Since the end of this night, the relationship between Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi seems to have returned to its previous level.

Xu Zhimu also kept thinking about what An Xiaomi meant by what he said that night.

"As long as I can stay here for a day, I won't leave you......"

During this time, An Xiaomi would also help him review his homework, and the two families often ate together, as if everything was the same.

But Xu Zhimu knew that An Xiaomi seemed to have been hiding a thing on her mind.

Xu Zhimu studied until the early hours of the morning almost every day, his foundation was not bad, and in the last exam, he actually returned to the top fifteen in the class.

However, it is still very difficult to get into a key high school with this score.

In the last month, Xu Zhimu worked on questions almost in the middle of the night every day, and fell asleep on the table unconsciously.

However, the homework of the past two years cannot be made up in one or two months.

After the high school entrance examination.

An Xiaomi's grades are still very stable, and almost all high schools in the city can be picked up.

But in the end, An Xiaomi chose Zhengcheng No. 9 Middle School.

Although it is also a key high school, she can choose a better one, but An Xiaomi finally filled in the ninth middle school on the grounds that it is relatively close to home and can go to school.

And Xu Zhimu's grades are much better than before, but his grades can only be hung in an ordinary high school, and in key high schools, only the ninth middle school can find a relationship and enter as a special student.

At first, Xu Zhimu's family looked at the results and was silent for a long time.

In this case, the two children will have to be separated.

The two families have been friends for more than ten years now, and the matter between the two children, in fact, the old Xu family is still quite concerned.

Sometimes I even jokingly say that I order a doll or something.

But I couldn't see any gap before, but as time went on, An's father's official position became bigger and bigger, and the old Xu family was just an ordinary salaryman.

This is actually nothing, but once the two children are separated during the critical period of high school, the gap between them is self-evident.

But that night, when the two families were having dinner together, An's father offered to help Xu Zhimu find a relationship and go to school in No. 9 Middle School.

The reason given by An's father was: "The two children have always been used to going to school together, and when they go to high school, they are a little far away from home, and they can take care of each other on the way to and from school." ”

Xu Zhimu was stunned at the time, and his eyes looked at An Xiaomi.

An Xiaomi raised her eyes slightly, glanced at him, and then gently avoided her eyes a little arrogantly.

Just know ......

After eating, Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi walked around the community.

"Xiaomi, thank you."

"Thank me for what?"

"The matter of school, you told Uncle An."

Xu Zhimu asked, An Xiaomi gently kicked the stone on the ground with her foot, did not answer but did not refute.

The two of them walked on the dark path countless times, and the wind at night after June always blew in the hearts of people with a trace of the sweet and sour taste that belonged to the spring and summer.

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi beside him, time is really fast, I still remember the first time the two met, they were just children hiding behind their parents, and now they are about to go to high school.

"Time flies, we're all going to high school, I still remember the first time I saw you, you were still thin-skinned and shy hiding behind your aunt......"

Xu Zhimu sighed, looking at An Xiaomi, who was wearing a small skirt at the moment, and unconsciously became slim.

An Xiaomi raised her head to look at him and snorted: "What do you mean, do you mean that I am thick-skinned now?" ”

"No, no, I'm just saying... You, you're getting more mature now. ”

"Say I'm old?"

An Mi continued to question him.

"It's getting more and more beautiful..."Xu Zhimu said with a hot face.

"Hmph."

An Xiaomi slowly retracted her gaze, and subconsciously lowered her head and kicked the pebbles on the ground, although she didn't speak, but looking at her pace of kicking the pebbles, she could still feel that she should be in a good mood.

The atmosphere at this moment suddenly felt a little special.

"Yes, at that time, some people were still ashamed to say that they would protect me for the rest of my life......"

An Xiaomi suddenly pursed her lips and said.

This sentence may not be said by children, but they are already about to enter high school.

This sentence is particularly ambiguous.

Xu Zhimu scratched his head, of course he couldn't forget his naïve and serious oath that night: "I was still a young ...... at that time"

"But I think you're pretty handsome when you say that."

An Xiaomi raised her eyes, and the girl's eyes flickered, which made Xu Zhimu at that time confused.

