A few months after graduation, he called and said he was going to break up.

The day before was the weekend.,Obviously still very happy to go shopping and eat together.,On Monday's office morning.,Receiving a call from him.,Xiao Xiao was very happy.,I didn't expect it to be the news of the breakup.。

He said he was a little tired and wanted to calm down.

He said that his favorite is still Xiaoshio.

He said break up.

He said that people do not take young people lightly.

So, he broke up with Xiao Xiao. Didn't meet, and the breakup on the phone was very perfunctory and serious.

He may be afraid that Xiao Xiao will cry, afraid that Xiao Xiao will beat him, afraid that Xiao Xiao will stay, afraid that Xiao Xiao will go crazy, afraid of Xiao Xiao......

Anyway, I'm not afraid of Xiao Xiao being hurt, not afraid of Xiao Xiao's tears, not afraid of Xiao Xiao......

Xiao Xiao asked me, didn't you say you wanted to write pink? Didn't you say that you should write it in a singable way? Didn't you say that it should be written romantically and poignantly? Why is it written in gray again?

I can only say sorry to her, I'm not her, how can I understand her, how can I understand the love experience at that time, how can I write pink?

But I didn't lie to her, I really thought that, I really wanted to write like that, but I really couldn't. Because, what kind of love story is this? Nothing, nothing can be written, is it better to pull out a campus love than Xiaoxiao's poignant?

Xiao Xiao said, I have loved him for more than ten years.

Xiao Xiao said, I thought he was terminally ill before breaking up, I plan to accompany him to the end of his life, and then close the door of love for the rest of his life, be wonderful for himself, and complete the whimsical things he didn't have time to complete for him, such as going to Baozuo Mountain and raising pigs.

Xiao Xiao said that after the breakup at that time, her world collapsed, and she heard a loud bang, which came from the bottom of her heart and resounded in the sky.

Xiao Xiao said that at that time, she was willing to give up everything for him, even the most arrogant self-esteem, and was willing to keep him.

Xiao Xiao said that he got engaged two months after the breakup, which was very different from what she imagined.

Xiao said that after that, she changed her number and did not contact her for the next ten years, nor did she see her.

Xiao said that she could give up an entire forest for the sake of a single tree. So after the breakup, she almost cut off contact with all her classmates for him. Just because they belong to the same forest, just because they all know her and his story.

Xiao Xiao said that the breakup was like he secretly mixed a glass of poisoned wine behind his back, fed Xiao Xiao to drink, and expected Xiao Xiao to die of poison, and then he ran away by himself. He escaped, but unfortunately the poison was too clumsy and not lethal enough, and it left Xiao Xiao with ten years of sequelae, every time he had to dream about the poison, in the dream he abandoned her in various scenes and ways to hurt her, and this dream continued for ten years.

Xiao Xiao said that in the end, he insisted that his favorite was Xiao Xiao, and in this way it was a poison that was not lethal and gave people hope and despair. I waited for ten years, and I didn't wait for him to say sorry, in fact, I had already empathized.

I asked Xiaoxiao, what do you fall in love with him? Very not high, even a little short. It's a little handsome, right, except for games and playing, there's no talent, are you rich? When I was a student, I was poor.

After Xiao Xiao said the answer, I felt that the system was really to blame for this, blaming him for sealing Xiao Xiao's talent, sealing Xiao Xiao's dreams, and sealing Xiao Xiao's thoughts.

Xiao Xiao said, maybe he fell in love with his difference, his freedom, his free and easy, his unreasonable cards, his unusual path, his struggle with the world, his disdain to change, he insisted on himself, he had light in his eyes, he was special, he walked alone, and even he wanted to go to the mountains to raise pigs, all of which others did not have, and others did not dare to think of it.

I don't want to hit Xiaoxiao, but I can only tell her that she is actually in love with the way she should be. And he just happened to be a performance at that time, he happened to be seen by Xiaoxiao, don't believe it, he didn't go to the mountains to raise pigs in the end, he entered the factory through a relationship, he went to take the civil service exam, he gave in, there was no light in his eyes for a long time, his thoughts had long been broken wings, he was no longer what he used to be, he was no longer the boy who lived wantonly.

Xiao said that she had known for a long time. It turned out that the system had already let her see it.

Half a year after Xiaoxiao's divorce, the system asked Xiaoxiao to contact him and go to see him, Xiaoxiao was very shocked. Ten years without contact, ten years without seeing each other, not even knowing anything about him, what he was doing, how was he doing, didn't know anything, why did he meet.

The system says, go see him, go and "kill" him.

Xiao Xiao didn't understand it even more, but the system's arrangement couldn't help but listen.

Xiao Xiao called him, he was surprised, he didn't seem to want to meet, he kept asking what was going on, and the place of meeting was changed again and again, to be honest, Xiao Xiao didn't know what was going on to meet.

Meet again in a very simple café in the lobby of a hotel, Xiao Xiao asked for a cup of milk tea, he lost weight, Xiao Xiao said that he had received a task to "kill" him, but he didn't know what to do. That day he talked about his work, about his sports, and nothing else.

Later, Xiao Xiao understood the meaning of "killing", and the system asked her to help him.

Xiao Xiao is delicate, sensitive and intelligent, although he didn't talk about anything, but from his state and his circle of friends, Xiao Xiao guessed that he might have been divorced a long time ago, and his daughter was raised by her grandparents, and she fell in love several times later, but they all failed.

His life is gray, it is real gray, there is no light in his eyes for a long time, he has long accepted the helplessness of life, he has long lost hope. Every time he had a new relationship, he thought he could save him from the sea of suffering, but he didn't expect to pour a few more scoops of bitter water. The end of each story also gave him a dusty burden in his heart, there were more stories, and there were more burdens, countless burdens pressed him to get up, he couldn't walk, he struggled, he worked hard, he was desperate.

And "killing" him is to save him, he can only face one burden after another, personally cut the rope of each burden, and throw all the burdens behind, in order to gain freedom, to be reborn, and to truly change.

He didn't want to, he was afraid of the unknown world, he was used to being pressed by the baggage, and the sudden release was even more frightening, yes, he didn't want to change either. There are really a lot of such men, and they all let Xiao Xiao meet.

I asked the system, why did you ask Xiao Xiao to help him? I can also do this, wouldn't it be too cruel to let Xiao Xiao save him? After all, he has poisoned Xiao Xiao for more than ten years.

The system said that because Xiao Xiao loves him and Xiao Xiao is willing to save him, Xiao Xiao's love has been sublimated, it is no longer love, just love. And only Xiao Xiao can save him, except Xiao Xiao, no one can save him, this is fate, or someone calls retribution.

But Xiao is really pitiful.

The system said, no, she is not pitiful, she is very strong, she is very kind, she is much more than when she was a child, she has grown up much more than ten years ago, don't underestimate Xiaoxiao, she can bear all these things. For the hurt he gave, didn't she choose to forgive and bless in the end?

But for hurt, can you really choose to forgive and bless? If it's you, can you? Can it be done?