88. Almost collapsed
In ancient times, power was about weighing choices, so with great power comes great responsibility, and how much pressure will be generated. Liang Haixing fully realized it.
Although he was transferred to an important position recognized by the department and promoted, he seemed to lack the ease and ease of his time in the secretarial section. Although the main task of the secretarial work is to serve, especially with the transfer of the reception work to the administrative department, the leaders of the department are equipped with special service personnel, and the work is only sending, sending and receiving, which is more leisurely, and on weekends, there is no need to worry about overtime, which is very comfortable.
The Laboratory Guidance Section is different. Since he was appointed as the head of the guidance section, Liang Haixing has worked overtime almost every day, and all the housework naturally falls on Liang Haixing's wife alone. Liang Haixing was deeply uneasy, especially when he saw his son's unfamiliar eyes, his heart was full of self-blame. Fortunately, his wife understands very well and always comforts Liang Haixing: As a man, you should be enterprising and have a career, although your calligraphy is good, but after all, it is just a hobby. What made Liang Haixing feel even more unbearable was the strings that were always tight in his heart, always worried that there would be mistakes, which made Liang Haixing feel haggard, and even almost collapsed. Even when eating, Liang Haixing does not leave his mobile phone, and as soon as he hears the sound of the mobile phone, Liang Haixing will have an inexplicable sense of tension and fear in his heart, and his palms will be cold, his forehead will sweat, and he will have a nameless fire. His temper has also become extremely irritable. Every time she comes home from work, his wife always has to look at Liang Haixing's face, especially when there are some major events at home, if Liang Haixing has a gloomy face, his wife will conclude that Liang Haixing has encountered difficulties at work, or is not happy, only when Liang Haixing is in a slightly better mood, his wife will try to communicate with Liang Haixing for a few words. Liang Haixing is also very uncomfortable, his family, especially his wife, has already paid a lot, why do they still let their family bear the pain and anxiety that does not belong to them?
In the winter of one year, after getting up early in the morning, Liang Haixing is used to going to the bathroom conveniently. At this moment, the mobile phone rang, and Liang Haixing knew that there was something urgent, so he inexplicably shouted at his wife who was cooking: "Phone, phone, help me answer the phone." ”
Early in the morning, the time was relatively tight, Liang Haixing's wife was not only busy making breakfast, but also serving her son who went to school, and did not hear what Liang Haixing was saying, let alone the mobile phone ringing. Liang Haixing was very annoyed and scolded: "You are dead, you can't hear the mobile phone ringing." ”
His wife hurriedly ran over to help Liang Haixing answer his mobile phone. Because mobile phones are not yet popular, Liang Haixing also needs to be issued a mobile phone for work, and his wife doesn't know how to answer at all, but she pressed the wrong answer button and hung up the phone. Liang Haixing scolded again: "You are such a stupid pig, you can't even answer your mobile phone." Liang Haixing lifted his pants and pulled back the phone. As soon as the mobile phone was connected, he was reprimanded by the leader: "Why hang up my phone, you can bear the responsibility if something happens." Now go to the office to deal with the situation. After the leader finished speaking, he hung up the phone. Liang Haixing had no choice but to put on his pants, change his clothes and hurry out to the office. The wife didn't know what was going on, so she said to Liang Haixing: "Why are you going so early, the meal is ready, no matter how urgent you are, you have to eat before you go." ”
"What am I going to do? I'm going to kill people, I'm going to set fires, I'm going to rob, I'm going to the Public Security Bureau to surrender, are you satisfied? Liang Haixing looked at his wife and yelled. His wife was busy all morning, and she had to be reprimanded inexplicably by Liang Haixing, and she was very aggrieved, so she ran to the house and couldn't help crying. The crying woke up his son, and when he saw his mother crying, Liang Haixing's son also cried and shouted: "Mom, don't cry, I'm so scared." Looking at the scene in front of him, Liang Haixing's eyes burst into tears. However, Liang Haixing had no choice, wiped the tears from his cheeks with his hand, and walked out of the house.
Late at night, after a busy day, Liang Haixing finally reported the situation to SW, and Liang Haixing dragged his tired body back home, but when he saw that the lights at home were dark, Liang Haixing didn't know what was going on, so he walked to the house, and his son was lying on the bed, his face was red. The wife looked at her son helplessly, her eyes were silently flowing with tears, Liang Haixing saw that things were not good, and hurriedly stepped forward and said, "What's wrong?" Liang Haixing said and touched his son's forehead with his hand, which was a little hot, so he said to his wife: "The child is burned like this, why don't you go to the hospital?" The wife said, "I don't know what's going on, my son was fine after eating, and suddenly he had a fever." ”
"Then why don't you hurry up and go to the hospital, you go down like this, what if your son has a good and two bad?" The wife also seemed to be a little embarrassed: "It's so late, there is not even a bus, I just gave my son fever medicine, let's see the situation." Liang Haixing saw his wife's thoughts, so he said, "Why don't I take my son to the hospital with you?" The wife said, "Can you go to the hospital?" What should I do if the unit has a situation? Liang Haixing didn't know how to answer, and his son kept saying: "Mom, I'm uncomfortable, and I'm uncomfortable." Looking at his son's begging gaze, Liang Haixing's heart was broken. His wife seemed to understand Liang Haixing very well, and said, "Forget it, I'll take my son to the emergency department on a bicycle, right?" The rice is ready, I'm afraid of getting cold, keep it in the pot, you eat it yourself, and then put the bowl in the pot and wait for me to come back and brush it. The wife said, dressed her son, put her padded jacket on his son, and walked out of the house.
