"Ruri, this is my birthday present to you... Actually, I don't know how to give these things, and most of the gifts that Ah Ling bought for her since she was a child were also things that she got after asking her opinion... This bracelet is a gift I gave you after the first thought. ”

"Ruri, don't be sad... Actually, you've done a great job, haven't you? In fact, I don't have much confidence in myself in my heart, I don't know if those words can give you some strength, but I still want to say a word to you, come on. ”

"Ruri, come on, try to do what you want to do, I will support you in the back."

"Ruri, you are really beautiful, and your personality is also very gentle, which makes people feel very friendly."

"Ruri, this is the supper I made for you."

"Liuli, this is a hairpin for you."

"Ruri, thank you for the gloves."

"Glass, glass, glass......."

The sound of the engine roared slightly in the rain, and the turning wheels crushed against the water-stained concrete road.

The bus turned and drove past the intersection, and the beam of light from the opposite lane passed through the raindrop-covered window behind Tianhai Jiu Liuli, illuminating the serious face of Kamihara Le in front of him clearly.

Her sky-blue eyes flickered.

In the depths of his eyes, he couldn't help but reflect his current appearance.

"Lejun...... What are you talking about? ”

Tianhai Jiu Liuli looked at him blankly.

"I'm sorry, Ruri, I'm also dating July now." Kamihara retold it.

.......

July... July... July......

July...... Who is it?

Like, some of them don't quite remember.

It seems that that's, that's me, that's the twin sister who has been with me since childhood......

His twin sister is already working with Lejun... Got involved?

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't dare to believe that she was blinded by the sound of the rain, she only knew that her shoulders were trembling nervously, and her hands were subconsciously clutching the milk tea cup that was still exuding residual warmth.

She burst out laughing:

"Lejun, Lejun, it must be a joke."

Be.. Yes, it must have been.

Lejun, he's just joking with himself......

Definitely, it must be so.

But the god in his sight, as if he had really done something sorry for himself, bent his head towards himself, raised his gaze after a while, and continued to face himself seriously:

"I'm sorry, Ruri, the facts... That's it. ”

I'm sorry......?

Sorry, what do you mean?

It's apologizing to me, and... Admit to me that you just made a joke that went too far...?

Like, yes.

"I'm really dating July now, it's something she agreed to, and it's something I agreed."

Milk tea, fell, Tianhai Jiu Liuli covered her mouth with both hands, and the outlines of her eyes were trembling.

Lejun, what are you talking about?

Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly noticed that his lips were tightening and twitching, and he involuntarily let out a slight whimper, and involuntarily leaned back towards the inside of the seat. Until his back hit the cold wall, the back of his neck was invaded by the cold air of the rainy day outside the window......

Yourself, why retreat?

Why cry?

Le Jun is obviously joking with me.....

I don't understand, I don't understand at all......

"Lejun, Lejun don't make it, is this kind of joke good......?"

The girl's voice was gray, and the voice that was completely overshadowed by the bus seemed to hint at the irrepressible emotions in her heart.

Of course, Kamihara can understand her mood at the moment, and she can't believe it.

Kamihara Le understood that as long as he said to her, [That's right, I'm joking], then Ruri would definitely try to stop her tears, nodding to herself with tears, and choked up [Lejun is too much, how can you make such a joke on me...], with this half-joking mentality, he crossed the topic with a smile.

And the heart is convinced of it.

Because of the glass... Deep down in her heart, she is such a person.

A person who likes to deceive himself, disguise himself, and make himself think he is cared for.

Shen Yuan Le sighed deeply in his heart, took out his mobile phone, and turned out a sentence sent to him by Tianhai Qi Mingyue.

[I'm sorry, sister.] ]

He put this sentence in front of Tianhai Jiu Liuli. The screen illuminated her stunned face.

And above this sentence, there is also the last chat record between Kamihara Le and Tianhai Qimingyue, [...... If you're sure what to say, show it to your sister, and you'll understand. ]

Kamihara Le stretched out his hand to maintain the mobile phone, and at this time it was no longer easy to look at Tianhai Jiu Liuli's face.

But he could clearly see her legs shrinking back, her body shrinking back, her whole being shrinking backwards.

Nine glasses, in fear.

......

......

After a long time, even the passengers got off the station in two batches.

"You lied to me......"

Her choked voice rang out in front of her, and Kamihara looked up, even seeing that she might hear her voice trembling.

She's scared, she's not willing to believe, she's in... Accept the reality ......

"You lied to me......"

“......”

"You lied to me......"

"......" Kamihara was silent, because in this matter, whether or not there was no official response, it was a deception. Concealment of sexual deception.

