An Xiaomi, to be precise, is An Xiaomi of the previous life.

He once made three promises to Xu Zhimu, but they were also three lies.

When she was a sophomore in high school, she faced Xu Zhimu, who had low self-esteem and paranoia, and even fought for her.

An Xiaomi knew that she couldn't let him continue like this.

At that time, in addition to worrying about her body, An Xiaomi actually had some arrogance in her heart.

After all, An Xiaomi's parents are the best among ordinary people.

Xiaomi's mother runs her own dance agency, and An's father climbed all the way from a small police officer to the position of deputy director.

At that time, An Xiaomi's family was wealthy.

After all, if you go up a few years, the per capita salary is only less than one or two thousand, and if you can have a small million savings in your family, it will be considered petty bourgeoisie, and even Wang Jianlin at this level will say that you can retire if you can earn a small goal.

If it weren't for An Xiaomi's disease, she would have been able to live a life that many people envy.

Of course, the most important thing is An's father's life, just like the cool male protagonist of the Internet.

Born in poverty, he has no strength and no background, but with his own efforts, he took away the school flower and won a scholarship. Before graduating, it has been focused on training.

has been on the front line all year round to "brush dungeons to fight monsters and upgrade", and with the combat exploits accumulated by his achievements, he has climbed to the position of deputy director in just six or seven years.

For a person with no background, to get to this point, he must have the firmness and pride beyond ordinary people, and the obsession to do everything to the extreme and change his life.

An Xiaomi has been influenced by her father's thinking since she was a child, and she is actually a very proud person in her bones.

An Xiaomi always remembered that on the night of the first meeting, Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand to himself, and said in a childish and firm voice: "Sister Xiaomi, I will always take care of you for a while!" ”

That was the promise Xu Zhimu made to An Xiaomi, and An Xiaomi has been looking forward to the day when the two of them grow up.

At first, they were all children who couldn't see anything, but slowly with the awakening of their studies and gender consciousness.

The gap between Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi has actually been slowly widened from the beginning of elementary school.

An Xiaomi can not care about other people's opinions, but she can't look at Xu Zhimu a little bit, and give up her life and ideals because of herself.

Because she knows that Xu Zhimu's potential is not just that.

Like a person, it's not just a matter of single-mindedness.

It's about always having the ability to protect the people you like.

If this continues, Xu Zhimu's future may only become more and more "ordinary".

If Xu Zhimu can only be admitted to an ordinary undergraduate in the future, the two people are separated from different cities and different universities, even if they like it, the distance and level will always cause some rifts between the two people.

As long as it's human, you can't avoid it.

Therefore, An Xiaomi didn't want to see that day, and she also knew the feeling of being sneered at when two people didn't match.

After all, when my father pursued my mother, I was talked about behind my back, such as toads eating swan meat and eating soft rice... Even Xiaomi's mother's family is not satisfied.

It wasn't until An Xiaomi's father successfully entered the establishment and was promoted all the way that these voices completely disappeared.

So An Xiaomi didn't want Xu Zhimu to experience what his father had experienced before in the future.

And at that time, An Xiaomi was only a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl, it was adolescence, whether it was her appearance, figure, study, or even family, she was much superior to most of her peers.

The girl naturally still has some arrogance in her heart, and Xu Zhimu, who couldn't even fulfill her promise and was inferior and paranoid, did not meet her expectations.

It's just that she is still willing to give Xu Zhimu opportunities again and again, and wants to accompany him to become better together.

Because at that time, she also had a hint of fantasy in her heart, if... If they can survive the catastrophe in the future, then the two of them can really fulfill the promise they made when they were children to accompany each other forever.

Therefore, An Xiaomi's first promise to him was that as long as he could be admitted to the key class when he was reassigned in the third year of high school, he could give him an answer.

In fact, this sentence can be regarded as a dose of fierce medicine given by An Xiaomi to Xu Zhimu.

If you want to go from the end of the crane to the key class within half a year, the difficulty can be imagined.

But what An Xiaomi didn't expect was that Xu Zhimu really raised his grades a lot in one year, and when he was reassigned in the third year of high school, he successfully entered the key class where An Xiaomi was.

This made An Xiaomi even more certain that Xu Zhimu's potential is more than that.

