I went back to my room, lying on the bed but unable to sleep, it was already the second half of the night, I opened the curtains, the window was unusually silent, all the windows in the building in front of me were dark, only the distant street lamp gave a dim light in the silence.

I looked up, and there was a bright moon in the clear starry sky.

I looked at the bright moon.

I told myself, Linna, you can do whatever you want: life, death, glory, disgrace, history, future...... Just don't think about Andrey!

I want to use this as a way to relieve the emotions that I have been trying to suppress for so many days, so that my nerves can relax as much as possible.

I want my consciousness to flow freely, and it is better to completely empty my mind and achieve a state of non-action and selflessness!

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In a hazy way, I felt like I was on campus in Moscow, and I looked through the open door in the direction of the kitchen—there were people coming and going, Qiu Si, Li Bailing, Jin Li, Mary, Rosa, Adris, and Daric......

I saw Zimei looking up at Andre defiantly, I don't know what to say to him?

Andrei squinted at her, as if he wanted to pay homage to her in some way.

"Sister Lin, why did you hide here? Misha asked me to tell you to play cards! Suddenly, Miao Miao said to me at the door with a smile on her face.

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I said to Sergei in front of me:

- "No, Andrei will come and pick me up." "Looking at Sergei's figure in the distance, I felt so tired. As soon as I turned around, I saw Andrei standing in front of me.

- "Why are you here?" I asked in surprise.

- "Tired, aren't you?" I'll take you home. André stroked my sideburns and looked at me tenderly.

I leaned against Andrei's chest, and my heart was very steady, and I felt that I had arrived home.

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- "I'm going to eat french fries!" "When I saw the iconic "M" sign at McDonald's on the side of the road, I shouted to Andre.

Andrei held the steering wheel and said puzzledly:

- "Didn't you say you wanted to eat beetroot soup before we came out?" How has it changed again? ”

- "Beet soup is also eaten, and French fries are also eaten!" I said.

- "Then I'll buy you a pack of small fries." Andrei said.

- "No, I want the big, the biggest!" I pouted.

The McDonald's waiter leaned out and handed Andre a large paper bag through the car window.

I opened it and it was freshly fried fries, as well as a strawberry pie and apple pie.

Hee-hee...... Actually, I really want to eat this, but I'm embarrassed to say it.

The golden fries are fragrant and quite hot!

- "Eat slowly!" Don't get hot! I think we're done eating, so we should go back, right? Where do you still have the stomach to eat beetroot soup? Andrei said dissatisfied.

- "Then you can help me eat!" I said

- "I don't eat that junk food!" Andrei said as he drove the car and looked ahead.

I took the potato strips dipped in tomato sauce to Andrei and said:

- "Open your mouth!" ”

I looked with satisfaction at Andrey, who was driving and munching on potato sticks!

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In the supermarket, I stopped André and asked him to help me see if the product description was in French. Andrei laughed and said, that's Dutch.

I gave him a blank look and said, "You just blow it!" When will you be able to speak Dutch? 》

André said, "I don't know Dutch, but I know their words." He pointed to the label under the product and said with a smug expression, "Did you see that?" Made in the Netherlands! Why am I lying to you? 》

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School is in session, I'm tidying up my wardrobe and trying on some jeans.

Andrei saw and asked:

- "Are you going out?" ”

- "No, I weighed myself in the gym today and weighed two kilograms, I'm afraid I'm fat, see if I can wear these pants in?" ”

- "Are you fat?" Why didn't I find out? Andrei said as he put his tennis racket on it.

I stood in front of the dressing mirror and looked at my waist, which was becoming more and more obvious, and said with my chin tilted back and said with some pride:

- "I'm afraid I'm getting fat, I'm worried that I won't be able to wear these pants!" It looks like I'm two kilograms long with muscles! Keep up the good work, and I will keep going to the gym after school starts. ”

Andrei walked up behind me, looked me up and down, and said:

- "Two kilograms! Where have I looked? ”

- "Did you see that?" Andrey, I feel like my leg line is much tighter! I stood on my tiptoes and braged to Andre with my hands on my waist.

Andrei approached me and said:

- "I see where those two kilos have grown, Linna, don't you think you should change into underwear?" But it had nothing to do with the gym, and I think it should be 100% my credit. ”

I looked back at Andre, who was staring at my chest with a smug expression.

- "What to say! You're so annoying! Andre! ”

I yelled at him, feeling Andrei's obscene gaze, which made me a hundred dissatisfied with him, and I used my strength to push him desperately with both hands. According to my expectations, even if I can't push him to a butt, at least push him to a stumbling block, in short, it will suppress his arrogance.

However, Andrei looked at me with a smile as if he were nailed to the ground, barely moving. I felt like I was pushing a wall, and I almost flashed myself.

I sat on the bed and rubbed my sore wrists. Andrei walked over and asked:

- "What's wrong with you?" Hanging clothes hurt? ”

- "It's not that I was hurt by hanging clothes, I just pushed you and didn't push it, so I was injured!" I gave him a blank look.

- "Did you just push me?" Ha ha...... Linna, didn't you say you had muscles? Just a little bit of effort? Why did you still hurt yourself? Andrei laughed.

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The horizon had begun to turn white, and I suddenly came back to my senses. said that I didn't want Andre, but I kept recalling his bits and pieces.

In the days that followed, I realized that whenever I was free, my mind was full of Andre.

What's wrong with me?

Even when I first left Andrei, I never did!

At that time, I just felt that I was a little uncomfortable with the lack of someone around me, but later, I gradually got used to his non-existence.

Over the years, I've often thought of Andre, but it's only an occasional flash of thought. Especially since I logged out of Facebook, Andre was almost cleared from my consciousness.

But now, as soon as I close my eyes, Andrei's shadow is everywhere.