Looking at his wife on the sickbed, thinking about his wife's heart-to-heart, as a woman, his wife has made too many sacrifices for herself, Liang Haixing is very sad and even more sad, and she also has too many things to say to her wife. Seeing that Liang Haixing wanted to speak, Liang Haixing's wife hurriedly waved her hand and motioned for him to continue to finish speaking. Liang Haixing was helpless, so he had to endure the grief in his heart, and listened to his wife's heartfelt words: "After I leave, don't take into account my feelings, your current job, and your identity, you need someone to take care of you, you should look for it, but you must tell the other party that you still have a son." For you, my only request is to take good care of our son, and the other party must be good to our son, after all, boys are not as careful as girls, they will come to trouble, and they may even do things that hurt each other, no matter what kind of behavior the child makes, you must treat your son well, because you are his father, the only relative in this world. ”

The wife finally finished what she said in her heart, but she had a big wish, she seemed to have no worries, and her heart was much brighter, so she let out a long breath. And guilt and guilt poured into Liang Haixing's heart together, Liang Haixing couldn't bear it for a while, his face was full of tears, and he thought a lot in his heart, but he didn't know where to start, so he pretended to be angry and said: "Don't talk nonsense, it's okay." Not to mention that the doctor has not yet made a final diagnosis, even if he really has the disease, now that medicine is so advanced, it will be cured. And there are now many cases that prove it. His wife understood Liang Haixing's mood very well at this time, maybe she said all the words that had been suppressed in her heart for many days, and she felt much more comfortable, reached out to wipe the tears on Liang Haixing's face, smiled slightly, and said, "I'm tired and want to sleep for a while." Liang Haixing hurriedly nodded and agreed, and covered the quilt for his wife.

Looking at his wife, who seems to be asleep peacefully, everything in the past can't help but come to mind. During the conversation, the wife never said anything about Yan, what a reasonable woman. His wife's tolerance and forbearance made Liang Haixing feel very relieved and full of self-blame.

A man is dying, and his words are good. His wife's words deeply pierced Liang Haixing's heart, felt the importance of home, and realized the horror of losing his wife, so he thought: Men will inevitably make mistakes, but don't hurt their wives, that is the support of life. Once a husband is lost, the wife will have nothing, not even life.

His wife slept, Liang Haixing had nothing to do, and remembering the loneliness of the long night, he took out his laptop, opened it, and read it casually on the Internet, wanting to accompany him.

Liang Haixing had just turned on the computer and wanted to browse the web, when a voice came from behind him: "Mom-"

Hearing the familiar voice, Liang Haixing looked back, and at some point, his wife and sister appeared in front of him with their son.

As soon as the son saw his haggard mother, he hurriedly ran to the bedside of Liang Haixing's wife. Mother and son were connected, hearing her son's familiar voice, Liang Haixing's wife woke up from her dream, looked at her son standing in front of her in surprise, and tried to sit up.

Seeing this, Liang Haixing's wife and sister hurriedly stepped forward to signal Liang Haixing's wife to continue lying down, and said to Liang Haixing's wife: "As soon as your son enters the house after school, he looks for you everywhere." I told him that your mother had a fever and was on an intravenous drip in the hospital. Your son is not at ease and has to come to the hospital to see you. After saying anything, I finally finished my meal. As soon as the rice bowl was put down, I clamored to come to see you again, and I was worried that he would not be at ease when he came out alone, so I followed. Bring you and the starfish some food too. After Liang Haixing's wife and sister finished speaking, they said to Liang Haixing's son: "What, my aunt didn't lie to you, your mother is really fine, right?" Liang Haixing's wife and sister said, and put the lunch box on the bedside table in the ward.

Seeing his sister and son, the closest person in the world came to his hospital bed, Liang Haixing's wife dragged the sick body and tried to sit up. Looking at the mother in front of him, Liang Haixing's son couldn't help but burst into tears, and said in his mouth: "Mom, what's wrong with you?" Looking at the son in front of her, like a long-lost relative, especially hearing the exhaled breath of her son, as well as the familiar smell on her body, Liang Haixing's wife's heart seemed to be pulled by someone, it hurt so much, tears couldn't help but fill the corners of her eyes, trying her best to control the already fragile emotions, and forced a smile: "Son, mom is fine." Don't worry about Mom, Mom will be home in two days. Put all your mind into studying, and get good grades in the exam, my mother is happier than anything else. The sensible son nodded deeply and said to his mother: "Today's results of the 'second touch' have been issued, and my ranking in the grade department has advanced again." The teacher said that if this development continues, it is very likely to apply for the bonus for international students from foreign universities. Liang Haixing's wife looked at her son and nodded with satisfaction, and said approvingly: "My son is awesome." I just discussed it with your dad, and we both support you studying abroad. Your father also said that as long as a son like you is on the right path, even if you smash the pot and sell iron, he will support you. ”

