Chapter 43: I'm Sorry, I Love You

Two years later, on the doors and windows of a villa, the big red word "happy" was particularly eye-catching. Inside the house, there was also a jubilant atmosphere.

"Old Yu, you see that Xiaoxue's parents have sent a lot of things over, is this a daughter-in-law or a daughter?" Yu Yang's mother was happily busy directing the workers to help with things and tidy up the house.

Yu Yang's father was very relieved to see everything in front of him, he didn't expect that after the disaster, he and his family would still be able to enjoy this precious happiness.

Qin Xue is even more happy every day as if stepping on the clouds, she tries on all kinds of dresses and jewelry, this is the wedding she has been looking forward to for many years, she wants to dress herself up as the most beautiful bride.

Seeing the people around him busy and happy for the wedding, Yu Yang felt that his choice might be right. In that dark decision-making process, he struggled, he thought about revenge at all costs; He also thought about recovering his lost self; But in the end, Yu Yang just kept everything as it was and did nothing.

If everything Qin Xue's father did at that time was to break his life and make the people around him face pain; Then if he pierces this truth now, he will make the people around him experience pain again, and he would rather bear this pain alone.

After he went on a business trip for more than a month, he reluctantly made this decision: since he was wrong, he would continue to make mistakes.

On the third day before the wedding, Qin Xue came back with the wedding dress and said excitedly to Yu Yang's mother: "Auntie, do you see this dress beautiful?" ”

"Why do you still call me Auntie, you have to change your name to Mom! We Xiaoxue look good in anything! Yu Yang's mother has always loved this daughter-in-law who is about to pass the door like a daughter.

When Yu's mother said this, Qin Xue blushed and hurriedly changed the topic: "This is customized by the well-known designer Nick, and others have to make an appointment in advance if they want to find him, but fortunately, my aunt has an acquaintance, so I finally got it." ”

"When I look at it, it's not ordinary, and when you are dressed, you must be the most beautiful bride."

Qin Xuewan smiled: "Thank you, Mom, then I'll go up and hang up my clothes." ”

"yes, that's right, you can go!" When Yu's mother heard the title of her prospective daughter-in-law, her heart blossomed, and she looked forward to how much she was looking forward to today.

"Old Yu, you said that God still treats us well, and we can marry a good daughter-in-law like Xiaoxue." Thinking of the past, Yu Mom felt a little uncomfortable.

"On a happy day, why do you mention those old things, how unlucky. Go, try on the clothes you wore on your wedding day, too. Yu's father comforted him repeatedly.

"Okay, I'll go."

Just when Yu Yang's parents mentioned her, Qin Xue reached out and opened Yu Yang's wardrobe, there was still his breath on the neat row of clothes, she leaned forward and sniffed, touched it again, and felt infinite emotion in her heart. From this moment on, she will be the mistress of this room, and this wardrobe will be full of her clothes.

She began to look at how to rearrange her closet, when a box in the corner of the closet caught her eye.

Curious, she opened the box, and there was a blue scarf on top, which she picked up and looked at, the style of the scarf was obviously very old, probably touched too many times, and there were many small loops on it.

There was a card under the scarf, she carefully picked it up, opened it and saw that the card was painted with a love heart, writing "Yu Yang, my life is wonderful because of you." Happy birthday to you! May we always be happy! Even though the card was not signed, she didn't have to think about who gave the scarf and the card.

There was an old wallet next to the card, she knew that it was Yu Yang's, and she also knew that there was a photo of him and Lu Xiaojing that she had seen once, but didn't see clearly.

She hesitated for a moment, but still opened the wallet, and the two of them were intimately next to each other in the photo, smiling brightly, especially Yu Yang, the kind of smile from the bottom of her heart was something she had never seen in all these years. Seeing this, her heart suddenly hurt as if she had been pricked by a needle, she didn't expect Yu Yang to still treasure Lu Xiaojing's things.

Just as she didn't know whether to take it out and throw it away, or put it back and pretend she didn't know, she flipped to the bottom and there was a stack of papers that had made her shudder two years ago.

She had forgotten that they had ever existed, and at this time, Yu Yang pushed the door and walked in, and he saw Qin Xue squatting in front of the closet with a sluggish expression. Qin Xue didn't turn around, and for a while she didn't know how to face the person behind her. The two were silent like this for a while, and Qin Xue finally spoke.