His face flushed: "So, what about now?" ”

"You ask yourself, can you still keep the promise you made to me?"

An Xiaoxiao looked at him quietly, and her tone was a little angry.

Xu Zhimu was stunned, yes, if he can't be by her side all the time, what can he talk about?

Moreover, this high school entrance examination has already made An Xiaomi stop and wait for herself once, so she can't continue to wait.

Those agreements that grew up together are now indistinguishable whether they are friendship or love.

"I'll try to prove it to you."

Xu Zhimu nodded heavily.

An Xiaomi looked at him, and finally sighed softly: "Stupid, I've said it a few times, not to prove it to me, but to take care of yourself." ”

"However, without you, there is no point in the future."

Xu Zhimu gritted his teeth and said this sentence, this sentence even seemed like a confession.

An Xiaomi was in a trance for a moment, this serious Xu Zhimu was actually quite handsome, but when she remembered what happened before, she still snorted.

"Then give you a chance and see how hard you work."

The two men walked to the door, each facing their own door.

Xu Zhimu turned his head and couldn't help but speak: "Xiaomi, if I can catch up with you in high school... Can you give me a response? Even if it's to comfort me, lie to me once. ”

Xu Zhimu said in response, and the hearts of the two people naturally knew what it represented.

An Xiaomi's eyes moved slightly, she also slowly turned around, looking at Xu Zhimu with a hint of pleading at the moment, she thought for a long time and finally opened her lips lightly: "I... Consider considering. ”

Xu Zhimu's eyes seemed to light up, he suddenly took a step forward and hugged An Xiaomi in his arms, just hugging him gently, but he also felt his strong heartbeat: "I will come on!" ”

After that, Xu Zhimu fled as if going back.

An Xiaomi froze in place, as if she hadn't reacted yet, she stood in place...... This guy is really getting bolder now.

However, Ann Xiaomi does not hate it.

She looked at the direction in which Xu Zhimu had fled just now.

She smiled a complicated smile.

But, I've always responded to you......

An Xiaomi returned to the room, this time her parents were already asleep, she quietly came to her father's study, in the safe, the last time An Xiaomi came to find the medical box to bandage Xu Zhimu.

She found a medical record that had been pressed down to the bottom.

[Patient, Ann Millet ......]

She looked at the content on it, and the corners of her mouth that had just been raised were already a little tear-stained at the moment.

……

Zheng Cheng, ward.

An Xiaomi coughed, her voice was a little astringent, Liu Ningqing took out a glass of water, helped An Xiaomi's body up, and drank it slowly.

"These are the stories of him before I really knew my physical condition."

An Xiaomi's gaze seemed to pass through countless times, and the corners of her mouth had that surging smile: "At that time, I really, almost agreed to him......"

Liu Ningqing looked at her silently, this belonged to An Xiaomi and Xu Zhimu, those more than ten years.

It's like a youth story, no wonder, he is so unforgettable.

Liu Ningqing's heart also had a feeling of not knowing how, just like An Xiaomi said, in fact, she had countless opportunities to be with Xu Zhimu.

As long as she nods, Xu Zhimu's character, no matter how bad An Xiaomi's health is, he will never abandon him for the rest of his life.

But because of this, this is the reason why An Xiaomi did not dare to agree to him......

If one day she really leaves this world, what is left to Xu Zhimu may really be a dead silence.

An Xiaomi put down the water glass, she gently held Liu Ningqing's hand, her cheeks were still weak, but she kept smiling quietly: "Sister Ningqing, I am not saying this to show off anything, but the next story, not only for me, but for him and you, it is very important." ”

An Xiaomi's voice also trembled a little, and her relationship with Xu Zhimu for nearly twenty years had taken a turn in high school.

"You say, I'll listen." Liu Ningqing nodded lightly.

An Xiaomi also took a slow breath, and her tone was soft.

"Later, we finally got our wish to enter the same high school."

But because of the difference in grades, when they were in the first year of high school, they were in two different classes, I was in the key class, and he could only ...... in the ordinary class."

