Section 98

Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

There is also a line in Yuji Sakamoto's "Quartet": Confessions are made by children, and adults should be seduced directly. The first step of seduction, abandoning human nature, is basically three routines: turning into a cat, becoming a tiger, and becoming a dog drenched in the rain. Also, the most important words must be saved for the end.

People who have not eaten while crying are not enough to talk about life. When you hold your job with tears in your eyes, tell yourself to be strong and go on well. And in this world, only words are the most unpretentious beauty! It can often unintentionally make you suddenly open up, so that you can truly understand your true self.

"Master, I've been so confused lately, I can write all three rhymes, but when I write and write, I always feel restricted." Xue Jie wrote poems, writing and writing couldn't go on, Xue Jie sent a message to Master Moon Shadow Yunmeng, "A lot of words have been replaced, but they have limited expression and affected play." ”

"There's no need to follow suit." Master replied to Xue Jie, "The poem uses flat water rhyme, and the words use Lin Zhengyun, just do it." New rhyme and rhyme can also be used occasionally. ”

"Uh-huh, okay, Master, I remember." Xue Jie happily replied to Master.

Xue Jie really didn't have an idea, opened Douyin, and suddenly saw that the master had posted a work. Xue Jie hurriedly opened it and studied it seriously.

"Nanxiangzi, Ascending the Tower"

Text/Moon Shadow Cloud Dream

Go up to the tall building alone. The slanting sun shines on the mountains and the water.

The colorful clouds at the bottom of the river are undecided, leisurely.

The fantasy is endless.

The body is like a green weed. Follow the waves and go to Kyushu.

The past is like a dream, looking back.

The plantain is green, and the head is white.

I look at you and others every day without noticing how much of my body is crumbling and how much is rebuilding. Since when you have gotten better, and when have you lost your strength? What was said after a long silence was not meant to be said at all.

"Xue Jie." Xue Jie was studying Master's work when suddenly, Rufeng sent a message, "Master wants to talk to you, he said that you blocked all his accounts." ”

"Thank you, like the wind." Xue Jie was a little surprised.

The desire to express is not a short period of time, so "July, I hope you have changed". Silence after insincerity or insincerity after silence, some words are as boring as swallowing. I look at the world from a third perspective, but Erl.

Xue Jie was still hesitating, and suddenly, she saw a new comment in the comment area of her work, @青 Yi: I have something to tell you, @青 Yi: Say a few words to me. Xue Jie knew that this was the master.

Suddenly remembered the lyrics: Your silence is deafening. There are always people who tell me not to hold back my emotions, but I can't think of any other best way out except silence and self-digestion.

Xue Jie pulled out the master from the WeChat blacklist and sent a message, "Master." ”

"I'm here." The master immediately replied to Xue Jie, "Xue Jie, why are you blocking all of my own?" I heard Rufeng say that your poems are too sad, and I can't bear it. ”

"I don't have anything to explain to people who don't trust me." Xue Jie sent a message coldly.

"I have too much innocence, and I'm confused with such a powerful head, Xue Jie, can you tell me the truth?" The master sent a message urgently.

After reading it, Xue Jie sent a message to the master, "My poems were taught by my master, Moon Shadow Yunmeng, not my mother, and my mother doesn't understand poetry. My dad and my mom were ordinary wage earners. I used to post a video of play, which was a video software I downloaded on Douyin, synthesized with my own photos, and many people were playing with that software, just for entertainment, and it didn't hurt God. In addition, it is true that I was injured, and Seven Days Nuan has now been sentenced. My writing ability is also real, the poems are all written by myself, and if the writing is not good, my master will revise it for me. That's it, that's it. ”

"How much hair has you grown? Does the injury still hurt now? The master sent a message to Xue Jie, "I just want to know that you are real, and I can love without hesitation and regardless of everything." Xue Jie, I don't want to see you sad. I've only investigated your authenticity, and nothing else has happened to you, Xuejie, do you still love me? ”

"I'm depressed." Xue Jie Nannan sent a message, "I only love him!" ”

"Why did Heaven arrange it this way?" The master sent a message helplessly, "Your suffering begins with depression and ends with chaos, you know? If it weren't for him stepping on two boats, would Seven Days Nuan be so jealous that he would kill someone? And you, you, would rather believe his lies than forgive me. Now we all know how these things are evolving, and we all know who we are. I don't blame you, girls are defensive. ”

"I was almost expelled from my master. The conversation between you and Seven Days Nuan appeared in the school forum, and I became a joke for the whole school. You investigate me, forget it, you still investigate my master. I know what you and those people on the Internet are saying about me behind my back. In fact, if you don't believe me, you can turn around and leave, I'm not innocent, what are you doing with so many moths? Xue Jie was furious.

There are too many people in this world who don't live like themselves. Thought is someone else's opinion, life is someone else's imitation, and emotion is someone else's quote. To be yourself, you first have to ask your own heart. And what I had never touched before, I started to do because I met such a group of people. Sometimes I really feel very strange, there are more people together, I see others talking, I feel very noisy, I just want to be blocked by them, indulge in my own world alone, enjoy the happiness of loneliness.

"I'm really going to be killed by you." The master sent a message in pain, "We are also on the tip of the needle, but if there is a softer, it will not become like this." This is very similar to Su Xiaomei, and Su Shi scolded each other. Truth be told, we're much worse than them. ”

"I'm too sane," Xue Jie sighed, and then sent a message, "I just want to talk about a relationship that can be married, I don't have so much time and energy to waste, I don't want to be laughed at by others." ”

"You know why they would give me a message when you have a situation?" The master changed the topic and sent a message to Xue Jie,

"I don't know!" Xue Jie was puzzled.

"They used to knock me down together, and they laughed at me. Now they want to use me to bring down the depression, and look at the depression haha. It's just that no one can think about it, they have to be rectified, everyone looks lively, this is human nature. The master analyzed Xue Jie.

"I'll go, what kind of is this?" Xue Jie replied to the master indignantly, "In the future, I will stay away from these people, protect depression, and protect my love." ”。

A smile solves many problems, and silence avoids many problems. I was so tired, jumping back and forth every day between trying to rebuild and on the verge of collapse. I buried my past so deep that I couldn't remember what I had buried. I can't remember my thoughts. I can't remember my nerves. I don't even remember who I am. Half of the year has passed, midsummer is coming, may the years be kind to me, and may all efforts have good results.