Chapter 304
Dai Jiamin shook his head, showed a smile that he hadn't seen in a long time, and said, "No one looks at you like this, it's you who thinks so, what your heart is, what the world you see is like."
"Are you trying to persuade me to let go?"
Su Baixi lowered her eyes, folded the candy paper in her hand, a shining star was in the palm of her hand, she put the candy paper star on the table, and said, "You didn't tell me whether you hypnotized me in order to cure me back then, I still don't know if I chose him from the beginning."
"Also?" Dai Jiamin replied, "Who else has advised you like that?"
"It seems that your friends around you can see that you are not in good shape now," Dai Jiamin continued, "Besides, after all these years, does it still matter to you whether you choose him or not?"
Su Baixi nodded, sent the star to Dai Jiamin, and said flatly, "It's not important."
Things in the world have causes and effects, is there a cause or an effect? No one takes the fruit and goes back to trace the cause, and she does the same.
Because so much has happened in between, no matter how you trace it, it is impossible to go back to the original state.
"The stars are for you," Su Baixi smiled lightly, "It's been so long since my parents died, I don't remember what I was like when I was a child, you're right, I shouldn't be obsessed with one flavor, I can suggest you buy another one, then I can find other flavors myself."
Dai Jiamin smiled and said, "You are welcome to come to me again at any time."
Going out of the hospital, the cold wind outside rushed up, through her knitted sweater, blowing on her skin, and cooling her heart.
She didn't wear autumn pants today, and the clothes were no longer what Lin Zijia found for her, Lin Zijia managed his own image perfectly, but for her during this time, how to keep warm and how to come, put some thick clothes on her, and never care whether it was beautiful or not.
Su Baixi has loved beauty since she was a child, she has a good figure, a good image, and a good temperament, and she can also have a unique style when she goes out with a sack, but she suddenly thought of Lin Zijia.
This younger brother is too bad.
Maybe he was wild and untamable, or maybe the rebellion in her bones made her feel physically and mentally exhausted, and she seemed to see Lin Zijia who ran out of the villa in silence and crying that night.
She said that no apology without the same pain as she went through cannot be considered an apology.
Lin Zijia said that his heart hurts.
He finally tasted the distress.
Su Baixi raised his head and looked at the sky, surrounded by snowflakes like snowflakes.
It's snowing.
The first snow of the year.
She stretched out her hand, and a snowflake happened to fall on her palm, because of the temperature of her palm, it quickly melted in a few seconds, and the last little bit turned into a puddle of water.
"Look, if love is too hot, it will hurt the other person."
She held the puddle of water as if it would keep something as she wished.
Dai Jiamin is right, and Tang Anxian is right.
Lin Zijia, who was crying that night, his silent and desperate tears, seemed to have made a silent apology for the past years, and this apology, she heard.
Su Baixi still has a chance to stop, she can let him go in the end.
It's just that she hasn't thought about it yet.
Walking along the street, Su Baixi stood under the red lanterns and street signs, and saw the pedestrians coming and going, each of them had a happy smile on their faces, coming and going in a hurry, life was complicated, but they were still laughing.
She thought that when she was a child with her parents, she might have been so happy, she looked back carefully, tried to grab something, but it turned out to be nothing, nothing.
She actually ...... Never, never happy.
She is an orphan, under the fence, relying on others, working hard, being let down, and finally scarred and exhausted, Lin Zijia knelt in front of her and begged her to love him.
What is Love?
She doesn't have love herself, what does she do to love others.
In the largest and most noisy bar in the city, the lights are dim and colorful, the men and women writhing wildly in the center of the dance floor, the crisp words when the wine glasses collide, Su Baixi took a glass of "blue tears", and took the first sip, which made her suddenly see the world clearly.
"Sister, are you alone?"
There was a man dressed in a trendy black jacket sitting next to Su Baixi, smiling and talking: "This wine is too strong and not suitable for you, let me introduce you to one."
Su Baixi's face is cold, she has an aura of isolation from the world and no worldly taste, such a woman is usually full of mystery, which can arouse men's desire to conquer the most.
She glanced at him, and out of the corner of her eye, she saw a group of college students of his age in the distance, all of whom were giving him a look, giggling and laughing.
"Tell me about it." Su Baixi raised his eyes.
"Sister, you are so good-looking, I think the "Enchantress" is more suitable for you, the taste is sweet, and the entrance is fragrant, the key is that this wine is not strong, it can be drunk as a drink, and it will not be intoxicating."
Su Baixi could see at a glance that the man in front of her was about 5 years younger than her, and she smiled: "Then what should I do? I just like hard wine."
The man suddenly leaned over, the two approached, and he whispered, "Sister, you are so fragrant."
She raised her lips and smiled, this smile directly stunned the man in front of her, and he couldn't take his eyes off it, only staring at her red lips.
I saw her raise her chin slightly, bite her ear and whisper to the person in front of her, "I don't look down on you, you are not qualified."
The man's face changed, and his face turned red instantly.
Su Baixi glanced at a man in the middle of the booth in the distance, and then continued, "Let him come and talk to me."
In this crazy world, indulging in carnival at night, like a lonely ghost who has lost consciousness, puts on a coat and pretends to be during the day, this is human beings.
"That's our brother Li, he generally doesn't like the women in the bar, he thinks the grade is too low."
Su Baixi sneered, put down the wine glass, got on the dance floor, grabbed a chair with her slender hand, and the people around her were all amazed by her temperament after seeing her, and they all made way for her.
A natural dancer.
She picked up her childhood hobbies, these dance moves turned out to be engraved into her mind, no matter how many years have passed, as long as you move, pull a hair and move the whole body, all the movements are perfectly presented and interpreted.
Hot, sexy, demagoguery.
Su Baixi was a little drunk, and her stamina came up, and her every action carried a different kind of temptation and beauty, like a goblin in the middle of the night, with coldness and pure desire.
No man can resist her beauty.
10,000 styles.
She went to the center of the stage and became the focus of the audience, the moment she got the microphone, her red lips moved slightly, and her indifferent voice resounded in every corner of the bar: "Here today, all the younger brothers under the age of 25 pay for the consumption."
In an instant, the audience was boiling, cheering and screaming, lingering around Su Baixi, and countless younger brothers wrapped her.