(506) Rekindling old feelings

What worries Dali Einfurt the most has happened.

This morning, a royal attendant dressed in red hurried to the prime minister's mansion and said uneasily;

The emperor was tormented by depression and tried to commit suicide by taking medicine,

Fortunately, the personal maid found her in a coma in time, and took her to the royal doctor in time to wash her stomach, and at this time she had returned to the dormitory to rest as usual.

Dalí remembers that Dr. Freud, a psychiatrist, had told him that physical wounds could be treated with medication, and that the dead knots of the soul still had to be healed by others.

The Emperor's eldest son, the Duke of Meyer, had already visited his mother, and as a close friend of the Emperor, one of the few people who could have a few honest words with her, he, the prime minister, had to go as well.

The streets of the imperial capital are still bustling, familiar roads, familiar door frames, familiar carpets, but the back looks a little unfamiliar.

She is obviously not lightly ill, both physically and mentally,

The tall and straight figure has become a little overwhelmed, and she needs to hold on to the table to stand, but fortunately there is a prime minister to share the affairs of the state, otherwise she would have been crushed.

(The house was full of alcohol, and Her Majesty did not listen to the doctor's advice, and was drinking heavily, so I had to persuade her.) )

Dali coughed lightly: "Your Majesty, I have come to see you." ”

"Those talkative squires, don't you have to tell everyone about this humiliating thing......

I was fine, and somehow at that time, I suddenly lost the desire to live.

I grabbed a handful of powerful sleeping pills and swallowed them, I was really crazy, how could I leave the cute children and go first. ”

"You're not crazy, you're sick,

Depression is a stubborn disease that can make patients feel pessimistic and out of control, so I recommend increasing the number of personal maids to monitor them at any time to prevent accidents. ”

"Dali, you are too rational to prepare for anything, look at you, what the hell you have made my dormitory, all the windows are sealed with iron bars, and it looks like a cage."

(That's to prevent jumping off the building, to prevent you from following in your daughter's footsteps, but now it seems to be completely useless, if a person wants to seek death, there are too many ways to stop it.) He thought so, but there was no exit.

Salantos turned his head and looked at the Imperial Prime Minister with silver-gray one-eyed eyes:

"I've been haunted by nightmares lately, dreaming of Rosemary, who was with Maxim.

They stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, their expressions full of loss and resentment, and said to me,

Mother, it's all your fault, see what you've done? We'd rather die than be your child!

Then take a leap...... I woke up in a cold sweat.

After that, you had to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep. ”

"Your Majesty, the deceased is gone, dreams are different from reality, and your children love you, and you can't put the blame for everyone's tragedy on your head, so no one can bear it.

You should heed Dr. Freud's advice and think of something happy, and now I will share your worries, neither the Cabinet nor the Parliament, and you can stay away from the annoying meetings and folders and enjoy the holiday to the fullest. ”

"You're doing so much better than I am, Dali,

Perhaps you are more suited to the position of Emperor Valstad. ”

Dali Ainfurt was startled and waved his hand repeatedly:

"Don't laugh at me......

You should go and play polo, watch a rugby game, and by the way, the Shepetov Navrao Puppet Circus will perform at the Imperial Capital Theatre tonight, and the comedy master Agalin will also play a role, you should go and see it, and your dreams will be much better at night. ”

"Hey...... Do you think I haven't tried? The Emperor sighed faintly:

"It doesn't work, now I can't experience happiness in anything, you don't understand the pain of depression, and having an ugly face will affect Don't spare your mood, so it's better to stay in the palace.

By the way, how did the aftermath of the Furtrasberg tragedy go? ”

"Most of the victims' families didn't make much trouble after taking the money, but there were still many people who were disgruntled, and 154 people were arrested for illegal demonstrations and rallies."

The emperor said decisively: "Let them go." ”

"But...... Your Majesty, they are smashing shops everywhere, attacking government officials, causing chaos. ”

"I'm going to let them go." The emperor was stunned word by word, so that the prime minister could not refuse: "Okay......"

