Su Baixi's every word was like a sharp blade, and it didn't stab at him, because she was more cruel than he imagined, she was scratching him again and again, just using this invisible blade, a little bit.

made him bruised all over his body, like a piece of Lingchi.

Lin Zijia wiped his face, his vision was a little blurred, staring at her, his voice trembling: "You don't like me, even ...... Not a little bit of feeling, is it?"

Su Baixi raised his head, opened his mouth, and was about to answer, when Lin Zijia suddenly stepped forward, he stood in front of her, squatted down, and hugged her waist, trembling like a wail between the dead beasts: "Don't tell me, don't say."

"I don't want to know much anymore, Sister Bai Xi."

Lin Zijia buried his head in Su Baixi's arms, he was silent and depressed, his shoulders trembled, and he didn't make any sound.

But Su Baixi knew that he was crying.

I'm crying.

It was very sad.

It is a kind of sadness that is helpless to be powerless, and he finally understands what it means to be powerless.

When he was young, he made a mistake, he wanted to make amends, wanted to make amends, and wanted to start all over again, but until the end, he found out that this was not something he could control, and it had never been something he could control.

Many things, as long as you look back, you can find a sadder thing, why not the current him, meet her in the past?

Maybe he can handle the relationship between him and her better, and deal with everything between them.

There is no need to be hesitant and at a loss like now.

Su Baixi had no expression from beginning to end, she sat on the chair, next to Lin Zijia who was kneeling on the ground, he was buried in her arms and refused to get up, she was rare to be gentle once, and did not push him away.

may not push him away, it is already her residual tenderness and friendship.

"Sister Bai Xi......"

Lin Zijia's slightly hoarse voice came, he held Su Baixi's hand, sent her palm to his chest, and covered this heart, he was uncomfortable and mourned and sent a signal for help: "It hurts."

"Sister Bai Xi, I hurt so much here."

His tears grew more and more, and at last he was as desperate as a man who was about to drown in the ocean, helpless: "Please, please."

Su Baixi lowered her eyes and stared at her hand, which was at the mouth of his heart, she slowly withdrew her hand, and her tone was even more indifferent: "What do you ask me for?"

"Please like me once," he wept until he trembled, humbled to the dust, and no longer had the wanton and arrogance of his past, "please hurt me."

Su Baixi opened his eyes, and suddenly said, "I saw a sentence written in the book, saying that love and love, in fact, it does not rely on supplication and pleading, nor charity and improvisation, like and love, it depends on commonality and attraction, I like you, I love you, I have to be willing, I am willing."

Oh, yes.

Commonality and attraction.

No love is eternal, Su Baixi likes Lin Zijia in the cemetery who said he was willing to give her everything, but this Lin Zijia has changed in the wear and tear of time, everything is not immutable, everything is changing.

To this day, Lin Zijia understands another sentence, which is what Su Baixi said before.

The phrase, "Not all mistakes can be forgiven."

It's not a "I'm sorry" that can restore the relationship to its original state, a broken bottle, even if it is carefully pasted a little, there will be countless cracks and marks.

Recording every injury that has gone before, whether intentional or unintentional.

After a quarrel, Lin Zijia left the villa.

In fact, it was not a quarrel, because Su Baixi was so indifferent that he didn't care, and he couldn't quarrel at all.

Lin Zijia hoped that Su Baixi could stand up seriously, quarrel with him, make trouble with him, vent with him, and complain to him, but she didn't.

She didn't even bother to say anything.

A woman has reached such a point, Lin Zijia feels wrapped in an endless sense of decadence, unable to get out, and venting

Don't go out.

She makes trouble, which shows that she still cares, and there are mood swings; But she doesn't make noise, she doesn't care.

After Lin Zijia ran out, Tang Anxian came to visit in the evening.

"Has he been here?"

Su Baixi was still sitting on the chair, maintaining the same posture as before, motionless, but still replied, "Well, I've been here."

Tang Anxian picked up all the glass shards on the ground, and saw that there were some blood stains at Su Baixi's feet, so he immediately grabbed Su Baixi's ankle and checked, "Sister, are you injured?"

"There are too many fragments on the ground, don't walk around, be careful of hurting your feet," Tang Anxian finished reading and found that she had no traces of injury, so he was sure that the blood might not be hers, "Did he say anything?"

Su Baixi shook his head, rubbed his temples with one hand, and said, "No."

How could it not be said.

The mess in this place, at a glance, I knew that there was still a lot of dispute, but Su Baixi was reluctant to mention this matter, and after Tang Anxian understood, he didn't ask any more.

The house was cleaned up by Tang Anxian, and when he came, he brought a red oil copy, put it in front of Su Baixi, and said, "Sister, you actually know Teacher Lin quite well."

Knowing that this meal can't be eaten.

Su Baixi unpacked the package, dug with a spoon, and said, "Are the projects that will be used for bidding this time ready?"

"Ready," Tang Anxian smiled embarrassedly, "That's it...... I haven't learned much from Mr. Lin yet, so I don't know if I can ......."

Su Baixi interrupted him: "Believe in yourself, no one is born to do business, business is such a thing, in addition to talent, there is also an element of luck, besides, now that the wind is becoming fast, many people will lose all the money once they bet on the wrong treasure, just look at this kind of thing."

"Sister, you have always believed in me, I am where I am today, and it is thanks to you." Tang Anxian used honorifics.

Su Baixi was indifferent: "As the so-called suspicious people don't need to be suspicious, I don't have too many scruples about employing people, I used to do whatever I wanted, I didn't care about any consequences, and I didn't care about any gains and losses, this kind of madness and wanton behavior is the happiest."

"It's just that I don't know when it started, I also became scheming about everything, I lost everything, and if something didn't have the value of doing, I might cut off from the source from the beginning, and I became too rational and too strange, like a machine."

Su Baixi lowered his eyes: "It suddenly occurred to me that it seems that only when I was with Senior Chen, I didn't consider anything so-called valuable."

Tang Anxian shook his hand, he couldn't stop Su Baixi from thinking about anything, but when he heard her mention Chen Yuan, he was still a little jealous and envious.