Chapter 186: Completely Please Dependence
After Chen Chuxue heard these words, she didn't have that disapproving smile on her face this time.
And at this moment, she really began to seriously think about what Chen Yuwei had just said to her.
Chen Chuxue felt that what her mother said was not bad at all.
And for this judgment of himself.
The more she thought about it, the more determined she became.
Mother is right, there is a lot of discussion about her voice on the Internet.
Although the main part is all praise for her.
But Chen Chuxue can still occasionally see some remarks attacking her.
From the perspective of starting point by one, Chen Chuxue couldn't imagine why they could use these points to attack her.
For example. She turned down invitations from children her age to go out and play because she had to write on weekends and continue to work on her new songs.
She was branded on the Internet as a cold and despised look down on others.
And she used to be, because after her own performances, she would always thank the two people who took her on this musical path.
So those people also caught the wind and shadows from the names of these two people, and made a continuous extension of Chen Chuxue.
They said that Chen Chuxue completely relied on the two of them to get to where she is today.
She's just lucky. ,
So Chen Chuxue seriously thought about it at this moment, and her previous mentality had completely changed.
Although she still hasn't given up on her studies at this moment.
She didn't underestimate the problem of studying, and her grades at the moment were extremely good.
But she has a vague tendency to do so, and it was her mother's words that pulled her heart back.
She knew it wasn't too late for her mindset to change at this moment.
Instead, it's just the right time.
After that, Chen Chuxue checked the information compiled by her mother for a long time.
After discussing the results, Chen Chuxue and her mother chose a school that was the best in their overall opinion.
And Chen Chuxue saw that this school was a considerable distance away from home, and a lot of ideas suddenly appeared in her heart.
The first thought was that she felt like she had suddenly grown up and was about to leave her mother's arms.
And there is also a thought, is she considered to have grown up?
So does it mean that she is about to become a big star to realize her ideals, and all the development after that will be exactly as she expected.
And at this moment, Chen Yuwei was also in a trance. She felt that her past and the years she had spent with her daughter were like a dream.
I didn't expect my girl to be so old in a blink of an eye, and she was about to gradually break away from her and become a person who was about to become independent.
So that night.
After Chen Chuxue's discussion with her mother, she felt that she had grown.
So she couldn't wait to share this news with her two best friends.
She started by writing a letter.
After that, I clicked on the forum again, and then clicked on the avatar of the forum user.
She sent a message excitedly: "I received a lot of guaranteed conditions from schools today. ”
"And I've already chosen a high school, I'm amazing."
"Listen to them, it doesn't matter if I don't play well in the high school entrance examination."
And after Chen Chuxue sent these words, she quickly received a reply.
And the forum user seemed to be in a hurry.
He sent many replies in a row: "Congratulations, I didn't expect you to grow so big in a blink of an eye." ”
"I thought you were still a long way from this day."
"May I ask which high school you want to go to? I'd love to know the answer to this question, so I hope you can share it with me. ”
And Chen Chuxue felt that this was nothing, so she immediately replied: "This high school is still a little far from my home, it is XX No. 1 Middle School." ”
And when Chen Chuxue said this, the other party was silent for a long time.
I guess I'm looking for information about this high school.
So Chen Chuxue waited for a while.
Soon waited for the other party's reply.
"Ah, so far away, did you choose it yourself? Have you consulted with your mother? ”
"I think there are a lot of good high schools near your home."
Chen Chuxue replied: "Of course there is, but after discussing it with my mother, I still think this high school is the best, so I chose this one." ”
At this moment, Lin Yi looked at the name of this high school and fell silent.
He had just looked up the information on this high school.
So he knew the geographical location of this high school.
He also knew how far this high school was from Chen Chuxue's home and how far away it was from him.
Lin Yi looked at himself, although because he insisted on exercising, his body was a little back to light.
But he knew that it was impossible for him to go out so far.
And Lin Yi also knows that every time he goes out, there are actually many constraints, such as weather, temperature... Wait a minute.
Lin Yi thought that if he really wanted to see his daughter in the future.
It should only be in the days after she comes home from vacation.
But there was a great probability in those days, because of the restrictions of various reasons, he couldn't go out.
And Lin Yi felt that even if he was very lucky, he could wait until that coincidental day, would his time allow?
His time probably didn't allow him to wait.
Lin Yi couldn't help but think of the last time he sat in the car and saw his daughter for the last time.
At this moment, that thought came to his mind again, it seems that the side he saw when he saw his daughter at the beginning may really be the last side.
And at this moment, Lin Yi somehow, he really wanted to see what he looked like now.
After that, he rummaged for a long time before finding the mirror left for him by the team that helped him with his makeup last time.
When Lin Yi saw his appearance, he was stunned for a long time this time.
The hair I dyed last time turned white again before I knew it.
Lin Yi thought that this was indeed a normal thing.
After all, the rate of aging in his body has never slowed down.
As long as he doesn't dye his hair for a while, it's normal for him to become snow-white.
But Lin Yi still felt extremely low.
He really wanted to dye his hair again and take a look at himself again.
Because of this appearance at this time, he felt as if he should have left this world a long time ago.
And what he did, like the doctors, was in vain.
That's just at this time.
The prompt sound from the mobile phone on the side interrupted Lin Yi's thoughts.
Only then did he realize that he was still chatting with his daughter.
So he hurried back to his position to see what kind of message his daughter had sent him.
