Chapter 600: Why Affection Is Shallow, Why Be Deep (I)
When I got home, my mother was helping me put my suitcase and complaining that I should call them when I got off the plane to report that I was safe, but they were always worried.
I was still in a bit of a trance, and I didn't react to my mother's words at all. It turned out that my phone had been shutting down since I threw away the calling card.
At this moment, the image of Basha that I see today is still shaking before my eyes; Andrei's voice on the phone still rings in my ears.
Seeing that I was physically and mentally exhausted, my parents thought that I was too tired from the journey, so they hurriedly prepared bath water for me and told me to rest early.
I slowly rested my head on the soft towel by the tub and closed my eyes quietly, and my mother added jasmine essential oil to it, which was my favorite smell. I was quietly soaking in the warm water, but my heart was turning upside down.
What the hell is wrong with me? I asked myself over and over again.
Even if I knew that Andrei was married, I shouldn't have been so stimulated. It shouldn't be!
Haven't I forgotten about Andre since I logged out of Facebook?
Didn't I secretly swear that I would never let Andrei have any effect on me again? Even the last time Li Bailing suspected that the person she saw was Andre, I didn't even pay much attention to it! That's the reaction I should have!
But today, when Basha really confirmed the news of Andrei's marriage, I fainted!
At this moment, I realized that I had been running away from everything about Andrei for so long. I'm afraid of the moment of a real showdown with Andre!
To this day, I realize that I have no way to escape and have to face our problems.
Is Andre like me? That's why we've been delaying for so long!
There seems to be a plausible explanation for all this. What I didn't expect, however, was Andrei's attitude towards the matter. I thought he would do to me the way he did to Carol. He avoided me only because he found it difficult to talk about breaking up. So, now that I know the truth, he should go with the flow, and the default is to justify himself at most.
Isn't it too much for André to wait to see me and explain all this to me? This doesn't make sense.
Suddenly, a thought made my body spasm, and I guessed that Andrei did not tell me the fact that he was married, and the motive was not to be unspeakable, but to deliberately hide it from me
Andrey, how did he become like this? Why did he treat me so cruelly? Does he want to keep it a secret from me?
Today, hearing my questioning, Andrei reacted not by acknowledgment but by justification.
How does he explain his actions? Do you also want to say to me "There are groups of wives and concubines, I love you the most"?
It seems that this is really a helpless move, which caught him off guard, is it according to Andrei's original plan, he wants to deceive me for the rest of his life!
Hum! I sneered and thought about it, if you want to say that Andre may not be as good as Xiaohui in his ability to hide from the world. Even if I didn't wear a wedding ring in front of my classmates and didn't mention the fact that I was married, I still showed my stuff.
What's even more ridiculous is that he himself didn't even realize it! Andrei, Andrei, it seems that you will still need to cultivate in this area in the future!
I thought about Andrei's various wrongs, regretting how I could fall in love with such an unbearable person.
For many years, I have been yearning for Andre to be able to get along, but I always have an ominous premonition, one day, we have to forget each other. But I didn't expect us to break up like this! Forget it, now that fate is over, there is no point in dwelling on the original situation.
At this moment, how should I deal with a negative person?
I won't learn from Wang Qiang's wife, compete with an unworthy person, and finally bury myself; will not be the same as Sister Lin, who has become a resentful woman who hates to marry.
Andre and I will be separated from each other from now on, and we will be okay with each other!
Maybe it's because I feel a lot better when I get home and see my parents, or maybe it's because of the noisy environment in the country that distracts me. In the past few days, I feel that I no longer hold a grudge against Andre, and my heart has begun to feel relieved.
One night, I saw my dad sitting on the couch with the remote control, and said to me with a smile:
- "Linna, do you think tonight is the final of the European Championship?" ”
- "Good! I promised. Fill the teacup with water for Daddy.
Watching football games with my dad is one of the things I really enjoy. In general, we pay close attention to the famous football events.
My dad and I laughed and talked about the characteristics of the two teams and speculated on the outcome of the competition.
Since I came back from this business trip, I haven't been happier than I am now.
The athletes entered, and the commentator introduced the players. I peeled myself a lychee and licked it to my mouth.
The national anthem was played, and the athletes on the field were intently singing the national anthem. The camera gives each of them a close-up of their faces. Then, the camera panned behind the player, and when the camera passed behind one of the players, I shuddered, Andre! Why does this back look so much like his, no, it's not just this one, every back that the camera crosses makes me feel like Andre.
I bit the lychee in my hand and looked at the players on the field in amazement.
The game started very quickly, and I found that not only the backs, but also their running, dribbling, passing, shooting, and even, the face of the foul, the frustration of conceding the goal and the joy of scoring goals were almost all copies of Andre.
My dad was judging the players' performances, but I saw Andre in every single one.
At half-time, my dad was talking to me about the tactics of the two teams in the second half. And I don't feel it. Because I found out that I didn't watch the game at all, but stared at the Andre on the field!
The game started again, and when I saw the players playing again, I stood up, deliberately stretched, and told my dad that I was too sleepy to hold on and wanted to go to sleep.