Author: Tang Tang (Le Yun)

I know that it is the meteor that praises the night, the whale comforts the sea, existence is the greatest meaning, the meteor crosses the sky, you will find that it has no end, its end is fall. But the moment it existed, the sky became beautiful. It doesn't do anything, it just exists, but that's the meaning, you exist in this world, that's the greatest meaning, we don't have to accomplish anything. Nothing in the world is meaningful, and meaning is given by people. And persistence itself is an incomparably shining meaning.

After eating, the father sent Xue Jie and depressed to the new house. The mother saw that he was very depressed and drunk, and was afraid that he would be uncomfortable at night, so she asked Xue Jie to buy something to sober up and come back. Xue Jie looked at the depression lying on the sofa, distressed and angry, and blamed her mother for letting the depression drink so much wine. Xue Jie took off her shoes for depression, took a small quilt to cover him, and was about to straighten his head, when depression suddenly opened her eyes and hugged Xue Jie, "Xue Jie, I know you will take care of me, so I can drink boldly with confidence." They are all friends of my aunt, and I can't disgrace you. Xue Jie, you are so good to me, I want to love you well. ”

"I'm not honest when I'm drunk, lie down and rest, I'll buy you something sober." Xue Jie hurriedly helped the depression down to sleep, and hurried out the door.

I passed by the world and wanted to love someone, and you happened to appear, and since then you have circled the territory. To the world, you are mine, and to me, you are my world. Because you love me, I feel like the whole world belongs to me. So I have to keep reminding myself that there will never be a chasm between us, and that I can't help but love you as long as I breathe, as long as I can still think. Among all living beings, only you have the right to see me vulnerable.

Xue Jie came back with a sober wine, and she was depressed and didn't know the southeast and northwest. Xue Jie straightened the depressed quilt, did not wake him up, and let him sleep well. Once her mother said that drunk people are prone to accidents, Xue Jie was a little worried, so she tried her depressed breathing, which was very well-proportioned; I put my head on my depressed chest and listened to my heartbeat, which was normal, so I went back to my room to sleep with confidence.

People who like it at first sight will really like ......it for a long, long time, and for me, you are much more important than the world, because of the gentleness you give, the world has never given me. I guess you must know I love you, because I don't even know how to hide it. I am by no means a pure-hearted person, on the contrary, I am an amorous seed, and I am very prone to sad tears. I really need the blatant preference and very subtle care of others, and I also need the other party to take a brave step when I hesitate, so that I can have the confidence to believe that I am worthy of love. Otherwise, my dead duck has a hard mouth, and even if I have a good feeling, I will be pressed under my throat. In the 21 years I was growing up, I saw too many imperfections, so I never believed in love, and it wasn't until I met you that I had the courage to give it a try.

Ding, the phone rang, Xue Jie picked it up and saw that it was a call from her mother, "Xue Jie, depressed and awake, you can bring him over for breakfast, I boiled porridge, drank wine and ate this is good for my stomach." ”

"I don't want to come over, Queen Mother, I don't have the surname Guo. I'll just order takeout for depression, and drinking porridge is good for the stomach, right, then I'll order porridge and a few other foods. Xue Jie rubbed her eyes and said firmly.

"Mom wants you to be indistinguishable from each other, and the new dad likes you very much, don't treat yourself as an outsider all the time." Mother dismisses Xuejie.

"No, Queen Mother, I know my weight." Xue Jie said, "Queen Mother, don't talk to me, go and have breakfast, I'm going to get up and order takeout for depression." ”

"Silly boy." The mother sighed helplessly.

Mother, I know you love me, and I try hard to be good. However, no matter what I do, you are already someone else's family, and the only thing I can do for you at the moment is not to let you be angry with me in someone's house. I carefully grasp the degree, one more step is overstepping, and one less step is not loving you. Mother, do you know how difficult it is for your daughter? But I can't let you lose your happiness because of me. Mother, I have grown up, and in the future, I will have my own home, and that home is truly my own home.

"Baby, did you order takeout? It's here, get up and eat. Depressed knocked on Xue Jie's room door.

"Shuai, you eat first, I'll get up right away." Xue Jie rolled over and got up.

I want to love with my whole soul and leave the rest to fate. Perhaps, I don't want to leave the rest to fate. I want to have you alone and absolutely, not just to love alone, but to be loved alone. When a moth fights a fire, it must be extremely happy. With people who truly care about you, no emotion can be hidden. I know what you are hiding, and I am willing to hear about it.