And when Lin Yi saw that his daughter asked him only some questions, asking him if he was not there, asking him why he had no voice or something like that.
Lin Yi quickly let go of the string in his heart that was subconsciously tightened.
And at this moment, Lin Yi had a new idea in his heart.
He wanted to speed up the last step for his daughter.
And even Lin Yi didn't expect this step to go so fast.
Originally, Lin Yi didn't want his own daughter to be too tired, and his own daughter to bear too many things.
In his plan, this step by step is slow.
And it is very likely that he will leave this world because of his illness before he even makes it.
He had already asked Chu Hua to help him complete the remaining part through various letters.
And now.
Lin Yi didn't expect that the right time for this step had come.
And all this is because of Chen Chuxue's perseverance and determination that is far beyond ordinary people.
It was Chen Chuxue who took the initiative to ask him not to hand the songs directly to her.
She wants to create quietly, and she wants to do it herself.
It was also Chen Chuxue who gradually broke away from him step by step, wanting to complete these songs by himself.
And at this moment.
After Lin Yi saw that his girl already had self-confidence and the courage to fight against everything.
He felt that he could start this step as well.
Although at this moment, Chen Chuxue's mind.
She just wants to be a big star.
It's enough to be a person who is on the screen and will receive the attention of countless people.
But Lin Yi's expectations were far from enough.
He felt that if he was going to follow this path, why couldn't he do the best he did.
Lin Yi is very confident, and with his help, his daughter can become the one at the forefront of this road.
Become a one-of-a-kind existence.
And it's not just a big star.
After Lin Yi had this idea in his heart, he kept asking himself.
Can his daughter withstand these things?
Could she be feeling too much pressure because of this?
Lin Yi thought about it for a long time, and he didn't have an answer to this question at first.
But Chen Chuxue's own efforts step by step have succeeded beyond his expectations again and again.
Lin Yi thought that she did have this ability, because he was his daughter.
Lin Yi also left Chen Chuxue with a lot of back roads.
She felt too tired for various reasons, and gave up or lowered his requirements.
Then Lin Yi will not force it.
He would sweep everything away and put the crown directly on the top of his daughter's head.
And now what Lin Yi has to do is.
He wanted Chen Chuxue to completely get rid of the shadow of Zero One.
It made her feel that Zero One was too old to create songs that were as amazing as before.
Then let Chen Chuxue defeat Zero One.
This is the first time that Lin Yi first gave the song to Chen Chuxue as zero one and asked her to sing it.
Because Lin Yi knew that in Chen Chuxue's heart, even if she created those songs, even if she didn't rely on Zero One when she created those songs,
But in her heart, Zero One is always better than her.
Zero One is like the insurmountable mountain in Chen Chuxue's heart.
This is also why Chen Chuxue heard that her success was entirely because of her help to two people.
There will be vacillation, there will be reasons to question yourself.
Because in his mind, Zero One is the most perfect and talented genius.
So after Lin Yi thought of this, he sent a message to his daughter.
"It's not too early today, I have to go and rest, how about you?"
After Chen Chuxue saw this reply, she immediately realized the time.
So she replied: "Then I will sleep too, I wish you a good dream." ”
After speaking, Chen Chuxue put down her mobile phone and prepared to wash her face and go to sleep.
......
And in another picture.
Lin Yi did not rest.
Instead, he pulled out a few pieces of letter paper from his drawer and began to write songs.
When Lin Yi wrote the lyrics this time, he almost didn't think about it.
He looked at the wall in front of him in a daze, and wrote absentmindedly.
And at this moment.
Netizens who watched this memory clip were also confused because of this.
Because in the picture they saw before.
When Lin Yi writes these things, he will enter another state.
He loves these things from the bottom of his heart, so his whole attention is focused on them.
And this time he was so absent-minded.
And after those netizens saw the lyrics written by Lin Yi on the paper, they felt even more confused.
"How so? This shouldn't be Lin Yi's style, right, how could he write that kind of lyrics, buying and selling juniors, you cheat, I cheat. ”
"yes, yes, didn't he hate these kinds of songs the most before? He felt that these songs were just some unnutritious saliva songs, and there were still problems with the lyrics, which were all exaggerated to attract people's attention. ”
"yes, but why did he start writing songs like this now?"
"Do you think that at this time, Lin Yi really affected his cognition because of his illness, so he would behave like this."
"And you didn't find out that he wrote such a song on the letterhead, so he was also going to use the identity of Zero One to give this song to his daughter."
"No, I don't think Lin Yi has any cognitive problems at this moment, because when he was talking to his daughter just now, his head was extremely clear."
"So I think there must be a purpose for doing this."
"Lin Yi's so-called actions this time are all to educate his daughter, I think this is also a step for him to educate his daughter."
"So you mean, he wants Chen Chuxue to feel that Zero One's talent has been exhausted, so as to completely get rid of his dependence on Zero One?"
......
In the picture, Lin Yi had already finished writing the letter and sent the letter.
Because it was Lin Yi's letter.
The letter was delivered quickly.
Almost the next night, it came to Chen Chuxue's hands.
When Chen Chuxue received Zero-One's letter, she was extremely excited.
And in her heart, she was thinking that there must be something in it that she wanted to see.
When Chen Chuxue opened it, she found that there were several lyrics and a cassette tape inside.
Chen Chuxue was even more excited, is this a new song that Zero One sent her?!
Chen Chuxue read the lyrics written on the paper first.