Almost at the same time.

Lin Yi was in the period of time after returning from the cemetery.

All the doctors around him would have felt that his physical condition should have taken a turn for the worse.

Because Lin Yi's data has long been red.

It was also difficult for them to understand why Lin Yi had been able to hold on until now.

So they could only understand that Lin Yi was completely supported by the breath in his heart.

They felt that since Lin Yi had already begun to write a suicide note, he began to look for his own cemetery.

Then he sures. I must have let go of those things.

And after letting go of those things, the true condition of his body will also emerge.

It's like a person's adrenaline, when the effect of the drug passes, everything will come to mind.

And the breath in Lin Yi's heart was his adrenaline.

What all the doctors didn't expect was this.

After Lin Yi came back, his physical condition did not deteriorate sharply, but his will to survive became stronger.

He is no longer satisfied with daily walks and some gentler training.

He began to exercise his emaciated body.

I add it little by little at a time.

Although a few sit-ups, a few push-ups, will make him gasp for breath.

But Lin Yi still insisted as always.

He endured all kinds of discomfort and all kinds of dizziness.

Although he felt extremely uncomfortable because of these exercises.

Every time he finished a workout, he would vomit for a long time.

But he gritted his teeth and persisted every time, and even in order to force himself to persevere, he would roar out when his body reached its limit.