Liang Haixing knew very well in his heart that the place where his wife and son were going to see a doctor was a children's hospital, more than ten kilometers away from Liang Haixing's house, and it was late at night, especially thinking that he was at home, but he couldn't accompany his son to see a doctor, Liang Haixing's heart was like a knife, and tears were swallowed into his stomach along with the meal. However, at this moment, a rapid telephone rang from home, and it was especially loud in the middle of the night. Liang Haixing knew that either his wife or the unit was looking for him, so he put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand and hurriedly answered the phone.
The call came from the SW inspection office, saying that the situation just reported this afternoon was very important, and SW was holding a meeting overnight to study and deploy, but there were some situations that needed to be verified by Liang Haixing immediately. Due to the importance of the matter, in addition to informing Liang Haixing that he needed to immediately verify the relevant situation, the comrades of the SW Supervision Office also specifically asked Liang Haixing that from now on, he must not leave the landline phone for a single step, and once the SW leader raises a new situation, he will immediately verify it. Liang Haixing buckled the phone, immediately verified with the relevant units, and then quickly reported to SW. Then came the long wait. After waiting, there was a new verification request, and Liang Haixing had no choice but to verify with the relevant units. More importantly, Liang Haixing didn't know what his baby son's condition was, and he couldn't get in touch with his wife, so he could only silently bless him. SW kept putting forward new verification requirements, and he didn't know what happened to his wife and son, work and family were intertwined, and Liang Haixing's heart was like a knife.
It was already past three o'clock in the morning, and the SW verification was over. Liang Haixing was worried about his son's condition, didn't think much about it, and ran to the children's hospital on his bicycle.
When I saw my wife, because the hospital bed was tight, my wife was holding her son and playing the hanging bottle. The wife said to Liang Haixing: "The doctor said that my son has acute pneumonia, and if he is not treated in time, even if he is cured, he may leave sequelae of asthma or bronchitis." Facing his wife and children, Liang Haixing was speechless, and tears kept flowing in his eyes.
Sometimes, Liang Haixing really felt that he could not support himself, so he said to his wife: "Did you propose a change of job to the leader?" His wife always timidly comforted Liang Haixing: "I don't know anything about your work, you can control it yourself." As a family, I can support you unconditionally, but whether your own body and mind can hold on, you know better than me. Can you be so tired forever? ”
yes, when will such days end?
As soon as he got to work in the afternoon, Huang Zheng had just sat at his desk when he received a call from Zhou Siguo, secretary of the Mashan Municipal Party Committee. Because they are old friends for many years, there are a lot of casual people on the phone. Secretary Zhou Siguo came up and asked, "Is your team going to make adjustments?" Huang Zhenggang was stunned at first and said, "What, what news did you hear?" ”
Zhou Siguo said: "There is no clear news, but it is rumored below that your number one Lao Gu is going to retreat?" Huang Zhenggang said, "Oh. SW Organization Department has not yet asked for comments. ”
Suddenly, Huang Zhenggang remembered that some time ago, Gu Yuanshen received a call from the SW Organization Department, and asked: "I heard that the SW Organization Department has recently issued a new policy, and there are new regulations on the age of leading cadres at the department level?" ”
Zhou Siguo didn't think about it, and said: "Yes, there is no official document, and it is the top leaders from all over the country who were specially notified by the SW Organization Department. No, all cities have encountered new problems, although it is conducive to the growth of young cadres, but it is quite difficult to promote the work, mainly in-service leaders, especially for prefectures and cities, most of them are bureau leaders, and originally wanted to be promoted to half a level or enter the people's congress and the CPPCC, but in this way, their back roads have been blocked. It's been a long time, old friend, when will you come down again to investigate, and we'll take the opportunity to have a good chat. ”
Huang Zhenggang felt that his work as the secretary of the municipal party committee was complicated, and he would not call to talk to him about some common things, so he said: "I've been busy lately, I must go to see you when I have time, you called me, not just to invite me to Mashan for research, right?" ”
"Haha. Smart people are good communicators, tacitly speaking, and a little bit will be broken. I would like to learn about the adjustment of the team in your hall, combined with the latest cadre age of the SW Organization Department, and see how our local bureau adjusts. ”
"What's wrong with the Mashan Bureau?" As soon as Huang Zhenggang heard that the municipal party committee was going to adjust the team of the Mashan Bureau, he thought that he had just discussed with Gu Yuanshen and was going to send someone to the Mashan Bureau to conduct research. Thinking of it, Huang Zhenggang felt uneasy in his heart and said busily.
Looking at the phone in front of him, the scene of talking to Zhou Siguo some time ago couldn't help but resurface in front of Huang Zhenggang's eyes. He also consulted Zhou Siguo on the adjustment of the team of the Mashan Bureau. At that time, Zhou Siguo clearly told Zhou Siguo that in view of the current situation, it was best to delay, why did Zhou Siguo urge himself now? Could it be that Zhou Siguo heard some news? Especially about the situation of the first hand valley far deep. Although he has been friends with Zhou Siguo for many years, it is inconvenient for Huang Zhenggang to ask directly about such a sensitive matter, so as not to embarrass Zhou Siguo.