Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

I remember once saying that I would write my novels for the rest of my life, because they contain my joys, sorrows, and sorrows, as well as my wonderful life. Although my love is gone, I will continue to write. One day, when my novel breaks a million words, I'm going to have a big meal by myself, drinking five bottles of the Arctic Ocean, the kind that vomits. I want to tell all my friends who like my novels: the mountains and the sea, sweet words, are unbelievable, because sincerity is worthless. If you love someone very much, it is good to love him for three points, and keep the rest for yourself.

"Wow, it's finally done, it's not easy." Xue Jie said to Wu Xi. No, this painting is more than an hour, Wu Xi has been patiently instructing, although across the screen, it feels like teaching on the spot.

"If you treat me to an ice cream." Wu Xi said badly, "If one is not enough, three will come." ”

"Okay, haha, how easy is that." Xue Jie smiled, after paying the price for so long, she only wanted to eat ice cream, "Send me your address and phone number, and I'll give you some." ”

"Okay." Wu Xi happily agreed, "Send me yours too, and I'll treat you to ice cream." ”

"Ha, you're a real flirtatious girl." Xue Jie couldn't be happy, "It's a pity that this girl is not interested in love." Big brother, I just fell out of love in the morning, and my tears haven't dried yet, please respect my sadness, okay? ”

"I'll go, what do you want?" Wu Xi roared on the phone, "Ben Shuai doesn't dare to be interested in you, I just want to invite you to eat ice cream and make friends." Who do you think you are? Xi Shi, people love each other, sink fish and geese, cut. ”

"Liu Sanshuai, you are too much, I am going to tell the teachers of the school, how disrespectful Principal Liu is to women." Xue Jie is on fire, how can there be this, isn't this an indirect insult to me? This girl is still not bad-looking.

"Sadistic, go Pikachu, since you're coming to our school, I'll just give you a separate class and teach students to dance for free." Wu Xi made a small calculation.

"Get out!" Xue Jie exploded instantly, "Send me the address quickly, and the old lady will give you some." ”

"You..., how have you changed?" Wu Xi asked Xue Jie differently, Wu Xi is not white, why suddenly, Xue Jie seems to be judging two people, before, Xue Jie never sweared. Even if he was trampled under the feet of others, Wu Xi couldn't stand it, and wrote poems to scold those people, Xue Jie never said a word of rudeness.

"This girl will play the world in the future, how to be happy and how to live, how to be happy and how to live. Whoever is good to me, I will be good to him; Whoever treats me badly, I don't hold it anymore. I no longer have a sincere heart for anyone, and I no longer believe in sweet words. I want to be a scumbag and squander my life. Xue Jie raised her head, looked at Wu Xi in the video, and said with disdain.

The real me is like the sea in the moonlight, huge and quiet, but when I want to show the yin to others, I can only shoot a mess of darkness. I have been with me for a long time, and I would rather be me. Flowers are not bloomed for florists, people also have their own moons. They don't understand, I'm not destined to be a bunch of people. When you know that people are different, you don't have to look at others in an unusual light. There are all kinds of contradictions between people, but only thinking about contradictions is a kind of normal sadness. The cool breeze blows the maple leaves red, and disappointment makes the strong mature. Only people with glasses will look at people with glasses. If you don't want to be in company, why be afraid of being different. So, who can I show my weakness?

"Xuejie, I hope you cheer up and be strong to be yourself. Don't ruin your life because of a momentary disappointment. Wu Xi hurriedly dissuaded, "No one's life is without tears, and no one's life is always smooth sailing." Love is not the whole of life. The mentality determines your own destiny, if the mentality is not good, to put it bluntly, it is that your pattern is too small. Take apart the word "state" of mentality, the top is a "big" word, and the bottom is a "heart" word, which means that your heart should be bigger and the pattern wider. ”

"Give me a moment, I need to think about it." Xue Jie turned her head, wiped her tears, and turned back to continue, "I'm not ready to accept other people's strange eyes, I know that this relationship has failed, and those people will find messy remarks and slanders. Maybe it's because I'm too young and afraid of making mistakes, so I'm insecure. I have always imagined myself to be an incomparably heroic warrior, in a land with low tolerance for error, facing up to my own shadow, and living a good and motivated life. I always hope that through my own efforts, I can get everything I want, poetry, dance, painting, calligraphy, I pay ten times more effort to others. In love, I am humble like a speck of dust. Every time I quarrel, I always find my own reasons and reflect on myself. He got off work late, and I waited. He commented ambiguously on other girls, and I put up with it. He has time to watch Tik Tok, but he doesn't have time to accompany me, so I don't think I saw it. But he wrote poems to one girl after another, not me, and I really couldn't control myself from getting angry. I'm not white, why am I so bad in his eyes? If you have to teach me to grow up by leaving, is he too cruel to me? After speaking, Xue Jie hid her face and cried.

I always wonder what the right path is, what the right way is. But I never did, and it was so fucking hard. I'm not that high yet, giggling at the people who make me miserable. I will not arrogantly despise the former me, the former me, if you come to the current me, you will be well treated.

I thought I would make a bold move, a sword and frost in the fourteen states, and the pride was unmatched. Time is as light as a string, and the obsession of youth is drunk in the wine that blows the evening breeze, and the hope full of stars falls into the day, and the light fades away. My vision is so blurry now, all my senses are slowly disappearing, and my world is silent and lonely. I don't know if you're going to laugh at me now, just as I don't understand you now, I don't know if you've found the courage to survive at some point, or if you're gone.

Whatever it is, please don't laugh at me now, I didn't want to fall in the hard night, but I faded away in the gradual noise, do you still understand, I can't find myself. Everyone is a team. The past me, the present me, the future me.

"With me here, I won't make you a scumbag." Wu Xi said to the crying Xue Jie, "Xue Jie, wipe away your tears and don't cry." I know that you love poetry very much, and I believe that you will definitely make achievements in the future. ”

"It's embarrassing to make you laugh." Xue Jie raised her head, wiped her tears, and said, "What words do you want to combine?" ”

"I know you've always metaphorized butterflies for yourself, let's put butterflies together and love flowers." Wu Xi said, "You are a butterfly and I am a flower, haha, how about you write half of it?" ”

"Okay, I'll think about it." After speaking, Xue Jie hung up the video call.

Thank you for being who I am today. I suddenly realized that my past self was not useless, and those experiences of hard work were worth it. How can I despise myself and practice myself? Although I didn't live as the hero of every past dream of my dreams, I was still the boy in fresh clothes and angry horses. I have made an agreement with each of the future that I will never dislike myself, never give up on myself, and be open and enthusiastic. She's going to applaud me because I'm her. One day in the future, if I recall today's tears, I will definitely thank Wu Xi and invite him to drink the Arctic Ocean.

"Butterfly loves flowers, which rhyme to write?" Xue Jie said to herself.