The last two phone calls with Andre made me extremely suspicious of his character, and I couldn't forgive him for what he did, so I resented Andre from the bottom of my heart.

As time went on, though, my resentment became less intense.

I thought I was already a stranger to Andre, but after that European Cup, I was like a demon: Andre in my head all day.

Strangely, I don't think about Andrei's character and personality anymore. André's voice and smile always appeared in front of me or flexibly.

I must have fallen for it! I said to myself.

Why did God punish me like this? Even when we were in love, I didn't think about Andre like that!

Now, the more I want to forget Andrei, the more he jumps out and dangles in front of my eyes.

Something must have fooled me?

Definitely! I have to find it out, or I'll be controlled by this magic for the rest of my life. I thought to myself,

Where would the spell be hidden? Andrei was so far away from me, and he didn't give me anything!? Will this horrible thing follow me home?

I lay on the bed and pondered, and my eyes swept over the closet door, and I suddenly jumped up. Right! Nothing else is associated with Andrey.

I opened the closet door and pulled out a blue plastic bag tightly wrapped in duct tape from the innermost compartment.

I sat on the bed with it in my arms, and inside the bag was Andrei's white sweater. How did I bring it back? I should have thrown it in Russia then. That way, Andrei wouldn't be so haunted to follow me home again.

How am I so stupid! What did I think at the time? I was afraid of touching it, so I wrapped this sweater in several layers of bags, and tied it with duct tape and paper on the outside, for fear that it would be exposed! Yes, it's just a bad thing that can't see the light, why have I hid it from XZ for many years, it seems to have no value at all! I should have thrown it a long time ago!

I walked downstairs with it in my arms and tossed it far into the trash!

Back in the room, I continued to think about things related to Andrei, and by the way, photos! I rummaged through the cabinets and found all the photos of André that I had hidden before. Looking at them, I remembered where my mother still had a few photos of me and Andrei.

At dinner, while eating, I asked my mother, where did she put all the photos when I was studying abroad? Mom looked at me strangely and asked, "Are you going to do it now?" I ate without raising my head and said, yes, now!

My mother said she would bring it to me for dinner.

I knew that I had been nervous since I came back from a business trip, and this father and mother had already noticed it, but they asked me from the side if there was anything wrong, but I didn't tell them that it was true.

These days, my parents have become more and more cautious about my attitude, for fear that something will irritate me.

After eating, I spread those pictures on the bed. I found a picture of Andrei, and looking at Andrei's squinting eyes in the sun with a wicked smile, I sneered and cut his face in half with scissors.

I saw a photo of me and Andrei, I also cut us apart, I cut half of Andrei's photo, looking at the image of myself in the mutilated photo, I felt a poignant, I also cut myself into pieces.

My phone rang, and I subconsciously answered the phone, my eyes still looking at the pictures of the bed.

- "Hello? I asked

- "Linna! Oh my God, you're finally answering my call! Andrei shouted in surprise on the other end of the phone.

- "Andrey? "I'm a little confused.

- "Linna, your Russian number is not working, and you have blocked me from China, do you not want to hear me explain to you so much?" Do you care so much about me? Andrei shouted

- "What do you want to explain?" I asked in a cold tone.

- "Linna, I was going to explain all this to you on Facebook, but I found out that you even logged out of Facebook, and you don't know how terrible it feels that I can't find you!" Honey, promise me that you won't cut off contact with me in the future, please, Linna, I can't live without you! ”

- "That's what you want to tell me?" I said in a mocking tone

- "It's more than that! Linna, when I saw the video of the apple blossom you sent me that day, I almost couldn't help but fly over to meet you. I haven't logged into Facebook since.

Linna, I'm afraid that after you know something, you will start to doubt our relationship, and I am afraid that such a thing will happen, so I have not dared to contact you......

My dear, I don't want anything to hurt you. None of these episodes can change the nature of our true love. I swear! We will end up living happily ever after. Give me some time and I'll see you again when everything is taken care of! When the time comes, I'll explain it all to you! When you know the truth, you'll forgive me! I did it all for us! ”

- "Do your wife know this from you?" ”

Andrei was silent for a moment and said:

- "I don't love her! ”

- "I believe this! Otherwise, you wouldn't ......," I scoffed

Andrei interrupted me and said:

- "She doesn't love me either!" We don't get married because we love each other, our marriage is a form of fixed wealth. It's just one of the contents of the transaction. ”

- "Congratulations, Andrey, I thought you were wrong, and I said that you need to be in love many times, and now you have sublimated to another level, and you know who to marry!" ”

- "Linna, I don't have the slightest choice in this matter! This marriage is not what you understand, it has nothing to do with love, it is just a carrier of interests, this is not the marriage I want, let alone the family I want, but I have to go through all the processes to get the management of the bank!

There is only one path in front of me, and in order to reach heaven you must pass through hell.

I'm in hell right now. Don't abandon me Lina! Only you are an angel, only you care about my feelings, only you love me and let me see the hope of heaven. ”

- "Oh! Andrei, I know, it turns out that you still need me to love you, hehe...... How do you think I will be your mistress? Isn't that how your life is perfect? I asked mockingly.

- "Don't be angry, Lina, I definitely didn't mean that. Andrei said in a panicked tone.

- "Humph! Of course you don't, and I'm not a black swan! It's not material to be a mistress at all! ”

Andrei shouted hoarsely:

- "What black swan?" What do you hear? Linna! Oh my! How could it be like this? Lina, you shouldn't ...... They don't deserve to come out of your mouth! Don't use them to blaspheme yourself!

Lina, dear, I won't fall in love with anyone else but you in my life!

I do everything for you! I wish I could give you the best in the world!

I don't want to see you have to work overtime on your days off to pay off your mortgage; I don't want to see you have no time to go on vacation because of work; I don't want to see you go to a meeting that you don't like for a promotion...... I want you to live an easy, happy and carefree life as you wish. I hope to fulfill all your dreams, and I hope you can be the most blessed Lady Perrin! I hope we ......"

Unable to sob, I interrupted Andrei's words:

- "Andrey, why are you...... Why not die! ”

With that, I pressed the shutdown button with a trembling hand, and then collapsed weakly on the floor next to the bed.