Chapter 42: The Late Truth
When Yu Yang returned home, he didn't know anything about what Xiaojing had discovered.
It wasn't until a week later that he remembered that he had arranged for someone to investigate in Shanghai, and it seemed that he had not received a response. Of course, he wouldn't know that the information sent by the other party was all in pieces.
He made another phone call to confirm, and the other party emphasized that it had been sent a week ago, and now the person was not in Shanghai, and promised to fax him another one in two days.
Yu Yang's parents hadn't seen Qin Xue for several days, and Yu Yang's mother couldn't help but say to him: "Yang Yang, are you making Qin Xue unhappy again, don't only know about work all day long, spend more time with others, ask Xiaoxue out for dinner and shopping at night, why don't young people fall in love at all......
His mother was still chattering, so Yu Yang hurried to the company again. On the way to the company, his mother's words still lingered in his ears. It was his mother's words that made him realize that there was indeed no news of Qin Xue for several days, so he also began to think about the relationship between them.
If nothing happens, he rarely takes the initiative to call Qin Xue, he often forgets her birthday, he often travels on Valentine's Day, he doesn't even know what she likes to eat and what she likes to do, they say it's her boyfriend friend, but he acts like an ordinary friend.
And over the years, she has taken care of his family without regrets, and she has always been tolerant and understanding of his busyness. Thinking like this, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty.
After getting off work in the evening, he drove directly to Qin Xue's house, passing by a flower shop on the way, and he also made a special trip to stop the car and buy a bouquet of flowers, which was probably the first time he took the initiative to send flowers to her.
He had the keys to their house, but he never had them with him, so he had to knock on the door.
Qin Xue opened the door and saw that it was him, she was first surprised, and suddenly her mood fell again: "You don't have to work overtime today?" ”
"I'm not very busy today, I thought you didn't have any news for a few days, so I came to see you."
Hearing Yu Yang say this, Qin Xue was happy from the bottom of his heart, this was the first time he took the initiative to care about her like this. If it was usual, she would have stepped forward to hug him excitedly, but now, her emotions were more wrapped in guilt, and she just responded in the most everyday language: "Oh, I've been quite busy at work lately, have you eaten?" ”
"What about you? Why don't we go out for a bite to eat? ”
"No, no, I'm a little tired, just stay at home."
Qin Xue stammered a little, she hadn't come out of that shadow for a week, she was afraid to face him and his family. She didn't know he was coming, she knew she looked very haggard, because she was insomnia again, and she brushed her hair uneasily.
Yu Yang was a little surprised by her reaction, she didn't pounce on him happily as usual, she didn't even notice the bouquet of flowers he was holding in her hand, she always called him to take her to dinner on weekdays, but today she didn't want to go out.
Usually when they get along, Qin Xue always chatters non-stop, but today's quiet atmosphere made Yu Yang a little uncomfortable. He subconsciously looked at her face, her face was pale and almost bloodless, her expression was low, and her eyes were erratic, as if she was restless.
He couldn't figure out what was wrong with her, and was worried that she was sick, so he stepped forward with concern, touched her head and asked, "Are you sick?" What's wrong with this? ”
With such a touch and greeting, Qin Xue could no longer disguise, she suddenly hugged him tightly and asked him incoherently: "Yu Yang, you won't leave me, right?" Yu Yang, let's get married, right? Yu Yang's body temperature made her feel warm, and because of this warmth, she was even more afraid of losing.
Yu Yang was a little overwhelmed by her hot and cold reaction, he didn't know how to respond, just patted her on the shoulder: "Why don't I make you something to eat, what do you want to eat?" ”
"I don't want to eat anything, you just stay by my side." In the past few days, Qin Xue's spirit has been tormented by fear and gains and losses too tired, tonight she saw that Yu Yang did not have any abnormal reactions as usual, and even treated her more gently than usual, her heart finally settled down, and then fell asleep in his arms.
For the first time in so many days, this was the first time she had slept peacefully, because of his breath and his care, she didn't want to think about those complicated and annoying things anymore, even if the landslide cracked tomorrow, at least she was peaceful and happy at the moment.
Looking at Qin Xue's sleeping appearance, Yu Yang's heart suddenly softened, this woman has been with her for so many years, but he has given her very little. He covered her with the quilt before softly coming out of her room. When he passed by the living room, he found that Qin Xue's mother was still sitting under the sofa, her face a little haggard.
"Auntie, you haven't rested yet?"
"Yes, I can't sleep, are you free? Auntie wants to talk to you. ”
"Okay, you say."
