Chapter Fifty-Eight: I Can't Help It

The night was getting deeper, and the lights in Xiaojing's house were still on, so she couldn't help but get up and take a book to calm her heart.

Before he could turn a few pages, he heard a knock on the door.

"Why are you here?" As soon as she opened the door, Xiaojing felt the smell of wine all over Yu Yang's body, "You, why do you drink so much wine?" ”

"I was wrong, can you forgive me? Don't punish me in this way again......"

"You are drunk, and you start talking nonsense again," Xiaojing didn't finish speaking, Yu Yang's feet softened, and the whole person fell to the ground, "Yu Yang, wake up, you ......"

Yu Yang is tall and big, Xiaojing can't move, can't lift it, seeing that he is obviously confused, but he still doesn't forget to read his name in his mouth, Xiaojing really can't cry or laugh.

Afraid of the cold on the ground, she had to go back to the room and bring him a quilt to cover him, and then she gently lifted his head and tucked the pillow under his head. At that moment, a crystal hot tear ran down his cheek and landed on the hand she was holding him.

She couldn't help but reach out to his face, but at the moment when she was about to touch his face, her hand trembled and retracted. She was afraid of this feeling, she had always been in dreams, and the moment she was about to touch him, he suddenly disappeared, how many times she had woken up in such dreams.

At the moment when her hand was about to be withdrawn, a large hand suddenly pulled her hand hard, and her center of gravity was unstable, and the whole person almost fell into his arms.

"Don't leave me....." The sound in his mouth made her heart soften instantly.

She didn't break free, but leaned against his chest, listening to his undulating heartbeat, feeling the breath of his body, the longing for him in her heart had taken over all her reason, and at this moment, she only wished to be able to lie quietly by his side. She said to herself, just for a while, for a while.

Seeing him fall asleep like a baby, she got up and wanted to leave, but his hand was still tightly grasped. She wanted to sleep beside him like this, but reason took control of her mind again, and she could no longer let herself be lost and fallen.

She gently broke his fingers away, covered him with the quilt, and quietly returned to her room. Probably because both of them were too tired, or maybe because they were breathing the same air as each other, they slept soundly that night.

It wasn't until the rising sun shone through the glass of the living room that he woke up from his sleep. When he opened his eyes, the unfamiliar environment in front of him felt very familiar to him.

He pinched his eyebrows, forcing himself to come to his senses. Then he got up and looked around, and suddenly the memories of yesterday's drunkenness flooded back, it turned out that this was her home.

Her home is small, neatly tidy and warm, with a bedroom at the end of the small living room. He involuntarily walked to the door of her room, carefully opened her door, and somehow whether it was his movement or the light outside the window that disturbed her, she turned over slightly.

He softly closed the curtains for her, then walked over to her, leaned over to look at her face, his head throbbing again as his gaze fell on her rosy lips, the memory of yesterday's cruelty eating away at his brain once more.

He couldn't bear to look at her anymore, so he closed the door and walked out of the bedroom. He glanced around again at where she lived, took eggs and ham from the fridge, and made her a sandwich. That was probably the only thing he could do for her now.

When Xiaojing woke up, Yu Yang had already left, she saw a glass of milk and a sandwich on the table, and a note was pressed under the plate of the sandwich: "I lost my temper yesterday, I'm sorry, I won't disturb your life anymore." Eat well and be happy forever! ”

Looking at this note, Xiaojing didn't know whether to be happy or sad, she took a sandwich and stuffed it into her mouth, he who was once clumsy, made it so delicious early.

What else did she not know? What does it mean not to be intrusive? Suddenly, Xiaojing thought that Chen Ling had come last night, could he have seen the scene where he kissed himself? That's why he appeared drunk at his doorstep?

She didn't dare to think about it, and suddenly felt a sense of relief. It's okay, so he should be dead, and she doesn't need to worry about him.

But the ideal is plump, the reality is skinny, Xiaojing has not yet enjoyed the benefits of not being troubled, but she was frightened for him at first.

