Zhao Liang really couldn't guess Gao Yan's thoughts at this time, but he really wanted to understand, so he glanced at Gao Yan and said, "Otherwise, let's go to the restaurant and chat while eating." Gao Yan smiled slightly and said, "No need, I'm not hungry now." Also, I have arrangements for the evening. ”

"I specially invited you to Mashan, but you have other arrangements for the night?!" Listening to Gao Yan's words, Zhao Liang was stunned at first, as if he was blocked by something, but he didn't know how to answer, thinking that he had heard it wrong, so he said indifferently: "Do you still have arrangements for the evening?" ”

At this time, Zhao Liang felt extremely disappointed, originally said that Gao Yan would stay in Mashan for one night, and the two had a good chat, but at this time, Gao Yan suddenly changed his hexagram, and Zhao Liang was a little unexpected. Zhao Liang felt that the air had frozen, so he wanted to ease up, glanced at Gao Yan, his eyes were full of gratitude, and said softly: "Thank you for coming to see me from the provincial capital." ”

Gao Yan understood Zhao Liang's mood at this time, and was worried that Zhao Liang would think too much, so he thought about it for a while, looked at Zhao Liang and said: "On the way here, I received a call from the department leader who wanted to talk to me. ”

Gao Yan knew Zhao Liang very well, he definitely wouldn't believe what he said lightly, especially in the current state of mind, Zhao Liang would definitely think too much, and even act excessively. Thinking of this, Gao Yan had an idea, remembering the leader of the hall, he was about to take office, the leader of the hall talked to him, in line with the cadre work procedures, and it was reasonable, over time, Zhao Liang might call the leaders of the hall, especially Liu Dake, to verify, but the current Zhao Liang categorically would not do this, he knew his situation very well, he was like the rat crossing the street, even if he wanted to talk to the hall leader, but the hall leader was worried that it would cause right and wrong, lest he be unable to dodge. In a hurry, Gao Yan made up a set of lies to deceive Zhao Liang. And Gao Yan's real idea was to leave Zhao Liang as soon as possible.

Sure enough, Zhao Liang felt that Gao Yan's words seemed reasonable, nodded lightly, and said softly: "In this sensitive period, it's better to be cautious." Zhao Liang's eyes were a little helpless, and his voice was a little sad. As soon as Zhao Liang's words fell, Gao Yan couldn't help but echo: "Thank you for your understanding." ”

Perhaps Zhao Liang knew that his time with Gao Yan was running out, so he said, "Have you heard about me?" ”

"What's the matter?" Gao Yan pretended to be puzzled. Zhao Liang smiled slightly, a little bitter. Gao Yan seemed to see Zhao Liang's thoughts, so he joked: "You have done so many things. Besides, I'm not by your side, how do I know about you? ”

"Haha. I know what's going on in your mind, you're looking out for my face. Actually, I have already figured it out, as a man, dare to do it. ”

Gao Yan seemed to hear something from Zhao Liang's words, so she pretended to be surprised and said, "What's wrong?" ”

Zhao Liang glanced at Gao Yan suspiciously, and said, "You really haven't heard?" Gao Yan couldn't answer, so she shook her head gently. Gao Yan remembered a sentence said by the ancients: people are doing, and the sky is watching; If virtue is not matched, there will be disaster. At this time, Gao Yan really wanted to slap Zhao Liang in the mouth: To this day, he is still lost and unrepentant! I really want to slap myself again: why are I so confused! not only sacrificed his body, but also his soul, and once regarded the scumbag in front of him as his lifelong entrustment. However, I thought: After all, when I was in the most difficult time, it was Zhao Liang who really helped him and prolonged his life. And at the trough of Zhao Liang's life, how could he fall into the well?

Zhao Liang saw that Gao Yan was silent, and seemed to see Gao Yan's thoughts: Gao Yan didn't want to hurt herself, and she was leaving her last bit of face as a man. Zhao Liang let out a long sigh.

Gao Yan didn't know what Zhao Liang was thinking at this time, so she couldn't help but say, "What's wrong?" Zhao Liang said: "I'm thinking about the past." If someone had given me a kind reminder at that time, even if it was harsh, it wouldn't have ended up like this. ”

Gao Yan smiled slightly, thinking: At that time, can you listen to it? When you approach Qian Yiran at all costs, flirt with the song hall lady, remind you many times, and even scold you for being a hooligan. Did you listen? Has it changed? There is something hateful about the wretched.

"Life is like music, ups and downs, it's normal, where you fall, you get up. Stand up straight, still a dignified man. I'm afraid that I will fall down, and I will never have the courage to get up again. That would be even more despicable. Gao Yan persuaded, looking at Zhao Liang all the time, and his words were very cautious.

"This heel fell too hard, maybe it will become a disability, and I will never be able to stand up." Zhao Liang sighed, as if he was talking to himself. Gao Yan knew very well that at this time, Zhao Liang was deeply remorseful for everything he had done in the past, so he didn't want to stimulate him anymore, and kept looking at Zhao Liang. Zhao Liang sighed deeply, looked up at the roof, and said, "The road is my own, I won't resent anyone." But through this incident, I also saw some people clearly. ”

Gao Yan seemed to have finally moved her compassion, and said softly, "Can I help you do something?" Or what do you want me to do for you. Gao Yan was afraid that Zhao Liang would be hurt by the misunderstanding, so he said again: "Just like you helped me at the beginning." Zhao Liang shook his head and said, "No need, you can come and see me, I am already very grateful, and I dare not have too many extravagant expectations." If one day, I suddenly disappear, you don't have to think about it. If you have the opportunity, you can persuade my ignorant daughter-in-law, I betrayed her, I am sorry for her, everything I do is for her, I hope she can think of it. ”

Gao Yan seemed to hear something from Zhao Liang's words, and couldn't help but say, "You can't think about it, right?" Gao Yan looked at Zhao Liang in amazement, a little uneasy.