"Yu Yang, you are with Xiaoxue, she is really happy, as parents, we are also very happy to see her so happy. But Aunt Yu Yang also wants to ask you, no matter what, please treat Xue'er well, she can't afford any setbacks. No, it's not her, it's our family that we can't afford to bear. Just a few days after Qin Xue knew the truth, her state began to be unstable again, but she didn't say anything, Qin Xue's mother couldn't help but worry, it was rare that Yu Yang came to visit her daughter today, and she could no longer hide those things in her heart.
Yu Yang saw that Qin Xue's mother was very heavy, and asked with some puzzlement: "Auntie, what happened?" I don't think Qin Xue is in a good state? ”
"I'm afraid she'll do it again. That's why I have to tell you something. ”
"Sick? What is her illness? ”
"Xue'er has never let me tell you that after she left you, she was seriously ill, so sick that she couldn't sleep all night, so sick that she talked crazy, do you remember when she texted you? After that, she chose to end her life. That day was a terrible memory for me and her father, but fortunately, she was sent to the hospital in time to rescue her" Speaking of this, Qin Xue's mother couldn't cry anymore.
"Because of my relationship? I'm sorry aunt, I didn't know ........"
"Auntie doesn't blame you, we know it's not your fault. But we are such a daughter, so Auntie begs you to take good care of her. After speaking, Qin Xue's mother held Yu Yang's hand tightly, which was a thousand catties of entrustment as a mother.
Facing Qin Xue's mother's earnest eyes, Yu Yang had mixed feelings in his heart, and said: "I will, don't worry." "Actually, it's more like talking to myself.
When he got home, there was an indescribable tiredness and heaviness in his body. At that moment, the fax machine came with the message he was waiting for.
When he picked it up and flipped through it, the contents of the document froze in place, all of which was so unexpected, yet as if expected. At this moment, Yu Yang didn't know whether he should be angry or sad.
Probably the instinct of the body was that anger prevailed, he felt that his body was twisted by a pair of invisible hands, severe pain, and his body trembled unobeyedly, and the scenes he had experienced over the years kept appearing in front of him. The pain about him and his family is still vivid in my mind.
He couldn't calm down anymore, he felt a fire burning in his heart, and he excitedly dialed the phone number of the person who started it, but when the phone was connected, he suddenly couldn't say a word.
"Yu Yang?" Qin Xue's father saw that he didn't say anything, so he called his name, but Yu Yang was still silent.
Just when Qin Xue's father thought that he had accidentally pressed the phone and wanted to hang up, he suddenly sensed something sensitively. He waited for the day to come as if he was waiting for the verdict to be announced, and when Yu Yang finally came to question, he felt that the hanging heart had finally fallen.
He eased his mood and said calmly to Jan, "You, got it?" Fortunately, this day will come sooner or later. ”
Yu Yang didn't expect his reaction to be so calm, anger and grief welled up in his heart, and he wanted to question into the microphone: "You are so understated?" Have you ever thought about the harm you have caused me and my family? ”
"I'll admit, I didn't take it seriously at first, but when I met you and your father in the United States, I realized that I had made a big mistake. So all the years you've been with Cher, I've been blaming myself in my heart. But it has already happened, and I don't think any amount of explanation will help. All I can do is do my best to make amends for you and your family. ”
"Compensation? What compensation do you have to get? "Because of him, his happiness came to an abrupt end, his family became miserable, his love, his youth......
Yu Yang wanted to continue to say something, but he felt like a fish in his throat, and no words could describe his pain at the moment.
The two were silent on the phone for a while, and then Qin Xue's father sighed and continued: "Maybe you don't believe it, I didn't expect things to turn out to be so bad at the beginning. I understand your feelings, if you are angry, just come at me. I just hope you don't hurt Xiaoxue, she doesn't know anything. She really cares about you! ”
Seeing that Yu Yang still didn't respond, Qin Xue's father began to be a little anxious, and his tone softened: "Yu Yang, Xiaoxue really doesn't know, seeing that Xiaoxue has become like none of us because of you, if you were me, what would you do......"
Qin Xue's father hadn't spoken yet, and the phone was already blind.
Yu Yang didn't want to listen to his defense anymore, because that would make him unable to tell the difference, should he blame Qin Xue, or her father, or himself? If Qin Xue is innocent, then what about him? What about his dad? What about Xiaojing? Who's wrong? Whose head should he put this account on?
He rushed into the bathroom, turned on the shower valve, poured cold water on his head and body, and sat down in the corner of the bathroom. He cried in despair, and in this strife, perhaps on their own sides, no one was wrong. be
Fate played a big joke on him!