Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

I'm used to the wind and clouds. boast of a trip to the world, go by, do not seek flowers, do not be greedy and have results. I know that you are my calamity, but I still leap into the abyss of your eyes. Send a lifetime of sorrows, joys and sorrows, to your joys, sorrows, and sorrows. The rain when I first saw you has not stopped for many years. In my life, I will remember the morning and twilight.

Xue Jie slept a lot today. Depressed knew that Xue Jie was on vacation, and also knew that Xue Jie had the habit of staying up late, depressed and reluctant to ask Xue Jie to get up early as she usually did in class, Depressed chose not to call, and sent a message to Xue Jie on WeChat, "Early." ”

"Morning, handsome." Xue Jie quickly replied to her depression, Xue Jie had actually woken up a long time ago, and Xue Jie was used to answering depressed love calls.

"Bao'er, you're awake." Depressed replied to Xue Jie, "I've finished reading your novel, the master is so funny, he actually showed you physiognomy and fortune telling, what does your future development have to do with him?" It's really unfounded. ”

"Uh-huh." Xue Jie returned to depression.

"I know everything he's learned. The real future is hidden in the present, not what Sun Tzu said about the Art of War, and he is afraid that you will be blackened. Depressed, he seriously analyzed Xue Jie. There is no way, with such a stupid girlfriend, I can only accept my fate. Depressed continued to send a message, "A good future is cultivated, not calculated, and you must strengthen your self-cultivation, so that you can open the road and build a bridge when you meet the water." You look at Zeng Guofan, he didn't begin to self-awaken and self-correct until he was in his 30s, and finally became a generation of heroes, and everything he did was cultivated. If he hadn't cultivated himself at the age of 30, he wouldn't be where he is today. His subordinates Li Hongzhang, Zuo Zongtang, Peng Yulin, and many other excellent people, if you don't have a charisma, people won't follow you. So Bao'er, what the master said, don't take it to heart, I'm afraid it will affect you. ”

"I see, thank you Shuaishuai." Xue Jie was very emotional after reading the depressed information.

"Well, don't worry, I'm by your side, I'll take you," said to Xue Jie in a depressed and gentle manner, "Help each other and grow together, I won't think about you, you have understood me for so long." ”

"I was wrong, handsome, I'm sorry." Xue Jie sincerely apologized for her depression. Xue Jie remembered the experience of being cyberbullied some time ago. Some things, even if some people are wrong and incomprehensible, causing irreparable harm to others, will always be shameless and do not admit that they are wrong.

It was a terrible time, and I don't know what would have become of me if it weren't for the firmness and trust that depression placed in me. The fall is not terrible, the terrible thing is that the fall is very sober. I didn't dare to work hard to think about myself, for fear that I would finally know that I was not a jewel; However, there is a glimmer of hope in my heart, but I am unwilling to be with the rubble.

There are about four to eight low periods in a person's life, and there will be degeneration, depression, and depression for no reason. I was fortunate enough to experience it once, like the anger and unwillingness that had been accumulated for a long time turned into fists and smashed around, only to find that there were no walls around. It's so unreasonable, and there's no trace of it. I haven't figured out exactly why. So the only way to do it at this time is to tell yourself, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, tell yourself that this is just an essential low point in life. Those who look bright on the surface, have particularly strong energy, and are positive. Maybe someone who has already experienced it. Everyone has a trough, it's just the time to climb, and the speed of climbing is different. I've always told myself that people can be good enough but not rotten, and you can never do anything to hurt others. Everyone is like this, no one is better than the other. But we always yearn for the mountains and always wonder what is on the other side of the mountain, isn't it?

"Xue Jie, you deleted me again. I've taken all my books out to read, and I'm going to write a novel in classical Chinese to record all of this. The master indignantly sent a message to Xue Jie with a trumpet.