"You... Lie to me......"

The girl's repetitive voice choked to the end, and trembling tears moistened her eyes and slid down her fair cheeks. She stared at Kamihara's cheeks with her red eyes, clenched the pleated skirt on her thighs with both hands, and bit her lip hard, she was staring at herself, her expression seemed to squeeze out the pain in her heart at once, painful.

It's not like it's okay, it's going to be behind it all the time... Support me?

Tianhai Jiu Liuli faced Kamihara Le. She wanted to shout her inner voice out to him, she wanted to shout out the most important voice at the moment.

But no matter how much she tried, no matter how much she wanted to try to speak, the bitterness in her heart made the muscles of her mouth tense as if they were strained.

The chest was out of breath, tears were falling from the eye sockets uncontrollably, the throat was sobbing, the hands kept raising to wipe the tears from the corners of the eyes, the eyes kept looking at the street outside the bus at a loss, and when the hands were down, I wanted to hold something, but I was always empty, in the panic, only the sight was hazy by tears, and the eyes were full of dazzling spots of light by the falling rain mold lake outside the car window.

She became agitated. Overwhelmed.

"Ruri, I know you don't want to hear me right now. But that's the way it is, I can only give you half of the care, I respect your thoughts, you want to break up now, this is also the choice you should have. ”

Tianhai Jiu Liuli couldn't hear what he said at all, her eyes only had the world of Mohu in her eyes, and her ears were only the chaotic sound of being hit by the sound of rain and engines. She closed her eyes, as if she wanted to lock all her sorrows in her heart......

But that voice, that sentence, still lingered in my mind.

[I'm sorry, sister.] ]

[I'm sorry, sister.] ]

[I'm sorry, sister.] ]

[I'm sorry, sister.] ]

...

Only this sentence kept echoing in my head.

He's lying to me, is his tenderness to me all fake? Is this revenge for me for deceiving him? Has he never forgiven me?

I don't know, I don't understand, I don't understand...

Why is it July, didn't she give up?

Doesn't my brother like me?

Won't you always support me?

Didn't you say that you would always go with me?

Isn't he, like me?

[I'm sorry, sister.] ]

This sentence was like a spell, mixed with all kinds of thoughts, and suddenly burst out from the bottom of Tianhai Jiu Liuli's heart.

Her body was restless, she suddenly stood up, her weak hands grasped the cold bus handrail, she hurriedly looked for a place to escape in her sight, left her bow bag, threw down her school bag, and left Kamihara Le, who was sitting next to her, she ignored the curious eyes of the passengers around her, covered her crying face and staggered to the car door. The moment the bus door opened, she slammed the door and rushed out in an instant on a pouring rainy day.

"Ruri!"

The people next to him were shouting, the car that had stopped sharply was honking, and the driver of the car poked his head out and complained loudly about his dissatisfaction.

But none of that matters.

*

The rain soaked his body, and the wet coat and white shirt were sticky to the skin, making it even more uncomfortable.

Cold...

It's cold...

The body was shivering with cold.

Why... Will it be so cold?

The perspective is fixed on the ground, and the rain splashes on the ground and converges into a stream. They carry dust and rubble, confetti and leaves, and flow in thin layers towards the stormwater inlet.

My eyes can only see this piece of things that I don't leave behind.

Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged his legs in the water pipes piled up in the park, in the dark, his eyes were full of godlessness and helplessness.

The hair was wet, as were the clothes and skirts.

She didn't know what she should do.

I don't know how I should spend my emotions right now.

I don't know how I can go on.

Mom, lied to yourself.

Sister, lied to yourself.

Brother... Deceived himself too.

Everyone seems to be very happy.

Everybody seems to be happy.

Usually at home, everyone seems to talk a lot.

My sister will quarrel with Suzu-chan, and my brother will stop them in time when they are about to make trouble and can't end it, and he... Myself......

What can I do?

I don't know how to interject......

I have to help my brother wash the dishes, wash the dishes, and do this... Insignificant, trifling.

I don't know, what should be done.

How should you talk about love?

How do you behave in being good to people?

What can he say to make him feel like him?

I don't know... I don't know that I don't know how to do too many things, and I don't dare to take the initiative to do many things.

Myself, I can only help my brother fold a stack of clothes, tidy up the leader, and do this... Insignificant trifles......

It's really a trifle...

Everyone, in fact, are you already tired of me?

Everyone, you actually hate me, right?

After all, everyone knows their true heart, and they are not so gentle on the outside, not so atmospheric on the outside, and not so dignified......

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July... July also holds a grudge against herself for robbing her favorite person...

It's all false.

