Xiaojia leaned against the wall, his eyebrows locked, he tried his best to recall the bits and pieces of what had happened these days, trying to find out what had happened during this period that made Qingying say goodbye without saying goodbye. However, no matter how much Xiaojia thought about it, his head was about to blow up, and he didn't figure out what was wrong with it.

"No! I've got to find you! Xiao Jiateng's eyes widened, and then she staggered downstairs.

Xiaojia rubbed the door of the car and got into the car, and then said anxiously to the driver: "Master, excuse me, go to the train station!" ”

Hao Lei asked, "What's going on?" What to do at the train station? ”

Xiaojia said: "Find Qingying! ”

Hao Lei asked, "...... Qingying at the train station?" Isn't she home? ”

Xiaojia said: "I don't know, I don't know where she is!" I just heard from the grandmother who lived at the opposite door that she went out with a salute. If you don't have a train station, you can look for it at the bus station, and if you don't have a bus station, you can look for it at the airport. Anyway, no matter where she goes, I'm going to find her. ”

"What? Qingying is gone...... Why did she leave so quickly? Hao Lei muttered to herself.

Xiaojia asked, "What?" Hao Lei, what do you say? ”

"Oh...... It's nothing. Hao Lei prevaricated, and said to Xiaojia: "Tang Xiaojia, I don't think it's better to look for it?" ”

Xiaojia anxiously looked at the congested road ahead and asked distraughtly, "What?" Why not look for it? How can you not look for it......"

Hao Lei said: "I think it's right, since Qingying left like this without saying a word, there must be a reason for her to have no choice." There's no point in you stumbling around like a headless fly, it's better to wait for her for a few days, maybe she'll be back in a few days after she finishes her own business. ”

"No......" Xiaojia said, "what if something happens to Qingying." I have to find her. ”

Hao Lei said: "Oh, don't worry about it, Qingying can't do anything." ”

"Huh?" Xiao Jia turned her gaze from the congested and scorched road to Hao Lei, and he asked, "Hao Lei, why aren't you worried about Qingying's sudden departure at all?" Do you know where she went? ”

Hao Lei said: "How do I know where she is, we don't know each other very well." ”

Xiaojia said: "Then why do you say that something is wrong with her?" ”

Hao Lei said: "I guess! What do you think, since the other grandmother said that she saw her go out with a salute in the morning, it means that Qingying did have something to go out, and it can't be that something happened to her. ”

Xiaojia said, "But why didn't she say hello to me in advance." Also, why didn't she answer my phone? ”

Hao Lei said: "Maybe...... Perhaps, as I said before, maybe her relationship with you is not as good as you think. Besides, people always have some personal matters of their own, and they don't necessarily have to tell you everything. ”

Xiaojia said, "Yes...... You're right, but you shouldn't stop answering my phone no matter what. ”

Hao Lei said: "Oh, don't think about it here, I think you better go back and wait patiently, maybe Qingying will come back in a few days." When you see her, just ask her face-to-face. ”

"Okay...... " Xiaojia shook her head helplessly, and then fell into a deep silence.

Hao Lei looked at Xiaojia's depressed side face, and her heart was infinitely entangled.

……

Late at night, Xiaojia lay alone in the dark. He sent messages to Qingying one after another......

"Qingying, where have you been, please call me back immediately when you see the message, I'm worried about your !!"

"Qingying, I don't know where you went or what you were going to do, but no matter what happened, please let me bear it with you! All right?! ”

"Qingying, you can't do this to me. I won't allow you to just disappear from my life! ”

"I'm sorry Qingying, I shouldn't have said the word disappear. Maybe you just went out to do something of your own temporary, and you didn't want me to worry, so you didn't tell me. But please reply with a message to let me know you're safe, okay?! ”

"Did you really decide to ignore me anymore? But please give me a reason, okay?! ”

"Okay...... Maybe I've long been in your past tense, in fact, I already vaguely feel it in my heart, but I don't dare to face and admit it. Since you are willing to let go of this relationship, then I have no choice but to accept it. I hope you are happy......"

"Qingying, in fact, you don't need to be like this at all, if you don't like me anymore, you can tell me clearly, I, Tang Xiaojia, am not the kind of person who stalks. Really! ”

"You don't have to be indifferent, I don't want to dwell on it! Whether you are happy or not has nothing to do with me! Goodbye......"

"I'm sorry, Qingying! That was all nonsense from me just now. Don't take it seriously...... Don't be angry. You know, I'm such a bad talker. I know you must have your own reasons for leaving. I'll wait for you to come back...... You must come back! ”

One night, Xiaojia didn't know how many messages she sent, but each one was like a stone thrown into the sea, and she was never heard from again.

Finally, in the single-minded complaining, missing, blaming, worrying, doubting, and expecting...... Xiaojia fell asleep deeply.

After dawn, Xiaojia was woken up by the cheerful beating ringtone of her mobile phone. He picked up his phone without looking: "Hey, Qingying!" Is that you? ”

"Hahaha......" The hearty laughter of the director of the literature and art department came from the other end of the phone, "What, it's not Qingying, it's me!" As the saying goes. ”

"Oh......" Xiaojia laughed twice and said, "I'm sorry, Director Chang, I thought it was a call from Qingying." You called so early, is there something wrong? ”

The director said, "It's a bit of a problem, alas...... Xiaojia, can you come to the unit today? I have something to discuss with you. ”

Xiaojia asked, "What's the matter?" Director! ”

The director said: "Regarding the adjustment of the program, if your injury is okay, come to the unit in the morning." Let's meet and talk more. ”

Xiaojia said, "Oh...... Okay, then I'll be over in a moment. ”

"Okay, then I'll wait for you in the unit. Goodbye."