Therefore, when Xu Zhimu was nervous and excited, he mentioned to An Xiaomi what he had promised before.

"Xiaomi, what we said earlier...... Now is it not ......"

An Xiaomi looked at him for a long time, but finally said softly: "Xu Zhimu, although you have been admitted to the key class, the final university is our final goal." ”

Xu Zhimu was stunned for a moment, for most of the year, he almost never slept before twelve o'clock, and he was often sleepy in the middle of the night pinching his face to barely refresh himself, and now he finally arrived at the key class, but the answer he got was......

"Xiaomi, I just want to ask you now, do you like me a little bit, what I'm talking about is the love between men and women."

Xu Zhimu finally couldn't help but ask, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength, although the two of them already knew each other, but they really pierced this layer of window paper.

An Xiaomi looked at him, Xu Zhimu's spirit felt a little haggard during this time, his hard work, An Xiaomi saw it in her eyes, but she finally shook her head gently.

"Zhimu, what I can tell you is that if I, An Xiaomi, would choose someone to accompany me, that person would be you, but I can't promise you yet."

This sentence is like a promise, and it is like a refusal.

Even gave Xu Zhimu a feeling of being a good person, Xu Zhimu suppressed his emotions: "It's not now, when will it be?" ”

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi, he really couldn't control the emotions in his heart, he was about to be in his third year of high school, and in the blink of an eye, he might go his own way after college.

He couldn't wait.

"Xiaomi, I like you, I want to be with you, not a childhood sweetheart, let alone an older brother or sister, but a real like, Xiaomi, can you be my girlfriend?"

When Xu Zhimu said this sentence tremblingly and excitedly.

An Xiao thought for a long time, her bright eyes carried emotions that only she could know, her lips opened slightly, but she stopped talking many times.

She knew that Xu Zhimu's words had been held in her heart for more than ten years, and if she didn't agree to him now, he might become decadent and paranoid again.

But if you promise him...... An Xiaomi doesn't know if she will be able to fulfill the promise she promised him today in the future.

In the end, she gently raised her white neck, with a slight tremor in her pride that others couldn't hear: "If you want me to be your girlfriend, okay, when you are admitted to Binhai University with me, I will promise you." ”

At that moment, Xu Zhimu was stunned.

Although Xu Zhimu entered the key class, he was still the tail of the crane in the key class.

Maybe you can work hard and get into a good university, but it is almost impossible to go to a first-class university in China like Binhai University like An Xiaomi.

During that time, Xu Zhimu did enter a period of confusion again.

But An Xiaomi didn't completely reject him, and she would still help him review his homework every day, and even when Xu Zhimu made great progress, she would reward Xu Zhimu for shopping with him......

During this period, Xu Zhimu mentioned the relationship between the two several times, but he was always prevaricated by An Xiaomi with various excuses.

Finally, in the second semester of the third year of high school, the school began to organize a weekly mock sprint exam.

Although Xu Zhimu's grades have improved a lot, he can stabilize at about twenty in the class, and it is not a problem to get a similar one, but he still has a big gap to go to Binhai University.

And An Xiaomi's results are already certain to be admitted to Binhai University.

Seeing that there was only the last semester, Xu Zhimu's heart couldn't help but swell with layers of panic.

Especially after class, people who are about to take the college entrance examination always get together to imagine their future university life.

"It's cool when I go to college, and I can fall in love as much as I want, and I can't manage it if I don't know at home."

"It's just that if you can't get into a school with your partner, you will suffer from the old sin, and a long-distance relationship must be a long-distance couple."

"Isn't it, even if you can guarantee that you don't change your mind, you can still guarantee that your object won't change your mind? I don't care about the teachers who fall in love in college, and the fierce girl can't stand the hooligans. ”

"Haha, it's better to be single, forget about a long-distance relationship, it's good for all four people after a breakup."

"Look at it, July every year is the breakup season, and if you want to confess, you have to take advantage of the last few months, otherwise people will really go to other schools, and you won't have a chance to have a long-distance relationship......"

Xu Zhimu listened occasionally, and his heart became more and more uneasy.

He knew that no matter how he studied, Binhai University was out of reach for him.

And An Xiaomi, when she was in high school, had already stopped and waited for herself.

Can't let her be wronged, accompany herself to an ordinary book?

