Can't get over it

When Su He raised her head from studying again, she found that Chen Jiao had been out early and returning late for a long time, whether it was when there was a class or no class.

Su He narrowed his eyes, the last time Chen Jiao was like this was when he was with Liu Hu, could it be that the two of them were reconciled again?

She felt as if she didn't care about Chen Jiao too much, she didn't know anything about Chen Jiao's recent situation, and she was a failure as a friend.

"Chen Jiao, what have you been doing lately, you went out so early" Su He stayed in the dormitory in the morning and didn't go out, waiting for Chen Jiao to get up, seeing that Chen Jiao was going out again, Su He hurriedly grabbed her.

"I'm looking for the meaning of my life," Chen Jiao said and couldn't help laughing, she only recently felt that her life had a bright spot again.

"You found it" Su He looked at Chen Jiao's glowing eyes, and was sincerely happy for Chen Jiao.

"Actually, when I was a child, I liked to draw very much, and even because of this, my studies declined, and then my family didn't let me learn anymore, and now I'm starting again, but I don't plan to change majors, I plan to take painting as my hobby, don't worry, I'm so old this time, this time I'll coordinate it"

Chen Jiao said and smiled with her gums exposed, Su He looked very funny, "Since you found it, it's good"

Life is really hard, if you don't have anything you are interested in, you are easily depressed, Chen Jiao is in a very good state now.

"But no, I feel like I have a lot of things to do every day, I haven't been in contact with painting for a long time, the last time I painted was when I was in elementary school, and now I've almost forgotten it, and my foundation is very weak, so I'm making up for my shortcomings now" Chen Jiao said with a smile, "I won't tell you, I'll go out first"

"Okay, you go get busy" Su He waved his hand.

Looking at Chen Jiao's distant figure, Su He was really happy for her, she was able to find the direction of her life, and it would be a very happy thing to work hard for this goal, just like she is now.

Without thinking about it anymore, Su He will also have a busy day today, and there is no time to waste on these meaningless things.

Compared with the previous semester, this semester has added a lot of courses, which are more closely related to medicine, and the most important thing is the addition of a solution to the science.

Su He thought that she was not soft-hearted, she didn't feel anything when she saw the corpses of those small animals, she never taboo eating, and she didn't feel guilty at all, but when she came into contact with this discipline, she felt completely different.

In addition to systematic knowledge learning, there is also a dissection class, which is different from those small animals when they are really faced.

She had read the textbook a long time ago, knew the general process, and knew what she was going to face, but there was still a difference between the book and real life.

The person who was once alive lying there, is now lying there, and then ...... It is inevitable that there is a strange feeling, which is a little unacceptable psychologically, and even Su He has a psychological disorder.

This was the first time that Su He felt like retreating, but after this thought, she felt that she shouldn't have to, and she had to retreat for a little obstacle, which was too unambitious.

But when it comes to really overcoming it, Su He still finds it difficult, every time at this time Su He is very envious of Chen Jiao, obviously it is the first time to face it, and it is difficult to accept it at first, but soon she adapts well again.

Why can't she, she is still struggling, and she is still mentally building herself, just like that, her classroom performance is still very poor.

The tutor has had several conversations with her, but it still doesn't work, even the tutor is very strange, others even the timid people have adapted, but Su He, an excellent student with a lot of courage, can't adapt.

Although Su He looked calm on the surface every time, the frightened eyes and trembling calves showed that she was not adapting at all, and was just forcibly suppressing herself.

In addition to the fear that these mentors could see, Su He also began to have nightmares at night, all of which were during the day, and those things in the dreams could not only move but also speak, which scared her so much that she couldn't sleep well these days.

There is no such class today, but Su He has to take it with the students in other classes who are going to take this class, and take a more look at himself, maybe he will be able to adapt to it one day.

Recently, as long as she has nothing to do and no class, she will attend it with her classmates who are going to take this class that day, causing everyone to discuss her.

said that she was a pervert, and she liked such a class so much, although other people got used to it, but they still didn't like it more or less, so she followed the unanatomy class when she was fine, and she rushed to the front every time, but she couldn't help it.

Those who said these words must not have seen that Su He's calf was trembling every time he stood at the front, otherwise it wouldn't have been spread like this, Su He was really wronged.

Because she has been having nightmares and not sleeping well, Su He's body feels a little hollowed out, if she really can't get used to it, she may have to rest for a while, otherwise it will backfire if she pushes herself too hard.

