Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

In life, all the good things we encounter in our lives are measured in seconds. The speed at which the cherry blossoms fall is five centimeters per second, what kind of speed should I use to meet you again?

"Liu Sanshuai, I'm not in a state today, I can't write Butterfly Love, let's write it another day." Xue Jie reluctantly sent a message to Wu Xi.

"If you can't write anything else, it's good to think differently." Wu Xi sent a message.

"I really don't want to write, I'm bored." Xue Jie stayed up late to write poems last night, and she didn't sleep all night.

"No, you must send me a song today, write it quickly." ……，

"Then I'll send you a Sauvignon Blanc, an old work." After speaking, Xue Jie took out the work she wrote a few days ago and sent it to Wu Xi.

"Sauvignon Blanc"

Wishful thinking, two-sided love.

I wish to meet in a dream. Obsessed with the five more fireflies.

Tie the red rope, Xu Alliance.

Live up to the lovesickness, red makeup is welcome.

- Xue Jie

"Yes, thank you." After reading this poem, Wu Xi was amazed.

The best years that people claim are actually the most painful, and it is only when they are recalled afterwards that they are so happy. Beauty lies in cherishing the hard-won. Yes, happiness always comes too fast and fades too quickly, like fireworks, dissipating in an instant. Just the right amount of like, so that you won't get tired, just as I peeked at you for a few seconds, I hope you can take a few seconds to look at me. For those few seconds, we exhaust our lives in years.

"Xue Jie, I hope you can get out of the gloom as soon as possible and be the strongest version of yourself." Wu Xi sent a message to Xue Jie.

"Uh-huh, okay, thank you." Xue Jie's mood instantly improved a lot.

I longed for someone to love me violently until death. Love is as powerful as death, I long for someone to destroy me, I long for being firmly chosen. The strong love between us can be cool, it can be wet, and it can finally retreat into a puddle of water, flowing in our respective directions. But I wish we could burn at least once. It doesn't matter if you wither, it doesn't matter never, as long as at some moment your moon has pointed at me, you have taken my hand and firmly told me "it's me", I can forgive you for all the unfair treatment you have done to me, really, I can forgive everything.

"Xue Jie, listen to me," depressed suddenly sent a message to Xue Jie, "This time I was really wrong, I was confused, dear, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

"I did get delayed due to some road conditions and the pandemic. Bao'er, I was wrong, I'm sorry for our love, but I didn't leave, I'm waiting, everything is my fault, I didn't fight hard, until yesterday I was still hesitating and guessing, Bao'er, don't be sad, I'm still here. ”

After reading the message, Xue Jie didn't speak, and sat on the sofa in a daze.

"Bao'er, it's me who is careless, I shouldn't be suspicious, it's me who didn't do well, you wait for me, it's not that I don't want to contact you, it's that I have a hard time, the epidemic and the leave report, the ticket change, I didn't handle it well, so I felt a little guilty in my heart, so I didn't contact you." Depressed continued to send messages, "I do look average, it's that I think it's too beautiful, so I'm a little confused in my heart, and I blame me for making you so sad, in fact, you're fine, if it weren't for the previous thing, I don't think I would be so suspicious and hesitant, and I also have insomnia." My dear, I was wrong, I didn't expect you to be so sad, it's me who is sorry for you, I did hear a lot of negative news about you, which made me hesitate. ”

Xue Jie read the news silently, and her heart felt like she had knocked over the five-flavor bottle. My desire is no longer to build an ideal love in my life, but to make my life better. Don't get hurt anymore, I don't like it when there is so much hurt in the world. For me, the desire for ideal love is less important, the most important thing is to live a life where no one can hurt me anymore. I don't believe in love anymore.

Xue Jie clicked on the dialog box and quickly replied to depression, "It's all over, I don't blame you, whether it's negative news or positive news, it doesn't matter." I don't believe in anything anymore, you go, I'll carry the rest. I don't hate you, it's that I'm stupid. If you are let down, you will be let down, I'm fine, it's a big deal to live alone in this life. It's better than being scared every day. ”

"No, no dear, I was wrong, I didn't expect it to be true, I was naïve." Depressed and hurriedly replied to Xue Jie,

"If you don't come to Sichuan, you can send me a message for the whole day. Or when I call, you pick it up and make up a random reason, so that our family doesn't have to wait for you happily and welcome you. In fact, I can bear whatever you do to me, who told me to love you. But you shouldn't fool my family, they're not wrong. I'm not a perfect person, I know. I've done a lot of wrong things, and I know that. Your phone kept calling, and I guessed you didn't come, but I still have illusions. Depressed, you didn't feel sorry for me, everything is my fault, I take it myself. ”

"I'm not leaving, I didn't say I was going to leave you, I was really wrong, I blame you for making you like this. I was confused for a while, and I blamed me for being too vigilant, I'm not a scumbag, I don't want to hurt you, Bao'er, I'll explain it to your family, it's all my fault, I'll definitely explain it to them when I come. Depressed, she seemed to see Xue Jie's heart like ashes, and said to Xue Jie eagerly, "Bao'er, I won't lie to you, I haven't lied to you, even if I die today, I will go to Sichuan, and I will die in front of you." I was really wrong, Bao'er, even if you don't want to see me, even if you don't want to contact me again. ”

What I need is the feeling of being needed. What I need is that I am indispensable to others. I need someone to pass all my free time, give up my ego, divert my attention. A person who is addicted to me, comes and becomes addicted to each other. Oranges are not the only fruit。 I want to trickle, crash and linger; I long for someone to love me, so don't give up on me. I really want to meet someone who can protect me with my life, and for the sake of him, I can go to the bullets. Fighting for the people you love should be the happiest thing in the world. Oh, you're a madman.

"What time do you arrive? I'm taking a leave of absence to pick you up. Xue Jie chose to forgive, "My last class was at 9 o'clock in the evening, and I came to the airport to pick you up in advance." ”

"Okay, start the countdown." depressed and happy sent a message to Xue Jie.

Roses can't bloom on a vine, and to be a rose, you have to be that seed. Oranges are not the only fruit, there is more than one path in life. But no matter what you do to me, I still firmly choose you, and give in to you indefinitely. Maybe I look like a fool in the eyes of others, but I always believe that fools are blessed with fools.

"Teacher Xia, my boyfriend is coming to Sichuan, from today onwards, I won't be in class from half past seven to nine in the evening, thank you Teacher Xia." Xue Jie sent a leave message to Teacher Xia in the dance studio, and happily called her mother to tell her the news.

The most beautiful love, there is no wilderness, there is no old age, I just want to be with you for a lifetime, that's all. In fact, I am afraid of violent, extreme love. The intense and vivid love makes the stagnant water come alive, and the static flow is no longer there, and I am afraid that I will lose the inertia of "living alone". I was an incorrigible romantic, and I still am. I believe that love is supreme. I don't expect to be happy, I don't fantasize that I'll find love, I don't see love as a panacea. I see love as a force of nature, as strong as the sun's rays, necessary, unaffected by personal emotion, and one that brings both drought and life. Once love burns out, the planet dies.

I have been a staunch materialist all my life, and I hope for an afterlife. ——***