Chapter 43 There are so many people in the world, but none of them know that he is cold or warm

Jing Miaoyu's words undoubtedly gave Xue Yunze a reassurance.

He finally knew what to do.

"Thank you, Sister Punchline, I seem to have figured it out!"

The corners of Jing Miaoyu's lips rose: "Then I'll go home." ”

"Okay."

Xue Yunze's tense face finally eased up.

Seeing Jing Miaoyu away, Xue Yunze packed a few clothes, walked out of the house, and set off towards the hospital firmly.

When Xue Yunze arrived at the hospital, Jiang Shilan had already left.

According to the nurse, my mother had just fallen asleep after drinking some soup.

He was also a little tired, so he rested on the companion bed.

Then.

There was a noise outside, making it impossible for him to sleep.

Xue Yunze got out of bed and went outside to find out.

It turned out that the old man in the ward next door refused to eat.

He asked the man who let him eat to sing a song to him, but the other party was unwilling, so they both sulked.

The volunteer, who looked like a female college student, was depressed.

At last.

The female college student really had no choice, so she had to hum a few words casually.

Although the singing was very unpleasant, like a male duck, the old man did not dislike it, fulfilled his promise, and worked hard to eat a mouthful.

Then, he said to the volunteers: "I used to be a person of your character, and I used to cry and mourn a lot, so I got sick.

Life is short, don't waste your time on things that make you unhappy, it's stupid!

In this world, there will indeed be many people who oppose us, and there are many things that make us feel unsatisfactory, but we have relatives, even if fate wants to destroy us, there will be people who care about and love us, right?

I hope you can live a little happier, sing when you're in a bad mood, and want to have a little fun.

People, except for life and death, the rest are trivial, cherish life, live well, and live happily! ”

The volunteers seemed to be touched, but remained silent.

Xue Yunze walked away gently and returned to his mother's hospital room.

Seeing that his mother was not awake, he lay down on the escort bed.

Thinking of the words of the old man next door, Xue Yunze understood one thing.

That is, for an ordinary person who will soon die, the greatest happiness in life lies in having the love of relatives and feeling the warmth of the world.

To this end, Xue Yunze made an arrangement.

Every day, he would take pictures of his mother, record his life, push his mother to the garden in a wheelchair, chat with his mother, and so on.

He also asked Jiang Shilan, Jing Miaoyu and Luo Yixin to come and see their mother more often and accompany their mother.

Although the disease is destroying Xue Wan's body every day, with the care of relatives and friends, the proper care of the hospital staff and a series of psychological counseling, Xue Wan's pain and fear of death have been greatly alleviated.

The days passed.

Until Xue Wan was too weak to open her eyes, Xue Yunze still sat on the edge of her bed every day, holding her hand and speaking softly.

"Mom, do you remember? When I was a child, I always didn't finish my homework, and you were often invited by the teacher to talk.

When you came back, you scolded me, but you never hit me. As for me, I am thick-skinned and not afraid of your scolding, so I have been taught repeatedly, you must have had a headache at that time, right?

Looking back now, if I hadn't been so playful as a kid, I wouldn't have accomplished nothing now! ”

Xue Wan lay quietly, without any expression, just eyelashes.

Xue Yunze knew that his mother was listening and responding to him.

Yes, she was so weak that she could only move her eyelashes with all her might.

Xue Yunze said again.

"I still remember that the year before last, you went to an old classmate reunion, and when you came back, you hid in your room alone and secretly cried.

Later, by chance, I overheard your chat with an old classmate, and I learned that someone humiliated you that day, saying that your husband was missing and your son was missing.

Mom, I'm sorry, but I haven't done anything to make you proud of since I was a child.

Not only am I useless, I don't know how to be filial to you, I only know how to make you angry all the time. You must be disappointed to have such an uncompetitive son as me, right? ”

Xue Yunze calmed down his emotions and continued: "If you can go back in time, back to when I was a child, I must listen to you, I must study hard, I will no longer be angry with you, I must be filial to you......"

Speaking of which.

He couldn't contain his emotions, his heart swelled with sadness, his chest rose and fell violently, his face had already turned red, and he tried his best not to cry.

Xue Wan's eyelashes flashed a few times, and a tear flowed down the corner of her eye.

Xue Yunze gently wiped away his mother's tears, and said to himself: "My son is useless, Mom, please forgive me!" ”

What he didn't know was that Xue Wan didn't blame him.

She wept, just because she was moved.

In this life, she feels very happy to have such a good son!

On the occasion of Xue Wan's death, many people came to visit her, including Luo Yixin, Xu Dongmei, Jiang Shilan, Jing Miaoyu and Xinxin, as well as a few neighbors and regular customers of clothing stores.

Xue Wan shed tears again, it was reluctance to her son, reluctance to her friends, and reluctance to the world, she really wanted to live!

Xue Yunze helped his mother wipe away her tears, and said in a trembling voice: "Mom, in the next life, I will still be your child!" After saying that, tears burst into the embankment.

In late July, on a heavy rainy day, Xue Wan passed away and left with the love and warmth of the world.

Since then, Xue Yunze has been in a low mood every day.

At home, in the store, everywhere he stayed with his mother, he always felt that his mother was by his side, and he simply forgot the fact that she had left.

