Chapter 48: Platonic Love
Andrei's explanation seems to pale in comparison. I don't even think he's wrong. I don't even have the strength to argue with him. Tell him that I want to be alone.
I didn't stay for a day or two, I started to work on Monday, I went out early and returned late, and several times Andre came knocking on the door, I told him that I was tired and wanted to rest early.
Qiu Si came to persuade me twice. I told Qiu Si that Andre was really not interested in dating him because of his character.
I came back from the bathroom on Saturday morning and saw Andre sitting in my room, and he slipped in while I was on my way to the shower. I knew I couldn't get him out easily, so I ignored him and sat down to wipe my hair. Andre flattered me and helped me wipe it. I can't snatch him, so I'll let him go.
Andrei looked at me in the mirror and said:
- "Linna, I know I wasn't right that day, and I know you should be mad at me. However, you've been punishing me for so many days, and that's enough. ”
- "You don't feel like you're wrong at all!" I said to him.
Andrei crouched in front of me, holding my hand with both hands, and raised his head, he looked at me with courage in the eyes and said:
- "I knew my actions were shameful, but I just couldn't control my emotions at the time. I don't know since when I started to be jealous of everything in your eyes! It's not just people. Do you remember, I told you that Liu Yang was jealous of the poster you posted? Actually, that's how I feel. I teach Xiaoxing to learn Russian, you sit opposite us and do your homework, I see you looking at that book intently, I am even jealous of that book, I let Xiaoxing ask you questions, I just don't want you to stare at that book all the time. ”
Looking at this stupid Andre, listening to him say such childish words, my heart became softer and softer.
- "Why are you so stupid! I said helplessly.
- "I don't know, if you ignore me these days, I'm like I've lost my soul, and I can't do anything." Andrei leaned his head into my arms, like a child, and said pitifully.
If I want to say that I won't forgive him again, maybe I don't even believe it.
After a few good days, I found that Andre's old problem had not changed, and new problems had been added. He didn't take off his clothes in front of me, but his hands and feet were becoming more and more dishonest. Even though I was wearing clothes, I was still not used to him touching me everywhere. Andrei has also learned how to deal with me. As soon as I resisted, he stopped immediately, but that definitely didn't mean that he wouldn't harass me when he saw me letting my guard down.
I warned him to be careful about his words and deeds, and André said aggrievedly that he was already "Platonic Love". Is it still asking him to only have "Plato" and not love?