Chapter 47: Long time no see

"Eki, what do you think? Look at you absent-mindedly. From the moment he got in the car, Lin Xi changed his chattering appearance in the past,

Without saying a word, it seems that there is something on the mind.

"Ah, no, no." Lin Xi said this sentence a little unsmoothly, and couldn't help but sigh that he was really a person who couldn't hide his words.

"It's really not like you, is it related to him?"

"Huh?" Lin Xi's first reaction was that he was Yu Yang, and then he remembered that what Xiaojing said should be Zhang Qi, and he was a little embarrassed, "I'm fine, probably I haven't slept well in the past two days." ”

After Lin Xi finished speaking, his heart was weak for a long time, and he didn't even dare to look directly into Xiaojing's eyes.

Xiaojing didn't take it too seriously at this time, she was worried about her mother, it was rainy and slippery that day, her mother accidentally fell again, and the old injury on her waist recurred.

The last time her mother was injured was 10 years ago, during a summer vacation that will never be forgotten.

On the day she went back, she had no intention of seeing what Yu Yang had given her in the storage room. She crouched down, picked them up, looked at them for a while, and then angrily threw them into the garbage can, but in a moment, she rushed there again and picked them up and put them where they were.

Those things pulled her back to the summer of that year, and Yu Yang held her hand inch by inch, and they walked from one end of the house to the other, just to spend more time together. It's been ten years, and that person is haunted by his own memories. She was a little annoyed that she had allowed him to come and go freely in her memories so unscrupulously.

Yu Yang originally planned to leave for Shanghai after everything was processed in the past two days, but he still chose a ticket to that county seat when he bought the ticket.

Obviously, I can't put it in my heart, but the dead duck has a hard mouth. When he got out of the car, the air was still as fresh as before.

He finally returned, only ten years later than he had promised her. He knew that she was also here, but he couldn't surprise him by suddenly appearing in front of her eyes like before, he could only wander around the county town aimlessly.

That alley, that park, that shop, everything he felt was strange and familiar, and that short and happy three days, he shuttled with Xiaojing like this. He wanted to let go, but those memories were too vivid, so how could he be willing to let go? He reluctantly lowered his head and walked across the corner to the other end.

Xiaojing was on the way to the hospital with her mother, and saw a figure in the corner in front of her who seemed to be a little familiar, the car was driving fast, she didn't see it clearly, but the back coincided with the back in her memory.

How is that possible? He didn't come back ten years ago, how could he be here at this time ten years later? She had no choice but to complain again that her infatuation was too much.

After staying at home for a week and seeing that her mother's injuries were more stable, Xiaojing decided to return to Shanghai. Xiaojing sat in the car returning to G City from her hometown, the sky was still drizzling, and the weather was getting colder and colder, as if it was going to snow.

When the car drove into G City, the sky was full of snowflakes, and someone next to me was saying, "Wow, it's snowing for the first time." "Look

The first snow was floating in the sky, and her mind was pulled by all kinds of memories of the past.

She was waiting for the bus to the airport at the station, but she got on the bus to the forest park.

The snow is getting heavier and heavier, and the green of the forest is gradually covered with white. Xiaojing got out of the car and walked towards the forest.

She walked past where they had a snowball fight, she walked past where they built a snowman together, and she stopped where they had their first kiss. She felt that she hadn't been so sad for a long time, she once thought she had buried that feeling, but now she knew that that emotion would never be dissipated and could not be erased.

She laughed helplessly at her own stupidity, and she deserved to let herself be willful for the last time. After staying for a long time, she was shivering with cold, and she could only rub her arms vigorously and stomp her feet, and that cold feeling she had deeply experienced that night. At this time, she didn't notice that there was a pair of eyes looking at her behind her.

Seeing the first snow, Yu Yang's reaction was the same as Xiaojing's, and he subconsciously came here by car. Walking into the forest and looking at the snow, all kinds of memories in the snow also appeared in his mind, but the last thing he remembered was the moment when Xiaojing pounced on her.

Here he promised not to leave her, but he finally let go of her hand.

He walked with heavy steps, as if walking in a memory. Yesterday, he thought that he could say goodbye to the past, but he never thought that the past was too deep and had already trapped his pace of progress.

He walked like this, and suddenly he saw a familiar figure in the distance, and he was stunned for a moment, and froze in place. Although she hadn't seen her for many years, that figure was still so familiar and kind, it was her! It's really her!

He couldn't believe she was here with him on the first snowy day. He once hoped that she could forget the past, forget herself, and start a new life, but when he found that neither she nor him could forget each other, a sour feeling surged in his heart.

He looked at her back silently for a while, for fear of breaking the peace and beauty.

When Xiaojing finally turned around and decided to leave, there was a person standing in front of her, the face that only appeared in a dream, but now it really appeared in front of her.

Xiaojing's body froze there instantly, she imagined the scene of reuniting with him countless times, she told herself to be strong and calm to face it, to let him know that he could live well without her. But when it really happened, she just wanted to run away.

She quickened her pace to escape, but was suddenly grabbed by a large warm hand, the familiar temperature of the big hand passed from the hand to her body, and she felt her uncompetitive tears roll in her eyes, but she resisted them to let them fall.

"It's so cold, why are you wearing so little." As he spoke, he took off his coat and draped it over her.

The familiar smell, the familiar temperature, the familiar voice, the familiar concern, she just used all her strength to forbear and collapsed. Her tears were falling uncontrollably anymore, shouldn't she be angry? Shouldn't he be scolded or even beaten, why are you crying, why are you still so attached and reluctant? Why can't the tears stop flowing out?

"It's me who came back late." Yu Yang looked at the tearful face, his heart was also broken, yesterday's farewell and forgetting were all left behind, and he actually said such a sentence to her.

How she had longed to hear him say it, but it was too late. Now that he said this sentence again, it was as if he was mocking himself, and Xiaojing's resentment over the years suddenly surged into his heart.

"Do you remember? Here you once told me that one day we were separated, I just had to wait where I was, and you would come back, but I waited year after year, and you left me behind. How can you bear it? Such a question from the soul made Yu Yang unable to respond.

"It's all my fault, it's me who is bad, it's me who thinks I'm ......" Yu Yang saw Xiaojing crying so sadly, and her speech was a little incoherent. He took out a handkerchief in distress and wanted to wipe away Xiaojing's tears, but she subconsciously turned her head away.

"I'm sorry." At this time, Yu Yang felt that any language seemed very pale, and he didn't know what else to say except sorry.

But at this time, the words sorry no longer mean anything to her. She felt a chill rise in her heart,

She tried her best to put away her emotions, coldly took off Yu Yang's clothes, stuffed them into his hands, and then ran away without looking back, disappearing into the vast world, leaving Yu Yang alone still standing there.

After all, it was I who was abrupt, and said "I'm sorry." "How can you resolve her so many years of waiting?

Looking at her departing back, Yu Yang felt as if a sharp ice blade was crossing her heart, and a cold and painful feeling was intertwined.

When Chen Ling picked up the plane, he found that Xiaojing's expression seemed to have cried, thinking that she was worried about her mother's illness, so she comforted her.

Xiaojing looked at Chen Ling beside her and felt very uncomfortable, he was still so good. She can't live up to such affection, that person leaves as he pleases, and comes back as he pleases, why should he let him mess up his life?

No, it won't! Just a chance encounter. She wants to forget everything herself.