"You already knew?" Qin Xue's voice trembled.

Yu Yang didn't answer, because he didn't know how to answer, he just walked quietly to the window, and then nodded slowly.

"I naively thought that after I tore them apart, those painful memories would disappear. It turns out that I was still too naΓ―ve. ”

Yu Yang still didn't respond, he understood Qin Xue's mood at this time. Why didn't he deceive himself like this?

"Why pretend not to know? Why are you still willing to marry me? Aren't you supposed to hate me and get revenge on me, like my dad did to you? Why? Qin Xue's emotions were on the verge of collapse, and all the previous good things would come to naught at this point.

"It's not your fault, and you don't need to be held accountable for it." Yu Yang said indifferently.

Qin Xue finally stood up with the wardrobe and slowly moved to Yu Yang's side: "Do you know? How scared I was when I saw this, I thought about explaining everything to you and your family, asking for your forgiveness, but I eventually backed down, I was so afraid of losing you. So I can only pretend not to know, and then try harder to be nice to you and your mom and dad. ”

"It's all in the past. It's good for everyone. Yu Yang wanted to reach out to pull her, but Qin Xue subconsciously dodged.

"I wish I had never known this, but Yu Yang, are you really okay with it in your heart? How will I deal with you and your parents in the future? When she finished asking, tears welled up in her eyes in despair.

"What is this? I've always been fooling myself into thinking I'm happy, but when I see this, and see your smiling face in the photo, I realize how stupid and ridiculous I am! Qin Xue pointed to the box she had just found, and she couldn't stop crying.

She thought maybe if she continued to pretend, she would be able to have the happiness she wanted. But Yu Yang's smiling face in the photo was clearly imprinted in her mind, and she had to recognize a reality, she couldn't give him the happiness he wanted. She knew that all these years, it was her right to erase his happiness, and it was time to return his freedom, thinking of this, she felt her heart twitch in distress.

"Yu Yang, I'm sorry, it's my love that is too heavy and has become a burden to you." After saying these words, she sat down on the ground weakly, her face full of painful tears.

Qin Xue's words made Yu Yang choked up and speechless again. Yes, over the years, he felt so tired, and he had endured too much in his heart. He looked at Qin Xue who was crying beside him, but he couldn't say a word of relief. His heart ached as if it had been torn apart, and he thought he could compromise on it, only to find that it was also a hurt to others.

Lu Xiaojing, he always wanted to forget, he also threw this box into the trash can several times, and went to get it back several times. It was the memory of all his youth, it was a testimony of his happiness, and he had gone upstairs to really abandon it again, but unfortunately it was still a step too late. Heaven was playing a joke on him again.

Qin Xue looked at Yu Yang's painful but speechless appearance, and her heart was occupied by guilt and sadness. She finally stopped crying, slowly raised her left hand, and looked at the shiny engagement ring, and she couldn't help but sour her nose again.

She had no choice but to turn her head away, and took it off ruthlessly, clutching it in the palm of her hand, and clenched her fists with both strengths, as if mustering up all her strength, before she stretched out her trembling right hand and slowly placed the ring on the table. Then she opened the door and rushed out, she was afraid that she would regret it in the next second, she was afraid that she would be reluctant to see his face.

In the hall, Yu Yang's parents were watching TV, and suddenly saw Qin Xue rushing to them with tears in her eyes, crying and saying sorry many times, and then ran out of the door without looking back, leaving the two old men looking at each other.

Yu Yang's mother was so frightened that she hurriedly rushed upstairs to question her son, but she saw her son standing numbly in front of the window, with a look of struggle and pain on his face.

After that, Qin Xue left a letter to her parents, saying that she didn't want to get married for the time being, so she decided to cancel the wedding. Her mother wanted to rush to Yu Yang's house to theorize, but was stopped by her father.

Qin Xue didn't know where she wanted to go, so she began to travel aimlessly. She thought she was going to break down again, but fortunately she didn't, but walked around the world, and her heart suddenly brightened. Sometimes it's just that the authorities are fascinated, but in fact, they jumped out to see the world, only to find that they were so small and pathetic.

She wants to find herself again, all these years, she seems to have been living for Yu Yang, changing for him, she has become no longer the self she knew before.