On the issue of finding out Zhao Liang's suspected violation of discipline, the party group of the department used its brains and made a great determination: It planned to send Zhao Liang to study at the party school. However, when the party leading group of the department studied Huang Zhenggang's proposal, it encountered resistance, and some members of the party group held different opinions, holding that the party school is a place for training cadres, and that cadres like Zhao Liang are not suitable for further study in the party school, and should be directly dismissed from their posts and transferred back to work in the provincial department, and further handling will be made after the problem is clarified. And Huang Zhenggang doesn't think so. Huang Zhenggang's opinion is that although Zhao Liang made a mistake, and it may be of a very serious nature, he feels that the main reason for Zhao Liang's mistake is that he has relaxed his self-study and transformation over the past few years and sent Zhao Liang to study at the party school. On the other hand, it can also enable Zhao Liang to realize the good intentions of the party group of the department, make full use of this rare opportunity, calm down to carry out systematic political theory study, and deeply reflect on his own mistakes, which may be beneficial to future development.

At the meeting, Huang Zhenggang specifically emphasized that people will inevitably make mistakes, and it is not easy to train cadres, especially leading cadres, as a ZZ, allowing cadres to make mistakes, and allowing cadres to correct their mistakes and save cadres to the greatest extent. At Huang Zhenggang's strong insistence, the party group of the hall passed Huang Zhenggang's proposal. At the same time, the party group of the department decided that the work of the Mashan Bureau would be presided over by Liang Haixing for the time being. In view of the failure of the Mashan Bureau to adjust the cadres last time, for the sake of prudence, the party group of the department and the Mashan Municipal Party Committee discussed and temporarily supplemented the members of the Mashan Bureau but did not promote them, and then selected them in accordance with the ZZ procedure when the time was ripe.

When the relevant departments of the department announced the decision of the party group of the department to Zhao Liang, the smart Zhao Liang suddenly realized something and thought: It seems that ZZ has made up his mind to deal with himself. The only remaining glimmer of hope in Zhao's conscience was shattered. According to the ZZ decision, Zhao Liang and Liang Haixing returned to the provincial capital after a simple handover.

It seemed that overnight, everyone who knew Zhao Liang was looking at Zhao Liang with a strange gaze, and Zhao Liang's heart was extremely depressed, so he called his former friends to talk. What Zhao Liang didn't expect was that Zhao Liang at this time was like a plague god, and the invited people rejected Zhao Liang's kindness under various excuses. Zhao Liang deeply experienced the coldness of the world.

At this moment, Zhao Liang, who was extremely lonely, thought of Gao Yan, how much he wanted to be able to talk to Gao Yan like in the past, and let him listen to what he had to say. However, as soon as I picked up my phone and remembered the scene that happened in Mashan, I couldn't help but sigh and put down my phone again. It is said that there is less hatred when books are used, but I didn't expect that there are fewer true friends than books. At such a point, there is no bosom friend.

At this time, home has no substantive meaning for Zhao Liang. Although his wife learned about Zhao Liang's situation, she still loved Zhao Liang deeply. But Zhao Liang did not change his perception of his wife at all, and every word his wife said made him feel bored. Zhao Liang has also tried to convince himself more than once that he is better for his wife, who has tried his best to catch up with him, after all, he once loved each other deeply, and the other party still loved him deeply when he was in the most embarrassing time of his life, but helplessly, his wife was still extremely annoying in his eyes. Zhao Liang thought: Is this the so-called relationship breakdown? Zhao Liang thought again: How could his relationship with Gao Yan not be like this? I don't know why, at this moment, Zhao Liang actually remembered Qian Yiran, and everything in the past couldn't help but appear in front of him.

In Zhao Liang's eyes, Qian Yiran is not only beautiful and elegant, but also well-informed, empathetic, romantic and funny, Zhao Liang has been moved by Qian Yiqian, and naturally has paid a lot.

In the days of acquaintance with Qian Yiran, Zhao Liang was like a different person, his heart was refreshed, he was very particular about dressing, and even when he spoke, he was much more civilized, and there seemed to be only Qian Yiran in his heart, and everything was done in order to win Qian Yiran's favor, but he even reached the point of ignoring a man's self-esteem. Zhao Liang thought more than once: The country is easy to change, the temperament is difficult to change, for the sake of money, how did he lose himself? It turns out that for a loved one can change everything. In the same way, a woman can shape a man. Zhao Liang was immersed in beautiful ideals all day long, fantasizing about the happiness and pleasure of being with Qian Yiran.

The cruel reality ruthlessly shattered Zhao Liang's dream. One night, after a cloud and rain, maybe Qian Yiran was a little tired and quickly fell asleep, but Zhao Liang was a little excited, full of appreciation, looking at Qian Yiran who was sleeping. Suddenly, Qian Yiran, who was asleep, actually called out Lu Jun's name. The piercing voice made Zhao Liang seem to see the happy scene of Qian Yiran and Lu Jun together, a basin of cold water was poured on Zhao Liang's feverish head, and he seemed to have a thorough understanding of Qian Yiran, Qian Yiran only sacrificed his body for profit, and what he missed in the depths of his soul was only Lu Jun, even if he worked hard, he would never get Qian Yiran's sincerity, but was endlessly used by Qian Yiran to grab benefits. As a result, a kind of foolishness that had never been seen before accompanied by resentment poured into Zhao Liang's brain and heart like a bloody collapse, making it difficult for Zhao Liang to help himself, and he was eager to immediately take the most cruel means to put the money to death. Of course, Zhao Liang knew better about the consequences of this, so he kept comforting himself that he must be calm.