"All sins arise through me,

Those who died. I saw their accusations in nightmares, and I could have sent troops to save them, but I set a fire for the sake of the overall situation, and I will spend my life paying for this sin. ”

The prime minister was stunned for a while before he struggled to squeeze out a sentence: "You can leave these troubles to me and recuperate slowly." ”

"You've done enough for this country, Dalí, and your son William, thank him for tolerating Edgar's mischievous willfulness, your family is good, not like me, an incompetent emperor."

Salantos Midknight looked out the window at the flower garden,

The new pink variety of tulips is in full bloom, the colorful butterflies and buzzing bees are shuttling through the sea of flowers, the warm sun is splashing on the flower garden fence, and a nest of leaf-cutting ants carrying broken leaves in the shadows, everything outside is full of life.

In contrast, the interior of the palatial court was cold and lifeless.

Dalí thought sympathetically:

(Poor see,

She wants to break free from the shackles of power,

But she never thought that she could do anything in her peaceful life after leaving the throne.

Bearing the ancient bloodline of the gods, he was born to be the strongest warrior,

Destined to have a turbulent and passionate life. )

At that time, Valstad was still a principality,

The emperor's father, Duke Easter Midknight, told Dalí, who was just starting out in officialdom,

His daughter, Sarantos, was a lively and lovely child full of curiosity.

She often dragged her father's legs, blinking a pair of big silver-gray eyes,

Ask the father if there are monsters on the sea, how the eagles fly in the sky, and how the child came to be.

Whenever this happens, the Duke always replied hesitantly;

Children are created by their parents' kissing.

Then Salantos climbed up to the duke and kissed him, and he was so lonely that he asked his father to bear her a sister, and then listened to the sound of his father's belly, as if the duke was pregnant.

It made the ministers and generals laugh.

She was a kind girl who was once surrounded by happiness.

After experiencing terrible suffering, in order to protect himself and to fulfill his duties, Salantos Midknight hid behind a mask called "The Emperor".

The once carefree became a burden on her shoulders, the once gentle and kind became ruthless, and she was devoured by her own mask little by little.

For the sake of the country's interests, she needs to make painful choices, even at the expense of her own flesh and blood.

And all of this... Is it really worth it?

She is living a bad life now, living a depressed life, and exuding negative energy all over her body.

She has a dark heart and violent tendencies, complaining that she has to live with a mask,

But once she tore the mask off, her entire face would become a bloody blur.

Dalí was already a little tired of her pain, and every time he comforted her was useless.

He was a soldier, a prime minister, not her psychiatrist.

Sometimes he wondered if Salantos had been born into an ordinary family, far from all the conflicts and distractions of the world, would it be a different ending......

suddenly

The Emperor no longer looked directly at the flowerbed, she turned around, took off the black blindfold, threw away the steel armor mask, and the eyeballless eye sockets were black holes, and the half-mutilated face was also very terrifying, and the thick iron-gray hair was mixed with a few white hairs.

Dally Ainfoot still remembers that beautiful face - the first generation of princesses in military costumes, the princes and nobles of the world are obsessed, and he himself has been fascinated.

"Now, I'm an ugly bastard, do you hate me?"

"How can it be, these scars are medals for fighting for the country." Dali shook his head, the emperor approached step by step, and he began to retreat: "Your Majesty...... What are you going to do? ”

"What for...... I've wanted to do this for a long time! Dali, I'm going crazy, maybe...... I'm crazy! Fuck the good guys, I'm going to be my true self! ”

Salantos kissed him desperately, his saliva wetting Dalí's beard, and he wanted to push it away, but the other party was his own monarch.

(I'm sorry for Jain...... I can't...... )

Thinking...... Thinking...... His mind became confused,

A picture of the past comes to mind;

It was the graduation ball of the National Military Academy.

The duke's beautiful daughter walked up to herself and stretched out her white hand,

Dali Einfurt, would you like to dance with me? ”

The past is like smoke,

The widow and the widower, two restless hearts touched again.

This faint kiss had been waiting for more than twenty years, and it only lasted a few seconds before it ended in a hurry.

Both of them blushed with shame, ashamed of their reckless and shallow behavior just now, their hearts pounding wildly, and they could only look out the window together to relieve the embarrassing atmosphere.

There was a strange sound in the sky, and a meteorite streaked across the blue horizon, dragging its long orange-red tail, and fell into the fields on the outskirts of the imperial capital.

Legend of the Heroes of Valstad