If that were the case, Xu Zhimu wouldn't forgive himself.

But at the age of seventeen or eighteen, how can you completely control your emotions.

Yes, I am about to graduate, and if I don't seize the last chance to confess, I may not have a chance in the future.

That night, Xu Zhimu prepared a love letter, which was the first of several love letters he had written in the past ten years and dared to mark his name.

When An Xiaomi came over to him to review his homework.

Xu Zhimu was holding a love letter under the table, and a lot of sweat came out of his palms.

"What's wrong with you, it's so hot, so sweaty."

An Xiaomi looked at his nervous appearance, picked up a tissue and gently wiped it for him.

An Xiaomi had just finished taking a shower, and her whole body was fragrant, especially in her loose pajamas, with a large area of snow-white skin, which made Xu Zhimu, who was an adolescent, couldn't help but swallow his saliva.

He said nervously: "Xiaomi, when school ends tomorrow, can you leave a little late?" ”

"What's wrong?"

"It's nothing... It's that I might have to run something and go home a little later. ”

"Oh, yes, take out today's volume, I'll tell you about ......"

The next day, when the school bell rang, An Xiaomi began to organize her things, she picked up her schoolbag, but suddenly found that there was a letter in the mezzanine of the schoolbag.

To be precise, it was a love letter, and the name on it made An Xiaomi's eyes widen suddenly.

"Hello everyone, I'm Xu Zhimu from the second class of the third year of high school, and I want to announce one thing......"

Suddenly, a familiar voice suddenly came from the campus radio, and most of the students were still in the school just after school.

At this moment, the students in the class also pricked up their ears one by one.

"Holy! It seems to be the voice of Xu Zhimu's goods? ”

"Isn't this a campus broadcast? How did Xu Zhimu get in. ”

"It's not like being punished for fighting with someone again, and being asked to review the school again."

The people in the class were not in a hurry to leave, and many people in the school listened with interest.

But An Xiaomi felt that something was wrong, she looked at the love letter in her hand, she stood up a little panicked, and walked to the window.

The sound of the radio continued.

"This matter, in fact, I have been hiding it in my heart for more than ten years, from the first time I met you, I knew that I couldn't get around you in my life......"

Xu Zhimu said slowly in the radio room, and the people in the school also heard it, I am afraid that this is to confess.

"Am I a slot? Who is this Xu Zhimu? Are you really bold enough to confess on the radio? ”

"This young man, is he stupid because of too much pressure in the third year of high school?"

At the same time, the school leaders also heard these voices, and the dean of students walked out of the office.

looked in the direction of the broadcasting room, the broadcasting room is usually locked, and no one uses it after school, and usually students don't dare to go in at all, let alone sneak in and confess with the radio.

"Who is so good at riding horses?"

The dean scolded and scolded, if something really happened, he would have no bonus this month.

trotted all the way to the door of the broadcasting room, he saw Xu Zhimu through the door and window, and immediately became angry, he knew this thing, and he entered the school when he was looking for a relationship.

The black sheep has its tail out.

"What's the matter with you student, turn off the radio immediately!"

He patted the window and scolded, but Xu Zhimu just glanced at him, put his hand on the switch, and instead of turning it off, he turned the volume button to the maximum.

This scene is like a confrontation between Andy and the prison warden in Shawshank Redemption.

The dean angrily slapped the door, but it was already locked.

The entire school was listening to Xu Zhimu's confession with boiling at the moment.

In the end, the dean called the security guards and planned to break down the door directly.

Xu Zhimu also said the last sentence.

"I know that maybe today is a doomed confession.

However, I also know that if I don't say it, I may not have a chance, forgive me for my willfulness, but I must say it.

An Xiaomi, who is in the second class of the third year of high school, I, Xu Zhimu, like you! ”

As the sound of the confession fell, the door to the radio room was slammed open.

In the class, everyone's eyes looked at An Xiaomi by the window.

She held the love letter in her hand, her body trembled slightly, and a tear fell from the corner of her eye.

"Stupid... Egg! ”

Under everyone's eyes, she also ran out of the classroom.

After that, everyone knew.

Xu Zhimu was almost expelled, but it was An's father who came forward to find the school leaders to finally let Xu Zhimu continue to go to school.