Although Xu Zhimu entered a key high school, after all, it was a relationship, his real learning ability could not keep up with the teaching rhythm of the school at all, and his grades became the tail of the whole class.

However, the two years of abandoned studies in junior high school cannot be caught up in a short period of time, no matter how he learns, the final results are always unsatisfactory.

But at that time, An Xiaomi was completely different.

An Xiaomi is in high school, and her appearance is becoming more and more slim, the girl's flawless figure, exquisite face, gently swaying single ponytail, and a smile, I don't know how many boys have become an unattainable youth fantasy.

And An Xiaomi's grades have always been among the best, and he has been able to maintain the top five results throughout his age, as long as he can maintain it, the famous domestic schools are a sure thing.

Therefore, there will always be some boys around An Xiaomi who want to pursue her.

The students who can go to school here are either good at studying, or have some connections at home, which is considered good among their peers, and those who dare to pursue An Xiaomi are naturally the best among them.

What a rich second generation official second generation, or some school grass or something.

At that time, Xu Zhimu was too dark in front of these people.

Even though An Xiaomi has never responded to anyone's confession, Xu Zhimu's heart has been messed up.

All he could think of was to childishly occupy more time for An Xiaomi every day, and tell others that An Xiaomi was already famous.

Of course, this naïve approach is often counterproductive.

At the same time, Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi go to and from school together every day, sometimes ride a car, and always eat together in the cafeteria, and the identity of the two childhood sweethearts has gradually spread.

One is the mediocre grade crane tail of the ordinary class.

One is a beautiful girl who is both talented and beautiful in the key class.

It's like a cliché campus TV series.

This special pair of childhood sweethearts naturally attracted a lot of discussion behind their backs.

What kind of toad wants to eat swan meat, how can a pheasant be paired with a phoenix or something.

Although he didn't say it in front of Xu Zhimu, many boys were very hot-eyed, and there would always be some gossip that reached the ears of Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi.

Even the teacher said in the class that you should review well after class, and don't go to other people's classes if you have nothing to do and delay other people's learning.

Inside and out, they are all calling Xu Zhimu.

After all, An Xiaomi is the sign of a famous college student in the future, and if it is entangled in falling in love and affecting learning, the school will definitely find a way to remove some crane tails.

But the more this is the case, the greater the psychological gap for Xu Zhimu.

Obviously, whether it was in the family home or in the primary school, the two of them were "little couples" that everyone was optimistic about.

But here they are, it's as if everybody is going to tear them apart.

Moreover, the reasons why others want to break them up are all reasonable, which makes Xu Zhimu doubt himself

Every day, I have no intention of studying, and I fall into a vicious circle.

Of course, Ann Xiaomi also knows all this.

She talked to Xu Zhimu and told him not to focus everything on her when he was at school, but for Xu Zhimu, who was sensitive and inferior and powerless at that time, these words would only backfire......

He even felt like I was going to leave him.

Until one day, he had a fight with a person at school, and was punished by the school for a week of reflection.

And the reason for the fight was because a boy asked him to stay away from me, which made Xu Zhimu, who had always been depressed, completely out of control.

After returning home, his uncle and aunt also asked him the reason for the fight, but he never said, and waited until I got out of school and looked at him with a blue nose and swollen face.

At that moment I knew I couldn't let him go on like this anymore.

But at that time, Xu Zhimu's emotions also seemed to have reached a critical point, and in the face of my words, he roared aggrievedly.

He said I want to learn well, but I really don't know how to catch up with you, you know, that feeling of insecurity even though I've tried my best, but still can't get close to you, I'm really fed up!

I remember it was the first time he spoke to me that loud. ”

An Xiaomi said this, with a bitter smile on her face.

Outside the ward, Xu Zhimu was holding a fruit tray, standing outside the door without knowing it, listening through the gap by the door, and the memories of that day also appeared in his mind.

After fighting with that person, An Xiao came to the room to see her.

But his heart at that time was an impulsive hairy boy.

Faced with An Xiaomi's words, Xu Zhimu burst into emotion.

"I want to learn well, too, but I really don't know how to catch up with you, you know, the feeling of being insecure even though I've tried my best, but still can't get close to you, I'm really fed up!"