However, for people whose emotional boundaries are very blurred, they are sensitive to the emotional changes of everyone around them, and at this time it is no longer a matter of caring or not, it is a more subtle pain. Yes, maybe it's just a little lonely in your eyebrows, and I'll ask you carefully what unpleasant things have happened. May someone see your black and white, and someone will understand your color.

"Xue Jie, I'll wait for you in the old house on the third floor after class, you come up and change clothes, I took a lot of clothes I wore before, you try it, is there anything you like." Then I'll take you and depressed to Lao Haiting for a walk around and have some snacks, the little son-in-law doesn't seem to have been there yet. As soon as Xue Jie got out of class, she saw her mother's message. Xue Jie knew that this was her mother showing her goodwill, and what she might say in the morning made her mother feel sad. Xue Jie hurriedly replied, "Queen Mother, I'm already out of class, I'll come up now." ”

As soon as she went upstairs, her mother was very enthusiastic, pulled Xue Jie into the back room, and tried many skirts. Xue Jie looked at these old-fashioned antiques, didn't want to break her mother's heart, and said that they looked good, so she chose a pink dress to wear. The mother was very happy, pulled Xue Jie, greeted the depression, and went out together and ran in the direction of Lao Haiting.

Laohai Pavilion is a tourist attraction in Xichang, modeled after the ancient city of Dali, surrounded by mountains and rivers, antique. You can sit by the lake and drink and listen to songs, and it is a good place for friends to chat and party. I was depressed and saw the architecture here, I liked it very much, and I took a lot of photos in a row. Mother asked Xue Jie what she wanted to eat, and Xue Jie said to eat some snacks and drink bars. The mother agreed without saying a word, worried that she would be depressed and hungry, so she ordered a bowl of noodles for depression, and then touched a cup with Xue Jie, drank wine, and everything was up to Xue Jie.

"Auntie, I have to go back the day after tomorrow, I've been out for more than ten days, and the vacation is almost over." Suddenly, depressed spoke.

Before her mother could speak, Xue Jie became angry and roared directly, "Who let you go?" Isn't it good here? Am I bad for you? Is our family bad? ”

Depressed hurriedly explained, "No, it's my vacation that is almost over, and I should go back to work." ”

Mother was just about to answer, but Xue Jie said again, "If you say it, you won't leave, and if you don't say hello now, you will leave the day after tomorrow." Since you can't keep it, you can leave if you want to, and you can leave on a cloudy day. ”

I was depressed and didn't know how to answer, seeing that Xue Jie's tears fell, I didn't dare to talk. The mother was originally a reasonable person, and she wanted to turn her head and say a few words about her daughter, but suddenly saw Xue Jie crying, and instantly threw away all the morality and etiquette, and immediately protected her cub, "It's okay, don't be angry, baby, and me." ”

The mother glanced depressed, but did not speak. The mother then said to Xue Jie, "Look at you, you are angry and make me unhappy, you young people just love to fool around." I couldn't stand it anymore, so I went back first. ”

"No, no, Queen Mother, don't." Xue Jie realized that she was wrong,

"Gone, I don't want to see you shed tears, I just want to be happy with you. It's okay, you two are playing, I'll go back first, I'll talk to you when I'm free. After the mother finished speaking, she got up and took her bag, and prepared to leave.

Looking at this scene depressed, it was embarrassing. Xue Jie saw that her mother insisted on leaving, so she got up and said, "Queen Mother, I'll send you, I'm fine, don't be unhappy." With that, he walked out of the bar with his mother.

Often bad emotions, as we all know, come from people we love each other deeply. When I wanted to cry, my mother always cried before me. In front of her, there is no need to explain, no need to say much, because she is all white. The stacked peaks and peaks are lush and lush, and the stick drinks Bodhi epiphany. Shami Linxi has a scoop of drink, and the Zen bell is Guanyin. Sometimes, how I wish my mother's wise eyes didn't see through me, didn't know everything about me, including all the surprises and desolation. But her eyes can penetrate my most essential soul and reach the true self in the depths of my soul. Her words always solved all my confusions or gave me a sharp assessment of what I had done. It's just that because of rebellion, I never listen to her.

"In this world, blood is not always spilled to the land where it should go, and it is very common for the truth to be let down." My mother said a lot to me, and after saying that, she got into a taxi and went home. I walked back, looking for depression, pondering what my mother had said. Suddenly, my friend Nana sent me a message, "Xuejie, what are you doing, I miss you." ”