Chapter 193: Is She Too Selfish?

Hearing this voice, Lin Nanchu only felt that his heart was also chuckling. This door lock proves that Li Beichen is angry. Did he feel that he was making trouble by turning himself away? Or do you think you're making excuses? Or is it that now in Li Beichen's heart, he is already doubting her feelings for him.

Lin Nanchu's heart was very confused now, she raised her hand and wanted to knock on the door, but her arm stopped in the air, but she never knocked down immediately. She stood at the door and looked at the door in a daze, thinking about Li Beichen's thoughts for a while, and her own thoughts came back to her head for a while.

She has never denied and questioned Li Beichen's feelings for herself, but the real situation is that the relationship between her parents will really affect her concept of marriage.

Lin Sen married Bai Ruonan Fengzi on the one hand, and on the other hand, he was confused with Song Wanrong. Seeing that she was her daughter, she quickly divorced, and when she saw that her mother's career was successful, she turned around and wanted a piece of the pie.

With such a father who treats marriage as a child's play, and a mother who has been ruined all her life, what good expectations can she have for marriage?

Even if that person was Li Beichen, Lin Nanchu felt that he needed a long time to adjust and slowly get out of that shadow. She didn't know how long it would take, and she just wanted to express her thoughts to Li Beichen at the moment.

It's just that she didn't expect Li Beichen to be so angry, and she completely misunderstood what she meant.

In this matter, it cannot be said who is right and who is wrong, it can only be said that the perspective of the two people is different.

Lin Nanchu, who had been standing at the door for a while, didn't hear any movement in the room, and wanted to knock on the door, but felt that Li Beichen would definitely ignore it. She knew that Li Beichen should be left alone for a while, but she didn't want Li Beichen to misunderstand.

Li Beichen, who was in the room, sat quietly on the edge of the bed for a while before the chaotic thoughts in his mind gradually calmed down.

He began to carefully recall every sentence of Lin Nanchu and began to think from Lin Nanchu's point of view. He knows all about Lin Nanchu's parents.

Li Beichen can understand the impact on her because of her parents' failed marriage, but what he can't figure out is that she knows her feelings for her, why is she still not confident?

Can't you make her feel safe?

This made Li Beichen difficult, because he didn't know what else he could do to dispel the doubts and uneasiness in Lin Nanchu's heart?

At this moment, the cry of rhubarb suddenly came from the courtyard outside, interrupting Li Beichen's thoughts. He walked to the window suspiciously, and before he could open the window, he was startled by Lin Nanchu, who suddenly had half a head out, "Xiao Chu, what are you doing?" ”

Li Beichen's eyes widened, he looked at Lin Nanchu incredulously, and opened the window carefully, for fear that she would fall down if he was not careful.

I saw Lin Nanchu standing on the ladder, sweat on his forehead, and when he saw Li Beichen open the window, he smiled and said, "I'm looking for you." You locked the door, I don't dare knock......"

"So in such a dangerous way?" Li Beichen wanted to blacken his face, but looking at Lin Nanchu's staggering appearance, he couldn't bear it, reached out and grabbed her arm, and helped her climb into the room through the window, and after Lin Nanchu stood firm, he was just about to open his mouth to count her dangerous behavior, but Lin Nanchu hugged him, "I'm sorry, Mr. Li, don't be angry." I, I didn't mean that, I didn't disbelieve you. ”

Li Beichen was stunned, and his hands were empty. I only heard Lin Nanchu continue, "I know that you are very good to me, and no one else will be better than me in the future." However, Lin Sen and my mother's marriage really didn't have great expectations for the marriage itself. It's a fear of the unknown. Even if there is you in that future, I can't completely let go. The reason for this is not you. I know you'll work hard, you'll love me and give me a good home. But if I don't let go of myself, then you are working hard alone in marriage, and I don't want you to bear it alone. That kind of marriage relationship seems problematic to me. ”

Lin Nanchu hugged Li Beichen, and said what was in her heart in an anxious tone, she really didn't believe Li Beichen, but she was not sure about herself. She was afraid that if she didn't say it earlier, she would hurt Li Beichen even more in the future.

She didn't want to disappoint Li Beichen, but she didn't want to force herself.

"Or do you need me to give you time?" After listening to Lin Nanchu's words, Li Beichen asked.

"I just wanted to express my thoughts. time, I'm not sure how long it will take. Lin Nanchu said silently, until now, Li Beichen has not hugged her, his hands are still hanging on his sides, she knows that Li Beichen will definitely be unhappy in her heart.

The two were together before, and they had already made Li Beichen wait for too long.

She always seems to let Li Beichen wait for him, but why does she keep letting Li Beichen wait for her. Relying on Li Beichen's soft spot, can she have no fear?

Such an idea made Lin Nan's heart extremely conflicted.

She should make concessions for Li Beichen, but what she is worried about is that after the concessions, they will have conflicts in the future. Her original intention was to make her thoughts clear.

But now that I think about it, she seems to be too selfish.

Selfishly has always asked Li Beichen to let her, but she has never given anything back to Li Beichen.

Thinking of this, Lin Nanchu felt guilty, and tears flowed out, with guilt and self-blame.

After she finished saying that, she didn't dare to speak anymore, for fear that Li Beichen would find out that there was something wrong with her and compromise because of her tears. After quietly raising his hand and wiping away those tears, Lin Nanchu let go of Li Beichen, and then lowered his head and said in a muffled voice, "I just want to tell you that I haven't questioned your feelings for me." I don't want you to misunderstand me. It's not early, so I'll go out first. With that, she turned back to the window, looked down at the height of the second floor, and silently ran to the door, opened the door and ran out.

Li Beichen didn't speak the whole time, just looked at Lin Nanchu, he knew that Lin Nanchu must have cried just now, so he kept his head down. Then her behavior amused Li Beichen again, and her originally gloomy mood seemed to be better because of Lin Nanchu's actions.

Now he seems to be able to figure out what she is worried about and what she is afraid of.

In fact, from the time she reached out to hug him, he originally wanted to hug him reflexively, but Lin Nanchu's words made him pause. One night, Li Beichen told himself in his heart that he needed a night to digest Lin Nanchu's words.

As everyone knows, after returning to the room, Lin Nanchu covered his head and cried for a long time. Because she suddenly fell into another cranky thought, she was too selfish to Li Beichen.