Chapter 278: I'll Let You Go
Zhou Yanhuai sighed, pressed her in his arms, and stroked her hot cheeks, "No, you're fine, it was an accident, it was an accident, it won't happen again, our baby is very good, I will let the best doctor take care of you, and I will always accompany you until the child is born safely." ”
She can't rest assured that her last child was also going smoothly, and it wasn't until she gave birth that something went wrong.
How can she be at ease this time, she had many thoughts of not wanting at the beginning of this pregnancy, she regretted it very much, the child was in her womb, she must know her thoughts.
She was genuinely afraid, and her heart was full of fear.
At night, both of them fell asleep in both emotional and physical exhaustion.
He had been sleeping with her lately, but he could still feel her uneasiness and anxiety.
Around the wee hours of the morning, Zhou Yanhuai woke up and subconsciously touched the person next to him, but he was empty.
He sat up, turned on the lamp, and the person beside him was gone.
He hurriedly got off the ground and went to the bathroom, but she was not there.
He hung in his heart, hurried out of the door, and was about to call someone up, when he suddenly saw a bright light coming out of the door of the guest bedroom opposite.
He immediately went over and opened the door, and there was a lamp in the room that was not too bright.
Shen Weisu sat on the sofa chair, his head down, and was holding a small instrument against his abdomen, and the small instrument made a powerful, regular thumping sound.
He knew at once what she was doing, and he walked over with some heartache to see her eyes closed, listening to the voice as if it could put her at ease.
He leaned over to hold her hand and let out a deep breath, "What time is it, why don't you sleep and run out." ”
Shen Weisu raised his head and looked at him, his eyes were a little red, "I...... Sorry to bother you. ”
He squatted down in front of her, took away the fetal heart rate monitor in her hand, and looked at her helplessly, "Didn't you just go for a checkup two days ago, and it's been three months, so there will be no problem." ”
"No, I just had a bad dream, and I'm worried about ......," she said, "and besides, several of my former colleagues have been in trouble for three months, and they suddenly have a ......"
"That's someone else, it's none of us." He took her hand and noticed that her hand was cold.
She still wanted to get the fetal heart rate monitor, and muttered, "Why did his heartbeat just now slower than before, I want to test it again......"
Zhou Yanhuai leaned over and hugged her waist and buried his face in her abdomen, "Don't listen, go to sleep, don't worry, I'll take you to the hospital again tomorrow." ”
She thought about it and agreed, but still insisted, "You go to sleep first, and I'll listen to it later." ”
She was very stubborn, took the instrument, put it on her stomach and listened, her heartbeat was strong and regular, she was relieved, got up and went back to the room with him.
After she fell asleep, Zhou Yanhuai couldn't sleep.
He stared sideways at her sleeping face, the doctor had reminded him to pay attention to her psychological condition before, she had recently experienced Jiang Siyun's death, she was much stronger than he thought, and everything about her seemed normal.
However, her emotions are in a very tense and anxious state, she looks up a lot of information, and once she sees negative information, she will bring it in, causing panic and worry.
He knew that she was unwilling to get pregnant, the shadow of a child before, plus she didn't want a child herself, this time he forced her to conceive, and she had no choice but to accept it, she was just so guilty that she couldn't bear not to want this one because the previous child was gone.
Children do not make her feel happy, but rather a heavy burden.
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The next day, the two went to the hospital, and it was not yet the day of the examination, but Shen Weisu couldn't help but ask, so the doctor had to check her again, and everything was normal.
When Shen Weisu got up early to brush the pregnant women's forum, he suddenly saw someone saying that too much use of the fetal heart rate monitor would damage the hearing of the fetus, so he hurriedly asked the doctor for verification.
The doctor could only advise her not to use it, and she was worried about whether it had had an impact on the fetus, but the doctor couldn't be sure, so he comforted her a few words, turned his head and said to Zhou Yanhuai in private, suggesting that he take Shen Weisu to see a psychiatrist, and what she has now is not physical, but psychological.
She can't sleep at night, she has been holding her mobile phone to read the forum, there are all kinds of situations, many good, few bad, she will pay special attention to the bad situation, and watch it for the longest time.
Zhou Yanhuai was quite helpless, he could understand her anxiety, but her anxiety had exceeded the normal limit, and if she continued like this, she would definitely hurt her body.
He took her to see a psychiatrist the next day, and when he told her, she also realized that she was emotionally abnormal and agreed to see her.
Sent her in, the doctor talked to her for a while, and suggested that Zhou Yanhuai go out first.
She chatted with the doctor for more than an hour, and she was very cooperative, and after a few days, she was relieved.
On this day, she fell asleep during the diagnosis and treatment, and the doctor came out to tell Zhou Yanhuai about the situation.
She took out a picture and showed it to Zhou Yanhuai, while explaining, "This is a picture that I asked Mrs. Zhou to draw casually during the diagnosis and treatment, and I think it can reflect her current psychological condition." ”
Zhou Yanhuai took it and looked at it, and she drew a bird.