Chapter 58: Forgetting Yesterday

In the evening, there was a knock on the door. I thought to myself that 99 percent it was probably Andrey. I opened the door, and sure enough, he was standing outside the door, looking at me and smiling. I looked at him, hesitating to let him in.

- "Linna! He called me with a smile.

I looked at him with some resentment and said:

- "I don't want to see you!" "I tried to close the door, but André pushed it back.

He said:

- "Linna, I know you're angry, I didn't do well, you let me in and say. ”

- "I don't want to see you!" I repeated.

- "Linna, don't do this, don't let me call everyone out again, please! He said pleadingly.

I didn't speak, I didn't let him in, I was thinking about how to get him away, but I was afraid of being heard. André suddenly grabbed me by the waist with both hands and lifted me into the house, slammed the door behind him with his foot, and he lowered me to the ground. Then he sat down at the piano, took my hand with both hands, looked up into my eyes and said;

- "I've been here several times today, and you haven't come back!" Now I'm finally seeing you. ”

I stood in front of him and ignored him. Andrei went on to say:

- "I wondered, did I freak out of you last night?" Did I hurt you? ”

My eyes looked away, but they still didn't squeak. Andrei was a little anxious, he shook my hand vigorously and said

- "Baby, say something, tell me you're okay!" ”

- "I'm fine, you can go!" I didn't look at him, but I snorted at him.

Andrei pulled me into his arms and said:

- "I didn't expect me to be so impulsive yesterday, Linna, believe me, I was going to be together again when you accepted me. I think back that even I was scared of my crazy behavior. In the morning, seeing your reaction, I wonder if you were frightened by me, are you still scared now? You told me that you didn't say anything, which made me worry too much. What do you want me to do, can you feel better? I'm sorry, Linna, I really don't have a heart, I'm really afraid of leaving a bad feeling, I'm really stupid, but you believe me I really don't want to hurt you. ”

- "Haven't you always wanted to do this?" I said dissatisfied.

- "It's not what you think. I really regret that I didn't control myself yesterday. I have imagined countless times that I think you will not accept the result, I am afraid that you will cry, you will make trouble, and you will be sad. But you didn't say anything today, and your behavior scared me a hundred times more than I did when I saw you crying. I spend my days asking myself, what did I do? Linna, what happened to Linna, I'm worried to death! ”

- "I'm fine, you don't have to worry! I said.

Andrei looked at me in surprise. After a while, he put me down. Go to the edge of the bed and sit down. He clutched his hands on his knees, clutching his hair, and said as if in despair:

- "Linna, you say, right? How do I atone for my sins? ”

- "You're not guilty, you don't need to atone, I just want to forget about it!" I replied

André looked up at me, and I saw a look of surprise in his wide-open eyes.

He was undoubtedly shocked by what I said!