190, tragic love
Zhao Liang continued to tell Gao Yan: When I went back to my hometown, the old lady was naturally very happy to see her son and daughter-in-law, even if there was something wrong with the old lady, as a reasonable woman, she should tolerate it, anyway, she didn't stay at home for a long time. Patience passed. But she is different, to our hometown, to put it bluntly, she has an innate prejudice against rural people, and seems to pick on the old lady and the problems of the old family. often quarrels with my wife because of a little thing.
As soon as she went back, my mother and our family were terrified, for fear that if something was not thoughtful or inappropriate, it would provoke her, and they looked at her face all day long. I also thought that I would go back by myself and not take her back, and she didn't want to go back to her hometown with me, but the old family seemed to have a lot of things, especially during the Chinese New Year, if she didn't go back with me. After we left, the neighbors or the people in the village would gossip.
The old lady felt very uncomfortable, and she also understood her son's distress, and often saw the old lady wiping her tears alone. Once, my mother said to me, "Son, if you are busy with work, you don't have to run home." I understand my mother's feelings, my mother's words are like cutting my heart with a knife, pity the hearts of parents all over the world, how can there be a mother who doesn't want her son.
Her attitude towards my mother, if it weren't for my hometown, I really wanted to beat her. However, I can only move my mind, if this is the case, she will remember her resentment on her mother and her family, and she will not want to go back to her hometown with me.
Because of such an uneducated daughter-in-law, my parents rarely came to our house. Under my repeated requests, the old lady came once in a while, and since the day my mother entered the house, she did not have a good face, and the final outcome was to have an awkward quarrel with my parents and drive the old lady away from the house. Later, my parents simply stopped coming to my house. He said that he could not live with his daughter-in-law in the city. When I am a son, how can I not feel uncomfortable in my heart.
What's even more intolerable is my brother-in-law and sister-in-law, how can the two of them live together without quarreling and pretending, as soon as something unpleasant happens, she runs home and talks nonsense, her younger brothers and sisters have no culture, the quality is very low, I think her sister suffered a lot of anger in my family, and came to my house together, without asking about the innocent, first scolded indiscriminately, made the chicken and dog restless, the neighbors have opinions, and said to me in private, the husband and wife live together, how can there be no contradictions, she told the family what to do. As soon as the family participates, things will become bigger, and how will they live in the future. What she did had a great impact on her daughter's body and mind. My daughter is older and sensible, and she said to me: Dad, how have you and your mother lived for so many years?
Maybe the story is over, maybe everything in the past makes Zhao Liang sad too much, and he doesn't want to be immersed in the memories of the past, so he sighed deeply and looked at Gao Yan. At this time, Gao Yan heard for the first time that a man outside her husband, and it was her own leader, so she confessed her heart to herself, and she didn't know how to comfort her, so she lowered her head and pondered silently.
Maybe Gao Yan remembered her life experience, after the tea, Gao Yan suddenly looked up at Zhao Liang, her eyes were a little sympathetic, and then she lowered her head and muttered, "Haven't you thought about divorce?" ”
Maybe Zhao Liang trusted Gao Yan more and confided in Gao Yan about his unfortunate family, just to let Gao Yan understand himself and get some comfort in his heart. Therefore, Gao Yan's question was unexpected by Zhao Liang, and it was a little difficult to answer. After Zhao Liang pondered for a while, he said: "I also thought about it, and even brought it up with her, but she became angry when she heard it." told me that as long as she lives, there is no door to divorce. As she spoke, she picked up a kitchen knife and wanted to cut her wrists, but when her younger siblings heard about it, they came to the house and made a fuss, even smashing the TV at home. The daughter is also not in favor of divorce ....... Zhao Liang said, couldn't help sighing, and sighed: "When you meet such an unreasonable woman, you can't even get married." At this time, Zhao Liang was in a heavy mood.
"So you came to Mashan to take up a temporary post and avoid her?" Gao Yan seemed to have more sympathy for Zhao Liang.
"There's that factor." Zhao Liang didn't seem to have the excitement just now, and was replaced by sadness.
Gao Yan seemed to have more understanding of Zhao Liang, but she didn't know how to comfort her. After a while, Zhao Liang sighed: "I also understand now, in fact, marriage is like that, don't regard love as too sacred and great, to put it bluntly, it is a man and a woman who live together together." In a sense, literary and artistic works are a concentrated reflection of the problems of the times. Why since ancient times, peacocks flying southeast, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai have been praised, Chen Shimei, Pan Jinlian, have been spurned, from another point of view, it is not that people feel that their families and marriages are unhappy, reflecting people's yearning for fabulous and beautiful love? ”
Gao Yan didn't know how to answer, so she listened quietly.
