Call.

The wind in the setting sun is a little hot.

"Bang!"

A baseball flew over and slammed into the steel wire wall with a crisp crashing sound.

"Hey~! Sakakibara! ”

Immediately after that, there were other grade students' greetings, but Sakakihara didn't hear it at all, he just put his hands in his pockets, stared at the road under his feet that was dyed red by the setting sun, and walked forward quietly.

He took out his hand and stared at the palm of his hand that had been busy with calluses in the past to subsidize his family. Stunned.

He couldn't figure out why July didn't hesitate to deny his past self.

Could it be that I chose to contact her and care for her in the first place, wasn't it because of compassion?

Isn't it precisely because of this sympathy that she has feelings for herself, has a goal and persists in it, and has worked hard for more than ten years?

She allowed herself to abandon sympathy, wasn't it the same thing she also hoped that the past July would not be redeemed?

Sakakihara raku spreads his hand and lifts it up, facing the sky. For a moment, the dim sunlight pierced through the cracks in his fingertips, preventing him from opening his eyes.

Under the direct light of this strong light, he suddenly felt.

If you don't need to sympathize with July at the beginning, you don't need to sympathize with Liuli at the beginning, will your life still be like this?

If there is no Qijiu, I am afraid that I will be committed to making money with peace of mind.

With mom, with bells. Let's work hard together, and buy a home for three people in Tokyo, right?

Even if that family is not as big as the current one, even if his financial resources will not become as outrageous as they are now.

But under that effort, life must be happy and upward

Sakakihara closed his eyes and took a deep breath of the evening wind.

He didn't want to blame anyone anymore, what July just said, from her standpoint, was not the slightest wrong

But myself, is really tired.

*

When I got home, it was half past seven in the evening.

As usual, Ah Ling went to work after basketball training in the afternoon.

She is now an idol voice actress, which means that she has started to have some jobs singing and dancing at night.

There is still a fried chicken advertisement with a big head picture in Ginza, and unlike her who just debuted more than a year ago, her career is also thriving.

She has to take care of her studies and career at the same time, and recently she has to practice basketball with Ruri and them, and she usually looks bouncing and energetic, and Sakakihara Le admires her a little.

Although this girl is usually bad, it's not that she doesn't understand people's feelings.

The last time she left home to breathe, didn't she also take the initiative to push her work back and choose to accompany herself?

I don't know what she will think now that she knows that she and July have a complete falling out?

Will she think it's her lust for July?

Think you're taking advantage of July's preference for herself to push her to compromise?

No. Not at all.

None of this matters nowadays. It's just that in the care of tossing and turning, I'm tired.

"Le."

As soon as Sakakihara got home, he was still changing his shoes in the hallway when he heard the sound of footsteps.

He looked up on the way to change his slippers and saw the snow of the sky and the sea holding on to the wall, welcoming him home.

Although her voice was a little weak, her movements were far less generous than when Ruri welcomed her home.

But her look of hiding in the corner and secretly watching herself go home with sincere eyes is unique.

"Joy is back."

"Well, I'm back."

As soon as Sakakihara changed into his slippers, he smelled some smells wafting from the kitchen, and when he looked closely, he saw the snow of the sky and the sea with big white flowers on his head, and he was still wearing his apron that he usually cooked.

"Yuki, you cooked and waited for me?"

"Hmm"

Tianhai Zhixue even nodded, but also cautiously, she almost lowered her eyebrows and said, "Recently. After coming to Le's house, Le has always been taking care of me, although Le said that he didn't need to care about this, but I still wanted to do something to make Le happy. ”

This kind of feeling of heart, Sakakihara has actually experienced it no less than ten times.

Ah Ling has, July and Liuli, they have both.

The snow is very similar to the glass of the past, and it carries some guilt towards itself.

Where does guilt come from?

In fact, there is no need to say more, Zhixue feels that her existence itself is to make trouble for herself, and she is very inferior now, and even inferior to the point that she does not dare to raise her head in front of Liuli and July.

"Le looks very unhappy."

"It's okay."

"It's Le and Sister July. Got into a fight? ”

Hearing this question, I saw the snow's worried and cautious eyes.

Sakakihara saw the awkwardness of her position, just as she had been sandwiched between the two sisters in the past, and Zhiyuki was also sandwiched between herself and them.

On the one hand, Zhixue is grateful that she can give up a lot of things to take care of her.

On the one hand, the snow is difficult to face the July and Ruri who quarreled with themselves.

Feelings are always tangled and contradictory.

It's the same with people,

But Sakakihara doesn't want to mention that now.

