Section 96
Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)
She’d take the world off my shoulders,If it was ever hard to move。 She’d turn the rain to a rainbow,When I was living in the blue。 Why then if she is so perfect,Do I still wish that it was you,Perfect don’t mean that it’s working,So what can I do。 When you’re out of sight In my mind,Cause sometimes,I look in her eyes and,That’s where I find。 A glimpse of us,And I try,To fall for her touch,But I’m thinking of。 The way it was,Said I’m fine,And said I moved on。
Translation: She has lifted the whole world from my shoulders, and it is difficult to remove the weight of the layers of migration. She would turn her tears into iridescent colors as I was besieged by melancholy. Creation makes people, yin and yin she is so perfect. Do I still have hope that the person next to me will be you? Just because you're perfect doesn't mean it's timely. I don't know where to go. I can't see you, but my heart is in turmoil, because sometimes, staring into her eyes, I am in them, glimpsing you and my past. I tried to go and fall in love with her tender caresses, but I couldn't help but miss the good old days. deceived himself and said that he was fine, and pretended to be calm and relieved.
Xue Jie finished reviewing her homework and writing a novel, and waited until the lights went out in the dormitory, and she was depressed and didn't send a message. "Are vacations so busy?" Xue Jie hugged herself tightly and sat quietly on the balcony of the dormitory. The moon is bright, bright and white; I miss you so much, and I think about it in vain.
"Why don't you speak...", depressed, suddenly sent a message without a head.
Xue Jie was stunned for a moment after reading it, and replied depressed, "I'm waiting for you, I don't know when you're busy." ”
"Uh-huh, I said, why didn't I hear from you all afternoon, I thought you were missing!" Depressed continued to send messages, "I went to play in the afternoon, and I forgot to contact you when I was happy, and I just came back." ”
"Oh." Xue Jie saw that she was depressed and said that she had forgotten herself, and her heart sank violently, "It's okay, just have fun." ”
"What about you, what are you busy with? Where do you go to play after the exam in the afternoon? "Depressed and sent a message as if nothing had happened.
"I'm not going anywhere, reviewing, writing novels, waiting for you." Xue Jie was full of disappointed words, and there was no longer tenderness and sweetness.
"Why are you still reviewing? Graduation is only in the lunar year, isn't the exam finished today? He asked sullenly.
"This is a final exam, not a graduation exam." Xue Jieqi's tears fell directly. Yin Yin I told you a long time ago, we are about to have the final exam, we will take the exam for five days, and there will be a holiday after the exam, why, can you forget it so thoroughly, which school can finish the exam in one day, so many subjects, you can't take the same test.
"Tired of playing, rest early." This is the first time that Xue Jie and Depression have been together for so long, Xue Jie took the initiative to end the conversation, Xue Jie really couldn't restrain the sourness in her heart, Xue Jie felt as if she had fallen into an ice hole, fear, helpless, and afraid.
"Mmmm, I'm a little tired, but it's okay, I want to spend time with you." Depressed saw that something was wrong with Xue Jie, and hurriedly said to Xue Jie, "I forgot to write you a poem, I'll think about it later." ”
"It's okay, I'll write it later." Xue Jie said coldly, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you accompany me or not, I'm not good, wash up and sleep, don't overdraw your body." ”
"No, no, I'm just afraid that you'll be emotional." depressed sent a message, "This Hanhan, I don't know how to contact me when I'm rested, I know how to play." ”
"It's useless." Xue Jie finished sending this message and was silent.
Fearless
Write the love of you forever into the poem
Let my thoughts play my heart
Let the wind blow
Look for the hesitation that has been lost
Even if a thousand sails are gone, the prosperity is no more
Still rejoicing
You are the distant land of my covetousness
I am the medicine for your wounds
Swaying with affection, just to have a happy ending
The world's words are broken, and the stories pass by
Leave regrets and fearless
——Tang Tang (Le Yun)
I want to love you and always love you, no matter what you've done, what has happened, what you've been through. I like your warmth, I like your spoiling, I like to surround you all the time, and in your preference for me, I do evil. My future will come to you, and no matter what you are, I will understand you and love you. I will always hold my head high, be generous, simple and dedicated to you. I just want to give you the best love I can do.
"Have you slept, Bao'er?" After a while, Depression couldn't bear the silence and sent a message to Xue Jie.
"Nope." Xue Jie faintly returned to depression.
"Honey, what are you doing here, not sleeping?" Depressed asked cautiously.
Xue Jie didn't speak, and sent a song of seven rules to depression.
"Drifting Zero"
The gloomy stars are mourning all over the field, and there is nowhere to hear pity.
A pot of old wine is sad and sad, and a hundred volumes of poetry are written and written.
The years have passed without regrets, and there is no sigh in this life.
The cold wind pierced his face and tears, and his body was like a mayfly.
——Tang Tang (Le Yun)
"I'll go, so hurt." Depressed and helpless, he sent a message, "Fool, what is this sigh for, why are you unhappy again?" ”
"You may not know what it's like to be alone, waiting from morning to night." Xue Jie returned to depression sadly.
"No, let's not talk at noon, I only went to play after we finished talking, but I forgot to contact you as soon as I played." "Because I know you're going to take an exam, it's all my fault ,...,." ”
The stars were planted, but the harvest was fruitless, so the moon took away the starlight. What to do? There is no substitute for him. I want to dance, in the light of the night. The skirt is fluttering, far away and difficult to reach. The sound of the piano playing came from the other side, the wind and the moon falling on the wooden floor. Darkness and light make for a strangely beautiful scene, and the curtains are about to break through the shackles as the wind lifts them.
Possession is always a fluke, impermanence is the normal state of life, and all maturity begins with disappointment. Xue Jie wiped her tears, we chatted at noon today, what about the past? Xue Jie sent a message to depressed, "You say, what level of love do you want, and what level of love you want in the future, I will give you which level of love you want, so that you are satisfied." I held back the excess, threw it away, and didn't give it. ”
"I don't, I want them all," depressed and anxious, depressed knew that Xue Jie was really angry, and hurriedly said, "I just feel sorry for you, okay, Bao'er, I'll tell you wherever I go in the future, I'm sorry, dear, I often ignore you, it's me who is not thoughtful, don't be angry." By the way, you still have exams on a cloudy day, rest early, I'll call you in the morning. ”
"Okay, go to sleep." Xue Jie doesn't want to make any more trouble, me and the depressed two people need time to think about it.
"See you on a cloudy day, Bao'er, don't be angry and don't think too much, good dreams." depressed sent a message, depressed really didn't know how to coax herself, so as to make Xue Jie happy.
I will accompany you to look down on the earth, and see all the love, hatred, and sorrow. The alternation of day and night is an irreversible natural law, and there is also sadness in happiness. When I hesitated, when I hesitated, I still had the dawn yin and the stars in my heart illuminating the front. The thoughts in my heart are my indelible romance for you.
The world kisses me with pain, and I want to repay it with a song. - Rabindranath Tagore