"Goodbye Director......"

Hanging up the phone, Xiaojia washed her face indiscriminately, changed her clothes, and hurried to the stage.

When knocking on the office of the director of the Ministry of Literature and Art, the director was flipping through a document with great interest. When he saw Xiaojia coming in, he hurriedly beckoned Xiaojia to sit down, first greeted him with a cold meal, and then talked endlessly about the upgrade plan of Xiaojia's program.

The director said that according to the study of the station's meeting, it was decided to change the program "Night, Get the Voice" from a weekly broadcast to a daily broadcast, and then the time was increased from the original one hour to two hours. The director also said that he should do his best to build "Night, Get the Voice" into a star radio program of the Voice of Jinjiang, the province and the whole country.

The director said excitedly, and Xiaojia sat opposite, responding sentence after sentence, with an appropriate smile on her face from time to time, and expressed her determination in line with the situation at the right time. Everything the director said today is undoubtedly great news for Xiaojia. Xiaojia understands in her heart that the reason why the director supports herself like this has nothing to do with Hao Lei or Hao Zaitian.

Xiaojia knows that from now on, as long as she follows the established path, coupled with her talents and efforts, she will definitely be able to break into a bright tomorrow. But Xiaojia, who is free by nature, really doesn't like this very much. What's more, his mind is now full of goodbye.

"Xiaojia, there's no problem with the task you just asked, right?" The director asked with a smile.

Xiaojia said: "No problem! ”

The director asked, "Okay, I know that you are a good piece of steel, a manufacturable material." Okay, then the plan is settled today. In the future, no matter what problems you encounter in work or life, you can come to me at any time. ”

Xiaojia said, "Thank you, Director! ”

The director said, "You're welcome...... Okay, it's the same today, you still have to pay more attention to your body when you are recovering from a serious injury. I'll have another meeting, so I won't talk to you more. ”

"Okay Director! Then I'll go back first. Xiaojia stood up as she spoke, looked at the director, thought for a while and asked, "Director, I have something I want to ask you." ”

The director said, "What's the matter?" ”

Xiaojia said: "Do you know where Qingying went, she seems to have not been on the show for several days." ”

The director said: "Qingying has resigned, don't you know? ”

"Ah...... Xiaojia asked in great surprise, "Qingying resigned, when did it happen?" Why did she resign? ”

The director said, "It's been more than a week. I was also surprised when she quit her job. As you know, Qingying is also a star anchor in our station, and her departure is undoubtedly a huge loss to the Voice of Jinjiang. But she was very resolute, and I didn't force her to stay. ”

Xiaojia asked eagerly, "Director, what ...... Do you know where she's gone now? ”

The director shook his head and said, "I don't know, Qingying walked very decisively, and she didn't even say hello to everyone." ”

"Qingying resigned?!" This news was undoubtedly a thunderbolt from the blue for Xiao Jia, and he suddenly understood that Qingying was not going to come back when he left.

At this moment, Xiaojia's mobile phone clicked and a message popped up. It was sent by Qingying, and there were only four words: Don't read it! Good bye......

Qingying sat on the train, and outside the window was the mountains and the lonely clouds on the horizon. Qingying turned on her phone, and when she boarded the phone, messages began to jump out one after another. The messages were all sent by Xiaojia. Qingying wanted to see it but didn't dare to see it. She understands that since she has decided to leave, since she has decided to quit, it is better to be decisive. Although, it's a bit cruel to do so. But it can only be that way.

Qingying remembered the scene when she first saw Xiaojia. It was a beautiful late autumn, and the sky was high and the clouds were white! They sat in the car together, running on the mountain road covered with forests, although the song on the car was very noisy, although the twisting and shaking Ah Guo was very annoying, but it was indeed the most beautiful life encounter! Qingying remembered that Tang Xiaojia's eyes were very bright and her voice was very clean that day......

Qingying slowly picked up the phone, looking at Xiaojia's heartfelt messages on it, tears couldn't stop flowing. There was no way, Qingying was finally defeated by Xiaojia. The screen of the phone is blurry in the eyes of tears. Qingying's finger clicked lightly and typed out a message: Xiaojia, don't worry! I'm safe...... You don't have to worry about me. I'm going to a faraway place and not coming back, you remember to take care of yourself, live well, work well...... Then find a good girl who loves you. Forget me!

Qingying's fingers stopped on the send button for a long time, but she didn't have the courage to press it. In the end, she deleted all the messages and sent them over with only four words - don't read them! Good bye......

After the message was sent, Qingying deleted and blocked all of Xiaojia's contact information. With the rumbling northbound train, Qingying rushed to the place where she stored her dreams, which was Xiaojia's hometown...... It's just that she will always live on a parallel track to Xiaojia. Qingying has since become a southern girl in the north who wanders in the desert of her heart.

Waiting silently alone is the best home for Qingying to this relationship.