The son didn't seem to approve of his mother's words, and looked at Liang Haixing with puzzled eyes. Liang Haixing nodded deeply. However, Liang Haixing misunderstood his son, and his son thought about it and said, "Dad, I want to ask you something?" Liang Haixing didn't know what his son was thinking at this time, and looked at his son with puzzled eyes. Without waiting for Liang Haixing to answer, his son said, "Dad, as the director, what have you brought to the family?" ”

Yes, as the director of the bureau, he may be very honorable in the eyes of others, but what has he brought to his family, his wife and son? The son can't take care of his studies, and his wife is sick and not around. The son's words touched Liang Haixing's sadness, which was something that Liang Haixing often experienced but never dared to face, so he didn't know how to answer it, and he couldn't answer it. Liang Haixing knows that he owes too much to his family, especially this time his wife's illness, which makes him feel deep self-blame, especially once his wife is really diagnosed with leukemia, he will be unable to forgive himself for the rest of his life. Even when the son grows up, he does not necessarily forgive himself. Liang Haixing often thinks, what is a person living for, what is happiness, a person's life is destined to go through the ditches and bumps, maybe this is the law of life, it is difficult for anyone to change, but everyone's attitude towards life can be decided by themselves, why can't they be like Zhao Liang and Gao Yan to pick up and let go, live a chic life, and what is his heart pursuing? Faced with his son's questioning, Liang Haixing really couldn't answer, so he looked at his son and wife silently with guilty eyes.

Liang Haixing's wife saw her son looking at Liang Haixing with angry eyes like sympathizing with the enemy, she was in the period of youth rebellion, and she was worried that her son would say unbelievable things and do things that were out of line, so she glanced left and right, and whispered to her son: "It's not easy for Dad to come back, isn't it good to go home if you have something to say?" ”

Liang Haixing's wife and sister knew very well what was going to happen next, Liang Haixing's housework, as an outsider, she was not good at participating, so she handed the lunch box to Liang Haixing's wife, asked Liang Haixing's wife to eat it while it was hot, and then left the ward under the pretext.

The son ignored his mother's persuasion, glanced at Liang Haixing's wife with confidence, and said, "Mom, in the past, didn't my father always think that I didn't communicate with him?" I'm going to talk to him today. When you go home, you may not have a chance. ”

Liang Haixing's wife knew the two indispensable men in her life very well, and she didn't know if she could do it, so she looked at Liang Haixing. Liang Haixing knew that his son had complaints about him, but he wanted his son to say what was in his heart, after all, he was his own son, and he needed to communicate with him, so he nodded, and then said to his son: "Tell your father what you have in your heart." The son was full of blankness and said, "Actually, it's not as complicated as you think, Dad, I just want to ask you a few questions." As soon as his son's voice landed, Liang Haixing said, "It's okay, you ask." The son said, "Dad, do you remember how often you come home, not all the big and small things at home are handled by your mother." After all, my mother is a woman, and she can't handle it by herself, so she finds someone to help deal with it. In winter, the heating is not hot, do you know how many calls my mother makes in one night to beg for many people? The light bulb at home was broken, and my mother fell off the chair in order to change the light bulb, limping to cook for me. Over the years, I don't know how much money you have earned for the family, I just know that my mother usually rarely eats vegetables, so I finished eating the rest of the vegetable soup, my mother made up a meal, I sometimes say to my mother, this is not good for your health, my mother always says, she needs to lose weight, eat too much and get fat, do you think my mother is fat? Every time my mom cooks too much, I know it's you coming home. I sometimes say to my mom, why you only improve your life when your dad comes home. Mom said, it's not easy for your dad to work outside alone, shouldn't he come home and eat delicious food? Dad, I ask you, when did you think about my mother's feelings? Dad, do you know? Before the winter vacation this year, my mother heard that you asked us to go to Mashan, do you know how my mother felt at that time? My mother found out all the new clothes in the house, looked at the mirror herself, and asked me if I looked good? I said to my mother, it's not you going to get married, as for it? Mom said, what are you talking about, don't you shame your father if you dress sloppily and sloppily? You know, or how many years have you seen my mom not add a new dress? You are in a bad mood at the unit, and as soon as you return home, you lose your temper at your mother, your mother doesn't dare to say anything, so you have to swallow your anger, my mother often says to me, it's not easy for my father to be alone outside, I'm in a bad mood, and I don't get angry at us when I get home, after all, this is my father's home, which means that my father has us in his heart. Dad, have you ever thought about it, you are in a bad mood as an official, and you are angry at us, we are not your subordinates, do we owe you? You are an official, what kind of light has you in the house, even the affairs of my grandfather's hometown have to call our house and let my mother help deal with it, but you can't even go back to spend the New Year with your grandparents during the Spring Festival. The son seemed to be more and more excited the more he spoke, and looked at Liang Haixing, who had been silent, and said, "Dad, I hate you." ”

Liang Haixing was silent, listening quietly, his son's words were like a sword piercing his heart, making Liang Haixing fall into the memories of the past again, and tears couldn't help dripping.