Zhao Liang saw that Gao Yan had misunderstood him, and said with a smile: "Haha." I'm not that stupid. Gao Yan was even more confused and said, "Then ...... you?" Zhao Liang asked rhetorically: "In the current situation, do you think I am still suitable to be a civil servant, and can I still sit in the position of the main post of the Mashan Bureau?" Without waiting for Gao Yan to answer, Zhao Liang continued: "Although she is not a beautiful woman, let alone a virtuous lady, she is very infatuated with me. Even I sometimes wonder if she can survive without me. I failed her, although she hated me, she would forgive me after all, but I had no face to see her again, so I was ready to choose to leave the house. This is also a last resort. People are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help themselves, and at present, this is also a helpless way, and maybe for some people, they can't ask for it. Zhao Liang glanced at Gao Yan, his eyes full of helplessness. Gao Yan understood Zhao Liang's mood at this time, and said, "Yes, you should change your way of living." Maybe it's better for you. ”

Zhao Liang smiled slightly and said, "With my current situation, do you think there will be any other choice than disappearing?" ”

"Where do you want to go? Now that communication is so developed, even if you go to the edge of the world, you will be found. Gao Yan looked at Zhao Liang thoughtfully.

Suddenly, Gao Yan seemed to remember something, looked at Zhao Liang and blinked, and said softly, "You won't go to the prairie, will you?" Faced with Gao Yan's sudden question, Zhao Liang didn't know how to answer for a while, and smiled silently.

Zhao Liang's expression was like a long needle piercing deep into Gao Yan's wounded heart, it hurt. Gao Yanqiang endured the pain in his heart and said, "I want to ask you something, it has been in my heart for many days. Zhao Lianggao said without thinking: "As long as I know, I will tell you the truth." Gao Yan still stared at Zhao Liang's eyes and said, "Did you deliberately have a relationship with Qian Yiran, and then managed to get Qian Yiran's pregnancy test report and disclose this information to Lu Jun?" ”

Looking at Gao Yan's expectant gaze, Zhao Liang didn't answer, as if he was listening to a legendary story, and smiled slightly. Gao Yan had an indescribable feeling of being extremely indignant at Zhao Liang's hideous and even a smug smile, and suddenly an unspeakable nameless fire rose in his heart, and he stepped forward and slapped Zhao Liang hard, maybe Gao Yan used too much force, and there was a crisp sound, and then left five fingerprints of flowers on Zhao Liang's face. Gao Yan said angrily; "This palm is a merciless reward for you, as a man, you can choose to love or not, but you must not love indiscriminately." Gao Yan said and waved his hand and slapped his face fiercely, saying: "This slap is unjust, return the love I owed you in the past, and from then on we will be separated from each other and do not know each other." ”

After being slapped by Gao Yan, Zhao Liang just felt some hot pain on his face, but he didn't react excessively, stroked it lightly with his hand, and said with a smile: "Originally, it was a happy event to celebrate your ascension, but I didn't expect it to be such a result, is this what people often say is unexpected." Zhao Liang smiled bitterly. Zhao Liang said and stood up lightly, and said, "Okay, it's over." It's time for me to leave, too. Zhao Liang said and walked out of Gao Yan's room.

Perhaps Zhao Liang's actions were somewhat unexpected by Gao Yan. Gao Yan looked at Zhao Liang with a dull gaze, and the moment Zhao Liang walked out of the room, Gao Yan's psychology finally collapsed, and he could no longer suppress the excitement in his heart, got up and came to the bed, climbed onto the bed and cried bitterly.

For Gao Yan, Mashan is an unforgettable place in her life, with too many stories.

Crawling on the bed, everything that happened in the past often comes to mind in front of me. I don't know how long it took, Gao Yan got up from the bed and came to the window, she wanted to take advantage of the dawn to go back to the provincial capital. Gao Yan clearly found that in the parking lot, Zhao Liang had been standing in front of his parking space and watching, not knowing what he was thinking at this time.

Zhao Liang was looking at Gao Yan's car, Gao Yan's eyes were looking at Zhao Liang, I don't know how long it took, the sky was getting dark, and the street lamp was like just opening his sleepy eyes, Zhao Liang shook his head helplessly, glanced up at Gao Yan's room, and left the parking lot with his head down.

Before, Gao Yan had always had a dream in her heart: let Zhao Liang accompany her to the place where she had worked, to go around and take a look at the place where there were too many stories. Now it may seem like just a dream. Life is like this, the art of regret. Maybe there will be few chances for Ma Shan in the future, and even this is the last time to say goodbye to Ma Shan. It was getting late, Gao Yan wanted to live in Mashan, and more importantly, subconsciously, Gao Yan felt that Liang Haixing might return to Mashan, although she couldn't and didn't want to see Liang Haixing, but she felt that Liang Haixing was waiting for her by her side, and she was very happy.