Chapter 46: The Unspeakable Secret
When she was about to get off work, Xiaojing received a WeChat message from Lin Xi: Xiaojing, I'm almost in Shanghai, come and pick me up!
Looking at her watch, Xiaojing hurriedly packed her things and ran towards the train station.
"Tell me, what do you want to eat at night?"
"What about my president? Call him out, I want him to be treated. ”
"Isn't it good for the two of us to date alone?"
"I'm not rare with you, I haven't seen the president for a long time, you call quickly, it doesn't matter what you eat, I just want to get together with you."
Seeing her like that, Xiaojing had to call Chen Ling out again.
"Wow, my president, you're too handsome in a suit, if it's on the streets of Shanghai, I wouldn't dare to recognize you."
"You girl, you still talk so exaggerated."
"Tut-tut, what a talented and beautiful couple, we don't know about work all day long, hurry up and invite me to eat candy, I'll wait until the flowers are gone!"
"It's coming, it's coming!" Chen Ling said with a smile.
"Every time I say it's fast, cut!"
"This time it's real!" Chen Ling hugged Xiaojing's shoulder as he spoke, and his face flashed with happiness.
"You know that when you talk about us, what about yourself?"
"Who knows what that guy thinks in his head all day long, if he doesn't mention him, he will be angry when he mentions him, hum!" Thinking of Zhang Qilinxi, he was really angry. That time she was drunk, Zhang Qi took care of her like that, she was still quite moved, thinking that the iron tree had bloomed, but she didn't think that he was still keeping a distance from her.
That night, Lin Xi slept in Xiaojing's house, which was a rare meeting for them after graduation.
"Xi, what the hell is going on between you and Zhang Qi."
"I don't understand, he seems to be deliberately keeping a distance from me."
"Actually, I never told you, if it wasn't for Qin Xiaochuan in college, Zhang Qi would have confessed to you."
"When did it happen, it was probably the day of Qin Xiaochuan's confession, and I only found out later. The last time I saw him take the initiative to take care of you, I thought that you would further develop the two sessions. ”
"I thought so, too. That night, I had a vague feeling that he was taking care of me, and it was then that I realized that he was such a warm person. Speaking of Zhang Qi, Lin Xi's eyes flashed with happiness, "I'm stupid, I'm frozen on the sofa, but I still think about me from time to time." ”
"That's what makes him so cute!"
"What is cute, I don't dare to confess every time I like it, and I was the same for you at the time!"
"What? For me? Xiaojing was surprised when she heard this.
"That's right, before you were with Yu Yang, he liked you, and later found out that the person you liked was Yu Yang, so he took the initiative to quit."
"Ah, look at me, why did you talk about that person again, unintentionally."
"It's nothing, it's all gone." Xiaojing always said this on her lips, but there was always another negative voice in her heart: "Is it really all over?" ”。
"Who would have thought that the two of us would go around and around with these two, and in the end we would always have a confused relationship, no, I want to find him to theorize well." As she spoke, she got up and took her mobile phone to send WeChat to Zhang Qi.
Lin Xi: What are you doing?
Zhang Qi: Why haven't you slept your beauty sleep so late?
Lin Xi: It's not because of you, I can't sleep, talk to you.
Zhang Qi: What do you want to say?
Lin Xi: You're really a chat terminator! The sky is dead to your death!
"Don't sleep yet, I'm so sleepy, sleep first, you can talk with peace of mind" Xiaojing saw that Lin Xi and Zhang Qi were chatting happily, so she didn't bother, said goodnight and went to sleep.
Zhang Qi: Do you know who I'm with?
Lin Xi: It's not a beauty, I'm not curious.
Zhang Qi: We haven't seen each other for a long time, and we drank a lot, but I didn't expect him to come over like this after so many years.
Lin Xi: What the hell? Are you talking about Yu Yang?
During this period, Lin Xi looked at Xiaojing, who was asleep on her side, and had an urge to wake her up.
Zhang Qi: Hmm
Lin Xi: Give him two slaps for me, and he still knows to come back?
Zhang Qi: It's a long story, he's drunk, I'll talk to you later.
Lin Xi was about to reply to the message and scold, but Zhang Qi sent another message.
Zhang Qi: By the way, don't talk to Xiaojing about Yu Yang, he said he didn't want to disturb her anymore.
Lin Xi looked at her phone, and then at Xiaojing, her heart seemed to be blocked by a huge stone, and she was uncomfortable, she had no sleepiness at the moment, so she had to get up and look at the night scene of Shanghai.
