189, Zhao Liang confided in his heart
At this time, Zhao Liang's brain did not fall into silence, nor was he afraid of his actions. On the contrary, he was still a little proud, looking at Gao Yan with dull eyes. Zhao Liang was thinking: This Gao Yan is not as reserved as he imagined, if he fights again, he will definitely get Gao Yan tonight. But I also thought that I couldn't be too anxious about anything, otherwise I would get twice the result with half the effort, and I would even be ruined, and the gains outweighed the losses. Gao Yan did not object, or even acquiesced, to his outrageous actions, which shows that Gao Yan still cares more about herself, and in the future, if she has the opportunity, it is a natural thing to get Gao Yan.
Gao Yan saw that Zhao Liang's eyes had been looking at him, and he was a little puzzled, knowing that Zhao Liang must be thinking nonsense again, so he didn't say anything more. Zhao Liang said: "You bear girl, you were lying just now. ”
Gao Yan knew what Zhao Liang wanted to say, but it was difficult to answer, so he glanced at Zhao Liang blankly and didn't say anything more. Zhao Liang saw that Gao Yan didn't react, so he kept looking at Gao Yan with both eyes, got up and stepped forward, and said with a smile: "Otherwise, I'll take a look." ”
Gao Yan saw Zhao Liang staring at him with a pair of straight eyes, walking towards him, a terrible thought couldn't help flashing in his mind, like an electric shock, he hurriedly stood up, and said, "What do you want to do?" Gao Yan looked at Zhao Liang with frightened eyes, and couldn't help but retreat towards the door. Gao Yan said, glanced back at the door, glared at Zhao Liang fiercely, and said, "If you want to go further, I'm going to call someone?!" ”
Gao Yan's exclamation seemed to make Zhao Liang sober up a lot, so he smiled and said, "Look at what scared you, I still really checked?" I'm kidding you. Zhao Liang said, stepped back, sat on the sofa again, and sipped tea gently. Gao Yan sat on the edge of the bed closer to the door.
"What are you doing so far away from me, I'm afraid I won't be able to eat you." Zhao Liang glanced at Gao Yan and said.
"Don't make a fuss, let's talk for a while." Gao Yan looked at Zhao Liangdao. Seeing that Zhao Liang didn't want to leave, for fear that Zhao Liang would make another move that would make the two sides extremely embarrassed, Gao Yan found a step for Zhao Liang.
Zhao Liang didn't say anything, smiled slightly, and thought: Late at night, a man and a woman, what is there to talk about. But he understands better that Gao Yan is different from others, although he is her direct leader, he doesn't know Gao Yan, and he hasn't completely won Gao Yan's trust. If you are too anxious, you may provoke Gao Yan to be anxious, and once you make a fuss, not only will Gao Yan's reputation be affected, but she may also destroy her future and lose more than she gains. Besides, there are beautiful women in the world, who can't afford to lose big things because of small things, especially emotional things, they must take their time, and one day, Gao Yan will like herself, fall in love with herself, and she will not leave even if she is driven away. It is the entrustment of life for a woman to love a man, and it is often only a physical need for a man to like a woman.
"The thief is bold. They all say, "A thief is bold, and I find that you are not a little bold." Gao Yan looked at Zhao Liang and shook his head, as if he had made a new discovery about Zhao Liang.
Zhao Liang saw Gao Yan commenting on himself like this, and said very disapprovingly, "What am I afraid of in your room?" ”
"What's wrong with my room? I can't have a rape in my room? Besides, don't forget, you are my direct leader, and if something happens, you will be the first to be dealt with. Don't forget, in the past there was a crime of hooliganism, and the main body of the crime was the leader. ”
As soon as Gao Yan's words fell, Zhao Liang couldn't help laughing and said, "What kind of leader, you have been doing personnel work for so long, why don't you understand." Coming out on a temporary assignment means reassigning work. Besides, we used to work in the same place, and we were suspended together, and then we returned to the department, can we still work together? You want me to take care of it, but the organization doesn't necessarily agree to it, maybe it will consider it otherwise. ”
"Phew! Don't put powder on your face, you bully me all day long, I have long wanted to escape from your clutches. Do you still want to lead me and continue to bully me? Gao Yan said.
Gao Yan's eyes kept looking at Zhao Liang, as if he had made a new discovery. Zhao Liang's words set off ripples in Gao Yan's heart from time to time, and he felt that Zhao Liang's words had some truth, according to the convention, after the suspension is over, Zhao Liang will no longer work with him. In addition, with Liu Dake as a backer, Zhao Liang will definitely be promoted or reused. Maybe it's because of this that Zhao Liang is so presumptuous to himself and indulges himself so much. Gao Yan seemed to see Zhao Liang more clearly, and Zhao Liang became lighter in Gao Yan's mind.
Zhao Liang glanced at Gao Yan and didn't say anything.
After a while, Zhao Liang seemed to remember something, and said, "I see that you often run to Xiao Liang's room, do you have a crush on Xiao Liang?" Xiaoliang and I are fellow countrymen, or shall I mention it to you? ”
"Don't talk nonsense, Liang Haixing and I are both family people. Besides, Xiaoliang is different from you, people have a very strong family concept, and they make several calls to their families a day, and the husband and wife are very affectionate. I went to Xiao Liang's room to ....... ”
Gao Yan paused suddenly, as if she remembered something again, because she really couldn't find a reason to go to Liang Haixing's room often, and this seemed to have found a handle for Zhao Liang to attack. Just when Gao Yan was at a loss and didn't know how to answer, Zhao Liang looked at Gao Yan and smiled ill-willedly: "What are you doing in Xiao Liang's room?" ”
"Xiaoliang is different from you, when you get to the night, you just know that you are with your fox friends and dog friends, drinking and playing with women. In addition to reading, Xiaoliang practiced calligraphy, so what happened to me to learn calligraphy from him? Is it still illegal? Gao Yan seemed to have finally found an opportunity to fight back, and even asked like a cannon.
