Chapter 42: An Unexpected Background
"Thank you, with a friend like you, I die without regrets." Xue Wan said.
"Phew! Don't think about the unlucky. ”
Jiang Shilan stopped her from continuing, "You, live well, another day, we will do yoga together!" ”
"Good, good."
Xue Wan smiled, she turned her head and said to her son Xue Yunze, "Go find a bottle and put the flowers that your Aunt Jiang brought." ”
"Oh."
Xue Yunze was really a little confused, and he didn't know where to find the vase, so he grabbed his hair and said, "We didn't bring the vase!" ”
Xue Wan glanced at him, "Go to the nurse and see if there are any bigger bottles." ”
"Okay."
Xue Yunze walked out of the ward.
Xue Wan shook her head and said, "This kid is usually quite clever, but not at critical times." ”
Jiang Shilan was partial to Xue Yunze, and raised her eyebrows, "You also said that Yunze, this kid, was stupid when he encountered such a big thing!" ”
"Yes, yes, blame me, blame me."
Xue Wan's expression became serious: "Shilan, in the future, Yun Ze will be handed over to you!" ”
didn't wait for Jiang Shilan to speak.
Xue Wan continued: "I want to tell you something, it's very important, but whether you want to tell Yun Ze about this matter or not, it's up to you to decide, because I haven't told him yet." ”
Jiang Shilan was confused.
"If there's anything, just tell me!"
Xue Wan took a deep breath and spoke eloquently.
"Once, I passed by a yoga studio and saw you coming out of there. At that time, I only felt familiar, because I had seen a photo of you and Lin Tao, and I also knew that back then, you loved Lin Tao very much and gave birth to a child for him.
Because of your parents' efforts to prevent you, you didn't get married. Later, under the arrangement of your parents, you married your current husband, and Lin Tao was very painful when he found out.
By coincidence, Lin Tao and I met each other, and later, I married him.
It's not that I don't want my own children, but because I am infertile and have no way to have children, so I raise you and his children as if they were my own children, and he is Yun Ze.
After I knew that I had cancer, I decided to find my biological mother for Yun Ze, so that he would not be without relatives after I left, so I went to the yoga studio to find a chance to meet you and bring you to him, so that he could recognize you as a godmother and cultivate feelings. ”
Xue Wan's soft voice was like a hot spring, and a drop fell into Jiang Shilan's heart, and tears blurred her eyes. She didn't expect that the biological son she had been looking for for many years turned out to be Xue Yunze!
Jiang Shilan had tears in the corners of her eyes.
"Xue Wan, thank you, thank you for thinking so much about Yun Ze, I was able to get together with him.
Back then, my mother forced me to die and refused to let me marry Lin Tao, and my father arranged for me to marry my current husband. After I got married, I went to Lin Tao to see my children.
However, Lin Tao moved, and I don't know where he went. Originally, I thought that I would never see my child again in this life, but I didn't expect ......"
Jiang Shilan wiped her tears, her lips trembling slightly.
"Xue Wan, thank you, thank you very much! No wonder when I first saw Yun Ze, I thought he looked very much like Lin Tao, and inexplicably, I liked him very much. It's just that he follows your surname Xue, if his surname is Lin, I will really suspect that he is the child of me and Lin Tao. ”
Xue Wan sighed.
"Your parents were right to oppose you marrying Lin Tao back then. He has no sense of responsibility. Many years ago, because he owed a lot of debts for business, he went out to escape debts, and he never came back, and now, for nearly 20 years, there has been no news! ”
Jiang Shilan couldn't help but ask: "Lin Tao hasn't come back for so many years?" Didn't even make a phone call? ”
"I had it for the first two years, but then I didn't have it, and I don't know if it's dead or alive."
Xue Wan said, "A while ago, I went to the police station to file a case to find someone, but the comrades over there didn't find it, saying that if there was new news, they would notify me, alas! ”
"More than ten years, what a long time!" Jiang Shilan burst into tears again, "Xue Wan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" If you don't have Yun Ze, you can also start a family again, instead of this, you are struggling to support ...... alone."
"No, no, no, you're wrong." Xue Wan had a gentle smile on her face, "It is precisely because of Yunze that my life has a taste and a meaningful life."
What do you apologize for, I want to thank you for giving me a son. It was I who was greedy and took possession of him until now, and after that, when I am gone, he will be handed over to you! ”
"Xue Wan......" Jiang Shilan hugged her and cried bitterly.
Also as a woman, Jiang Shilan understands how difficult it is for a woman to raise her children alone. Needless to say, Xue Wan's kindness, she can't finish it in her life.
"Alright, alright." Xue Wan patted Jiang Shilan's back, her voice full of exhaustion, "You, do you want me, a patient, to comfort you?" ”
Jiang Shilan hurriedly wiped away her tears.
She saw that Xue Wan had a sleepy look on her face, and said, "I'll help you lie down and rest for a while." ”
"I'll do it myself." Xue Wan slowly lay down by herself.
Jiang Shilan helped her pull up the quilt, "I don't dare to tell Yun Ze that I am his biological mother, because my mother is too incompetent, and he will be angry with me."
