"It's so late, where did Lejun go?"

"Who knows, maybe I'll go on a date with Suzu."

Compared with her sister's worries, Tianhai Qi Mingyue sat on the sofa in the living room and casually looked at the narrow library book in her hand.

On the table is a dinner that has cooled down slightly with neatly arranged dishes and chopsticks.

Tianhai Jiururi stood in front of the sliding door of the balcony, and the Tokyo Tower sandwiched between the buildings in the distance shimmered with a misty light.

And why didn't Lejun even reply to the line."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue held the gold wire glasses with both hands, and raised her eyes to look at the back of Tianhai Jiu Liuli.

There was an inexplicable pause.

"Sister is worried?"

"Of course."

"My sister is worried about more than why he didn't reply to the message."

“.”

"Sister?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli withdrew his gaze from afar, and lowered his delicate eyebrows, "."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue closed the book, and she understood what her sister was avoiding.

"I understand my sister's worries now, but my sister must understand that there are some things that cannot be escaped."

Tianhai Jiu Liuli suddenly looked at his twin sister with the same face as herself, "What does July think about this?" ”

"What's the matter?"

"July, you must understand what I said."

"I can't answer."

"Can't answer?"

"I can't answer that. It's too complicated, whether it's someone or us, it's a mess of feelings. ”

“.”

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't want to admit it.

But that's just the way it is.

Treat the snow, yourself, July, Lejun. All three have feelings.

The time spent together for so long is not a false sympathy for her past, and I hope to be better to Xue within my ability.

The same goes for July

More than two weeks ago, Zhixue voluntarily chose to leave and left the house without taking anything with her.

Myself and July watched her leave.

With reluctance, with guilt, I really want to stay here, and I really want to continue to spend every day with everyone. But when I left, I couldn't even look back and take a second look.

Yourself and July. can feel the emotions in Yuki's heart.

So in the past two weeks, Sakakihara has always been distracted, and neither he nor July have said anything.

On the contrary, I miss the snow as much as July.

Tianhai Jiu Ruri felt sad in her heart, she sat on the sofa next to her sister and tried to ask her: "Seven, is it possible that we can let Yuki come back?" ”

"Nope."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue answered directly, and he was quiet for a long time, "Grandpa has already made it very clear about the matter between us and Xue. Now that the elder brother has made his choice, there is no reason for Yuki to stay in this house any longer. ”

"I think there's still a little bit of room to maneuver."

"Sister," Tianhai Qimingyue met Tianhai Jiu Liuli's eyes, "Yuki's feelings need to be dealt with, and if you want to deal with this feeling, you will definitely have a conflict with us." Although I don't want Yuki to leave this home, it's Yuki himself who takes the initiative to choose to quit. We deserve to respect her choice. ”

Tianhai Jiuliuli sighed first, "It's her own initiative to choose nothing wrong, but this is also a choice that will make her uncomfortable." Zhixue didn't even want to confront us, and she apologized to us after knowing that she had done something wrong. ”

My sister said this very strangely. This is equivalent to talking for her opponent, and my sister's heart has become so soft now? ”

"I know. Didn't we have rivals before, July? ”

“.”

The seven bright moons of the sky and the sea were silent for a moment.

"That sister wants someone to agree to the feelings of the snow? Can my sister accept betrayal again? ”

Nope. Neither is it. ”

"What exactly is my sister's idea?"

Tianhai Jiu Liuli didn't look at his sister's eyes again: "I just think that there is still room for things to turn around"

Syllable.

Tianhai Qimingyue single-handedly closed the library book in his hand.

"It's not that I can't understand my sister's feelings, my sister's current entanglement, just like my sister's previous entanglement about whether she should accept me. But there are some things that cannot be made exceptions, one has two and no three. If things are allowed to develop to the end, it is very likely that the relationship between the two of us will collapse.

"Even if it's the previous thing, someone doesn't know about it. Although he is responsible for this, it is not his subjective action at the root of the matter. ”

Tianhai Jiuliuli's tone was low: "I understand"

"Sister, don't forget, someone also promised to go to England with your sister. Yuki's words, I hope she can forget or let go of this experience, and there will be a chance to meet again in the future. ”

“.”

*

Smack——!

Outside the Shirokane Takanawa Apartment, Sakakihara quickly closed the car door, and without holding an umbrella, he stepped into the rainy street.

"Huh! ——! Wait, you! ”

His pace was so fast that Suzu Sakakibara, who was forced to pay the fare, almost didn't keep up.