What if you write it? At most, I am ugly about me in the novel, am I not enough to be ugly by you? Life is mostly uneventful, and when you think so, it's because I'm not what you expected. You immerse yourself in a sad emotion, and that is nothing but the shackles you have put on yourself. In the novel "The Good Sheep", when a child pursues affirmation and even envy, then such a need is a bottomless pit, because he has nothing to do with the pursuit of being loved. This suffocation comes from the strong contrast of the people around you, when the people around you don't care about selling your soul, but you have to pay attention to and nourish your soul. When I didn't care about other people's achievements and felt threatened, my life was liberated, and that ease taught me to appreciate the beauty that other people's achievements bring to the world.

No one will fall in love together because they know each other and say a few words. If you were really that good, depression would not be carved into my heart and into my life. Love is fate, and not love is character. I have to say that the poverty in my heart will gradually squeeze out the thin body and mind. The more likely these college students who have never stepped out of school and the otaku girls with weak interpersonal relationships in the region are more likely to fall into the quagmire of the world. Try listening to them and not repeating the "I just like you, you take care of yourself" argument with self-righteous biases. It is only when these "part of the people" who have "been pushed to the bottom and fallen into the abyss" appear as "reasonable victims" who "maintain the function" that the sober festering is the deadliest. Although some of the data and statements are characterized by a tendency to describe anger, on the whole, this is a deep truth.

"That's it, goodbye." Xue Jie sent a message to the master.

"Do you dare to go to your house when you are depressed? Isn't he afraid that you guys are liars? Not afraid of your own life? The master knew that depression was coming to Sichuan, so he said to sow discord.

"I'm depressed and don't dare to come, is it possible that you dare to come?" Xue Jie is funny and angry.

"I'm sure I'll come, I'm here, and I promise your parents will like me right away. I'm the kind of person who looks solid at first glance, but my skin is a little tanned. This message from the master made Xue Jie not want to speak for a moment.

In this life, people may give up many things, but the most terrible thing is to give up on themselves. Make up nonsense, talk nonsense, open your mouth and close your mouth to slander people, who will you change, who will like it? Love is practical action, love is sincere giving, the mouth is dead, but the love in private is black, who wants?! Anytime we live in a bubble of restlessness, distraction, or self-indulgence, it means that we are isolated from our own lives. This isolation is fueled by hopes, fears, and fantasies that prevent us from being in the present moment and allow us to experience things as they are.

"Obediently, when will depression come? I had to prepare in advance. While she was having lunch, her mother suddenly asked Xue Jie.

"I don't know, Queen Mother, he's coming anyway, don't worry." Xue Jie really doesn't know when depression comes, every time Xue Jie asks about depression, depression always says that she wants to surprise herself.

"You can ask when you are free, by the way, ask him what he likes to eat, and I will get it when the time comes." Mother said seriously.

"Haha, okay, thank you Queen Mother." Xue Jie's face was full of excitement.

I knew everything, I just wanted to prepare myself. Life can't be like cooking, where all the spices are ready before you put it in the pot. Life is most afraid of indecision, and when you are ready, the daylily will be cold. People are like this, thinking about it, hesitating and hesitating, always feeling that they are not ready, and they have not saved enough courage. In fact, as long as you take that step, you will find that everything is already ready.

In a person's life, there will be many multiple-choice questions, but multiple-choice questions only favor bold and wise minds. After all, nothing lasts long in the dark. Either it explodes or it dies. Things don't always go our way, but by preparing as much as we can, there will always be more possibilities and hopes.

"Baby, I wrote a poem for you, Douyin Aite you." Depression sent a message to Xue Jie, the depression has made Xue Jie happy every day in the past few days, and she will be very tender for Xue Jie whenever she is free.

"Wow, thank you Shuaishuai, I'll go see it right away." Xuejie is happy, don't want it.

"Nanxiangzi"

@雪洁

Mo Dao does not kill the soul, and he is endowed with lovesickness

Blowing down the sunset and singing softly, it can be heard,

I still see the dust of the Shujiang River

Looking back at the vain gaze, there are traces of the first encounter for a long time

The splendid moon city shakes the shadow, charming,

Hide your face and be ashamed of the truth.

- Depressed Child