I'll just call him now, but in my heart, he is my biological son, the best gift God has given me, and in the future, I will treat him well, don't worry! ”
"Well, I just don't know what you're going to do, so I didn't tell Yun Ze. In short, whether to tell him or not, and when to tell him, the decision is up to you. ”
Xue Wan took a deep breath, "You brought Yun Ze to this world, and without you, there would be no him." He won't blame you, because you were also forced to be helpless back then, and I'm sure he can understand. ”
Xue Wan and Jiang Shilan didn't know that their conversations all fell on Xue Yunze's ears outside the door.
Just now, he went to the nurse to get the vase, and the nurse gave him a Coke bottle and helped him cut off the spout of the bottle, so that a simple vase was made.
Xue Yunze excitedly took the vase back to the ward, but he never thought that he heard the strange conversation between his mother and Aunt Jiang at the door.
Out of curiosity, he hid outside the door and eavesdropped.
I didn't expect my life experience to be like this!
His mother had been hiding from him for so long, which made him feel very depressed, and his cognition became confused in an instant.
The mother who grew up with her is not her biological mother; And the godmother who has been recognized for a few months is her biological mother.
For a moment, Xue Yunze's heart was in turmoil.
I don't know how many deep breaths he took and how many times he rubbed his face before he finally mustered up the courage to walk in silently.
It's just that he didn't even know what to call it, so he silently put the flowers in the Coke bottle, but forgot to add water to the bottle, and as a result, the vase fell down and had to be hurriedly taken to the wash basin to add water.
After placing the vase on the table, he casually made an excuse, "I'll go out and buy something." Then he left the hospital.
Xue Yunze was driving the car, not knowing where to go, at this time, his mood was like a ball of hemp rope, he couldn't untie it, he couldn't straighten it out, and the more he thought about it, the more chaotic his mind became.
Maybe it was a habit, and unconsciously, he drove the car to the Happy Home Community.
Now that you're here, let's go home and get a few changes of clothes!
Xue Yunze parked the car and entered the community.
After walking a few steps, a voice behind him shouted, "Yun Ze, why are you back?" ”
Xue Yunze turned around, and it turned out to be Jing Miaoyu.
"I'll come back and get something." He said.
The two walked together and went up the stairs.
Suddenly, Xue Yunze opened his mouth and said, "Sister Punch Yu, can you help me?" ”
Jing Miaoyu looked at him in confusion, "Of course you can." ”
The third floor arrived.
Xue Yunze said: "Come to my house and sit for a while, I have something I want to ask you." ”
"Oh."
Jing Miaoyu was also confused, not knowing what Xue Yunze was mysterious and secretive.
The two entered room 302.
Jing Miaoyu went to wash her hands first, saying that she had just come out to take out the garbage, and her hands were a little dirty.
After she sat down, Xue Yunze frowned and said, "I encountered an incident today, I don't know how to deal with it, my mind has been messed up, it's very annoying!" ”
"What can make it difficult for you to be like this?" Jing Miaoyu was very curious.
"Sister Punch Talk, our two families have been neighbors for so many years, do you know my background?"
Jing Miaoyu was stunned for a moment, and asked puzzledly: "Your life experience?" What do you mean? ”
"It's ......"
Xue Yunze seemed to be speechless, "That's it...... Did you know that I wasn't born by my mother? ”
Looking at Xue Yunze's serious expression, Jing Miaoyu felt that he was not telling a joke, and at this time, it was impossible for him to tell a joke.
It's just that this question is really incredible.
Jing Miaoyu shook her head.
Xue Yunze continued: "I also just found out. ”
Then, he told all the things he had just overheard in the hospital, 1510.
After listening to his words, Jing Miaoyu was stunned.
"No wonder you don't know what to do with it."
Xue Yunze rubbed his face irritably: "You say, how should I face them in the future?" The godmother has become a mother, and the mother has become an adoptive mother, it's a mess! ”
Jing Miaoyu was silent for a moment, and then said: "It's better to be born than to be nurtured, but if you don't have a biological mother, where will you have life?" So, I think it's good to respect their decisions and follow their opinions, and don't worry too much. ”
Xue Yunze's heart was still very depressed, his chest was so heavy that it was like a big stone had been pressed, "I didn't tell them, I heard these things, because my heart was very chaotic and confused, and I didn't know what to do!" ”
Looking at him holding his head and looking in pain, Jing Miaoyu carefully explained: "For so many years, Aunt Wan has been kind to you, and we as neighbors have seen it in our eyes.
She has never treated you as an outsider, in her heart, you are her own son. When you are happy, she smiles; When you are sad, she has a sad face.
I'm sure you also know how difficult it is for her to raise you alone when your father is not around for so many years.
Now, at the end of her life, she is still doing her best to help you find your loved ones, she is really a very great mother, even I am extremely touched.
Fallen leaves return to their roots, lambs kneel to suckle, crows feed back, plants and animals know gratitude, let alone people, right?
So, you don't have to think too much, what does it matter if you are a biological mother and an adoptive mother? Anyway, you just have to be filial. Do your filial piety and obey her advice, and that's it. ”
Xue Yunze muttered: "Don't think about anything, just do your filial piety and obey her opinion......"
"Yes."
Jing Miaoyu affirmed.
"That'...... What about Aunt Jiang? How do I deal with her? Xue Yunze was still confused.
"She doesn't tell you because she feels sorry for you and is shameless.
Isn't she your godmother? You also have a certain emotional foundation, so according to this relationship, it's good that you still treat her as a godmother!
Don't think too much, wait until later, when your relationship is deeper, she thinks you won't reject her, and when the time comes, she will naturally explain your life experience. ”