It must be like this...

It must be like this...

It must be like this...

Superfluous...

By the way, I should be the kind of "superfluous" person.

If he didn't exist, July would definitely receive more attention, and July and his brother would definitely be happy.

The personalities of the two people are very compatible, they often quarrel together, often tease each other, and then get together amically.

And what about themselves, themselves... I couldn't say anything.

I don't know what to say.

said that I was worried about making my brother unhappy.

At all, she doesn't look like Sister July at all.

No wonder I can't compare to my sister......

Superfluous... Superfluous... Superfluous... Superfluous......

These two words have always been haunting in my mind, mother, father, aunt, July, Suzu, brother, they all kept saying these two words to themselves in an indifferent voice, even if Tianhai Jiu Liuli buried his head in his legs, buried it deepest, but it could not eliminate this indelible curse in the slightest.

She burst into tears again.

It's cold...

It's raining, it's really cold......

*

Ruri ran away.

Kamihara understands that this is the result of what he should do, because when he is faced with a reality that he does not want to accept, he also does the same thing - to escape everything.

So the moment she ran off the bus and ran into the rain, Kamihara Le also hurriedly took her bow bag and schoolbag and ran off the bus.

The streets of Minato City are dizzying at night, but after all, it rains suddenly, and there are few pedestrians on the streets, only brightly lit shops and cars driving along the lanes with their low beams on.

He watched as Tianhai Jiu Ruri ran straight to the opposite side of the street, ignoring the risk of being hit by a car, and disappeared from sight along the rain-soaked reflective street trees.

He strode after him, but was blocked by several cars honking their horns.

In front of it is a residential area, with a large number of residential areas with one-family houses.

Faced with various trails that he didn't know the left and right directions, Kamihara Le could only carry large bags of things, and continued to search for her traces while asking passers-by.

However, every time I asked, the passers-by only shook their heads tabooly after being asked, and they refused to answer Kamihara's questions as if they were very afraid of trouble.

This reminded him of a saying that most people in Tokyo are emotionally indifferent.

And in this materialistic city, money is what they are after.

For them, money and their own desires are the things they enjoy most in life.

- Kamihara is very worried that Ruri will be encountered by such a person.

[Where does Ruri go when she is usually sad?] ]

Helplessly, Kamihara Le, whose hair was wet during the run, had to take out his mobile phone and ask Qi Mingyue by typing on a screen full of water droplets.

Fortunately, Qi Mingyue seemed to be paying attention to her phone all the time, and she quickly replied:

[My sister likes to go to smaller, cramped places so that she feels a little safe.] ]

Small places, narrow places, this residential area is full of ah!

Didn't get any useful news, but couldn't stop running.

There was no way, Kamihara had to put away his mobile phone, hold the umbrella, and continue to run forward.

The phone rang again.

It's still the Seven Bright Moons.

[Sister ran out?] ]

[Hmm.] ]

[Did you go after it?] ]

[Definitely went.] ]

Tianhai Qi Mingyue did not reply to the news.

Kamihara didn't want to say anything more, and he moved on. After turning several alleys in a row, I didn't see any trace of Jiu Liuli, until Kamihara was stopped by an old woman standing on the balcony on the second floor to collect clothes, and then I realized that a girl wearing the same school uniform as him just now ran towards the park.

"Thank you, mother-in-law."

"Are you at odds? Let's go and coax it, the little girl is the most vulnerable now. ”

"I know."

After nodding his thank you to the old woman on the balcony, Kamihara ran towards the location of the small park he had just heard.

He had just run to the park.

Sure enough, under a tree, he saw half a small black round-toed leather shoe sticking out of a cement pipe.

He slowed down and approached the cement pipe.

When he arrived, he could already see half of the girl's feet, and he bent down, held the edge of the pipe, and looked inside.

Tianhai Nine Glass is here.

The wet girl hugged her legs that looked like bushes, her slender figure was stuck to the soaked water, and in addition to the Western-style jacket that was getting darker, and the white shirt that revealed the color of her skin. The red bow tie is messy.

She hugged her legs, buried her head, her messy flaxen hair had long lost its former beauty, and her figure was pitifully petite.

The girl was unaware of her arrival.

Fortunately, this pipe is large enough to accommodate two people at the same time, and Kamihara put away the umbrella, bent down to go in, and came to sit down beside her.

......

Kamihara looked at the girl sitting next to her with her legs crossed.

Her flaxen hair was dripping with water, and her otherwise shiny cement pipes were wet with rainwater.

Kamihara could see a large wet patch beneath her.