At noon that day, Xiaojing and the others had just come back from dinner, when they saw the secretary Xiao Li walking towards Yu Yang's office with a box of takeaways.

"Wow, the noodles in this house are delicious, especially the boss's exclusive secret sauce, which seems to have some peanut butter in it and tastes very fragrant, it turns out that Mr. Yu also likes to eat this." When it comes to Yu Yang, Xiao Xu always chatters a lot.

"You can get involved with Mr. Yu." When Xu Yilin saw this, she always liked to tease her.

"Since the last basketball game, I've become a big fan of Mr. Yu." Xiao Xu said with a proud face.

Xiaojing saw that their topic was Yu Yang again, and she didn't plan to participate in this topic, but suddenly, her head was excited, and she couldn't help but exclaim: "Peanut butter? ”

"yes, peanut butter. What's wrong? She suddenly blurted out a surprised question, which made Xiao Xu and Yi Lin look confused.

Suddenly, I saw that Xiaojing's face was full of frightened expressions, and she rushed into Yu Yang's office without thinking, and the speed of her movements made Xiao Xu and Yi Lin dumbfounded.

A second ago, Yu Yang had just opened the lunch box and was about to pick up the noodles and stuff them into his mouth, when he heard a loud shout: "Put it down, don't eat that noodles!" ”

Yu Yang was so frightened by this sound that he almost dropped his chopsticks on the ground. As soon as I looked up, I saw Xiaojing rushing forward panting.

"Why are you here? What's wrong with this? Yu Yang, like Xiao Xu, was suddenly panicked by Xiaojing, and his face was full of incredulity.

"Well, there's peanut butter in there." At this time, Xiaojing felt a little embarrassed by the instinctive reaction she couldn't help just now.

Yu Yang almost laughed out loud when she heard her say this, it turned out that she still remembered that she was allergic to peanuts. Looking at her flushed face, the memory pulled his thoughts back in time.

It was still their first week together, and the two were still in each other's run-in period, and after the evening shift that day, Xiaojing was hungry, so she wanted to take Yu Yang to eat her favorite noodle shop.

"Taste it, it's delicious." Coming up in person, Xiaojing couldn't wait to push the noodles in front of Yu Yang.

"Well, it smells good." As he spoke, Yu Yang ate it happily.

After eating, the two walked back to the dormitory hand in hand, just as the two were counting the stars in the sky with great interest, Yu Yang suddenly felt unwell, his face and chest began to develop hives, and a series of reactions such as coughing and asthma appeared.

Seeing that Yu Yang was a little out of breath, Xiaojing turned pale with fright, and hurriedly sent him to the hospital.

When I went to the hospital, I learned that Yu Yang was born with an allergy to the food "peanut", and the bowl of noodles they had just eaten had peanut butter added to it.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, you scared me to death just now, woo woo ....." When Yu Yang finally calmed down, Xiaojing threw herself into his arms and cried so much that pear blossoms rained.

"Silly girl, it's not your fault."

"Are you feeling better now?"

"Nothing, okay." Yu Yang patted her lightly on the shoulder and said with relief, "Let me see, they are all crying like little cats." ”

After that, Xiaojing talked about peanut discoloration, and she has always been taboo to let him touch any peanut-related food. Unexpectedly, after ten years, she still has palpitations and is still so sensitive to this food.

"What's going on, there's a lot of movement all of a sudden." Maggie's office was not far from Yang, and when she saw Xiaojing suddenly rushing into his office, she couldn't help but come out curiously to take a look. As soon as her voice appeared, Yu Yang pulled back from the distant past.

"Nothing." Yu Yang responded.

"Then, I'll go out first." Seeing Maggie coming, Xiaojing was even more embarrassed and hurriedly fled.

"Thank you!" Yu Yang looked at her back as she turned away, she was relieved, reluctant, and nostalgic, it turned out that she still cared about herself so much. Yu Yang's eyes wandered at this moment, which was sensitively captured by Maggie.