Suzu Sakakihara held up the transparent umbrella and managed to catch up with his brother, raising his hand high so that the umbrella would cover the top of his head.

Others are two seconds and one step, he is one second and two steps!

Suzuto Sakakihara had to speed up in order to keep up with the speed at which he walked.

"Brother."

“.”

"Dude."

“.” Sakakihara Le's focus was on, and in the blink of an eye, he came to the downstairs of a high-end apartment building.

"Dude!"

Entering the hall downstairs, Sakakihara Suzu finally grabbed him.

Sakakihara looked at her, "What?" ”

Sakakihara Suzu saw his expression, and was instantly dissatisfied, "What's the matter!" I've never seen anyone who saw a guillotine and rushed to die! ”

“.” Sakakihara ignored her and continued to walk forward.

"Huh——! Huh! Stop, you stop me! ”

Sakakihara Suzu saw that he still couldn't stop shouting, so he sped up and ran over, holding an umbrella in his hand, and stopped him at the elevator door with open hands.

The girl's expression became unusually serious and serious:

"Sakakihara music! I said, are you crazy? ”

Sakakihara had never seen Ah Ling have such an expression, and she stopped when she shouted.

On the contrary, not crazy, but very calm.

"I'm not crazy."

"You're not crazy, you're still in a hurry to die! Why, do you think the two foxes are doing too well with you, so you want to drive them 108,000 miles away? I don't allow it! I've only gotten used to the two of them, so why would you want to destroy all the efforts I've built up so long! ”

"Ah Ling, don't just look at the surface."

"I don't understand! What is not superficial, I just know that you are looking for death when you go up now! Please calm down if you are looking for death! ”

“.”

Sakakihara closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"Ah Ling."

"What? Have you calmed down? ”

"What kind of person do you think I am?"

"What who?" Suzu Sakakihara looked into the distance and thought for a moment, "Rotten people! But it's the good rotten people. ”

"Why do you think I've taken such good care of you since I was a child?"

"Because we're brother and sister?"

"Then how much do you think the other family brothers have me to take care of you?"

That certainly doesn't. My current personality is also yours, and you are too good at taking care of people."

"Then what do you think of my character?"

"What evaluation.?"

Sakakihara hesitated, she didn't understand why her brother asked that.

But she didn't think about this problem.

So he quickly bit his lip, looked at him and replied:

"I was raised by you, what can I say? Can I say that your character is useless, or completely rotten? It can't be that is, denying that I am a person who has been cared for so much by you, and I have been cared for by you for so many years and not thanked, but to deny your character, which is the biggest fallacy in the world. So. My assessment is - no matter what other people think, I like it anyway! ”

The lobby downstairs of the apartment is a casual café, and many people sit here to drink coffee and enjoy the rainy season.

So Suzu Sakakihara felt super ashamed to say such things so loudly.

Her face turned red with shame.

It's really a shame to be so loudly said by your family that you like this kind of family-level "like".

The vast majority of families in this world, even a "love you" are embarrassed to say to their loved ones.

Ah Ling is still a public figure, if someone takes a picture of this and posts it on the Internet.

It's definitely going to be a hit on the Internet.

So when she said this, it can be regarded as an open-mindedness.

"So, Ah Ling, you also recognize my character, right?"

Sakakihara Suzu closed her eyes, spread her hands, and shouted loudly:

"No, no, no, that's right! Although it is sometimes very bad, you are such a person who insists on saying that there is something wrong, that is, you will not control the distance from other people! A standard stinky scumbag! ”

"Since Ah Ling thinks so, he also understands and knows what kind of character I am. As Sakakihara Le, I should also carry out the character of Sakakiwara Raku to the end, right? ”

Only then did Suzu Sakakihara slightly react to his intention to say this, "What do you mean?" ”

"It's very simple, it's very clear, people just have to be themselves, since I can't worry about yuki in my heart, since I'm still nostalgic for the past days, since I can't bear to see her become like that. Then you should follow your heart and get her back. ”

"What! You bastard, you!.I'll support you."

Sakakihara Suzu muttered slightly, and then immediately said righteously, "But what about Sister July and Sister Ruri?" They're doing that to you! If you dare to say this today, I'll only see you bastard when diving in Tokyo Bay for decades to come! ”

"It's not a conflict."

