Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

Reading Yuji Sakamoto's movie lines is like reading a book of gentle healing, those small daily and casual dialogues convey some soft philosophies of life, like the light and darkness that we ignore. It's like a person who is crying and eating, walking bravely down.

There are three paths in my life: uphill, downhill, and unexpected.

For example, the can came out in 1810, but the can opener was only clouded in 1858. It's weird, but sometimes that's how it is, and important things sometimes come one step late, whether it's love or life.

"Morning, Bao'er, I want to know what time you slept last night?" At 7:20, I was depressed and made a love call. Xue Jie was making her bed, and after answering the phone, she heard the depressed and sweet reproach, and Xue Jie smiled happily.

"I didn't sleep until two o'clock in the morning, and I thought about it for a while, haha, don't be angry. Early, dear. Xue Jie said softly to depression.

"Well, don't do this in the future, you have to rest early at night and recuperate, do you hear?" When he saw Xue Jie answer herself truthfully, he was no longer angry.

"Well, I promise you, I love you! You remember to have a good breakfast,...," After chatting, she hung up the phone, and Xue Jie received a sweet message from depression again, "Don't be angry, we're good, morning, Bao'er." ”，

Xue Jie's heart was as warm as honey, and Xue Jie sent a message to depressed, "Okay, well, early, handsome." ”

After chatting and cleaning up their housekeeping, Xue Jie and her roommate Ma Zhen walked towards the direction of the school cafeteria together. While walking, Xue Jie opened Douyin, and suddenly saw that she was depressed, and when she clicked on it, she saw that it was Partridge Day written by Depression for herself, and then looked at the time, it was published at 5:51 in the morning.

"Jiangnan is good... It's better to be her"

I still hate lovesickness and hold my eyebrows, and my love is like a stream flowing around the year

The boudoir is fragrant and chic, and the girl is wearing a light floral shirt

The ancient academy, the old eaves, and the deepest alleys are the most leisurely

It's not a smoker in the green mountains, and occasionally rides the drizzle into the south of the Yangtze River

After reading this poem, Xue Jie was not only happy and moved, but also distressed. Yes, it's distressing, how early do you have to get up and write words? He also said that I didn't sleep well, and you didn't sleep well. Xue Jie silently praised the depression, and re-read all the words that she had written to herself from depression before. Then I created a new favorites section and bookmarked all those words.

"Fool, I don't blame you." Suddenly, depression sent a message to Xue Jie, "We're okay, what's wrong with you, those are my problems." You see I'm mad at you, and you don't comment on me. ”

"I'm sorry, I was wrong, I'll comment right away." Xue Jie suddenly realized that her own pattern was small. Since the last time I was talking to depression, I said that I would never comment on depression again, and every time Xue Jie saw a depressed work, she only liked it, not commented. However, Xue Jie posted the work, and every time she was depressed, she would like and comment on it, and she was never absent. Alas, in the end, it is because I am too stingy, and I have to reflect on myself.

Xue Jie clicked on the depressed comment area and wrote seriously, "Thank you, childe, moved, moved, moved." May I rejoice in Jiangnan from now on, and become a beautiful man in the coming year. ”

In fact, I think everything I have seen and heard this year has not been in vain. Dreams don't always come true, and they don't come true with perseverance. However, I don't think I'm dreaming in vain. This year, I learned poetry, and I encountered depression. And my goal in life is to maintain the status quo with depression and always be happy. There are often two emotions mixed in my heart: one: happiness and joy; Two: gentle and affectionate. Although I have a small conflict with depression, I am still the white moonlight in front of the depressed bed, and depression will always be the cinnabar mole in my heart.

……

Xue Jie finished the exam, had lunch, opened WeChat, and suddenly saw that the master had sent her a friend application. Xue Jie knew that she had written about the master in the novel a few days ago, and she also commented on the master, and the master was also chasing Xue Jie's novel, so Xue Jie was white, and this was the master who came to trouble herself.

