Season 1 Listen Chapter 41 Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye
"Whose heart is not lonely? Whose distance is not lonely? But don't hesitate, because there is always a voice waiting for you...... Listeners and friends, thank you for your continued waiting and listening at midnight, the show is over, say goodbye to everyone! Good night and good luck to all the good friends! Xiaojia pulled down the microphone, and then closed her personal Weibo as the anchor of "Night, Get the Voice" and disbanded the group chat group. Maybe no one noticed that Xiao Jia's closing remarks tonight were different from usual, but for Xiao Jia, his "Night, Voice" has ended since then. "Night, Voice" may continue, but the anchor is no longer the chic and uninhibited little Tang Ge.
Xiaojia decided to leave and go back to her home in the north. As Qingying said, end all this lightly, without arguing, without quarrel.
When he left, Xiaojia didn't bring anything, and in his opinion, the stories imprinted in his heart and the memories left in his mind were heavy enough. Wearing a light coat and a backpack, it is Xiaojia's seven years of studying, working, falling in love, and all the happy and unhappy in this city.
Standing in front of the terminal, Xiaojia finally tried to look at the familiar city in the distance. The city left behind most of his youth and too many stories. Xiaojia felt that if she left here, her youth would be over.
"Tang Xiaojia......" Xiaojia's ears sounded the familiar voice again.
"Hao Lei!" Xiaojia smiled and said, "I did such a good job of secrecy, but I still can't hide it from you." ”
Hao Lei asked with red eyes, "You really have to leave like this?" ”
"Hmm!" Xiaojia nodded.
Hao Lei asked: "Qingying is gone, isn't there something worth your nostalgia here?" It's been three years, can't you still forget her? ”
"Forgot her?" Xiaojia said, "No, I can't forget her, and I don't plan to forget her." I stayed here for two years to wait for her to come back, and I always hoped that she would return to me one day. But now it seems that she may not be ready to come back. So...... So I think it's time for me to leave. Hao Lei, I know you have a heart for me, but I'm sorry, the two of us are destined to be friends! Qingying is gone, and she also takes away my heart. ”
Hao Lei said: "Tang Xiaojia, I hate you!" I hate how gently you touched my head back then. You know what, I've been in love with you ever since. It was the first time I really went to someone I loved with my heart. However, you have taught me what it is like to love someone, and you have taught me how to love someone, but you will not give me a result of love. I hate you...... I hate you...... I've hated you all my life! ”
Xiaojia said with some guilt and helplessness: "Hao Lei, thank you for your love for me. But I really can't accept your love against my heart. It's not fair to you or to me. Actually, you may not know that that year, just twenty-three hours before touching your head, when I saw the sweet smile and heard her gentle and warm voice, I fell in love with her before you fell in love with me. ”
Hao Lei said with tears in her eyes, "That'...... If I had known you twenty-three hours before Qingying, would you have fallen in love with me?! ”
Xiaojia stretched out her hand and wanted to touch Hao Lei's head, but just lifted it and put it down, and finally only smiled and said, "Silly girl, how can there be so many ifs in life!" ”
"Okay......" Hao Lei said reluctantly and resolutely, "then let's end it." Since I, Hao Lei, can afford to love it, I can let it go, Tang Xiaojia, I hope you will be fine in the future. At last...... Finally, I have one more thing you need to do, and you must promise me. ”
Xiaojia said: "What's the matter, you can say it!" I'll do my best. ”
Hao Lei bit her lip and held back her tears and said: "Promise me, don't look back after you leave, delete all my contact information, don't let me see any news from you, we can't be lovers, we can't be friends." I'll delete all your contact details as well. From now on, you and I will be strangers to the world...... To each his own! ”
Xiaojia looked at Hao Lei, tears falling uncontrollably and silently on her face. "Hao Lei, don't be like this. Although we can't be lovers, we can still be good buddies. ”
Hao Lei cried and said, "Dude! What buddy? Who is a buddy with you, my surname is Hao, your surname is Tang, and if you are not a surname and have no blood relationship, what kind of buddy? You're a man, I'm a woman, and how can I do it, buddy. Since you've decided you're leaving, do as I say. Let's go...... Tang Xiaojia, let's go, remember not to look back! Let's go, let's go! Otherwise, I'm afraid that I will change my mind in a while, and then you will really not be able to leave. Please, don't take away this last pride from me. ”
"Okay...... Hao Lei, take care! I'm leaving. Xiaojia nodded with a heavy heart, then turned and walked to the security checkpoint.
"Tang Xiaojia ......!" Hao Lei's brutal and willful voice sounded behind him again. Xiaojia stopped, but didn't turn around.
"Tang Xiaojia ......!" Hao Lei screamed again, and then cried and said, "You turn back for me, I want you to turn back, I want to see you one last time!" At this moment, Xiaojia's nose was sour, and tears flowed down all of a sudden. Xiaojia slowly turned around and turned her head. At this moment, Hao Lei had already rushed to him and hugged him. Hao Lei put her arms around Xiaojia's neck and kissed Xiaojia's lips deeply. Xiao Jia did not dodge and reject Hao Lei's enthusiasm this time as before.
"Tang Xiaojia, in fact, you are really nothing remarkable, but I just love you so much, I just can't let you go! You...... Be sure to remember this kiss! But ......" Hao Lei leaned on Xiaojia's shoulder and said silently, "but you remember...... Remember what I told you...... Let's go...... Only...... Don't look back, this time it's real...... Don't look back. Tang Xiaojia...... We...... We'll never see each other again! Let's go!! Let's go!! After Hao Lei finished speaking, she pushed Xiaojia to the side, turned around and ran outside the terminal without looking back. Xiaojia looked at Hao Lei's figure gradually disappearing into the crowd, and her heart suddenly overflowed with infinite loss, emptiness and guilt: "Hao Lei, I will never see you again, you must take care!" ”
The engines of the plane are roaring, the air currents are condensing, facing the clear blue sky, it flies to the white clouds in the sky like a migratory bird returning north. Xiaojia looked at the city that was drifting away. There was clearly a happy boy in the street, and his busy figure was chasing his dreams and the girl he loved; There is clearly a girl with long hair on the riverside, she is wearing a white dress, walking in the breeze with a smile on her face facing the sun, and her graceful posture is the most beautiful scenery by the river; In that very tall building, there is clearly a group of people who are struggling for life, and under the leadership of an arrogant and beautiful female boss, they are competing for the end of the world and singing forward; There was a proud princess in the sun, her eyes were empty and heroic. However, the figures of the boy, the girl, the people who fought for life, and the proud princess became more and more blurred. In the end, only their voices can be faintly heard. Somehow, Xiaojia's tears flowed uncontrollably.
The person next to him handed Xiaojia a banknote: "What's wrong, so sad." ”
Xiaojia smiled lightly and said, "Oh...... It's nothing! It's just remembering some of the past! ”
The familiar city completely disappeared from view, and Xiaojia closed her eyes and slowly fell into a light sleep. In her light sleep, Xiaojia had a vague dream. In a dream, he met Qingying, who he hadn't seen for many years, at a café.
When I woke up to the sound of the announcement, the plane was ready to land and enter the airport. Xiaojia reminisced about the dream she had just had, and suddenly remembered that Qingying had told herself that she hoped to open her own café in the future. Not for anything else, just to be able to be quiet in the chaos, to be able to look down in the bustling and noisy city to pick up a mood and leisure.
Xiao Jia has no plan for how to go on in the future, but he is destined to be with him all the time ...... waiting.