Chapter 185: Attack Your Point
And it is precisely because Lin Yi's mentality has changed at this moment.
So he cherishes the time he has left even more.
He never let go.
He faced his own death, but not before it really came.
Lin Yi will never succumb to fate.
So he began to endure his physical discomfort and exercised.
And every time, even if he has an emergency response because of the high intensity of exercise, his body has an emergency reaction.
Every time, he has to force those pains, even if he makes himself extremely uncomfortable and even painful because of those pains.
But every time Lin Yi eased up in his body, he would still exercise as soon as possible.
And every time he finds that ordinary people can easily complete the action, it will be very unpalatable when it is his turn.
Lin Yi would think of how weak his body was now.
So every time he felt so weak, his determination to exercise his body became even stronger.
"I've got to be strong, I've got to keep going."
"I don't want to be unable to walk until I die, I can't even sit up straight...."
"How can you show your last side to the outside world when the time comes."
And some memories of the past also kept emerging in Lin Yi's mind.
Lin Yi thought of examples of glamorous geniuses withering.
So he also associated these things with his daughter.
He would never let his girl be that kind of person.
At least while he's alive.
Therefore, Lin Yi especially wanted to prolong his life, and he especially wanted to look at his daughter again.
And Lin Yi also knows.
Now the drugs are gradually not working for him at all.
It was also becoming more and more difficult for the doctors to treat him.
So Lin Yi knew that now he could only rely on himself.
He wants to make himself desperate to eat more, and then desperately go back to exercise.
Transform them into nourishment for such a body.
And once Lin Yi made up his mind.
All the people around him could not be persuaded to do so.
So every time Lin Yi did this kind of thing, to do these things that seemed to them to be completely useless.
Their eyes were full of sorrow.
......
And at this moment on the network.
Many netizens have started their discussions about this picture.
"The day Lin Yi came back from the cemetery, his whole person had really changed."
"And I thought he would let go of everything after facing his death, but I didn't expect him to be more obsessed with it."
"Yes, in his cognition, he also understands that death is for him to escape the constraints of time, and it is a relief for him."
"And he also knew that he was so small in the face of all this, and he was so powerless in the face of those sufferings."
"But he always thought in his heart that if he had chosen to be liberated, if he had chosen to leave this world in another way, then he would not have been able to experience these sufferings."
"So in his understanding, as long as he can occasionally hear news about his wife and daughters, as long as he can sometimes look at them from a distance, even if he suffers these hardships, he is worth it."
"yes, that's why he's starting to work his body at this time."
"Even though he knew it would do very little, he kept doing it."
"But is it really minor? He had already reached his limit at that time, and after so many years of perseverance, I think his persistence in the end should have played a decisive role. ”
"That's right, this workout is definitely not superfluous, because one miracle after another has happened to him."
But what choice could Lin Yi make at that time? He's always been the one who keeps being abandoned. ”
"When he was terminally ill at that time, the doctors around him actually didn't have any optimism about Lin Yi."
"They all chose to give up Lin Yi at the beginning, but Lin Yi used a crazy obsession with life and a calm attitude to face everything, so that those doctors were willing to experiment on him and then continue to treat him."
"And after that, they achieved good results for Lin Yi, but Lin Yi began to deteriorate because of his actions one after another."
"Those doctors gave him up again in their hearts, and all they thought about at that time was to persuade Lin Yi how to euthanasia."
"But for various reasons, they couldn't get it out of their mouths."
Lin Yi was given up again at that time, but he still insisted on it at that time, just for the promise he had made with his daughter.
"All his life has been abandoned by everything around him, and he has never given up on himself, and has always been in constant confrontation with fate."
"That's why he was able to continue that story."
"Maybe he chose another way of liberation at that time, and he would have experienced a lot less suffering, but that would not be where he is today."
"But today's ending may not be good for Lin Yi."
......
And after that.
The footage of the memory continues to play.
During this time, Lin Yi heard the most words about the doctors around him studying and discussing his body.
Due to Lin Yi's request, Lin Yi would read every report they made.
In fact, they would have predicted that Lin Yihui would have been in the thick of the disease for a long time, because the spread of the disease made him unable to walk freely.
He could only collapse on the hospital bed, eat and live, and everything needed to be taken care of by others.
And in their report, Lin Yi also clearly saw one.
All the workouts, for him, were just useless work.
Although it made his body lose weight seem to be slowing down.
But it was far from being able to change the failing organs in his body.
However, these things never discouraged Lin Yi's determination to persevere.
He still does it day after day.
So when he glanced at the date he saw, he called Chu Hua over with great excitement.
And after Chu Hua arrived, he was still a little puzzled.
Because he hadn't seen such a relaxed smile on Lin Yi's face for a long time.
So he asked, "What's wrong with Mr. Lin Yi?" Is there anything you are happy about? ”
Lin Yi said: "Do you know what day it is? ”
"In the last report, it was said that I would collapse on the hospital bed at this time because of the deterioration of my condition."
"Look, they were wrong, and I'm still able to move around freely."
And it wasn't until Lin Yi said this.