“.？ What are you talking about, it's simply a good or bad conflict! ”

Sakakihara Le's tone was steady, "Suzu, just like I said just now." What you recognize is my character. Through the past relationship, through what Qijiu said to me after school this afternoon, I am 100% sure. What Qijiu likes is my kind of character.

"If I can't even do 'myself' perfectly, if I am still hesitating about my inner thoughts, how can I take on the identity of Sakakihara Raku?

In other words, what Qijiu likes is me who loves them, and what I like is me who can sympathize and care about them. If I have lost even the psychology of caring and sympathy for others, how can I bear their affection for me? ”

？

What is this talking about?

Sakakihara Suzu didn't understand well.

Is this guy saying the "if I don't do it, then I'm not me" set?

I don't understand what you're saying, but that's why you're going to betray Sister July and Sister Ruri? I hope so, but I prefer that you have a valid reason to pick the right time rather than now. ”

"Ah Ling, I said it all, this is not a betrayal of Qijiu. In addition, I'll explain to you what I mean again, if I choose to abandon my compassion and choose to ignore the snow, then it is equivalent to denying myself in the past You don't know about me and July Liuli, I accept them, and the point they like me that time is not because I choose to sympathize with their suffering? If I lose even this kind of sympathy, will I no longer have any empathy and emotional communication with them in the future? ”

Well, it's hard to think about.

Suzu Sakakihara found that even if she racked her brains, it was difficult to fully understand what he meant.

Wait a minute.

Start with what the old brother said at the beginning.

One

The elder brother believes that his character contains qualities of compassion and caring for others, and believes that this is the basis for him to establish emotional resonance with Sister July and Sister Ruri.

Two

The elder brother also thinks that if he chooses to abandon his compassion and choose to ignore Yuki's situation, he will deny his past self.

The elder brother accepts Sister July and Sister Ruri, and helps them out of sympathy for their plight. If he loses empathy, then his empathy and emotional communication with them will also disappear.

Three

The elder brother thinks that as his "Sakakihara music", he should be himself and follow his inner thoughts. He couldn't worry about Yuki in his heart, so he decided to pick her up and implement his character and heart.

Sum up.

Brother is to be determined to be himself, to be true to his character and heart, and at the same time to carry out the qualities of compassion and concern for others into action

seemingly

Kind of makes sense.

It's also a commendable idea – "stick to being yourself".

However, when facing July and Liuli, the betrayal can't be avoided no matter what, what is the plan, brother-

"Huh? What about my brother? ”

Sakakihara Suzu pondered for a long time, and then suddenly found that the person standing in front of him was gone.

She immediately turned her head to look at the LED panel of the elevator next to her.

Spotting the number above, just jumped to "14".

"It's over."

Sakakihara Suzu's pupils shrank, and she hurriedly went to the elevator next to her, and kept pressing the button to open the door upstairs.

When his elevator came up from the underground garage slowly, Sakakihara Suzu was horrified to find that the elevator that his brother was sitting on had already shown that he had reached the sixteenth floor.

"Hurry, hurry"

As soon as the elevator door opened, ignoring the group of people inside, Sakakihara Suzu hurriedly walked in.

Quickly press the button on the 16th floor.

3rd floor, 5th floor, 8th floor, 9th floor.

Every time the elevator paused on one floor, Suzu Sakakihara felt her heart beat a lot faster.

The act of looking for someone to die is clearly looking for death nakedly

It's not just Sister July and Sister Liuli, if you let your uncle know about it.

I'm afraid I'll never contact him again in my life, right?

No

Although I want Yuki to go home, it's not such a tattered ending.

This kind of ending is the last thing I want to see at the moment.

The elevator is fast

Come on!

With such uneasy thoughts.

The elevator Suzu Sakakihara took took finally reached the sixteenth floor.

She sped out, running to the door as fast as she could.

I took out the key and turned the door open, and stepped into the entrance without changing my shoes.

"Dude!!"

She rushed into the living room quickly, but saw the scene in front of her—

The food on the table was steaming, and the rainy season outside the balcony was dripping.

Sakakihara Le stood in front of Tianhai Jiu Liuli and Tianhai Qimingyue, without too much expression, but simply said this sentence to them:

"Liuli, July, I. I want to bring the snow back to live. ”

Sakakihara Suzu didn't even have time to hold him, and could only watch Sister July and Sister Ruri, who were waiting for him to come home at home, and heard this sentence from the bastard brother.

End, end.

It's going to be over.

She couldn't help but think so.

(End of chapter)