Zhao Liang didn't say anything, his eyes kept looking at Gao Yan.
Gao Yan thought that Zhao Liang was at a loss, so he said again: "What are you looking at, what are you going to do with bad intentions?" ”
"I'm looking at the little window of your mind. You touch your heart, when you speak, your heart is not beating? ”
"Nonsense, if the heart doesn't beat, people don't die early." Gao Yan still didn't give up.
"You don't have to lift Xiao Liang too high, I know Xiao Liang better than you; You don't have to belittle me to be so worthless, I know better than you what kind of person I am. People are like that, eating whole grains, having seven emotions and six desires, being human when they put on clothes, and being monkeys when they take off their pants, all of them have the same virtue. ”
Zhao Liang's words greatly surprised Gao Yan, so he kept shaking his head, thinking: In the world, especially in the department, there are such shameless people. But because Zhao Liang was still his direct leader, he was worried that Zhao Liang would not be able to bear it, so Gao Yan did not fight back. Zhao Liang seemed to see Gao Yan's thoughts, and in front of his subordinates, he felt that his words were a little excessive, so he tried his best to explain: "This life is like this, it is the result of the sins of parents, a hundred years of life, how many good times there are." Don't be yourself, you're here chatting with me, maybe he's sleeping in your house with his beautiful sister in his arms. ”
"Go, go, go. Don't talk about me and Xiaoliang, why don't you talk about yourself? Gao Yan said dissatisfied.
Zhao Liang said: "When I say you, I look up to you. In my house, I can't lift the ponytail skewer tofu at all. ”
"You're belittling us women." Gao Yan saw that Zhao Liang did not hesitate to belittle his lover for his own sake, and he was a little unaccustomed to hearing it, so he hurriedly said.
Zhao Liang sighed and said, "Really, that bear girl, it's not worth mentioning." I sometimes ask myself more than once: Why is my life so miserable, and I have such a bear girl. ”
In the office, colleagues rarely visit the house, and Zhao Liang rarely mentions his lover, Gao Yan knows very little about Zhao Liang's lover, but occasionally has contact when he greets or has a dinner. In Gao Yan's mind, she is a woman who loves to talk and laugh, has no thoughts, and is more straightforward. It's just that he's ugly, and he's a little old. Gao Yan couldn't help but say, "Sister-in-law, how good that person is, do you need to be so stinky?" You men are all so virtuous, eating in the bowl and looking at the pot. ”
Zhao Liang saw that Gao Yan didn't understand him, so he shook his head helplessly. Then, Zhao Liang told Gao Yan about his family.
Zhao Liangdao: After graduating from university, I am already older, and my family is very anxious about my marriage, and I also want to find someone from the city who can take care of myself. The conditions for choosing a marriage are not too complicated. She worked in the factory, the salary was higher than mine at that time, her home was in the city, you have seen people, she loves to talk and laugh, she is very grinning, she has no heart, she met for a short time, she got a marriage certificate, and soon entered the marriage hall. We have been married for less than half a year from the realization of it, in today's terms, it is a flash marriage. Therefore, there is no understanding at all. After getting married, many shortcomings were gradually exposed. Especially in terms of character pursuit, as well as the family views of both parties, the difference between the two is getting bigger and bigger.
When I'm not idle, I like to read some books, and she likes to be lively, often inviting her co-workers to come to the house to chat and play cards. When no one comes, they watch TV all day. The occasional chat, but also the parents on the street are short, completely with the face of a housewife. Sometimes I am also criticized for reading, and often say, reading and studying, don't you just want to jump out of the farmhouse, you have graduated from college, what kind of books are you reading? Once there is someone in the family, I go out to climb the mountain alone, or leave the house for an excuse to enjoy the solitude of the world alone.
I thought that her big and arrogant personality was nothing trivial, but in fact, it was the opposite, there were a lot of small things, every time I went to her house, I always thought that there were few things, what mother-in-law, father-in-law, brother-in-law, sister-in-law, all of them were considered. Sometimes she was not happy, so she pouted her long donkey's beak and complained to me: Is it easy for my mother's family? The child was brought up by his grandmother, why did he bring something home? Yes, my daughter was raised by her mother-in-law. But it's not that my parents don't want to see it, it's that she doesn't let me see it, saying that the rural conditions are not good, and the child can't stand the crime. What's wrong with the countryside, I grew up in the countryside since I was a child, and I didn't just get admitted to university to become a national cadre. She grew up in the city well, didn't she get into college? What's even more annoying is that there is still prejudice against our family, and I pity the hearts of parents all over the world. I went to their house, and she bought a lot of things, and the seven aunts and eight aunts thought of it. I usually say that I am busy with work and do not go back to my hometown. During the Chinese New Year, it was not easy to come to our house, but as a result, I bought something and quarreled, and I picked up cheap things to buy, and sometimes I found something from home casually, and brought it back to my hometown to deal with it, and what to say, our family is rural, and there are a lot of things to buy, and rural people don't know the goods, and there is no difference between buying expensive and cheap things. She goes back to her mother's house almost every week, and sometimes calls me to go together, but occasionally during the Chinese New Year, I go back to my hometown, you see her problem, there are too many, not that it is dirty, but that messy, the food is too salty, the house is too cold, and the thatched house stinks. Isn't that? The thatched house is not smelly, and it is called a thatched house, which is the kitchen.
Hearing Zhao Liang's rude words, Gao Yan seemed to be very happy and couldn't help laughing.
Zhao Liang glanced at Gao Yan, as if he didn't pay attention to Gao Yan at all, still immersed in the memories of the past.