In fact, the master is not a bad person, except for some mothers-in-law, who are occasionally controlled by their own emotions and do some incomprehensible things, the general direction of the master is still very good: not greedy for money, not lustful, hard work, positive! Since meeting the master, Xue Jie knows that the master's standards of life are much higher than those of ordinary people.

Xue Jie hesitated for a moment and agreed to the master's friend application, and Xue Jie wanted to know what the master would say to herself. Xue Jie also made up her mind that no matter what the master does, the novel will never change. Xue Jie politely sent a sentence to the master, "Master." The master replied to Xue Jie, "Xue Jie." Then, there was silence.

If people always run away, their eyes will lose their luster before life. Do you know what is more sad than sadness? What is more sad than sorrow is empty joy.

More than an hour later, the master sent Xue Jie a screenshot of the chat, Xue Jie clicked on it and saw that she had deleted the master before, and the master sent himself a crying emoji, which showed that you and the other party are not friends, please add friends and send it again.

Xue Jie was a little emotional, and sent a message to the master, "I was in a bad mood that day, it's not right for me to delete you, I'm sorry." I know I'm sorry these three words are too weak, but I don't know what to do to reduce the damage to you. ”

"How are you doing?" The master bypassed the topic and asked Xue Jie.

"It's okay, I took the exam yesterday, and I will have a holiday after the exam." Xue Jie said to the master.

"I'm fine, I'm just a little worried about you." The master sent a message, "Go to the exam, I wish you a happy summer vacation." ”

"Okay, I wish you all the best of luck and find your confidante as soon as possible!" Xue Jie sent her blessing to the master.

"By the way, why do you fall in love on the Internet, there are so many cute and handsome big boys in reality, and online dating is very risky." The master said questioningly.

"Handsome is not the same as talented. I don't want to fall in love online, I just happened to meet it, fate. After Xue Jie sent the message, she remembered her experience in the past year. When I don't know anything, I encounter shallow words; When the quatrain was written in 666, I met the master; When the poems, lyrics, and novels are all gone, a thousand-year contract is made with depression.

"Shallow words say, he didn't look for you. Xuejie, let's be friends, be friends, there's nothing wrong. The master sent a message to Xue Jie.

"I said, I don't know shallow words, do you believe it?" Xue Jie's answer is not the master of answering the question. Something, the facts are there, but you have to tell me, the red is white. Am I going to be like you, the chat history is flying all over the sky, going everywhere to testify with others, and the simple word is to send me a message? Please, we're all adults and take responsibility for our actions.

"All I can say is that the novel is pure fiction and the characters in it are all fake. Since you believe what others say, I have nothing to say. Xue Jie didn't want to explain anything, "Delete each other, in the future, don't look for me again." ”

If I am fortunate enough to meet a gentleman who loves me to the bone, protects me thoroughly, trusts me forever, spoils me and loves me, I will do everything for him. Even if I am allowed to go to the eighteenth floor of hell after death, I will not regret it. Life is an unexpected joy, and life is self-defeating. Life is imaginary people who didn't come, but you came, just like the Prince Charming I was expecting.

If my life is made up of empty joys one after another, then please give me an empty joy. There have been a lot of bad things lately, but it's okay, there are still hot mornings, depressed love, the care of friends, the care of parents, and the belief of school teachers! So, I am saved, I am saved by daily life, I am saved by depression, I am saved by everyone.

……

"You have to believe me, I am not perfunctory to you."

"Play well in the afternoon, in fact, it doesn't matter how much you take the test, it's the attitude."

"Love you!"

Xue Jie looked over and over again the messages she sent to herself when she was depressed and free at noon, and she felt a lot of emotion in her heart.

Every deep love has a time limit, and I hope that when we love deeply, we can know how to cherish each other, trust each other, encourage each other, and make progress together, so that this love can be meaningful and last.