"Don't worry, it's just a matter of clarifying something with July."

Sakakihara tried his best to keep his words without any other flavor, which made Tianhai Zhixue, who had absolutely trusted him, immediately nodded obediently, "Then, Sister July is better, right?" ”

"She? She's so good, so good that she can fight with me for I don't know how many mouths. ”

Hearing Sakakihara Le say this, Tianhai Zhixue calmed down, and was touched by him again, feeling a lot more comfortable.

"Le, I always feel that Sister July is still angry with me."

"It's nature."

So what should I do? Sister July is also very kind to me."

"Don't do anything, Ruri I don't know what's going on, but July she." Sakakihara hesitated for a moment, and infinite emotion appeared in his heart.

July her. But I want to get the snow out completely

Sakakihara didn't think there was anything wrong with her request.

I just feel that she today doesn't look like her at all.

You know, some time ago, it was also July when I shouted that I didn't need to be so alienated from the snow.

"Sister July. What's wrong? Tianhai Zhixue asked curiously.

"No, nothing."

Sakakihara smiled again, touched her head, and tried to change the subject, "By the way, Yuki practiced basketball today, worked hard, almost never rested, such a big sun, and has been training." ”

He felt that Yuki was not as pale as he was when he was first discharged from the hospital.

After sunbathing in the sun, my complexion is much healthier.

"It's weird."

"Huh? Strange what? ”

"It's tiring to practice basketball, but I still want to keep practicing."

"Probably because you want everyone to win the first place in the sports festival together, and the idea of winning the championship is driving Yuki to work hard?"

"I don't know." Tianhai Zhixue's voice suddenly became smaller again, "However, during the afternoon training, this feeling is the first time that every time Sister Liuli throws the basketball to me, hands it to me, and lets me shoot, I can feel that Sister Liuli has a warm energy on her body." ”

"It's trust." Sakakihara laughed.

"I don't know" Tianhai no Yuki stared at Sakakihara Le, "but the feeling on Kazuraku's body now is very similar"

The girl's voice was small.

But inexplicably given the color of "believing".

Sakakihara Le, at this moment, Yuki, is completely believing in himself.

And this kind of trust has reached an outrageous level.

Even if she deceived her, even if she made her do something bad, she was willing.

Speaking of this, Sakakihara Le was a little curious about the glass that also made Zhixue feel trusted.

"Yuki, you say, Ruri trusts you very much?"

"Well, Sister Liuli, when she talks to me, she always laughs, and she also teaches me basketball skills very carefully."

It's weird.

Ruri, who was supposed to be equally angry, had a slightly worse relationship with Yuki, but instead acted less angry.

It's weird.

Want to ask her?

Sakakihara thought about it carefully and suddenly smiled.

Tianhai Zhixue looked at him and blinked: "Le? ”

Forget it.

It's not that I don't want to continue to contact with Liuli.

It's that he suddenly felt that it would be easier for him to be himself and find a goal for himself to struggle for, without favoring anyone.

He has been thinking about others all his life.

Running left and right in order to take care of the relationship between the two is really. It's so tiring.

Isn't it easy to take care of your sister and eat the days?

If you study alone, after you come out, you can't find a job, you can't earn money, you can't marry a wife, and your life is not easy?

It's too tiring and tiring to act for others all the time.

Now July wants to abandon her compassion and deny her past self, and it will be as she wishes.

I tried to negotiate with her, and she didn't trust her.

I tried to negotiate with her, and she didn't agree.

Zhixue never had the idea of occupying her identity, and she just wanted to give her a little care that had no special relationship.

There is nothing wrong with everyone.

But the positions are different, so there is no way to coordinate at all.

So, obviously, since there is no room for negotiation, there is only one way left over there - everyone breaks up and everyone is fine.

"Why is Le shaking his head?"

Sakakihara touched the head of the snow of the sky and said, "It's nothing, let's go, let's eat." ”

"Hmmm! Today I tried to make tomato egg soup for Le. ”

"So powerful? How long did it take? ”

"Two hours!"

"Two hours, hahaha."

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, nothing."

Eighty percent, tomatoes are boiled in soup, right?

*

The days go by quickly.

Three days have passed in the blink of an eye.

Until today, Sakakihara Suzu didn't know that Sakakihara Le completely broke up with Tianhai Seven Bright Moon that day.

She couldn't believe that while eating her brother's lunch box in the cafeteria, she stood up directly!

"Isn't it?!"

It wasn't until many of the classmates in the cafeteria with plates looked at him that Suzu Sakakihara realized that she was talking loudly. She quickly covered her mouth and sat down.