In reality, feelings have been simply commercialized, completely contaminated by interests, and the pursuit of maximizing profits has made people crazy. Since the investment fails, it is like a gambler who is trying to get it back, even by unscrupulous means. Zhao Liang is a man, but also a layman, and it is difficult to escape the laws of reality.

On the surface, Zhao Liang is very calm and behaves better than usual, but in his heart he is planning extremely despicable revenge. Since the investment in Qian Yiran failed, he wanted to recover his emotional investment to the greatest extent. As a man, Zhao Liang knows a man's understanding of feelings, and he wants to see Lu Jun's excitement after learning about Qian Yiran's betrayal of feelings, and the consequences arising from it. also allowed Gao Yan to have a complete understanding of the relationship between Lu Jun and Qian Yiran, completely lose her illusions, and devote herself wholeheartedly to her arms.

Although he lost his money, he was able to hold Gao Yan, a beauty, and he got his wish. Zhao Liang found that Gao Yan seemed to be taking action at this time, women were more sensitive to feelings, and Gao Yan was helping herself deepen her relationship with Qian Yiran. And this is exactly what they need the most, not only will they fulfill Gao Yan, but in case of any unforeseen consequences, they will not suspect themselves, it is their business failure, just like themselves.

Elaborate design, Zhao Liang's goal was achieved, Gao Yan was obtained, but Gao Yan was lost.

Zhao Liang thought more than once: Why is this? What is a relationship? Why lose what you gain? Is it really a paper boat that is difficult to withstand the wind and waves? Zhao Liang seems to understand that he can't lose it anymore, pie in the sky and a trap on the ground, since the hidden feelings behind it is the exchange of interests, and a point of investment is exchanged for a point of emotional return. However, at the moment, he doesn't have too much capital in his hands, so he can only manage the cheap feelings of the woman in the grassland. And it seems that the woman is willing to do business with herself.

Life is about self-comparison, growing up in comparison, and growing old in continuous comparison. When Zhao Liang's love balance was tilted towards the grassland woman, he thought of his wife who got along day and night in the past, how much damage his departure would bring to the family, and the wife with a lower salary would be able to spend her life in loneliness, not to mention, as well as her eldest daughter, her father, who left them and ran away with a strange woman, what kind of trauma would be left in the daughter's heart. Also, it won't take long for the daughter to start thinking about finding her in-laws to get married and have children, as such a disgraceful father, what kind of impact will it have on her daughter's marriage. Lose yourself in comparison, and become selfish in calculation. Zhao Liang really couldn't think of a suitable answer.

The unhappiness at work, as well as emotional entanglements, it seems that overnight, Zhao Liangcang has aged a lot, has a lot of gray hair, and his face is even more haggard. In desperation, Zhao Liang went to the temple and handed over his fate to the empty bamboo stick. The monk first inquired about Zhao Liang, looked at Zhao Liang incessantly, and then kept shaking the stick, allowing Zhao Liang to draw a bamboo stick full of dirt from it.

Perhaps a little nervous, or uneasy, Zhao Liang accidentally dropped the bamboo stick on the ground, and the monk was shocked. Zhao Liang was even more uneasy, picked it up and handed it to the monk, who looked at it and couldn't help but shake his head. Zhao Liang's heart was not only tight, but he listened to the monk say what he didn't understand.

Zhao Liang asked the monk to explain to himself, but he was saying in his heart: Speak human words. The monk seemed to see Zhao Liang's thoughts, glanced at Zhao Liang and said, "Where does it mean?" In an instant, the prairie woman's pitying and expectant gaze appeared in front of Zhao Liang again. Zhao Liang finally made up his mind: he wanted to go to the grassland and spend the rest of his life with the grassland woman openly.

Sure enough, as Zhao Liang imagined in advance, divorce, as the biggest loss of feelings, is a grand project that consumes mind. Zhao Liang's move was desperately opposed by his wife. In the eyes of Zhao Liang's wife, marriage is the whole of her life, and her attitude is very resolute, as long as Zhao Liang is by her side, she doesn't care about the past, and then it is a routine commonly used by women.

Seeing that Zhao Liang had made up his mind and wanted to divorce him, Zhao Liang's wife came to Zhao Liang's parents, relatives and friends and Zhao Liang's former friends in tears. Although the parents had heard of the relationship between Zhao Liang and his wife, as a rural person, they seemed to have their own understanding of divorce, no matter what the reason, it was an extremely disgraceful thing, so they tried hard to persuade each other, but it still seemed to be to no avail. On the contrary, it increased the confrontation between Zhao Liang and his wife, and his wife added Zhao Liang's resentment to her in-laws. Zhao Liang's parents were really helpless and forced to cut off their relationship with Zhao Liang. In desperation, Zhao Liang's wife remembered Gao Yan and dialed Gao Yan's phone. Gao Yan knew Zhao Liang, although she agreed to her wife's request, but when she put down the phone, she forgot about it, and she had already forgotten Zhao Liang in her heart, and she didn't want to think about it, let alone participate in their family, especially the emotional rights and wrongs.