Xu's father also directly invited out seven wolves, if it weren't for Xu's mother to stop them, it is estimated that they would have been cut off.

And Xu Zhimu An Xiaomi seems to have fallen into a very embarrassing situation, An Xiaomi has not said a word to him for half a month.

This doomed confession was, in the end, naturally unsuccessful.

It's just that Xu Zhimu at that time only cared about hurting himself secretly, and he didn't pay attention to a detail.

Even if An Xiaomi is angry again, and then has a cold war with him, he won't even review his homework with him at night.

But the love letter he sent, An Xiaomi never refused.

The story is very long, and since this confession, it seems to have become a new garden.

The end of that story is the beginning of the story now......

……

Zheng Cheng, inside the ward.

"That's me and him, it's been almost twenty years, everything...... You should know what happened later, Sister Ning Qing,"

An Xiaomi slowly finished the last word, and her voice was a little dry.

The relationship with Xu Zhimu for nearly 20 years is the biggest hole card in her hand.

Now, all of them have been explained without reservation.

Liu Ningqing's mind also seemed to have a long, long movie.

It's like an absurd youth comedy, and this ending seems regrettable... However, the possibilities are endless.

Because the hearts of two people have never left each other.

It can only be said that most of us cannot have youth and the feeling of youth at the same time.

The regrets and misses of youth, wait until one day in the future, after a cup of long-term wine, a plain cup of tea, a familiar music, a beam of morning sunshine, and a drizzling rain......

We may suddenly smile.

Finally, he shook his head and sighed softly: "It's stupid, it's good." ”

Liu Ningqing stretched out her hand and gently helped An Xiaomi wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

An Xiaomi herself was stunned for a moment, and unconsciously, she actually cried.

"I'll pour you a glass of water."

Liu Ningqing's voice was gentle, she went to pour a glass of warm water for An Xiaomi, and when she came back, she looked at the door for a moment, then slowly turned around and returned to An Xiaomi's side.

"Then you said at the time, if he was admitted to Binhai University, you would agree to him, did you really think so at the time?"

Liu Ningqing suddenly asked this question softly.

An Xiaomi held the water glass, her eyes flashed, and after a while, her cheeks had a look of reminiscence: "At that time, I really wanted to promise him." ”

Liu Ningqing's eyes moved slightly, and she gently looked in the direction outside the door again.

An Xiaomi turned her head to look at her, and suddenly smiled: "Sister Ning Qing, has he ever told you what he is...... The story of the Reborn? ”

Liu Ningqing was distracted for a moment, and then chuckled: "I said it." ”

Every time Xu Zhimu tells this story, he always has a look, although their rationality tells them that these things do not exist in this world.

However, for Xu Zhimu's words, they always choose to believe unconditionally,

"Really, every time this guy talks about these things, it's like it's true."

An Xiaomi couldn't help but smile, her eyes gloomy.

"If according to him, in his last life, he chose to repeat his studies, and finally was admitted to Binhai University, but at that time I missed the appointment...... Maybe in his heart, I just kept perfunctory him, and even abandoned him in the end. ”

Liu Ningqing was silent, if according to Xu Zhimu's previous statement, An Xiaomi in the previous life did suddenly abandon him and went to a foreign country.

She looked at Liu Ningqing: "Sister Ningqing, do you remember when I was a freshman, I was in the hospital twice?" ”

Liu Ningqing nodded, of course she remembered that when she first knew that An Xiaomi was hospitalized, she took the initiative to let Xu Zhimu go to the hospital to see her.

An Xiaomi pursed her lips lightly: "Actually, in the hospitalization in winter, I already felt that my physical condition was getting worse and worse, my parents always said that it was because the winter in Binhai was colder than that in Zhengcheng, but of course I know my own body, just a few degrees of temperature difference, it is impossible to have such a big effect, the only reason is that my own body is worse than before." ”

An Xiaomi said, with a bitter face on her face: "If what he said is true, when he repeats his studies for a year, and I have already spent the first winter on the coast, maybe at that time, I will know that my body may be even worse than I imagined, so I can only miss the appointment again......"

