Chapter 303: Imitation
Su Baixi finished eating this red oil, stood up, and said, "Don't buy this next time, it's too greasy."
"Okay, I'll pay attention next time." Tang Anxian replied quickly.
There was no nanny in the villa here, and it just so happened that Tang Anxian would do housework, so he did it together, and after tidying up the house, he was ready to leave: "Sister, I'll go first."
Su Baixi nodded: "Hmm."
She followed him to the entrance to see him off, Tang Anxian glanced back at Su Baixi, and stopped talking: "Sister, you look sad, when you are in a bad mood, you can go up to the rooftop to see the moon, I heard that there is a meteor shower today."
Su Baixi obviously had no expression, but Tang Anxian still saw it.
"Hmm," Su Baixi could only respond, he didn't want to pretend anymore, he had been pretending for many years, and he could always show his true face, so he couldn't wear this mask all the time, "I'll go and see it."
Before leaving, Su Baixi asked more: "Xiao Tang, I heard that you were already 12 years old when you stayed in the welfare home, so you should have some impression of your parents, haven't you thought about going to your biological parents?"
Tang Anxian smiled, it didn't matter, and he could see it again: "I was abandoned by them, it is precisely because I have memories that I can clearly remember that it was they who abandoned me, since they have lost it, why should I find it myself?"
"What can be thrown away is garbage, they don't always hope that one day, the garbage they throw away has grown legs, annoying and annoying to find it back, this is too unfamiliar, I don't have this hobby."
Su Baixi didn't say anything anymore and sent him to the door.
"Sister, it's cold outside, go back quickly, I'll go by myself," Tang Anxian stepped forward and hugged her, "I will never leave you, if you need to, I will never get married and have children in my life, as long as you still need me."
Su Baixi's tone was indifferent: "You like me?"
Tang Anxian also laughed, jokingly: "Who doesn't like Sister Bai Xi? My sister is the top of this food chain, you just treat me as my sister and satisfy my little fetish."
"You're blushing." Su Baixi said.
Tang Anxian's face was indeed red, because these words should not have been said by him, and they were not in line with his character, he had always been calm and introverted, with a little shyness.
Su Baixi saw through it at a glance, she opened her hand, hugged him back, and whispered, "Thank you, but you don't need to deliberately imitate Lin Zijia, I don't have so much fame, you make me happy, you just need to buy a delicious red oil copy."
"Sister, I'm ......."
Tang Anxian was said again, and his face turned even redder, because in his eyes, he couldn't even see clearly who Su Baixi liked and who he loved, Su Baixi had a relationship with many men, but who could really leave traces in her heart?
After thinking about it, Tang Anxian, from a man's point of view, thinks that Su Baixi is different to Lin Zijia.
At least Su Baixi only had a relationship with Lin Zijia, and only had children with Lin Zijia.
He also wanted Su Baixi to remember him.
Even if it makes Su Baixi feel that his younger brother is more well-behaved and obedient than Lin Zijia's younger brother, and even better than Lin Zijia?
"Sister, I won't next time," Tang Anxian lowered his eyes and emphasized, "But what I just said is true, if you are in need, I will always be by your side, Tang Anxian has nothing, when he was abandoned by the world, it was Su Baixi who appeared in his world, supporting him to go to school, study, and get ahead, it was all her."
Tang Anxian continued: "My world is only you, I met you when I had nothing, and I hope that all my prosperity in the future can be shared with you."
Su Baixi said: "You are still young, Lin Zijia was thinking about how to kidnap me to bed and how to play with me for a longer time when you were your age, you don't understand anything now, a man's maturity is related to his age, you are just young and ignorant now, young and frivolous."
"I didn't."
Su Baixi still smiled in the end: "I know your mind, but everyone is an independent individual, you don't need to live for me, everyone is born from the beginning
From the beginning, you are alone, and the people who accompany you on the journey of life will only accompany you for a while, and no one will accompany you for a lifetime, and in the end, you will only be left in this world."
Su Baixi said, "You should please yourself."
In the most indifferent tone, saying that the world is hot and cold, and the world is full of states, Su Baixi is like an outsider, she has nothing to care about, as if she is outside this world.
Tang Anxian listened to these words, and it was precisely because he listened to them that he saw clearly that Su Baixi's heart was so barren.
Barren to ...... Barren.
Tang Anxian didn't even dare to tell her that it was because she hadn't been loved, and there was no real love to warm her, so she gradually dried up, and in the process of chasing love, she was tortured, thorns all the way, and finally she was covered with scars and blood, but she still didn't get the love she wanted.
When a woman comes to this world, she is born to be pampered, loved, and held in the palm of her hand, she can not look for the powerful, not for the rich, even if she is looking for a peddler, a beggar, this person must really love her and be good to her.
This is the right given by God to every woman to find a man who loves her by herself.
But God has never promised a woman, every woman has such luck to be able to meet a beautiful love.
Beautiful love exists, but it doesn't necessarily fall on her head.
Not everyone has such luck.
Tang Anxian said, "If you are tired, just let it go, maybe let it go, will you make it easier for you?"
Su Baixi did not answer.
She was not reconciled.
She is obsessed and stubborn, she is too unwilling.
In the next few days, Su Baixi went to the hospital to find a psychiatrist, and Dai Jiamin would give her a candy every time.
It's just that today is different, Dai Jiamin asked her, "What does it taste like?"
Su Baixi said indifferently, "Sweet."
After speaking, she also added: "It's a little tired, next time I suggest you change the flavor to me, I don't like the peach flavor."
Dai Jiamin smiled politely: "But in my drawer, there is only this kind of smell."
Su Baixi: "You can buy it separately."
Dai Jiamin: "Why do you suggest I buy it? That's what I want."
Su Baixi was stunned.
Because of Dai Jiamin's metaphor and things, she saw the same stubborn self, and she only eats the same taste, whether it is sugar or people, isn't it?
Some things suddenly became clear, like a tangled thread, which was suddenly untied, Su Baixi raised his head and said, "I am mentally disordered, referred to as mental illness, not mental problems, you don't have to treat me as a mental patient."