After cooking and bringing the dishes to the table, he will naturally call, "Mom, it's time to eat." ”

In the empty room, there was silence in his answer.

He was stunned for a moment, and then he came to his senses, and his mother was gone.

After cleaning up the clothing store and setting up the windows, he habitually asked, "Mom, do you look like this?" ”

However, no one answered, and he could no longer hear the familiar voice. Mom is gone, and she's gone forever.

Afraid of the silence and desertion, he closed the shop and walked into the bustling streets.

found that he was heavy in his heart, and he was incompatible with the lively and bustling world and the relaxed and laughing crowd. There are so many people in this world, but no one knows his warmth and coldness, and understands his sadness.

The tears that kept rolling in my eyes couldn't stop dripping.

Mom is gone, the person who loves him the most in the world will never come back, and for a long time to come, he will never be able to hear his mother's nagging and advice, and he will not feel his mother's care and warmth.

Mom, gone forever!

Seeing Xue Yunze's depressed and depressed appearance all day long, Luo Yixin felt very uncomfortable.

So, she organized an outing.

Participating in this outing were Luo Yixin, Jiang Shilan, Jing Miaoyu and Xin Xin.

Autumn has not yet begun, and on the clear sky, a few thin clouds seem to have been sunburned, slowly floating.

In the natural ecological scenic spot, the shadows of the trees are swaying, and the fruits are fragrant.

Walk along the lakeside to enjoy the scenery, along the way, there are strange peaks everywhere, mountains and mountains, near the shadows of trees, green grass, the scenery is charming and pleasant, it is a good place for leisure and relaxation.

However, Xue Yunze was still frowning and silent.

When she sat down to rest, Luo Yixin thought of a way.

She walked up to Xinxin and asked, "Xinxin, do you want to row?" ”

"Yes!" Xin Xin clapped her hands and smiled.

Luo Yixin said: "Uncle Yunze is in a bad mood, let's ask him to go rowing together and let him relax, okay?" ”

"Good!"

So, the two took Xue Yunze and went boating in the lake.

The three of them got on a white duck pedal boat. Luo Yixin and Xue Yunze are responsible for pedaling, and Xinxin is responsible for sightseeing.

Sit for a while.

Xinxin began to lean over restlessly and reach out to pat the lake.

Xue Yunze was worried about her safety, so he focused all his attention on her, and urged Xinxin to "pay attention to safety" while pedaling the boat.

This is also the reason why Luo Yixin asked Xinxin to get on the boat, she hopes to pull Xue Yunze out of her sorrow and interact with everyone more.

At this time, Xinxin said that she was thirsty.

Luo Yixin took out a bottle of mineral water from her backpack and pretended not to open it.

After Xue Yunze saw it, he reached out and took it, opened the lid at once, and handed it to Xin Xin to drink.

Xin Xin had a look of adoration and affection on her face: "Uncle Yunze, I have grown up and want to marry you!" ”

How can this kid confess to a big man without a head or a brain!

Luo Yixin has always been the most opposed to Xinxin liking Xue Yunze.

Because Xinxin is her, she never thought of marrying Xue Yunze!

Luo Yixin glanced at Xinxin, "Don't! Just because he can twist the bottle cap, you're going to marry him? A little pursuit, okay? ”

Xin Xin seemed to be deliberately on a par with Luo Yixin, and said loudly: "Uncle Yun Ze, you will do a lot of things!" Not only does he know, screw the cap of the bottle; can also drive; will also sell clothing; And protect me! Uncle Yun Ze is the best man in the world! ”

The aesthetics of this little girl are completely scrapped!

Luo Yixin shook her head.

However, the good news is that the little one's ability to speak has improved rapidly recently. It seems that the language training class was not in vain, and the money was not spent in vain.

Suddenly, a cold and hard male voice sounded: "Am I bad?" ”

Luo Yixin looked over and saw Xue Yunze's frowning eyebrows, his eyes were deep and displeased.

This......

How does this answer Luo Yixin?

In order to appease Xue Yunze's gloomy mood, Luo Yixin said with a clear conscience: "It's not bad, you're very good!" ”

"Then why don't you let Xinxin like me?"

Xue Yunze's face went from cloudy to cloudy, and it seemed that a heavy downpour was about to break out.

"I ......"

Luo Yixin quickly thought about how to answer, so as not to hurt his fragile heart at the moment.

She smiled and said, "Because Xinxin is still young." ”

Xue Yunze did not relent.

"You also know that Xinxin is still young, and everything she says is naturally from the heart. How can you say that she likes me, but she doesn't pursue it? Do you mean to look down on me? ”

Luo Yixin didn't understand when Xue Yunze had become so sensitive and glassy. It seems that Aunt Wan's death has dealt him a big blow.

Luo Yixin had to apologize, "Okay, I was wrong." ”

When the time came, the three of them went ashore and parted unhappily.

Jiang Shilan walked to Xue Yunze's side and said with a slight smile: "It can be seen that Yixin cares about you very much, this outing was organized by her, saying that she would take you out for a walk, I hope you can cheer up." ”

Xue Yunze muttered in a low voice, "Does she really care about me?" ”

Could it be that on the boat just now, Luo Yixin was jealous, so he didn't let Xinxin like him?

This woman, why is it always like this! Is there something you can't say directly?