When Lin Xi returned to G City, Yu Yang in front of her made her feel indescribably strange. She had thought countless times about how she should get out of this evil breath if she saw him again, but his somewhat vicissitudes of life and slightly gloomy eyes made the anger in her chest inexplicably poured out half, and it turned out that what Zhang Qi said to her in WeChat was true.
She thought she would impulsively step forward and punch him twice, but she was so stupid that she couldn't even scold for a while.
Instead, Yu Yang spoke first: "I know you're angry, if you want to vent, just come." ”
"Why do you say you're coming back now, live a good life of capitalism in the United States, and we can't see it!"
"You haven't changed, you're still the same as before." Listening to her tone, although with a sense of anger, Yu Yang sounded very kind.
"You don't get closer to me, I tell you that you owe us Jingjing an apology! Even if it's something, even if you send a heart that I don't love you anymore and let her die, but he doesn't say a word, just like a person who has disappeared from the universe, what are you! ”
Hearing her say this, he paused for a moment before replying: "At first, it wasn't that I didn't send it, I edited it many times, but I couldn't say those words anyway." Later, I only hoped that she had completely forgotten about me, and I didn't have the face to send this message again. I've been able to dilute everything for a long time, but I didn't expect to hurt her so deeply. ”
When he said this, Yu Yang seemed to have a lot of strength, because these words had been hidden in his heart for a long time, and he wanted to confide, but he was afraid to confide.
Lin Xi's appearance was also sour in his heart, and his tone unconsciously softened: "Don't think that if you pretend to be pitiful, I will forgive you." No matter what your reason is, the damage you have caused to Jingjing is irreparable, and I haven't figured out how to settle accounts with you yet! ”
"You just came back from Shanghai? How is she? When Yu Yang asked Xiaojing, his eyes were still as full of concern and love as before, which touched Lin Xi's heart a little.
"It's good, just got promoted." She originally wanted to say that she and Chen Ling were about to get married, but for some reason, she swallowed back the words again.
"Xiaojing, here!" Suddenly, someone behind him shouted the familiar name, and Yu Yang subconsciously turned his head quickly. But what he saw was a girl who looked like a student, smiling like Xiaojing in the past.
Realizing that he had recognized the wrong person, Yu Yang turned his head a little embarrassed, some disappointment flashed in his eyes, and he smiled self-deprecatingly and did not speak again.
"Don't want to meet her?" Lin Xi didn't know why this sentence came out of his mouth. At that time, she didn't agree with Xiaojing to have anything to do with Yu Yang.
"Just know that she is doing well, and I am afraid that it will bring trouble to her life if I appear in her life again." As he spoke, a smile stiffened from the corner of his mouth.
Lin Xi still likes the sunny and confident Yu Yang in the past, but he can't adapt to the deep and introverted person in front of him. Just as she was pondering how to answer, her phone rang.
"Jingjing?" The call came so unexpectedly that the three people together were stunned at the same time.
Lin Xi noticed that there was surprise in Yu Yang's eyes, and there was also sentimentality that could not be hidden.
"Eve, are you free? I just came back from Shanghai, my mother is sick and wants to go to the station, can you give me a ride? ”
"Oh, okay, I'll go." After hanging up the phone, Yu Yang's expression was still frozen, at this time, he had an urgent desire in his heart, but he was deliberately suppressed by another rational voice.
Lin Xi could see a little of his complicated heart from his face, she wanted to ask him if he wanted to go with him, but there was another one who was stopping her. Like he said, Xiaojing's peaceful life should not be disturbed anymore, not to mention that she will marry Chen Ling soon, so she thought about it and whispered: "That, I'll go first." ”
"I'll see you when you're available!" Yu Yang's reaction was first disappointed, and then a polite reply after a quick adjustment. What could he say, he had sworn not to disturb her life, so even if he wanted to see her again now, he should keep his promise.
He watched Lin Xi start the car and go away, feeling empty in his heart. He thought he had let go of her, but when he heard her voice faintly on the phone, he could really feel his own heartbeat.
"I said you really don't want to fight for it anymore?" Zhang Qi also saw the change in his expression, and he was also as entangled as Lin Xi's mood, but after all, he couldn't help but say a little more.
"Let's find another place to drink." Yu Yang said lightly.
"Then go to my shop."
"You're the boss now?"
"Small family, where dare to compare with you."
"Don't compare yourself to me, I couldn't sleep more than four hours a day in my first year there. You're afraid it's gone, I'm going to sleep in the dormitory all day. ”
"Yes, the past is unbearable to look back on......"