Even if you can't make a lot of money, you can still feed your family and feed your mother and younger siblings.

It's a pity that no amount of regret is useless.

They can't come back.

There's only one thing I can do. Take Ye'er and live......

I have a hunch that the drought will only get worse and that the people of Xiashui Village are very likely to flee.

And my legs and feet are inconvenient, and Ye'er is young, so she is destined to not be able to keep up with them.

Moreover, even if we keep up with them, we will most likely be abandoned and die on the road without food.

So, I planned to take Ye'er to town.

Going to the town will be the only chance for Ye'er and me to survive.

Before I do that, I have to do some preparations.

Bring everything you can eat and use.

After I went, I didn't think about coming back.

But before the preparations were finished, something happened again.

The plague of locusts is coming.

The overwhelming locusts flew to Xiashui Village.

The locusts not only eat the crops in the fields, but also the vegetation in the mountains. Even the thatch on the houses of the villagers is not spared.

And on the roof of our house, it's thatch.

When the plague of locusts came, the locusts went straight into the house.

There are too many holes in the house to stop them.

I can only use the torn quilt at home to cover me and Ye'er.

On a hot day, no matter how hot it is, I don't dare to take the quilt off.

We survived the sound of locusts waving their wings, crashing into objects, and gnawing on roof thatch.

Perhaps, we have to thank that locust plague.

Because of the locust plague, Ye'er and I caught a lot of locusts.

And those locusts became our rations for a long time to come.

After the locust plague was over, I realized that I couldn't wait any longer.

dragged the waste leg and climbed to Lingquan Town with Ye'er.

Yes, like a mourning dog, crawling away.

After arriving in Lingquan Town, he turned into a beggar and begged along the street.

Abandon all dignity and live like a dog.

Occasionally, we would run into my former classmates.

Some of them would be sarcastic, some would be pitiful and sympathetic, but none of them would irritate me.

Oh no, it's actually still exciting.

But my heart is numb enough.

That kind of stimulation has not had as much impact on me as I did at the beginning.

When I'm begging, sometimes I wish I could touch them.

For after they were humiliated or sympathetic, I would open my mouth and ask them to give some copper plates or food.

And they have a better face than me.

Whether you want to or not, for the sake of face, you will give me at least a few dollars.

And I have to rely on that money to live with Ye'er.

Later, I don't know how long it took.

I only know that the night was suddenly noisy and noisy.

A large number of mountain bandits with weapons appeared in the streets.

The mountain bandits killed people when they saw them, and even broke down their doors to kill people.

I covered Ye'er's mouth hard and hid in the pile of debris with him, and I escaped.

Those terrifying voices tormented us all night.

Even, the scene of the most recent murder was right next to where we were hiding.

After the bandits had killed someone, they went elsewhere to continue the killing, and that night we were next to the corpse. ….

Ye'er and I didn't dare to sleep, or even breathe loudly.

In the middle of the night, I heard a small crackling sound.

I know, that's a mouse.

And the small sound was that they were gnawing on the corpse.

Yes, I've seen beggars starving to death before being eaten by rats because their bodies weren't disposed of in time.

When the famine started, not only the people were hungry, but the rats were also hungry.

The next day, Lingquan Town fell into the hands of mountain bandits.

Martial law began throughout the town.

I can't continue begging with Ye'er, and I have to hide from the mountain bandits who are searching everywhere.

Fortunately, I took Ye'er to change the hiding place in time and escaped the first wave of searches by the mountain bandits.

This was followed by several days of martial law.

Then the bandits allowed the people to go out and forced the merchants to open their doors.

This is a great thing for us.

Only when people start to be on the street can Ye'er and I get food and live.

Unfortunately, I was soon targeted.

On that day, the mountain bandits suddenly arrested me and took me away.

Ye'er wants to come and save me.

As a result, he was killed by one of the mountain bandits.

At that moment, my sky completely collapsed.

I don't know how I got taken away.

By the time I came to my senses, I had already cleaned up, changed into gorgeous clothes, and sent me to the bandit leader's room.

That disgusting thing, actually-

I didn't obey, and in the end I was forced to die.

The bandit leader imprisoned me and punished me.

It was also at that time that my body was destroyed.

A few days later, I learned from the bandits guarding me that the imperial army had arrived. The bandits may have to retreat.

I realized that maybe that was my last chance for revenge.

So, I finally relented and offered to meet the bandit leader.

The bandit leader was naturally happy, and when he saw me, he said that he was willing to listen to me for anything.

And the first condition I put forward was for him to cut down Ye'er's murderer.

The bandit leader was hesitant at first, but I just smiled and let him agree.

Then, the next day, I saw the murderer's head.

After that, I continued to be honest with the bandit leader.

After delaying it until the evening, he looked for an opportunity to kill him too.

Then I cooperated with several mountain bandits who had been guarding me in prison before, and surrendered to the imperial army.

They want to save their lives, and I want revenge. Happy to work with.

Later, I learned that the commander of the imperial army turned out to be the second prince.

This person has an unusual position in the hearts of the people of Dajin.

The second prince personally summoned me, and after learning what I had done, he admired me very much. He even offered to accept me as a staff member.

At that time, I was alone and had nowhere to go, so I chose to agree.

After that, my life began to change dramatically.

I soon became the most respected staff member of the Second Prince.

After that, he even stepped into the front desk and became an official.

Then, it became the most ruthless knife in the hands of the second prince.

Kill the path of blood for him, eradicate dissidents, and remove obstacles.

In the process of dealing with those people, I also rose step by step.

Even shortly after the second prince ascended the throne, he became the new prime minister of the Great Jin Dynasty.

Prime Minister, this is where my grandfather used to be.

After his father became seriously ill, he died of depression, regretting that he could not be a father Zhaoxue.

When it came to me, I did.

Not only did I do it, but I also lived as the prime minister, so that the Song family could restore its former glory.

But so what?

The Song family has long since perished, and apart from me, the Song family has no one left.

There is also the Liu family, where my cousin and cousin are still there.

But in the confrontation between me and the Jia family, I lost my life because I was threatened by Jia Kun.

I'm probably a lonely star.

Anyone who is close to me will be killed by me.

First grandfather, then father, then mother and Yun'er, then Ye'er.

Cut a fuss