It was a day not long after I was a freshman in Class 5, and a seemingly insignificant little thing happened in my not boring life. A regular after-school time, I was talking witty to my table as always, passing by a boy in the same class, a member of the original fifth class, usually we have no intersection in life, everyone has their own circle, and he is in the back row, so there are naturally many fewer opportunities to communicate in life. He deliberately touched my desk as he passed by, and although it was inevitable that someone would occasionally pass by at the door, his deliberateness was much more obvious, at least in my opinion.

I am a very sensitive person, when someone around me suddenly makes something unreasonable one day, I will always be the first to notice that something is wrong, and then find a reasonable reason for the other party's unreasonable behavior, so that my life can avoid some unnecessary troubles.

Since I didn't have any dealings with him, and I didn't have much in my life, I didn't have anything to do with him. After some reflection and analysis of the actual situation, I found the rationality of his seemingly unreasonable behavior.

It should be a kind of temptation, and the reaction from the temptation determines the attitude towards me next. When a newcomer first arrives in someone else's territory, it is natural for the aborigines of the territory to have this reaction, and the other party wants to know what the new character is, and whether it is easy to bully to be precise. The reason why he found me as a test object in the newcomer crowd was because I didn't immediately integrate into the rear of the boys like most boys, thinking that I was isolated, and that cutting me would not cause confrontation among other fellow travelers. And once I choose to tolerate or be indifferent, he will begin to continue his plan with intensification, in order to achieve the purpose of reminding the newcomers of his "status", similar to what happened to the third class, but the way of operation is obviously more advanced than the third incident.

I have long heard others tell me that things are like and people are grouped. I still think that's a slightly paranoid statement, if it's just because someone is not what you think they are, you deliberately alienate them and divide them into groups that don't belong to you, is that right? The facts tell me that this is clearly not true. You're a good person, so don't be friends with bad guys, so what to do when bad guys get you in trouble. Those who say that justice is not late must not have really encountered the darkest moments of those who witnessed it, so he can use his irresponsible words to guide the other person to do what he thinks is right. My code of conduct is to be as attached to every group of people as possible, don't be the one who is lonely, and never live alone with a seemingly arrogant attitude. You can choose the light, but don't reject the darkness. In this way, you will not seem overwhelmed at the moment when darkness comes.

I'm just a layman, I'm not competitive, I'm not brave and ruthless, but when something bad comes to me, I always do something, not to prove anything, just to avoid some unnecessary trouble.

After a certain class, I took the initiative to go to the back row for the first time and started to hint and perform for some people.

"Brother Jianbin, come to a cigarette." I came to Jianbin with a slightly shy voice.

He wasn't disgusted, and he was used to the perverted names we occasionally used to in private.

"Old Ye, why do you want to ask for leaves?"

"Recently, every time I think about myself as the successor of socialism, the pressure is more than a little bit greater."

"You are much cheaper than your brother Jianbin." Laughing and shoving his cheap cigarette into my hand.

"Alas, I would have set my heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon shines on the ditch." As he spoke, he walked away, gave Zhiqiang a look, and he also understood, so he went out with me.

"Chief, what does Li Wei mean?" On the way, Zhiqiang naturally asked, and it was obvious that he noticed the person's small movements.

"See? What can you mean, little trick. "This kind of thing doesn't need to be explained too much, you can understand it." His name is Li Wei? ”

Even though I'm in the same class, I haven't paid much attention to most people's names.

"Heard of it?" He replied with a slight rhetorical tone.

"Didn't you wear glasses before?"

To be honest, I didn't know if he was him when I asked him this.

"How do you know?"

After receiving an affirmative answer, I conducted a wave of probing to verify the veracity of the rumors I heard: "Or I'll praise you, One Punch Man." Then he gave Zhiqiang a meaningful expression.

He seemed to understand something, and he smirked.

I took the opportunity to come up with another wave of assists: "Let you lose yourself in a strong brother." ”

Changing the subject was his usual way of masking his mood swings, every time, but that time he told me something else.

"Captain, are you interested in Bingbing?"

"Who?"

"Lin Bingbing, Lin Chuxue."

"Ice and snow smart ice?"

"Ice, cold, ice."

"Who got it? Strange and good. ”

"Say so, Ice Beauty, don't speak."

"Do you like her at all?"

"No, it's not that why are you so gossiping now? Friend. ”

"Do you know that Li Xiaojie who plays basketball in Class 5?"

"Who?"

"Li Xiaojie in the back, who plays basketball, is the three-point king."

"Oh."

"That buddy chased Lin Bingbing on the first day of school, and he never caught up, you haven't seen his face in the past two days, and I want to eat you every day when I see you and me."

"He asked you?"

"Ahh

"Then you just say that I'm trying to make a good relationship at the same table."

"It's just a good relationship at the same table??"

"In other words, I have just arrived, and I have been targeted by two major forces. Right? ”

Changing the subject is also a common tactic for me.

"With great power comes great responsibility."

"You also don't have a backache when you stand and talk, let's go, it's going to class right away." As I spoke, I expertly threw the unlit cigarette into the dung pit.

Back in the classroom, Lin Chuxue was sitting there as usual, writing and drawing.

I continued my teasing.

"Ah, what about our Bingbing again?"

She obviously realized something, and replied angrily: "My name is Lin Chuxue. ”

"Oh, what about our family's first snow again?"

"It's called Lin Chuxue." His eyes softened a lot.

"Got it, Kobayashi."

"Get out."

Zhiqiang didn't lie to me, Li Xiaojie's face was really ugly. Later, I also learned through various channels that the incident that Li Xiaojie likes Lin Chuxue is indeed true, and at the beginning of the first year of high school, Li Xiaojie clearly expressed his liking for Lin Chuxue, and also confessed that in a public place, everyone in the class knew about it. It's a pity that it was rejected. However, he is indeed infatuated, he likes Lin Chuxue's original intention did not fall apart because of the other party's refusal, and has been maintained for a long time, as far as I know, he has never liked others in the three years of high school, to be honest, Li Xiaojie is very good, sunny, optimistic, dignified, I will never maliciously belittle others because of the existence of some people, this is a fact, as long as he is willing, he will not be single. Later, in the days of the fifth class, we inevitably had frequent contact, the relationship was not very good, but it was also harmonious, everyone also tried to get closer to each other, but based on the existence of Lin Chuxue, I always felt that I was not as casual as getting along with other people, both sides were worried that the other party might take their sweethearts as their own one day in the future, but in the end, they did not take their sweethearts for themselves.

But maybe it's also Li Xiaojie's reason, Lin Chuxue hasn't been chased by other boys in the class, on the one hand, he can't talk, and on the other hand, boys at that time generally have an inexplicable strange tacit understanding, when the opposite sex around him is pursued by a same-sex friend around him, he will automatically dispel the idea of pursuing the other party, even if he feels that the other party is good, there is a wonderful factor that a friend's wife cannot be bullied.

As for the so-called poor students in the class who don't learn and don't know how to do it, after my casual response, they also gave up collecting information about me. In the days that followed, everyone got along quite harmoniously for a long time, in the face of my amiable and polite character, most people were not disgusted, of course, no one can guarantee everyone's like, and I am also like most people in life, I will encounter bad things, bad people. If you are sure that the other person is not the kind of person who can resonate with you, it is not a good choice to accept it and avoid it.