The so-called authorities are obsessed, and many things, people are precisely because they are trapped in the bureau, but it is not easy to see their own hearts.

Seeing Yu Yang throw the noodles into the trash, and then inform the secretary not to put peanut butter in the future meal, although Yu Yang didn't say anything, he still let Maggie guess something.

But what she didn't understand was, how could Lu Xiaojing know about Yu Yang's taboo? What is the relationship between him and her? The few times he looked at her, Maggie became more and more curious.

"Xiaojing, what were you doing just now?" Seeing Xiaojing hurriedly entering Yu Yang's office and coming back in a huff, Xu Yilin naturally had to ask for an understanding.

"Manager, how did you know that Mr. Yu couldn't eat peanut butter for such a private thing?" Xiao Xu also stared at Xiaojing with her strange little eyes.

"Nothing, I heard about it by accident." When lying, Xiaojing tried to avoid the two of them with her eyes, and then quickly escaped from the two of them under the pretext of going to the lunch break.

But she escaped these two people, but she couldn't hide from the other eyes in the office, and her startled behavior at noon has already made the people in the company who love to chew the root of their tongue have a new topic.

"I heard that Lu Xiaojing rushed to Mr. Yu's office today, but I don't know what she said, so Maggie also rushed in."

"Wow, I can't see she's so direct. I thought Amy was awesome, but it turned out that this was hidden. ”

"Isn't she engaged, why is she still ......?"

As soon as Xu Yilin walked into the pantry, she heard these harsh slanders. She turned around angrily and saw Xiaojing standing behind her.

Seeing Xiaojing and the others coming in, those people suddenly interrupted the topic just now. Since they didn't say it anymore, Xiaojing could only pretend not to hear. Where there are many people, there are many things, and the same is true in the workplace. This is probably the price she can't help but pay, she can't explain it, they can't understand it, if you want to say it, let them go, I hope I can stay away from these things as soon as possible.

When Xiaojing returned home again, there seemed to be some special smell in the house, and she knew that it was the smell left by Yu Yang.

On the couch was still his used and folded bedding.

It's him again, why is it still him, what should I do with him and myself, Xiaojing locked herself in the room, but all kinds of emotions in her brain were intricate, entangled, and couldn't figure it out, just when she was at a loss, Lin Xi called.

"Jingjing, what are you doing, it would be nice if you were in G City, I just had dinner with a few alumni of G University in the fat shop, I haven't chatted like this for a long time, I'm so happy."

Listening to Lin Xi's talk about G University, Xiaojing couldn't help but have a sour nose, and she sighed with emotion: "It's so good, I envy you." ”

Xiaojing's voice sounded nasal, and Lin Xi immediately asked vigilantly, "What's wrong with you?" Doesn't sound right? ”

"Nothing. Are you and Zhang Qi okay? ”

"Okay, he dares to be nice to me, I'm not done with him," Lin Xi realized that Xiaojing was changing the topic halfway through, so he turned the conversation back again, "You still said it's nothing, I want to bypass the topic for a while." ”

Xiaojing didn't really want to change the topic when she asked this, but she really wanted them to live well. After all, Lin Xi knows her too well, and she always likes to hide her thoughts in her heart.

Seeing that Xiaojing was silent on the other end of the phone, Lin Xi became anxious: "What's wrong with you, you are talking." ”

After a pause on the other end of the phone, Lin Xi heard Xiaojing's voice: "You said that I should do what I should do with myself, I really can't turn a blind eye to him." ”

"Huh? Who? You have no head or tail," suddenly Lin Xi was excited, Zhang Qi told her that the two of them were in the same company, "Oh, what, after all, under the same roof, I don't blame you for looking up and looking down." ”

"These days, there are constantly all kinds of things that pull me back to the past, and the more I want to forget, the more I can't forget. Everything about him tuggs at my heart easily. ”

Lin Xi listened to Xiaojing's words, and couldn't wait to shake out the truth she knew, but when she thought of Chen Ling, she swallowed it back again.

"Don't worry, after all, this matter has been in your heart for so many years, and there is always sadness at this time."

"I really don't know what to do with myself? My heart hurts, it feels like it has been broken in two. ”

Listening to Xiaojing's words, Lin Xi was really distressed, she was usually sharp-tongued, but she couldn't say half a word of comfort. She paused for a long time before she finally held back the words in her heart: "Calmly face your own heart, if you still can't let go of him, you might as well try to talk to him." ”

"I asked him before, and his words were obviously very sincere, and his eyes were so painful, but there was no explanation, but even so, I still felt that I wanted to forgive him when I looked at his tears."

"Then forgive him, maybe forgive, you will let go of your heart, and this matter will pass." Xiaojing was very surprised by Lin Xi's series of reactions, once she mentioned that Yu Yang was always full of righteous indignation, but now her position seems to be biased towards him.

"yes, maybe yes. Why do I have to worry about it, and keep myself trapped in it? ”

"Whatever your choice, I've got your back."

After hanging up the phone, it was raining heavily outside the window, and the rain was banging on the glass outside the window, and the sound of "crackling" broke the silence of the late night.

Looking at the rain outside the window, Xiaojing seriously recalled Lin Xi's words, yes, it was painful for herself to be trapped in her memories, and it was painful to take him with her. It's time for the self to let go, so that everything can really pass, for himself, for him, or for him.

On this rainy night, Yu Yang did not work overtime as usual, he strolled along the Huangpu River with an umbrella. Although the rainy night is even colder, it can't stop tourists from taking pictures on the Bund.

"Excuse me, can you please take a picture of us?"

Yu Yang had tried his best to avoid the crowd, but he was still stopped by a young couple. He could only nod his head and take the camera from their hand.

While pressing the shutter, the laughter of the couple on the other side made him envious. The sweetness in love is always the best time in life, but I can't get out of the past relationship.

Today he promised not to disturb her again, so he didn't even dare to go downstairs to her house as usual. They wanted to separate, but fate connected them again and again.

He turned around and walked into a tavern, because the tavern seemed a little deserted on a rainy night, Yu Yang found a place at the bar and sat down, and ordered whiskey.

"Would you like to try our new wine?" It uses 10,000-year-old ice flown in from Finland. ”

Yu Yang nodded, and after a while, he saw the tavern owner hand over a glass of spirits mixed with a variety of wines, the color of the wine was like the azure blue formed by the dispersion of a glacier in the air, and in the middle was a circular ice body, which was probably the 10,000-year-old ice that the boss just said.

Yu Yang took the wine and watched it in his hand with great interest, only to see that the ice gradually dissolved into invisibility in the wine.

"Sir has something on your mind, try my exclusive custom for you, it's called 'Insider', some things you always trap yourself in place, it's like this 10,000-year-old ice in the middle, 10,000-year ice, but if you are willing to try to look at it from a different angle, it is like putting this ice in different water, and it will quickly dissolve into a trace of sweetness in your mouth."

Yu Yang didn't expect the owner of the tavern to say such philosophical words, and he replied with appreciation and admiration.

Those truths Yu Yang naturally understands that the so-called authorities are obsessed, and they have always been limited to this emotional whirlpool, and what they can taste can only be bitterness.

The word "insider" applies to him, and it also applies to Xiaojing, they are trapped in each other's past pain, no, to a greater extent, they have been trapped by her.

She already has a new life of her own, and she should face her in a new state, and their relationship is no longer a lover, but a friend, which may be the most appropriate relationship for them now.