My vision was blurry, I couldn't see my surroundings clearly, and my mind echoed with the last word I heard Andrei hear - black swan!

Did Andrei say anything after that? I don't remember or I didn't hear it at all.

The black swan event finally appeared in my relationship with Andre.

In a trance, I was helped to lie down on the bed, and then I found that the room was crowded with people, in addition to Xiaoshi, there were also Director Zhu, Deputy Director Cheng and two Russian doctors in white coats. The doctor took my blood pressure and temperature.

- "What else do you eat besides cherries?" A pair of blue eyes above the white mask looked at me and asked.

- "Nope! I replied weakly.

- "Do you still feel sick in your stomach?" Another doctor asked.

I shook my head.

- "It may be acute gastroenteritis caused by eating cherries, it's not serious, don't eat yet, you can drink some milk, and you'll be fine after two days of rest." "I listened to the doctor.

- "Linna, you're scaring us to death! Deputy Director Cheng said in shock.

- "The doctor said that Lina vomited cherries, not blood! I'll just say it! This man is so good, how can he vomit blood? Unless...... It's all the two of you, and this surprise has confused me too. That's when an ambulance was called...... Linna, don't be afraid, the doctor said that you don't need to go to the hospital. Director Zhu let out a sigh of relief and said.

- "I'm causing trouble for everyone! I said.

- "How do you say that?" Who wants to get sick, you're fine! Eat less cherries in the future, that thing hurts your stomach! Lao Cheng, it's not me talking about you, Xiaoshi is young, you also listen to the wind and rain, good guy! Vomiting blood, you can't just say that! Director Zhu looked at Deputy Director Cheng and his tone was a little dissatisfied.

- "Xiao Shi ran over and told me that Linna vomited blood, so I had a preconceived idea, and I looked at the red patch from a distance, and I almost fainted at that time, and you didn't know that I was fainting blood, where can I see so clearly? Fortunately, there was a false alarm! This is really ......," Deputy Director Cheng said with palpitations.

- "It's me who is wrong, I eat too many cherries with a greedy mouth, which makes everyone worried, I'm sorry!" I said.

- "It's okay, it's a false alarm, Linna, you can rest well, Xiaoshi, you can get Lina something delicious to eat these days." Director Zhu said

Deputy Director Cheng asked Xiao Shi to warm a glass of milk for me, and told me to call them if I didn't feel well.

I told them that I was much better now and that it didn't hurt there, reassuring them.

Seeing everyone leave, I pulled the quilt up on my body. I also had a blanket on the quilt, but I still felt cold.

The temperature in the room was not low, and my body was still trembling involuntarily as I curled up in the bed! I felt the biting cold all around me, and I knew that no matter how much I put on the quilt, I couldn't get rid of this chill because it came from my heart.

I felt weak and wanted to get a good night's sleep, but I didn't think about today's call with Andre for the time being.

However, contrary to my extremely tired body, my brain was surprisingly excited, and it made it difficult for me to sleep.

I tried to rationalize my mind and understand what was going on, but my brain was out of control and I couldn't control my mind at all.

Countless fragments of information are frantically dripping into my brain, and these memories are completely random and illogical. One by one, they flashed into my mind.

There are all kinds of pictures in front of my eyes, there are people I know, there are people I don't know, their voices and smiles, their words and demeanors are so clear, but the transformation of characters and scenes is irrelevant......

I saw Vajim's drunken and hazy look;

Seeing Sister Yuan sitting in her office complaining to us about the weather in Moscow;

I saw the flowers that Ming handed me in front of me, and he seemed to appear again at Hai's wedding and was talking to Xiaoxing;

I saw Jin Li and Wang Dong in the kitchen of the dormitory preparing food for our buffet;

I saw the sugar gourd that my father bought for me;

I saw the colorful onion-headed church domes of Red Square,

I saw the desolate sunset in the desert;

I saw coffee vendors in the big Moscow markets;

I saw Sergei giving us a meeting;

I saw the old director of the foreign affairs office smiling and wiping his reading glasses in front of me;

I saw Darik and Basha rallying for a football game;

I saw Andrei disagree with my answer again in Russian class;

I saw Miao Miao jumping around with a big backpack on her back, and asked me how to say this in Russian.

I saw the snow pouring down from nowhere;

I saw the red walls and green tiles of Beihai Park;

I saw the cold waters of the Gulf of Finland;

I saw Daniel's conceited expression;

I saw incense serving me chicken soup;

I saw the ugly doll I had left in Moscow;

I saw the tall windows of the Moscow Library;

I saw the Italian at the Ukrainian airport asking me for directions;

I even saw Mike, Sister Lin, Wang Qiang, District Mayor Yu, Natasha...... There is even Li Bailing's boyfriend and the Luca I have never met.

I wanted to pull my mind back to reality, but I just couldn't do it, because in my subconscious I was trying to avoid thinking about what had happened to Andre.

I stared at the Xuanyue outside the window, for a long time, my mind was empty, there was no Andre, there was no person, no thing.

Qiu Si turned the wine glass in his hand, trying to suppress his resentment. She sipped the red wine in her glass, which she was using as an anesthetic to relieve the unbearable pain in her heart. I couldn't help but feel sad when I looked at her!

I saw Andre with a smiling face and said to Qiu Si, "We are friends...... We're not for Darik! 》

Suddenly, I felt that Andrei's words and actions were simply hypocritical.

When did he and Qiu Si become friends? Does Andrei always lie and deceive people, so that he will not understand Qiu Si! Not necessarily, he was still laughing at Qiu Si for being a stupid girl. Darrick is his friend, and their approach to affection is simply bosom friend. The same appeal, the same choice, the same approach!

I saw Qiu Si sneering miserably and said to me, "Linna, you have to be prepared, one day Andre has a change of heart, don't be as stupid as me and lie to yourself for so long......"

I suddenly broke down and wept bitterly and said:

- "Qiu Si, I should have listened to you and broke up with Andre, at the beginning, it was Darrick who persuaded me to accept Andre, I really regret how I could listen to Darik, he and Andrei are the same dog! They're greedy, selfish, and shameless! I understand now that Andre is a villain's heart and a gentleman's belly, so he is willing to be jealous. He thought that everyone else was as shameless as him!

He even dared to talk to me about black swans! It turns out that the loyalty he said is not only required of me, but he himself can indulge. Only the governor is allowed to set fires and the people are not allowed to light lamps, this is your morality!

You disgust me Andrey! You are embarrassed to say that Daric betrayed love, how did you do it, fifty steps and a hundred steps of laughter, you are all as unreliable in your bones! Have I wronged you? Andre! I shouted to Andre

Andrei shrugged his shoulders helplessly, not wanting to give any explanation.

Andrei's attitude made me completely desperate, and I covered my mouth with my hands and began to cry.

I heard my own cry, opened my eyes suddenly, and felt that my heart was still beating wildly, and the pillow was wet with tears, it turned out to be a dream!

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and looked at the Xuanyue, my heartbeat gradually calmed down, and I felt that my mind was empty again.