After a while, Zhao Liang recounted: "I know such a girl...... ”
Zhao Liang glanced at Gao Yan as he spoke, as if he was trying to notice the change in Gao Yan's face. If in the past, or just before Zhao Liang told about his unfortunate family history, perhaps, as soon as Zhao Liang mentioned girls, Gao Yan would joke with Zhao Liang, or even turn away. But now it's different, Gao Yan was worried that Zhao Liang would have a misunderstanding, so she acted as a loyal listener and listened to Zhao Liang's words quietly.
Zhao Liang continued: "The personality is very lively, but also very capricious, majoring in vocal music in college, after graduation in a middle school as a music teacher, usually like music very much, when there is nothing to do, I go to the bar to sing, soon became famous, the income is also quite high, and the wear and use are all famous brands." Although the family is a little dissatisfied with her going to the bar to sing, but she is such an only daughter, and the income is not cheap, her mother said several times, a daughter goes to the bar to sing badly, and she is a teacher, once the school knows, the impact is not good. But the girl still went her own way, and her parents pretended not to know, and everything was up to the girl. Later, the girl met a man who played the flute in a bar, had no formal job, and earned money by playing the flute in the bar. After the girl and the man met, they quickly fell in love and confirmed their relationship. There is no house, and the income is unstable, and the girl's parents are of course resolutely opposed to such a future son-in-law. And the girl followed the man, and there was a great tendency that he would not marry. Later, the girl married the boy, and the girl's parents completely disowned the girl. It stands to reason that in modern society, such a romantic love is not touching, but it must be very happy. But the result? ”
Zhao Liang took a sip of tea and continued: Just as the girl pursued. After marriage, the man was obedient to the girls, serving like a princess, doing laundry and cooking, and everything in the house was contracted. Despite this, I had to look at the girl's face all day long, and the slightest discomfort would lead to a scolding. One day, when the girl came home from school for dinner, she saw that the food she cooked was not delicious, so she scolded: You treat me like a pig? The man was puzzled, so he said softly: What's wrong with this dish, isn't it all what you usually want to eat? The girl still scolded: You are a pig, what is this made by people? It's clearly pig food, and I don't even eat pigs. You're a pig, not even a pig. The girl said, a little excited, and put the man's prepared dish on the man's head. The man hurriedly said: Whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you. Be a fart, the pig still has time to eat. Wait until you can make a few more points. As he spoke, he made an appointment with his girlfriend and walked out of the house with his wallet. Then she turned back to her husband and said, "Pig, eat it yourself at home." My girlfriend is puzzled, why are you eating out when you don't eat at home so late? The girl was still angry: My pig's food is not as good as pig food. Later, the man finally couldn't bear it anymore and filed for divorce from the girl. The girl was stunned when she heard it, and at first she thought she had heard it wrong. Until the man repeated it again, he still didn't understand, thinking: You have no job and no status, and you dare to divorce your mother? Just say: Okay, what do you want, how to divide the property. The man was very open-minded and said, "The house and the savings are all yours, and I don't want anything." The girl was even more puzzled, so she asked the man: Why do you want to divorce? The man said to the girl very calmly: Since you got married, you have always treated me as a pig, I have been enclosed by you in the pigsty for so long, I just want to get out of the pigsty that you have enclosed and be a free person. After the man finished speaking, he walked out of the house with his beloved flute.
After the divorce, the girl cried for several days, and she never figured it out: she loved the man who was inferior to her in all aspects, and she abandoned her parents in order to marry the man. The man's food, as well as the house and car, were all bought by the girl, and she didn't do anything to be sorry for the man. The girl thought it was love. But I never dreamed that the man who was inferior to himself in all aspects would file for divorce. The man was gone, he had cut off relations with his parents, and the girl was discouraged, put on a wedding dress, dressed up carefully, left a suicide note, lay on the bed, and committed suicide by poisoning.
"What a bleak love story!" Gao Yan sighed.
"Alright, it's getting late, and I should go back to rest." After Zhao Liang finished speaking, he got up and walked towards the door.
Zhao Liang left, and Gao Yan was left alone in the room. Everything was so quiet. Outside the window, thunder came from time to time, and Gao Yan felt even more lonely and afraid. At this time, Gao Yan wished to have someone to accompany her, the figures of her husband, Liang Haixing, Zhao Liang, and the scene where Zhao Liang had just told the story flashed in front of Gao Yan's eyes from time to time. Gao Yan's mind was very messy. I don't know why, I actually remembered my husband at this time, and I really wanted to talk to my husband on the phone and talk about it, even if I listened to my husband's voice, and didn't say anything. Gao Yan's desire was very strong, so she hurriedly dialed the phone at home, perhaps because she was in a hurry, but although the phone was dialed, she dialed the wrong number, and Gao Yan had to apologize. Gao Yan dialed the phone again, and the phone was dialed, but no one answered. Gao Yan felt very disappointed. I wanted to dial my husband's mobile phone again, but I seemed to feel that something was wrong, so I closed the phone in disappointment. I stared at my phone and thought a lot.