Chu Hua realized this.
He suddenly realized at this moment that during this time, Lin Yi seemed to be much more energetic.
And although his body is still so fragile, he has indeed eaten a little more recently than before.
This is actually nothing at all for ordinary people.
But for Lin Yi, it was a very big breakthrough.
Even Chu Hua felt that it was not an exaggeration to call this phenomenon a miracle.
Because when those doctors were making reports and doing research, Chu Hua was also listening to them.
Although he is not proficient in this knowledge.
But he did know that according to the logic of medicine and the common sense of a person's health, Lin Yi's body would indeed get worse and worse.
But at this moment, Lin Yi was still able to move around freely, and his body did not begin to deteriorate sharply like those doctors had encountered.
So Chu Hua hurriedly congratulated on the side, and said a lot of words that had great expectations for Lin Yi's future.
And Lin Yi was also a little proud at this moment.
But he didn't take what Chu Hua said to heart.
He also knows that his current state is really just, gritting his teeth and living in this world.
He simply doesn't have those, the so-called future.
......
And in another memory fragment.
There are always so many similarities between Chen Chuxue's behavior and Lin Yi.
When Lin Yi was desperately exercising his body and trying his best to live.
Chen Chuxue is also desperately completing her ideals.
Even for this, she threw away too much fun that her peers had.
However, there is a difference between the obsessions between the two.
Lin Yi wants to be able to do more and more things after he survives.
And Chen Chuxue feels that after her ideal is realized, she can become a big star.
In this way, she was able to reap her father's apology to her mother.
And let him stop appearing in front of his mother again.
She was going to tell the man that she was doing well, even without him.
And it is precisely because of these thoughts in my heart that Chen Chuxue continues to drive forward.
The time in the memory fragment is when she was in her third year of junior high school.
At this time, her results are also at the top.
And because of the various auras on her, Chen Chuxue immediately became the object of competition among major high schools.
They all hope that Chen Chuxue will go to their high school.
and gave Chen Chuxue one lucrative condition after another in advance.
Although the scholarship is not attractive to Chen Chuxue.
But the letters sent to her by the major high schools, escort emails.
made Chen Chuxue feel very majestic.
Because in their class, she is the only one who has the same excellent academic performance as another child who has this qualification.
So when those kids of the same age are still trying to hit a good high school.
Chen Chuxue no longer has such troubles.
She now just needs to choose which high school to attend.
And when it comes to this issue, Chen Chuxue has never been impressed.
She felt that it was the same in any high school, and she didn't think she was going to be here anyway.
As long as I can continue to make music, I want to.
And that same evening.
When Chen Yuwei received a call from a high school again, the principal once again gave Chen Yuwei various conditions.
After persuading her daughter to go to their high school.
Chen Yuwei was ready to take her daughter to chat and see what she thought.
In the bedroom.
Chen Yuwei sorted out all the colleges and universities that offered conditions to her daughter.
And the background of these colleges and universities, Chen Yuwei has also investigated.
One of them, Chen Yuwei, felt too depressed.
Their schools are fully closed and military training is managed.
So Chen Yuwei excluded this school in the first place.
On the one hand, she wants her children to receive a good education, and she wants her to have a degree that can stand in this society.
But on the other hand, she didn't want her daughter to be too tired.
And every parent is also entangled.
When Chen Chuxue took these and sorted out the forms and documents that her mother had sorted out, she looked at them, pointed to one casually and said, "This high school is still relatively close to home." ”
"Then choose this."
"It looks like their school is quite big, and the scenery is very good."
"Anyway, I want to be a big star in the future, and it's not the same in any high school I go to."
And when Chen Yuwei heard this. Objections subconsciously appeared in her mind.
Because in her opinion, at any time, reading should be the first priority at her age.
At least it can't be like this, it doesn't matter which high school you go to or whether you study or not.
So when Chen Yuwei heard this, she immediately said: "I think you can think about it seriously." ”
"Although you have achieved relatively good results in another field, since you want to become a big star, then you should have a certain degree of education."
And after Chen Chuxue heard this, some people didn't understand it at first.
But she quickly gave a look of disapproval.
Although she could not understand what her mother meant by what she said.
But she is now one step away from her dream of becoming a big star.
And this step is only an age limit.
But she never argued with her mother, so she nodded in agreement.
Pretend to think.
You should choose that high school.
And Chen Yuwei also saw her daughter's perfunctory, so she continued to persuade: "You know what? If you're just an ordinary person. ”
"Maybe your education isn't that important to you."
"Because the world is actually very big and tolerant now."
"A person who is born with no talent for learning, as long as he can put in the same effort in any field and pay the determination to do it well, then he can also establish himself in this world."
"But if you're going to be in the spotlight, you're going to be watched by a lot of people."
"So any flaw in you will be magnified."
"For example, after you become a big star, they dig out your past and find out that you skipped classes in high school, and found that you often failed courses in high school, and you didn't pay attention to your studies at all, which led to a mess of poor college entrance examination scores."
"Then all this will become a point of attack on you by people who don't like you."