An Xiaomi shook her head, and finally showed a relieved smile: "Actually, what he said is not bad, no matter what the purpose is, in the end, it is indeed me who broke the appointment." ”

Liu Ningqing listened, and she also felt a burst of distress in her heart, she gently touched An Xiaomi's cheek: "Don't blame you, if I also encounter such a thing, maybe I will make the same decision as you." ”

In this matter, in fact, no one is wrong, they all want the other party to live a better life, but they ignore the other party's mood, but the final ending is just the final ending, which is a little regrettable.

An Xiaomi smiled and shook her head, she felt the temperature of Liu Ningqing's palm: "Actually, when I first knew that you were together, I was really unwilling, and even thought about telling Xu Zhimu the truth and snatching him back to my side......"

Liu Ning looked at her softly, and she also remembered the first meeting between the two in her mind.

In fact, at that time, he and Xu Zhimu had not really confirmed their relationship, if An Xiaomi took the initiative to reveal everything at that time, Xu Zhimu would not have let go of her.

Liu Ningqing's eyes were complicated, but after a while, he just turned into a gentle tone: "Later." ”

"Later, I was admitted to the hospital in a hurry, he came to the hospital to see me, and then I also knew that it was Sister Ning Qing who agreed to him to come, from that moment on, I knew that this guy who had been hurt by me finally found a gentle girl."

An Xiaomi's eyes looked at Liu Ningqing lightly: "I am unwilling, and on the other hand, I persuade myself to be willing, after all, he can walk with a gentle girl like Sister Ning Qing, and his future life will be happier, even if one day, I really leave, he will not be too sad." ”

An Xiaomi's words are like confessing her last words.

Liu Ningqing's chest was stuffy, and she stroked Xiaomi's cheek: "No, you'll be fine." ”

"Sister Ning Qing, you don't need to comfort me, in fact, I have long been prepared to face this moment."

An Xiaomi gently held Liu Ningqing's hand in her hand: "Sister Ningqing, I am telling you this today to tell you.

Xu Zhimu is indeed a very greedy person, but he is also a very serious person, and the decisions he makes will definitely be done in the end.

What he promised you, he will do. ”

An Xiaomi looked at Liu Ningqing, she showed a relieved and quiet smile: "Sister Ningqing, I know that you have always had low self-esteem in your heart, and you are always afraid that one day you will get farther and farther away from him, but I can tell you for sure now......"

An Xiaomi gently put a hand on her chest: "With the memories of me and him for nearly twenty years, I promise, that greedy guy, he will never leave you in this life." ”

Liu Ningqing's body trembled slightly, in fact, when she heard what Xu Zhimu did for An Xiaomi, she knew that Xu Zhimu was indeed very greedy, but he would always prove himself with actions.

Liu Ningqing looked at An Xiaomi and nodded slightly: "I believe in you and believe in him." ”

An Xiaomi looked at her, and at this moment, she also seemed to have fulfilled some kind of wish, and her bright eyes were slightly lowered at this moment.

"Are you tired?"

Liu Ningqing looked at the time, and it was indeed late at night.

She gently helped An Xiaomi to lie on the bed, An Xiaomi's face was still weak, and complex and relieved feelings appeared in her eyes: "Sister Ning Qing, can I ask you to promise me one more thing?" ”

Liu Ningqing held her hand and said softly, "Say it." ”

An Xiaomi raised her head and looked into her eyes: "What I told you today, and his memories, is not to show off anything, but if I ...... in the future I really can't hold it anymore

Then please take these memories for me and accompany him to be happy.

Don't let that promise to spend a lifetime together...... Missed the appointment again. ”

An Xiaomi's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and the hazy mist gradually invaded her eyes again.

Liu Ningqing held her hand, took a deep breath, and finally said softly: "I promise you, but ...... There are some promises that we should wait for you to fulfill together. ”

In the second half of the sentence, An Xiaomi didn't know if she heard it, but with a relieved smile at the moment, it seemed that she could finally sleep peacefully.

Liu Ningqing gently helped her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes and folded the quilt for her.

Turning his head, he looked at Xu Zhimu, who had already walked into the ward.

"Did you hear all those words?"

Xu Zhimu didn't answer, he looked at An Xiaomi, who was frail on the hospital bed.

Finally, he gently hugged Liu Ningqing's soft body.

"Thank you......"

Coming, today's two-in-one, this plot is over.

The heroines also have a direction that can make concessions and get along.

Tomorrow continues, thanks for the support.

(End of chapter)