"Su He, I'll give you a week off, it's not a way for you to go out for a walk, and it's not a way to force yourself to adapt all the time, maybe it's good to rest for a while" Looking at the dark circles under Su He's eyes, Professor Chen could only persuade like this.

To be honest, I really didn't expect that Su He would not be able to overcome it until now, but now this situation is really urgent, and the more urgent it is, the more it will be unable to overcome it.

It is impossible for a medical student who can't even face these things calmly to become an excellent doctor, and he can't even go to the operating table, but he knows Su He's dreams, which are very important to Su He.

Su He didn't expect that the mentor was one step ahead of her, she felt that she should relax for a while, but she had been hesitating, and now the tutor's words made her make up her mind.

"Okay" Su He nodded, the pressure on himself during this time is really great, take advantage of this week to rest.

"B city is quite big, there are many attractions, many people want to come and play, you have nothing to do, you can go and see, the Great Wall, it is really spectacular to watch, people have to admire the wisdom of the ancients" Professor Chen was heartbroken for Su He, and he was worried that Su He, a bookworm who had been soaking in books, would spend all his time in the dormitory to read.

"Hmm" she said during the New Year that she wanted to visit all over City B, and now the ready-made time is in front of her, which is what God wants her to have a good time.

"Then you arrange your time reasonably, and come to me if you have anything," Professor Chen looked at the thoughtful Su He and admonished.

"Okay" Seeing Professor Chen leave, Su He thought about where to go next, there were too many things to go to in City B.

Forbidden City, Summer Palace, Lama Temple, Old Summer Palace, Tiananmen Square, Temple of Heaven, Prince Gong's Mansion, Ming Tombs, Badaling Great Wall, Baiyun Temple, Guozijian, Confucian Temple, Baita Temple, Wuta Temple......

These are still Su He's names, and there are still many things that Su He doesn't know yet, there are too many places to play, Su He has been to very few, and he can't play anything at all for a week.

So Su He plans to go to see the most famous ones first, and the others, and then go to play when she has free time on Saturdays and Sundays, and she can't know anything about it next time Teacher Qi and Aunt Hu come to play.

I heard that Su He was going out to play, and Chen Jiao didn't go out early and return late, "I'll accompany you, what's the point of playing alone, it's good to have more people."

Not only Chen Jiao, but even Yu Lin also sent her a message saying that he wanted to play with her, saying that he was very familiar with these places and would definitely make Su He have a good time.

Su He couldn't cry or laugh, she didn't know where this news came from, she just wanted to relax, she didn't need such a big battle, Su He was a little flattered.

But even so, Su He still refused one by one, she was granted leave by the tutor, and they all still have classes to attend, it must be bad to take so many days off, so let's study hard.

"No, you also know me, even if I take a leave of absence, my grades will not fall, you don't have to worry, I want to go with you, I'm not Yu Lin, I'm a sophomore, and I'm busy with classes"

Chen Jiao was unhappy, she felt that it must be Yu Lin's reason, Su He was not good at refusing one and agreeing to the other, so she cheated Yu Lin.

Although Yu Lin had a good relationship with her before, she also thought about pulling a line for him, but it wasn't without success, even if she succeeded, she would be in front of Yu Lin.

"Chen Jiao, we are still students after all, where is there a reason to ask for leave to go out to play, I have no choice, I have been too tight recently, and the pressure is high, so the tutor gave me leave to go out and relax" Su He still didn't let go, no matter what, learning is the most important, and you can't ask for leave because you go out to play.

"Actually, I don't have to ask for leave" Chen Jiao's eyes rolled, "There are not many classes this week, just four classes, I will go to class when I need to go to class, anyway, we are playing in City B, and we don't leave the city, it's still very convenient."

"It's okay, it's definitely a lot more interesting for two people to play" Su He feels good in this way, she is alone when Chen Jiao is in class, and she doesn't delay Chen Jiao's study, and she can play with two people, "Aren't you also from City B, shouldn't you have been there logically?"

Su He is very curious about this, as a local, he should have been to these places I don't know how many times, it is different from her.

"I'm with you, and although I'm a local, I don't go much, and I've been studying for a long time, so I haven't played a lot," Chen Jiao said.

"Oh" Su He said that he understood, Chinese people attach great importance to learning, and before the college entrance examination, the time to play is controlled very tightly.

As for Yu Lin's side, Su He directly refused, just like Chen Jiao said, the sophomore year is still different from the freshman year, the study courses are more and heavier, and going out to play for so long delays the study.