When you say this with your own catharsis.

An Xiaomi looked at him blankly, she bit her lip, and was almost about to bite blood: "So, you just go to find someone to fight, so you don't go to class every day, and you gather around me after class, so you go over the wall with your fox friends and dogs, and your homework is always perfunctory, these are the ways you find a sense of security?" ”

At that time, Xu Zhimu was stunned, and there were some things that even he couldn't remember.

An Xiaomi seemed to see through his thoughts, and showed a complicated smile: "Xu Zhimu, do you think that I haven't paid attention to you in normal times?" In your eyes, am I so heartless? ”

"I, no... Xiaomi, you listen to me. Xu Zhimu looked at her tearful eyes, and suddenly panicked.

"Xu Zhimu."

An Xiaomi shouted his name, her eyes flashed with light, and she looked deeply at Xu Zhimu, who had a blue nose and swollen face at the moment: "You once said that you have to take care of me for the rest of your life, but look at you now... You can't even take care of yourself, how can you keep your promise? ”

In one sentence, all the emotions in Xu Zhimu's heart were dumbfounded.

This memory, now I think about it...... Xu Zhimu stood outside the door and let out a sigh of relief.

Yes, you really can't blame An Xiaomi for what happened at the beginning, and even most of the responsibility lies with yourself, the way you were at the beginning, just blindly wanting to get An Xiaomi's promise and make yourself feel secure.

But he didn't take into account what An Xiaomi's heart was bearing.

At least, An Xiaomi will always be by his side, will silently accompany him to become better, and will also give him a chance again and again for him to refuse all the boys' courtesies......

Speaking of which, the person who broke the appointment first was not An Xiaomi, but he Xu Zhimu.

These are all details that Xu Zhimu, who was dazed by his love brain, did not notice before.

In the ward, Liu Ningqing was also stunned.

She could also understand Xu Zhimu's feelings at that time, just like she always wanted to rely on her own efforts to support a family with Xu Zhimu, which could shorten the distance between the two people little by little.

But in the end, Liu Ningqing had tried her best, but she still couldn't shorten the distance between the two people.

This feeling of powerlessness is really uncomfortable.

An Xiaomi's eyes also had a hint of luster, and she shook her head gently: "Actually, you can't blame him all at that time, I also had problems at that time."

An Xiaomi sighed softly: "Since I knew my physical condition, I have been uneasy, because I know that Xu Zhimu is a stubborn temper, if I promise him, I will really be with him, and one day in the future, I will leave suddenly, maybe I will also have to take half of his life."

So, from then on, I began to distance myself from him.

We would go to and from school together, we would eat together, and sometimes we would go shopping with him, but at school, I would try to see him as little as possible.

I'm becoming more and more headstrong, and sometimes even unreasonable, because I want to let myself out of his world slowly, even if it makes him hate me.

It's better than accompanying me to gamble on a future that may be doomed.

However, at that time, we were all very naïve, always thinking about how we should do it, and we made the choice for him on our own, but this was actually unfair to him......"

An Xiaomi's eyes moved slightly, looking at the bedding and other accompanying things prepared by his parents next to him, and he also said slowly: "I know, in fact, Xu Zhimu's most important question is not my answer, but his inferiority complex and lack of self-confidence.

Just like when my dad chased my mom, my dad was just a poor and white young man, and the two of them looked at each other, but my dad was so inferior that he didn't dare to take the first step.

In the end, it was my mother who took the initiative to take the first step, although in the end my father still chased my mother, but it suffered all kinds of criticism and white eyes, and even the initial opposition of my grandmother's family.

This pressure almost made my dad give up on pursuing my mom in the first place.

There's no way, girls in this world can be tolerated without money and strength, but men really can't.

Therefore, I can also feel the emotions that Xu Zhimu is carrying now.

If I agree to be his girlfriend, it will only put more pressure on him.

Only when he really has the strength to gag everyone's mouth, then he can really make his own choice. ”

An Xiaomi's gaze also looked in the direction of the door, she bit her lip, and finally said softly.

"So, that night, I told him my first promise and my first lie......"