"I... I don't know what to do anymore. ”

A small voice came, and Kamihara was sure that he was holding his legs, and Tianhai Jiu Liuli, who was burying his head, was talking to himself.

"Yes."

"I... What should I do...? ”

Kamihara Raku put his hands on his erect knees, raised his eyes, and looked at the round pipe overhead, the raindrops fell in the sky that was cut off by the arc outline, and there was silence in the night, except for the sound of rain, the sound of the train whistling from behind him, and the joke of a warm family not far away.

Under the cold rain in the park, the night light of distant Tokyo is especially bright in the dark night.

Kamihara looked into the distance and said, "I don't know either. After all, it's your own choice. ”

......

......

“...... I don't want to see you. ”

"I understand. But now Ruri should go home. ”

"Home...? I don't have a home. ”

Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice became smaller and smaller, to the point where it was almost inaudible.

“...... Then you can't stay in this place at least. Don't get caught in the rain until you catch a cold and stay in the hospital. ”

If it were the usual Tianhai Jiu Liuli, she would definitely be happy, blushing and saying that she was very happy to be cared for... But now her heart was as cold as her rain-soaked clothes.

"Hospitalized... You won't come to see me when you're hospitalized......"

"What does Ruri think? Do you think that my previous actions to you and my thoughts about you are false? ”

“.......”

"If you really think so, I'll try to defend myself."

Tianhai Jiu Liuli clenched his hand a little.

Why, why are you saying this to me?

Why are you still coming to me?

Why explain in front of me?

Isn't it good to leave it alone?

I wish I hadn't heard what he said to me.

I was so happy just now...

Obviously, I felt warm, happy, and happy just now because he came to pick him up.

Obviously, she thought she had given up because Qi Mingyue had not moved recently.

Clearly... I wanted to confess to him a second, and I wanted to continue with him......

I want to get married, I want to live this life happily and quietly...

He works outside the home, and he is willing to cook at home and wait for him to come home.......

Running together, archery together, playing games together......

But why, why, why is this happening......

......

Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly reached out and pulled the perimeter of the cement pipe, poked out his feet, and stood in the rain again.

Raku Kamihara noticed her movements, picked up the umbrella, and then stood beside her.

The raindrops hit the umbrella surface, making a "pop" granular sound.

Tianhai Jiu Liuli's head was lowered, her hair was wet with rain, and Kamihara Le couldn't see her expression clearly, her appearance.

“... Go to the hotel. ”

"You don't want to go home today?"

Tianhai Jiu Liuli didn't speak, just walked forward on his own, his shoes slamming on the wet park lawn.

Kamihara continued to follow.

*

Jiu Liuli, who had not spoken, knew that she needed to calm down now.

So after finding the things that she had thrown in the grass before, Kamihara followed her wish and went to a nearby hotel. As soon as he arrived at the door of the hotel, Kamihara Le remembered that the clothes on the two of them were school uniforms, although there was no need for ID cards to open a hotel room in Japan, and there was no such thing as an ID card at all, but the front desk would not open a room for two high school students for no reason.

“... Love hotel. ”

Tianhai Jiuliuli behind her said in such a low voice, she shrunk her shoulders and hugged an arm.

Kamihara had no choice but to find a love hotel to enter.

The difference between a love hotel is that it takes care of the personal privacy of its guests and does not have a front desk on duty.

Find the hotel on the app, pay online or pay by the machine, and you can get a room card.

Looking at the various themes of various tricks on the love hotel, Kamihara Le chose the most ordinary room, and then brought Tianhai Jiuliuli in.

Although it is a junior suite, the lighting inside is still a little ambiguous, purple and blue, and a feather bed is particularly obvious.

On the crystal coffee table of the TV, there are various fruits covered with film, and a fruit knife is equipped next to it.

After Kamihara entered, he put down his wet bow bag and school bag, and took off his coat at the same time.

He saw Tianhai Jiu Liuli standing in place, his body trembling because of the cold.

"It seems that you can order food here, I'll order you a little dinner, and a hot drink to warm up, and you can take a shower now." Be careful not to stand here all the time, don't catch a cold. ”

“.......”

Tianhai Jiu Ruri still didn't respond, and after glancing at her cold face, which she hadn't wanted to face much, she turned around and prepared to walk out of the room.

The hand just went to the doorknob.

"Lejun ......"

"How-"

Kamihara heard her voice as thin as a mosquito, and turned back to face her. But after seeing the picture in front of him clearly, he involuntarily stopped in place. The complexion is calm.

I saw that Tianhai Jiu Liuli, who was covered in a wet school uniform in front of him, lowered his head, with a completely unreadable face, holding a sharp fruit knife with a plastic scabbard open.

......