Chapter 279: Each Has Its Own Position
Shen Weisu heard him say that after giving birth, he let himself go, and he was really stunned for a while.
The wind blew over, blowing her hair, she raised her hand and swept it, looking at Zhou Yanhuai beside her, "What does it mean to let me go, do you want me to go alone?" β
He didn't shy away from it, and said bluntly, "I know you can't bear to have children, but if you want to go out to study, it will already take up most of your energy, and it is unrealistic to bring a baby who needs to be taken care of by someone every inch." β
Knowing that she was uncomfortable, he reiterated, "The child is our common thing, I don't want to snatch him from you, I just think about it comprehensively, you want to study, and the child is too young, it would be more appropriate to put him next to me." β
"Orβ" He raised his hand to straighten her messy hair, "or you don't go anywhere, and stay with our father and son." β
This is his true words, he knows that she wants to leave, and he is willing to let her out when she is depressed, but it does not mean that his mood is completely relaxed.
He didn't want her to go.
Shen Weisu's mood couldn't be said to be complicated, she knew that what Zhou Yanhuai said was right, it was difficult to take care of a newborn, and it was impossible for her to take care of her children and studies at the same time.
But she couldn't do it, so she left him and ran away after giving birth.
She didn't say anything, it was still early, and she couldn't make a decision right away.
Zhou Yanhuai raised his hand and put his arm around her shoulder, and the two of them walked slowly along the river bank together.
The riverbank is very lively, there are parents who take their children out to play, there are elderly people who come out for a walk, there are couples who are holding hands and walking their dogs, everyone is very comfortable and leisurely.
She felt that the two of them were walking side by side, and there was already a continuation of their blood in their stomachs, and everything was very good in the comfortable and quiet evening, and the sunset in the distance was shining.
Her inner mind at this moment should be peaceful and happy, but she didn't, she always felt as if something was missing from the two of them.
She was still uneasy.
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That afternoon, Shen Weisu got the news that Cheng Xizhi, who had been in a coma for many days, was awake.
It is reasonable for her to go and visit, she is not even familiar with Cheng Xizhi, but all along, Cheng Xizhi has suffered a lot of unwarranted disasters because of herself.
But Shen Weisu didn't know how to face her, and she was very conflicted for a while, the driver sent her to the hospital, she bought flowers and fruits, and went upstairs hesitantly.
As soon as she got out of the elevator, she ran into Cheng Yi, the two hadn't seen each other for a long time, Cheng Yi subconsciously glanced at her stomach, and her smile was a little astringent, "Sister Weisu, are you okay?" β
"It's good." Shen Weisu asked him, "How is your sister?" β
"Wake up, resting - Aunt Zhou came to see her, Brother Huai...... It's there, but I went down to go through the formalities. β
This is also how it should be, Shen Weisu followed him to the ward, "I'm sorry, Cheng Yi...... I don't know if your sister will be willing to see me if she suffers like this, I am afraid that it will irritate her, so you can pass these gifts to her. β
Cheng Yi took the things and comforted her a few words, "This is not something you can control, don't blame yourself Sister Weisu." β
Shen Weisu walked with him to the door of the ward, intending to take a look outside and leave without disturbing.
In the house, Zhou's mother was chatting with Cheng Xizhi, with a little indignation, "This matter is troublesome, just because you are close to Yanhuai, Shen Weisu's younger brother is going to poison you, this is also too terrible, I don't know what kind of family will educate such a devil." β
Cheng Xizhi lowered his head and didn't speak, looking weak and powerless.
Mother Zhou comforted her, "It's okay, the wicked are dead, and you will be safe in the future." When you are discharged from the hospital, go home and use grapefruit leaves to get rid of mildew, and your aunt will also go to the temple to find the master to help you get it, so that those evil spirits will stay away from you. β
Cheng Yi glanced at Shen Weisu, she lowered her eyebrows slightly, her position made her feel harsh when she heard these words.
Cheng Yi also had his own embarrassment, he couldn't say any more comforting words, and was about to ask her to go back first, but behind him, Zhou Yanhuai had already strode over and said loudly, "Why did you run here." β
Shen Weisu turned his head, and Zhou Yanhuai raised his hand to put his arm around her shoulder, "Have you been in?" β
She shook her head, "No...... I ......"
In the house, hearing the movement outside, Zhou's mother and Cheng Xizhi looked at it together.
Mother Zhou didn't feel that she was wrong, because of Jiang Siyun's matter, even her prejudice against Shen Weisu deepened.
said that he was a younger brother, but he actually didn't have any blood relationship, Shen Weisu broke up with Zhou Yanhuai before, but he went abroad with this man for a while, and the child came unclearly, and Zhou's mother still has a mustard.
Now Jiang Siyun even dared to kill people and set fire to Shen Weisu, how could this be an ordinary relationship.
Although Jiang Siyun is dead, Zhou's mother can't rest assured, such an extreme person and Shen Weisu grew up together, the two of them were educated by a family, and there is a big question mark about Shen Weisu's character.
Even if the child confirms that it belongs to the Zhou family, Zhou's mother does not trust Shen Weisu to educate well.
Cheng Xizhi saw Shen Weisu coming, his expression was very complicated, and he probably didn't want to face it, so he lowered his eyes and staggered her.
It's all here, Shen Weisu couldn't turn around and leave, so he had to walk into the ward, Cheng Yi then put down the flower and fruit basket she sent, and said, "Sister, this is sent by Sister Weisu." β
Cheng Xizhi nodded, no matter how uncomfortable he was, he didn't forget the etiquette.
Since Shen Weisu came, he didn't want to go around the bend, so he said directly, "Miss Cheng, I'm very sorry for the hurt you have suffered because of me...... But there are some things that I have also been kept in the dark, I didn't mean to provoke your scars, can you please tell me about it, Ah Yun...... Did he say anything to you at that time? β
Cheng Xizhi held back her tears and forced herself to calm down, "I'm ...... I don't know why he did that, he said, my presence will hurt you, and he wants to take me out of this world with him...... Miss Shen, I know that I have been dragging down Brother Huai, which is a burden to you...... I didn't mean to sabotage you, and I apologize to you if my presence has wronged you......"
"Sorry." Zhou's mother persuaded her, "What are you sorry for?" It's not you who did the wrong thing. You and Yanhuai have known each other since childhood, and when your father died, we also promised him to take care of your siblings, and Yanhuai is even more obligatory to you. β
Shen Weisu didn't have the heart to taste the metaphors in Zhou's mother's words, and his feelings never talked about the principle of first come and then come.
"Miss Cheng." Shen Weisu stared at her and suddenly asked, "Before the accident, on the 8th, did you go to the underground supermarket of Changxin Department Store?" β
Nonsensical question, everyone looked at her puzzled, Cheng Xizhi was also stunned for a while, and shook his head, "No, I'm very busy at work, and I haven't been to the supermarket for a long time." β
"It's okay." Shen Weisu didn't know why he would test her like this, and he felt a little guilty in his heart, "You can rest...... I won't bother anymore. β
She turned around and walked out.