"That's the case, July is now alone in her literature department to read. I went to talk to her and she didn't listen."

Tianhai Jiuliuli sighed helplessly.

Sakakihara Suzu thought back carefully, and in the last few days of July, it was indeed extremely cold.

That kind of coldness that can kill people with one look!

"What did my brother say? Sister July is so angry? ”

I don't know. But definitely something very excessive. ”

"Strange. Sister Ruri thinks my brother will say those very excessive things to July? Didn't he take the initiative to take care of Sister July that day? ”

Tianhai Jiuliuli shook his head, and the chopsticks in his hand poked a few eyes on the rice in the lunch box: "I don't know, Lejun shouldn't say anything excessive. No matter what, July's feelings for Le Jun are true, and Le Jun's feelings for July are also true. ”

"So. Is it a quarrel? Suzu Sakakihara asked.

"It's not just a quarrel." Tianhai Jiu Liuli added, "I also thought July was quite strange that day, she also said something very different to me, and then she still doesn't remember what she said. ”

Sakakihara Suzu clasped her hands to her chest, bowed her head, and pondered for a long time, "Anyway, my brother and July are having a falling out now, right?" ”

"That's right."

"What does Sister Liuli think? Are you still mad at my brother? ”

Tianhai Jiu Liuli hesitated for a second, blinked and replied:

"Of course! Le Jun's words that day, no matter what you say, can be regarded as a betrayal, right, why can you still show a good face to someone who said such excessive words. ”

Sakakihara Suzu squinted her eyes carefully, and while looking at the nine glasses opposite, her expression became strange:

"But judging from your willingness to talk to my brother occasionally, and your attitude towards Zhixue, Sister Liuli doesn't look like she is angry~~"

Suzu's speculation is not unreasonable.

Tianhai Jiuliuli herself is also asking herself these days, are you angry?

She thought about it herself for days.

The answer is – angry, but not completely.

To ask why.

One:

She has feelings for Yuki herself, and can understand Sakakihara's idea that Sakakihara is going to pick up Yukiyuki

- Sakakihara was also sympathetic to his poor self at the beginning, so he chose to forgive himself? And willing to take responsibility for yourself?

This shows that Lejun is still that Lejun.

There is nothing wrong with his sympathy, but it is absolutely, absolutely limited.

Two:

There is Sakakihara Suzu as a third person to ventilate the news, and she knows that Sakakihara Le has not done anything about her lover to Zhiyuki. After inquiring about it in the past few weeks, he has helped Zhixue blow his hair, which can be regarded as the most intimate contact.

Tianhai Jiuliuli thinks, can this be considered a betrayal?

Not counting. What's the difference from before?

To say divide feelings. Indeed, it is divided.

This is indeed something that should be particularly angry.

But she felt that she had nothing to lose.

It's not that Sakakihara Le doesn't make lunch for himself, and he can't help him anymore.

As for July

She. probably takes the trust in Lejun too seriously and is too full.

Tianhai Jiuliuli thinks so.

"Sister Liuli, Sister Liuli!"

"Huh? Well, in it. ”

"Really, Sister Ruri was distracted as she spoke~" Sakakihara Suzu suddenly put the fingers of the pistol on her chin, "Huh? What was Sister Ruri thinking? Miss my brother? It's been a long time since I've been hugged by him, so I miss him? ”

"What to say?"

Tianhai Jiu Liuli sorted out his thoughts, very serious, and asked another question, "Suzu, what do you think about me and July?" ”

"Huh? What do you think about this?,Didn't I tell Sister Liuli about you before?,I hope you reconcile.,And then Zhixue also had a happy result.。 Now it seems."

Sakakihara Suzu spread out her hand, and her eyes drifted to the green leaves outside the cafeteria, "It's the opposite of what I wanted~"

"Don't talk about me, what does Sister Liuli think?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli had a serious expression, "It's July. It's so wrong, I want to have a good talk with Lejun. ”

"Sister Liuli are sure?"

What's wrong? Suzu: Why is this expression? ”

"My brother, these days," Suzu Sakakihara scratched her head, a little irritated, "what do you say? Somewhat chic? ”

Tianhai Jiuliuli opened his mouth a little stiffly, "Chic. What is the meaning? ”

"That's it. Literally."

Sakakihara Suzu was extremely embarrassed, and her eyes dodged, "Hehe, I can't explain, Sister Ruri might as well go find him in person in the afternoon, and you'll know when the time comes." ”

"Why, weird."